LOGIN~Harper~
I wake up to a man I don’t know staring at me from the foot of the bed.
Not Elias. This one’s older, salt-and-pepper hair, wearing a three-piece suit at, I check the clock, 7:03 a.m. He’s holding a garment bag like he’s about to dress a corpse for its funeral.
I scream very loud.
The man doesn’t even flinch. “Good morning, Miss Harper. I’m Reginald. Mr. Voss instructed me to prepare you for the ceremony.”
I yank the blanket up to my chin even though I’m wearing one of Elias’s T-shirts that hangs to my knees. “Ceremony? What ceremony? And why are you in here?!”
The bedroom door slams open so hard it bounces off the wall. Elias storms in wearing nothing but low-slung gray sweatpants and a scowl that could melt steel.
“Reginald,” he growls, “I said knock.”
“I did knock, sir. Three times. She sleeps like the dead.”
Elias’s eyes flick to me. “Clearly not anymore.”
I point a shaky finger between them. “Somebody explain what the hell is happening before I start throwing lamps.”
Elias rubs a hand over his face like I’m the exhausting one. “We’re getting married. Today. Reginald is the stylist.”
“Today?!” My voice cracks so hard it sounds like a thirteen-year-old boy. “You said I had time to, I don’t know, mentally prepare for selling my soul!”
“You had eight hours of sleep. That’s plenty.”
Reginald unzips the garment bag and pulls out a wedding dress. White silk, off-the-shoulder, looks expensive as hell. I hate how pretty it is.
I stare at it, then at Elias. “You bought me a wedding dress. While I was unconscious.”
“I guessed your size.” His gaze drags down my bare legs slow enough to set them on fire. “I was close.”
Reginald clears his throat. “Shall I run her a bath, sir?”
“Yes. And burn whatever she wore yesterday.”
“Hey!” I yelp. “Those were my favorite jeans!”
“They had blood on them,” Elias says.
“Whose blood?”
He just looks at me.
Right. Dumb question.
Reginald disappears into the bathroom the size of my old apartment. I hear water running.
I flop back on the pillows and pull the blanket over my head. “This isn’t happening. I’m still drunk from that one wine cooler I had in 2022. Wake up, Harper.”
The blanket gets ripped away. Elias is leaning over me, hands braced on either side of my head. Morning stubble, bed hair, and those stupid blue eyes that make my stomach flip even when I want to knee him in the balls.
“Get up,” he says.
“No.”
“I’ll carry you.”
“You wouldn’t.”
He scoops me up like I’m made of air, blanket and all, and walks straight into the bathroom. I squeak and thrash but it’s like wrestling a brick wall that smells really good.
Reginald is pouring something into the tub that makes mountains of bubbles. He doesn’t even glance at my flailing.
Elias dumps me on my feet. “Strip.”
“Excuse me?”
“You heard me.”
I cross my arms. “Not with Reginald watching like this is a weird rich-people porno.”
Elias sighs, nods at Reginald. The man bows, actually bows, and leaves without a word.
The door clicks shut.
Elias raises an eyebrow. “Better?”
“No. I’m not getting naked in front of you either.”
He steps closer. “You’ll be naked under me every night for the next year. Might as well start now.”
My face goes nuclear. “You said no touching unless I say so!”
“I said no touching your pussy unless you say so. I didn’t say anything about looking.”
I hate him. I hate him so much my vagina is confused.
He reaches for the hem of the T-shirt I’m wearing, his T-shirt, and tugs it up. I slap his hands away.
“I can undress myself, caveman.”
“Then do it before I lose patience.”
I glare at him for five full seconds. He stares back, completely unbothered. Finally I yank the shirt over my head and throw it at his face. He catches it one-handed.
I’m in nothing but panties now. Plain cotton ones with little avocados on them because of course today’s the day I get kidnapped by a billionaire, today’s laundry day.
His eyes darken as they slide over me, slow, greedy. “Cute.”
“Shut up.”
I stomp to the tub and climb in, bubbles up to my chin instantly. The water is perfect and I hate how good it feels.
Elias leans against the counter, arms crossed, watching me like I’m his new favorite show.
“Can you leave?” I snap.
“No.”
“Privacy?”
“You lost that privilege when you took pictures of me shooting a man in the face.”
Touché.
I sink lower until only my eyes are above the water. He smirks.
Reginald knocks once and comes back in with the dress and a makeup case the size of a suitcase. He sets everything down and starts laying out shoes, jewelry, veil.
I point at the veil. “Absolutely not. I’m not wearing a veil. That’s where I draw the line.”
Elias shrugs. “Fine. No veil. Everything else is non-negotiable.”
Two hours later I’m dressed, hair curled, makeup so perfect I look like a filter in real life. The dress fits like it was sewn onto me. I keep catching my reflection and wanting to cry or throw up, maybe both.
Elias walks in wearing a black tux that makes him look like sin in formal wear. He stops dead when he sees me.
For the first time since I met him, he looks, I don’t know, stunned?
“What?” I mutter, tugging at the skirt. “I look stupid?”
He clears his throat. “You look like mine.”
My heart does a stupid flutter. I squash it dead.
Reginald hands Elias a ring box.. Inside are two rings, one massive diamond, one plain platinum band.
Elias pockets the diamond, holds up the band. “This one’s for you. Until you stop being a brat.”
“Romantic.”
He grabs my left hand and slides the band on. It’s a perfect fit. Of course it is.
“Time to go,” he says.
“Go where? City Hall?”
He snorts. “Please. We’re doing this properly.”
We end up in a helicopter. A fucking helicopter. I spend the entire flight gripping the seat and trying not to puke while Elias watches me with that stupid amused look.
“Where are we even going?” I yell over the noise.
“You’ll see.”
We land on a rooftop in the middle of nowhere upstate. There’s a chapel, tiny, stone, looks centuries old. Rose petals all over the ground. A priest standing there like this is normal.
I climb out on shaky legs. “You rented an entire chapel for a blackmail wedding?”
“I own the chapel.”
Of course he does.
There’s no one witness, some guy in a suit who looks bored. No music. No flowers inside. Just candles and the priest who keeps checking his watch.
Elias takes my hand and pulls me down the aisle. My legs feel like jelly.
The priest starts talking. I don’t hear a word. I’m too busy having an internal meltdown.
“Do you, Elias Voss, take this woman..”
“I do,” Elias says instantly, eyes locked on me.
The priest turns to me. “Do you, Harper…”
“I….uh..” My voice cracks.
Elias squeezes my hand hard enough to hurt. Message received.
“I do,” I mutter.
“Are you sure you wanna do this? He asks again. Elias gives him a dead ahh stare and he says okay..
Next we exchange rings. Vows. Kiss the bride.
Elias doesn’t wait for permission. He grabs my face and kisses me like he’s starving. Tongue and teeth and possession. My knees buckle. He holds me up like it’s nothing.
When he pulls back I’m dizzy and my lipstick is gone and the priest is already packing up.
“Congratulations, Mrs. Voss,” Elias says against my mouth.
I shove at his chest. “Don’t call me that.”
“Get used to it.”
The bored witness claps twice, checks his phone, and leaves.
That’s it. I’m married. To a murderer. In under ten minutes.
Elias scoops me up again, I swear he has a carrying fetish, and walks us back to the helicopter.
“Where now?” I ask, voice small.
“Home. Then I’m putting my kid in you.”
I choke. “You’re joking.”
He buckles me in, leans over to kiss my neck. “I don’t joke about breeding you, Harper.”
The helicopter lifts off. I spend the ride staring out the window, ring heavy on my finger, trying not to cry.
When we land back on his rooftop, he carries me straight to the bedroom, our bedroom now I guess, and tosses me on the bed.
I scramble backward. “Whoa whoa whoa, we had a deal! No touching until I say!”
He starts unbuttoning his shirt. “I’m not touching. Yet. I’m just getting comfortable.”
He strips down to boxer briefs and climbs in beside me, props his head on one hand, and stares.
“What are you doing?” I squeak.
“Waiting.”
“For what?”
“You to stop shaking long enough to realize you’re turned on.”
“I am not…”
He reaches out, slow, and brushes one finger down my arm. Goosebumps explode everywhere.
I slap his hand. “Stop that!”
“Make me.”
Finally I flop onto my back and stare at the ceiling. “This is the worst wedding night in history.”
He chuckles, low and dark. “Give it an hour.”
I turn my head. He’s already half-hard and not even trying to hide it.
I groan and pull a pillow over my face. “I hate you.”
His hand slides under the pillow, finds mine, laces our fingers.
“I know,” he says softly. “But you won’t for long.”
I don’t answer. I can’t. Because part of me, the stupid, horny, terrified part, is starting to believe him.
And that scares me more than the gun ever did.
Harper “Come on Harper one more lap around the room,” he says one day holding my arm. “You got this. Pretend dream Elias is chasing you. That’ll make you run.”I glare at him but I’m smiling. “Shut up. Dream Elias would’ve locked me in the room and called it romance. You’re out here making me exercise like a personal trainer who actually cares. It’s suspicious. You sure you’re not the tyrant in disguise?”He laughs loudly. “If I was the tyrant I wouldn’t be bringing you those terrible hospital cookies every Tuesday. I’d make you eat kale or something evil.”“See? That’s exactly what a tyrant would say,” I shoot back and we both end up laughing so hard the nurse comes in to check if we’re okay.After a full year of recovery I’m finally out of the hospital and staying in a small apartment Elias helped set up. We’re sitting on the couch one evening when he gets all nervous and pulls out a little box.“Harper,” he says and his voice is soft but steady. “This past year and a half has been
HarperI make this huge gasping sound like I’ve been underwater for way too long and suddenly my lungs remember how to work. My eyes fly open and the room is too bright and everything feels wrong. There’s a tall guy sitting right beside the bed holding my hand gently. He looks a lot like Elias from my head but softer around the eyes and his smile is real and happy instead of scary. “You’re awake,” he says, voice cracking like he might cry any second. “Harper, you’re really awake. Doctor! Nurse! Somebody get in here she’s awake!”He jumps up fast but keeps one hand on my shoulder like he’s scared I’ll disappear. I blink at him and try to sit up but my body feels like it weighs a million pounds. “Back? Back on what? What happened to me? Where was I? I was… I was somewhere else. There was a baby and pushing and then drowning and fire and… why does my throat feel like I swallowed sandpaper?”The doctors rush in and start poking and prodding and shining lights in my eyes. They’re all talki
HarperElias sighs like I’m the one being difficult. “It’s for your own good. You need help processing this. I’ll visit every day. We’ll get through it together.”“I don’t believe you,” I whisper but my voice cracks. Everything feels fuzzy now. Did he really strangle me or was that part of the trauma too? My head hurts trying to sort it out.They take me to the institution the next day. It’s all white walls and quiet halls and people who talk to me like I’m made of glass. I spend days just sitting in my room replaying the hospital over and over. The beeping. The pushing. The silence when the baby didn’t cry. Elias’s hands on my neck. Or maybe not. I don’t know anymore.One afternoon the door opens and Yuto walks in. He looks nervous but determined, glancing over his shoulder before closing the door.“Harper,” he says, coming straight to me. “I heard what happened. I’m so sorry about the baby.”Fresh tears start even though I thought I was done crying. “He’s gone Yuto. My little boy is
HarperThe beeping starts first. That steady annoying hospital monitor sound going beep beep beep like it’s counting down to something bad. My eyes snap open and I’m on a bed with my legs up in those stupid stirrups and doctors all around me yelling numbers and pushing on my belly. Sweat is pouring down my face and my hair is stuck to my neck. I’m pushing so hard my whole body shakes but nothing is happening right.“Come on Harper push!” one doctor yells right in my face. “You’re almost there!”“I am pushing!” I scream back at her because what does she think I’m doing, napping? My belly feels like it’s splitting open and the pain is everywhere but I keep going, teeth clenched, groaning like an animal. “Get this baby out of me already! I want to see him! I want him to live!”Elias is beside me holding my hand too tight. His face looks blurry through all the sweat and tears. “Keep going baby, you got this.”I push again and again and again until my throat is raw from yelling. The doctor
Harper Elias moves closer to me, not touching but close enough that I feel his warmth. “You heard her. Time for you to leave.”Ryan looks at me for a long moment, disappointment all over his face. “If you change your mind, you know how to reach me. Don’t wait until it’s too late.” He turns and walks out without another word.The second the door closes I let out a shaky breath and drop onto the couch. My hands are trembling. Elias sits next to me, careful not to crowd. “You okay?”“No, I’m not okay,” I mutter. “Some guy just asked me to send my husband to prison while I’m sitting here the size of a house. And I said no. What kind of idiot says no to that?”“You’re not an idiot.” Elias reaches over and puts his hand on my knee. “You’re protecting our family.”“Our family,” I repeat and laugh once, sharp. “God, that sounds so normal when you say it. Like we’re not completely messed up.”We sit there for a while without talking. I keep rubbing my belly and the baby finally settles a bit.
HarperI wake up with my heart trying to punch its way out of my chest and my belly feeling like it weighs a hundred pounds already. The bus seat is sticky under my thighs and somebody’s backpack keeps bumping my elbow every time the driver hits a pothole. School is done for the day but my brain is still stuck somewhere between last period and whatever the hell is going on with my life. Elias made breakfast this morning like some sitcom husband, then helped me shower without even trying to cop a feel, which is so not him that it makes my skin crawl. Now I’m on the bus heading back and all I can think is how fast everything flipped. One picture. One stupid picture and suddenly he’s playing nice guy while I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop and crush my toes.I rub my belly and the baby kicks back hard like he’s agreeing with me. “Yeah, you feel it too, huh?” I mutter under my breath. The lady next to me gives me a weird look but I don’t care. Let her stare. My husband might be a ref
Harper The door to our room swings open way too early the next morning. I am already half out of the bed in my head. The card from Raymond burns a hole in my palm under the pillow. I think okay this is it. I am going to fake another dizzy spell if I have to. I plan to slip out during the shift cha
~Harper~I’m curled up on the couch pretending to scroll through art blogs on the tablet Elias gave me, but really I’m listening to every word because Aurora’s voice is blasting through the speaker on his phone, high and demanding like she owns the place, and he didn’t even bother taking the call i
~Elias~I know she’s breaking away from me again because I feel it every time she looks at me now, that mix of hate and fear that’s sharper than before, like the file and Aurora’s call cracked something I can’t glue back together, and it’s eating at me because I need her to need me, to want me, eve
~Harper~I’m digging through the dresser for my favorite hoodie, the one I took from him when my hand hits something lacy and weird.I pull it out.Black lingerie. Tiny. Expensive-looking. Tags still on, but the kind of set that screams “I’m here to ruin your life.”Not mine. Definitely not mine. I







