ALEJANDROThe first thing I registered was warmth.Not the kind that came from sunlight through parted curtains, nor the familiar heat of too many blankets wrapped around his legs.This warmth was breathing. It felt as though someone was lying by my side.My eyes flew open.For a long, horrible second, I didn’t move. My brain didn’t quite believe what my eyes were showing me.Someone was in my bed.Not on the bed—in the bed, half covered by a blanket, lying with their back to me as if they belonged there. Long hair fanned over the pillow. A shoulder peeking out from under the covers.One pale, slender arm curled loosely against my chest. As if they’d fallen asleep mid-embrace.I didn’t recognize the arm.My heart thumbed, and immediately, I jerked back, the bed creaking too loudly. She hummed, turning to reveal her face. Jasquire.My eyebrows furrowed.I shot up and scrambled off the mattress.What the hell?The room spun as I rose too fast. My temples throbbed. A sour taste in my mou
MEANDRAI couldn’t get over it.No matter how many times I replayed it in my mind, it still felt surreal. Alejandro had chosen me—not Jasquire, not the girl I guess he would end up with, not who everyone around us assumed he would pick. He’d chosen me.Even now, just thinking about it, my chest felt lighter. A warm thrill bubbled in my stomach, tickling something soft and secret. I didn’t know how to hold it all inside me, this joy—this disbelief.I lay there on my back, the bedsheet tangled around my legs, staring up at the cracks in the ceiling like they might spell out some cosmic confirmation that this wasn’t a dream.He had really chosen me over Jasquire.Me.My lips parted into a smile—small, then wide, stretching almost involuntarily. I covered my face with my hands and let out a quiet laugh.I curled to my side, my fingers playing absently with the fraying edge of the pillow.Everything felt different, like my words had shifted.And it had shifted.I wasn’t just some afterthou
MEANDRAI was just about to step forward—one foot already in the door—when a sound tore through the silence of the hallway. A scream. Not just any scream. One I dreadedToo familiar.Jasquire.My breath caught.For one terrifying second, I couldn’t move. My muscles clenched, frozen mid-step, every nerve in my body prickling with dread. My mind tried to reason, to tell me it wasn’t her. Maybe it was someone else.But no.I knew that voice.A cold shiver darted down my back like a warning bell. That scream was burned into my memory—every mocking edge of it, every manipulative pitch. And even now, knowing it could only bring more chaos, my chest tightened.Alejandro leaned forward, poking half of his body out the door as I stepped back.He looked left, then right, sticking his head further into the dim hallway like he could sniff out whatever trouble had broken thesilence.“Who screams like that in the middle of the night?” he asked, his brows furrowed in sleepy irritation.I didn’t ans
MEANDRAShantai was glad I had stayed with her till she was done baking the cake. To be honest, I stayed with her because I was still a little shaken by Jasquire’s appearance. I wasn’t ready to deal with her this late in the night and definitely not alone. At least, for now.There was no reassurance that if she yanked my hair, Alejandro would come and save me.Yes. I did want to be courageous and not be afraid by Jasquire’s threats and actions but the fear that was instilled in me wouldn’t magically disappear or because I said it should.Shantai’s lips spread into a wide smile when. She brought the cake out of the oven. She looked at me with glee and nodded in approval. I smiled as well.“I just hope Belle would love it,” Shantai said as she covered the cake.“She will,” I answered with a smile.I watched as her eyes shifted—not to me, but around the room.There was something in her gaze, a restless fluttering, a sort of searching that hadn’t quite yet settled on a goal. Her small bro
MEANDRABy the time Alejandro left, Belle had fallen asleep. I sat beside her bed and watched her for a while, imagining how happy she would be when she saw the cake Alejandro had said she lunged for. It would make her happier than she was a few minutes ago.It made me glad that she would be glad. At least, I could make someone happy for once. I haven’t been able to genuinely make someone’s lips spread into a smile. Belle had always smiled when she saw me, I didn’t know why, and I thought it was best to stay away from what I didn’t understand, but now I lunged to see that smile.It felt like some sort of achievement whenever she seemed happy.Then there’s Alejandro, who now smiles whenever he sees me. Maybe not all the time, and maybe it’s just my mind. Maybe he smiles because Belle’s next to me, but it’s still something.If Belle was the only reason he smiled, he wouldn’t ask me to take a walk with him. He wouldn’t have smiled or laughed today. He wouldn’t have asked for my opinion,
MEANDRAI had no idea how to bake a cake. I hadn’t baked cakes in forever, so I didn’t remember the first step on how to make one. ‘Maybe Shantai would know,’ I thought to myself.I suggested to Alejandro to inform Shantai about the berries, and he agreed. He retreated into the house and away from the scorching sun.We were no longer outside in the open, walking down the wide path to the garden but walking side by side down the hallway, inches away from Belle’s room. Again, he was too close.Our hands weren’t touching, but just the thought of him next to me made my heart skip a beat.I have no idea why this feeling still bothered me, although we have been seeing more of each other and probably would see more of each other. “We could do this another time,” he suggested, as we took slow steps. I could see Belle’s form but I still refused to quicken my pace. Who knew when next I would see him today? I had to savour this moment.A thought came into my mind. Jasquire. I hadn’t seen her i