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“We do,” Corvin replied. It left me speechless for a while. I'm familiar with Marlowe International and how powerful and wealthy they were. I have read their feature in the magazine, and now I'm surprised I'm actually standing in front of someone so influential. When I recovered, I took his hand and accepted the handshake. His palm was soft and warm against mine, sending a chill down my spine. I had to quickly let go. Corvin then popped the champagne. Only then did I notice the pair of champagne glasses I haven’t seen earlier. “Are you sure you’re fine with champagne? I thought you’d want something to eat,” he said, handing me one of the glasses. He filled it almost to the brim. I shrugged. I don't really feel hungry. I haven't eaten all day, and this champagne was technically my meal. I'm used to fasting–it helped me stay fit and maintain my figure. “Are you on a strict diet or something?” For a guy, I thought he was quite talkative. My first impression of him had been that he was the quiet, mysterious type, the kind who would command rather than ask questions, especially personal ones. “Not really,” I replied. As soon as he finished pouring, I lifted the glass and took a sip. I figured it was my turn to ask something. “Why are you here?” Just moments ago, I was certain I have the entire place to myself. I hate crying in front of people, so I always make sure to do it somewhere private. But I'd been wrong this time. Contrary to what I thought that this place was closed for the night, it clearly wasn’t closed to the owner. “Because I saw you coming up here.” That made me raise a brow. I confirmed his eyes really followed me the entire night. “Now, why are you broken-hearted again?” The question made me finish the rest of my glass. That question stings that I held the glass out for more. Corvin didn’t speak. He simply refilled it. “Because what people see isn’t really the truth,” I began. “Well, for a brief moment, it was. We were actually in love. But that ended just a while ago. We broke up, and now I have to pretend that everything’s okay between us.” Derek and I started as a love team in an online series. It unexpectedly clicked with viewers and earned us thousands of fans. People loved our chemistry and how real everything looked between us. It paved way to the 'successful career' we have now. Because of all the champagne I've consumed, my emotions started to overwhelm me. I told him about the contract we signed, binding us together for at least seven years. It had been three years since signing, and I thought everything was fine. But then Derek started becoming this hot-tempered, impatient person who shouted and screamed at staff and crew. I was shocked, and for a moment, I wondered if I really knew him. Derek’s treatment of me changed too. We used to be so in love, so sweet, affectionate, always together. Then suddenly, he was never around and would ignore my calls and texts. I felt as though I was being pushed aside, and it made my heart ache. But I held on. Not just because of the contract, but because I love him. But maybe all good things must come to an end. Our arguments grew worse–Derek would shout and snap at me often. Whenever we're alone and the cameras weren’t pointed at us, he became a completely different person. Misunderstandings piled up, quarrels became more intense. And then I just couldn't handle it anymore. I decided to break up, and he agreed without a fight. And it broke me. More than I can imagine. I didn’t realize I was already crying. Until he offered me the same handkerchief again. This time, I accepted it without hesitation. “And we signed a contract! I want to move on, but how can I when we’re still supposed to be together? When we still have to see each other every day?” The contract is valid for seven years. One of its clauses required us to stay together as a love team turned “real couple” for that duration to maintain the fantasy for our fans. It brought enormous profit to the company, so the rule was strictly enforced. We both benefited from it, so we agreed to continue. But it's becoming harder for me. Because he still holds a piece of my heart, while he doesn't want me anymore. It would be hard to move on because another clause of the contract strictly forbade us from being with other people except for work projects. We can't fall in love. We can't be with anyone else but each other. “And you know what’s funny?” I mumbled, a mix of laughter and pain in my voice. “He can’t even pleasure me! Whenever we make love, it’s always about him! I have to do all the work, and when he’s done, I’m all alone. I’m left to take care of my own needs. How crazy is that?” My emotions were running wild, and I wasn't really thinking. I was feeling hurt, regret, and betrayed, all at the same time, which is why I didn't care about the words that came out of my mouth. “He’s my first everything… But I never really had a real orgasm with him. It’s always fake. I’m always responsible for my own satisfaction.” And then I suddenly started hearing the words I said. It was a private information between us and I forgot I was talking to a man I barely know. I fell silent, and so did Corvin. I suddenly wanted to smack my head. How could I share all of those?! What would Corvin think of me now?! “God, I’m so sorry,” I quickly said. “Oh my God, I wasn’t supposed to say that!” I brought the glass to my mouth, but it was empty now. Corvin readily filled it, and I murmured a quick thanks before downing it in one go. I think I'm crazy. “It’s fine,” he quickly replied. There was something in his voice that I couldn’t quite distinguish. “I’m really sorry. That’s private information!” This time, Corvin didn't reply. We fell silent again, and I wanted to run away. But my feet seemed to be glued to the floor and my body frozen on the bench. I think I'm really crazy. “You never had true orgasm?” He asked. Out of everything I shared, that's what struck him the most? I then shook my head, still embarrassed. “I… I’m always responsible for my own… orgasm.” When I looked at him, I saw him nodding. But I could see he was deep in thought. I'm feeling anxious now, also curious about what was going through his head. He took a slow sip of his own drink, and a thoughtful, almost predatory look settled on his face. “You’ve given me quite a lot to think about, Kayla,” he said, his voice low and steady. “And honestly, I find myself deeply intrigued.” He paused, leaning forward just slightly. “It seems to me, you have needs that aren’t being met. Needs that a woman like you absolutely deserves to have satisfied.” He placed his glass down on the bench. “I propose an arrangement..” He started, and I was holding my breath, anticipating his next words. “Do you want to feel what it’s like to have a real, great orgasm?” I couldn’t reply. My thoughts were mixed up and running in every direction. “I can offer you the satisfaction and the attention you’ve been missing. No strings, no future obligations, and certainly no illusions of a relationship. Just for tonight.” Corvin’s face had shifted–no teasing, no smirk, just quiet seriousness. And I know he wasn’t joking. “Just two adults acknowledging a mutual curiosity,” he continued, his voice low. “It would be my pleasure to make sure you never feel like you’re on your own again.” The room felt smaller, warmer, as the weight of his words settled between us. I didn’t answer right away—this wasn’t a decision to make lightly. But as his steady gaze held mine, I realized I could do it. Derek had been with other women, and a small part of me wondered if maybe this was something I needed too. So, with an answer I hadn’t fully thought through, I replied, “Okay.”KAYLAI looked at the photos Casey sent me. They were currently having friends over at their house, courtesy of Jordan. He wanted to cheer her up, so he organized it for her. Once again, I felt a longing and a little jealousy over the relationship they have.I smiled while looking at their faces, but that smile quickly faded when I saw the face of the person I was trying to avoid.I was also invited to this dinner, but because of the current scandal I was going through and because of what happened between Corvin and me, I decided to lie low. I just though it was better this way.Casey wanted me to be there, and I so wanted to be there as well. But I just couldn’t, and I only wished she understood.Our shoots continued, with everyone being extra cautious around us. All the staff on the set were also briefed not to leak anything to the media, especially anything they heard or witnessed while we’re filming. That was something my management have initiated.Our personal lives wouldn’t be s
CORVINI stared at the screen in front of me, Kayla’s face displayed right in the middle, with her co-star Alvin on her left and that asshole Derek on her right. The headline was about how she was allegedly having an affair with her co-star, accusing her of cheating on her partner, Derek.When I first heard about the article, I immediately felt nervous, afraid that somehow, it involved me. For a second, my mind ran through every possibility.But it turned out to be about Alvin.They’re currently filming a project together, which means they’re practically around each other all the time. So, I guess, from the outside, the headline sounded believable enough.But after reading the article, I couldn’t even believe the words written across the screen. The whole thing was ridiculous. Every paragraph was filled with assumptions, twisted details, and complete bullshit.Right then, I knew it wasn’t true at all.If they only knew the truth, that it was the other way around, they’d lose their min
KAYLAMy hands were shaking while I scrolled through the article, reading it with an already chaotic mind. My brows were knitted together, and I couldn’t stop making faces because of how ridiculous the article was.Rowanda had already ended our call, but my phone rang again. When I looked at the caller ID, it showed Alvin.“So we’re really doomed, huh?” was his welcome message when I answered.“Oh my God, Alvin! Did the makeup artist rat us out?” I answered, almost screaming.I was already pacing back and forth in my bedroom, the article still running through my mind. I couldn’t believe what I was reading.The gist of the article was that I was currently having an affair with Alvin and that I was cheating on Derek with him. Which was absolutely absurd because, as far as I knew, it was the other way around!And I knew only the makeup artist heard our conversation last time. She was the only person who could have known about the things written in that article.“There’s nothing to rat ou
KAYLAI feel like an iced bucket of water was poured all over me. The shock ran through my entire body, leaving me frozen in my seat. I couldn’t even do anything about it right away because I was too stunned to move.I felt Alvin’s hand on the small of my back, warm and steady, like he was encouraging me that everything was going to be okay. That this was just nothing. But I couldn’t seem to shrug it off. The more I thought about it, the more uneasy I became.I’m suddenly so scared of everything right now.“I’m sorry,” the makeup artist murmured. She quickly got down and picked up her things, her movements rushed and slightly nervous.I stood up from my seat and went towards her to help pick up her stuff. My hands felt a little shaky too, but I tried not to let it show.“It’s okay.” It was Alvin who said it as he also went to help her.We were able to get all her things in just seconds, so we all stood up almost simultaneously.“We were just chatting about the movie,” Alvin said.I qu
KAYLA“Cut!”The director’s angry voice echoed across the set when I messed up for the nth time today. I wanted to slap myself for being so distracted, for being so completely out of it.“Did you sleep at all?” he added, frustration clear in his voice.I felt so ashamed that I just wanted to hide myself from everyone who had witnessed that awful moment.“I’m so sorry,” I said again, for what felt like the hundredth time today.I had no excuse for my lack of concentration. I was a professional. I knew how to set aside my personal problems when I was working. I had done it countless times before.But right now, it was proving to be so hard.“Let’s take five. And please, Kayla, get yourself together!” he said before storming off the set.I let out another deep sigh as I walked back to my tent. My shoulders felt heavy, and my head was filled with too many thoughts. I was so frustrated with myself. I wanted to pinch myself just to wake up and force my mind back into reality.Instead, I wal
CORVINI haven’t experienced heartbreak in my life before.All the girls I liked, I got them. I was used to getting the women I wanted. I never really had to wonder what rejection felt like because, somehow, things always worked out in my favor. Even when Kayla agreed to our arrangement in the beginning, I was happy. But I didn’t know she didn’t want anything more than that.I didn’t know that while I was slowly falling for her, she was already keeping herself from falling for me.The moment I closed the door to Kayla’s apartment, I finally took off my mask. The one I always wore whenever I was around other people. The confident Corvin. The man who always knew what to say. The man who always seemed like he had everything under control.The moment that door closed behind me, all of it disappeared. All the pain and disappointment I felt when she told me I couldn’t love her came pouring out at once.So this is what heartbreak felt like...It felt like something inside my chest had been
CORVINThe following morning, Kayla had to sneak out of my room at dawn to return to her own. I struggled to let her go. I wanted nothing more than to keep her beside me, tangled in the sheets, her skin warm against mine.I know now that what I feel for her isn’t just a simple attraction. Kayla is
KAYLA I never slept around. I was too young when my career in show business began. At age thirteen, a talent scout discovered me, and I started modeling, posing for advertisements and magazines. Before my breakthrough, I went to countless auditions, taking on extras roles in various TV shows–parts
KAYLA “Sorry,” I quickly said the moment I realized I had been in his arms for what felt like forever. I tried to stand up properly, but it was nearly impossible as my other sandal had lost its heel. I had to grab it, and for a moment, I wanted to scold it for causing my fall, which was absurd. I
KAYLA It was the most beautiful ceremony I've ever witnessed. The priest’s message was heartfelt and sincere, and the couple’s vows definitely caused another batch of tears. I reached for another glass of champagne as I felt the sting of tears threatening to fall again. I can’t cry now. Not in fro







