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~Harper~
“Here’s what’s going to happen. You’re going to marry me.”
I choke on air. “I’m sorry, what?”
“You heard me.”
“Yeah, I heard you, I’m just making sure I didn’t have a stroke. Marry you? I met you an hour ago and you had a gun to my head for half of it.”
“Exactly. We’re practically soulmates.”
I stare at him. He stares back, dead serious.
“You’re insane.”
“Probably.”
“I’m nineteen.”
“I’m aware.”
“That’s illegal in like… most states.”
He snorts. “I own most states.”
Of course he does.
I stand up, start pacing because pacing feels productive. “Let me get this straight. You murdered a guy, kidnapped me, deleted my entire digital life, and now you want to marry me? Did I miss anything?”
“Yes. You’re going to give me an heir within one year.”
I stop pacing. “Come again?”
He walks over to a bar cart, pours himself something amber, doesn’t offer me any. “I need a legitimate child. You need to not go to prison for the next thirty years. Seems like a fair trade.”
“You’re joking.”
He takes a sip, eyes never leaving mine. “Do I look like I joke?”
He really doesn’t.
I laugh. Can’t help it. It comes out high and hysterical. “This is without a doubt the worst marriage proposal in history.”
“Not a proposal. A fact.”
I wipe my eyes, still giggling like a lunatic. “What happens if I say no?”
He sets the glass down, walks over until he’s crowding me against the window. Cold glass at my back, hot billionaire at my front. Great.
“Then those photos the ones I still have get sent to the FBI with your fingerprints all over them. You’ll be charged with murder one. You’ll spend the rest of your life in an orange jumpsuit making license plates and crying in the shower.”
My laughter dies. “You’re blackmailing me into marriage and pregnancy.”
“Pretty much.”
“That’s… actually impressive in a completely fucked-up way.”
“Thank you.”
I drag both hands through my hair, try to breathe. “Why me? You could have killed me. Would’ve been easier.”
He’s quiet for a long beat. Then, softer, almost like he doesn’t want to say it: “Because the second I saw you hiding behind that dumpster, looking like a scared wet kitten with a camera, I wanted you.”
My heart does something weird. “That’s the creepiest compliment I’ve ever gotten.”
“Get used to it.”
It all started on a normal Tuesday night.
I never thought my biggest problem on a Tuesday night would be hiding in a dead body with my Nikon, but here we are.
I was on my knees in the alley behind the fancy glass tower on 57th, camera shaking in my hands, heart trying to punch its way out of my ribcage. The man on the ground wasn't moving. There was a neat little hole in his forehead and a lot of blood that was already soaking into the concrete. The shooter was still holding the gun, and the streetlight caught on his face just enough for me to recognize him.
Elias Voss.
Thirty-eight years old, net worth more than some countries, and currently the most reclusive billionaire on the planet. Also, apparently, a stone-cold killer.
And he was staring right at me.
“Shit,” I whispered, which was honestly was not the smartest thing to say that night.
He didn't even blink. Just tilted his head like he was trying to decide if I’m a stray cat or dinner. Then he lifted one finger to his lips. Shhh.
My brain short-circuited. I should have run. Instead my knees buckled and I stood frozen like an idiot while he walked over, slow and calm, gun still in his hand. His shoes didn’t even make noise. Who wears thousand-dollar sneakers to commit murder?
When he was two feet away he crouched down so we were eye level. Up close he was stupidly gorgeous in that sharp, I-could-ruin-your-credit-score-and-your-orgasms kind of way. Dark hair, blue eyes that looked almost black right now, and a jawline that could cut glass.
“Name,” he asked.
I opened my mouth. Nothing came out.
He waited three whole seconds, yes, I counted, then sighed like I’m the inconvenient one here.
“Phone,” he tried again.
That time my voice worked. Barely. “W-what?”
“Give me the camera, little artist.”
Little artist? Who the hell was he calling little? I was five-seven in socks. Okay, five-six and a half, but still.
I clutched the Nikon to my chest like it’s a baby. “This is a limited edition. You can’t have it.”
A tiny smirk tugged at his mouth. “I just killed a man. I think I can have whatever the fuck I want.”
Fair point.
But I’m broke, okay? That camera literally cost me two kidneys and my dignity on eBay. So I did the only logical thing: I stood up and bolted.
Or I tried to.
He grabbed my wrist before I made it two steps and yanked me back so hard I slammed into his chest. The gun was suddenly pressed under my chin, cold metal kissing my throat. My breath hitched.
“Try that again,” he murmured, voice low and way too hot for this situation, “and I’ll shoot you somewhere that doesn’t kill you right away. Understood?”
I swallowed. The barrel moved with motion. “Crystal.”
“Good girl.”
Why did that just make my thighs clench? I hated myself.
He plucked the camera from my hands like I’m a toddler with a toy. I watched him pop the memory card out, slip it into his pocket, then hand the empty camera back.
“There. Now you didn’t see anything.”
“I have backups in the cloud, asshole.”
His eyes narrow. “Do you?”
I bluff hard. “Yep. Auto-upload. Every photo goes straight to my G****e Drive. You’re already trending on Reddit.”
He studied my face for a long second, then laughed. Actually laughed. It was deep and rough and annoyingly sexy.
“You’re a terrible liar, little artist.”
“My name’s Harper.”
“I don’t care.”
Rude.
He grabbed my arm and starts walking, dragging me toward a black SUV idling at the mouth of the alley. The driver didn’t even glance back when Elias opened the door and shoved me inside like I weighed nothing.
I landed face-first on leather seats that probably cost more than my tuition. “Hey! You can’t just…”
“I can do whatever I want,” he said, climbing in after me and slamming the door. “Drive.”
The car pulled away smoothly. I scramble upright, yanking at the door handle. Locked. Obviously.
“Where are you taking me?” My voice cracked on the last word. Great. Real intimidating.
He leaned back, stretched his long legs out, and finally tucked the gun away somewhere inside his jacket. “Home.”
“Yours or a shallow grave?”
He side-eyed me. “Depends how annoying you are between here and there.”
I flipped him off. Mature, I know.
He smirks again. “Cute.”
We rode in silence for a few minutes. I spent it cataloging every detail in case I survived and needed to describe him to the police. Tall, six-three maybe. Black hoodie, black jeans, black soul probably. Smells like cedar and gunpowder. Stupid perfect cheekbones.
He caught me staring. “Like what you see?”
“Hard no. You have blood on your shoe.”
He glanced down, then shrugged. “It’ll come out.”
“Who was he?” I asked before I could stop myself.
“Someone who talked too much.”
“Helpful.”
He turned his head fully now, eyes pinning me to the seat. “You’re very mouthy for a girl who’s one phone call away from being charged with accessory to murder.”
My stomach drops. “You wouldn’t.”
“Try me.”
I shut up for the rest of the ride. Smartest thing I’ve done all night.
Forty minutes later we were pulling into an underground garage that looked like it belonged to a Bond villain. Everything was matte black and glass and money. The elevator ride was silent except for my heartbeat thundering in my ears.
When the doors opened we were in a penthouse that took up the entire top floor. Floor-to-ceiling windows, city lights glittering below like someone spilled diamonds. I honestly hated how beautiful it was. Why did good people always have the best stuff?
He straightened and closed the laptop which snapped me back to real time.
I look around the ridiculous penthouse, at the blood still on his shoe, at the gun probably still warm in his jacket.
He shrugs off his hoodie, tosses it on a chair. Underneath he’s wearing a plain black T-shirt stretched across a chest that should be illegal. I look away fast.
“Sit,” he says, pointing at a sleek couch.
I don’t move. “No.”
He exhales through his nose, walks over, and physically picks me up, hands under my arms like I’m a cat and drops me on the couch.
“Stay.”
“I’m not a dog.”
“Could’ve fooled me. You growl enough.”
I flip him off again. He ignores it, disappears down a hallway, comes back with a laptop. Opens it, starts typing.
“What are you doing?”
“Deleting your cloud backups.”
My mouth goes dry. “You can’t…”
“Already did.” He turns the screen toward me. My G****e Drive, every folder empty. Even the trash. “You really should use two-factor authentication, Harper.”
I lunge for the laptop. He holds it over his head like a bully on a playground.
“Give it!”
“No.”
“I’ll scream.”
He leans down until his face is inches from mine. “Scream. These walls are soundproof. I tested them myself.”
Why is everything he says terrifying and hot at the same time? I need therapy.
“Okay,” I say finally, voice shaking. “But I have conditions.”
He lifts an eyebrow. “You’re negotiating?”
“Hell yes. If I’m doing this and I hate that I’m even considering it I want things.”
“Name them.”
“Separate bedrooms. No touching unless I say so. I keep going to college, online if I have to. You buy me a new camera. A better one. And I want a dog.”
He blinks. “A dog.”
“Yes. A big one. Something that can eat you if you piss me off.”
The corner of his mouth twitches. Almost a smile. “Fine. Anything else?”
“Yeah. You’re going to court me.”
Now he full-on grins, and it’s terrifyingly beautiful. “Court you?”
“Flowers. Dates. The whole thing. If I’m stuck with you for a year, you’re going to work for it.”
He steps closer, brushes a strand of hair off my face with surprising gentleness. “Deal. But when the year is up and you’re carrying my kid, you’ll beg me to touch you.”
I scoff, shove at his chest. He doesn’t budge. “Dream on, murderer.”
“Oh, I will,” he murmurs. “Starting tonight.”
And that’s how I end up engaged to a billionaire psychopath before midnight.
Someone please send help, I cry but no one hears.
Harper “Come on Harper one more lap around the room,” he says one day holding my arm. “You got this. Pretend dream Elias is chasing you. That’ll make you run.”I glare at him but I’m smiling. “Shut up. Dream Elias would’ve locked me in the room and called it romance. You’re out here making me exercise like a personal trainer who actually cares. It’s suspicious. You sure you’re not the tyrant in disguise?”He laughs loudly. “If I was the tyrant I wouldn’t be bringing you those terrible hospital cookies every Tuesday. I’d make you eat kale or something evil.”“See? That’s exactly what a tyrant would say,” I shoot back and we both end up laughing so hard the nurse comes in to check if we’re okay.After a full year of recovery I’m finally out of the hospital and staying in a small apartment Elias helped set up. We’re sitting on the couch one evening when he gets all nervous and pulls out a little box.“Harper,” he says and his voice is soft but steady. “This past year and a half has been
HarperI make this huge gasping sound like I’ve been underwater for way too long and suddenly my lungs remember how to work. My eyes fly open and the room is too bright and everything feels wrong. There’s a tall guy sitting right beside the bed holding my hand gently. He looks a lot like Elias from my head but softer around the eyes and his smile is real and happy instead of scary. “You’re awake,” he says, voice cracking like he might cry any second. “Harper, you’re really awake. Doctor! Nurse! Somebody get in here she’s awake!”He jumps up fast but keeps one hand on my shoulder like he’s scared I’ll disappear. I blink at him and try to sit up but my body feels like it weighs a million pounds. “Back? Back on what? What happened to me? Where was I? I was… I was somewhere else. There was a baby and pushing and then drowning and fire and… why does my throat feel like I swallowed sandpaper?”The doctors rush in and start poking and prodding and shining lights in my eyes. They’re all talki
HarperElias sighs like I’m the one being difficult. “It’s for your own good. You need help processing this. I’ll visit every day. We’ll get through it together.”“I don’t believe you,” I whisper but my voice cracks. Everything feels fuzzy now. Did he really strangle me or was that part of the trauma too? My head hurts trying to sort it out.They take me to the institution the next day. It’s all white walls and quiet halls and people who talk to me like I’m made of glass. I spend days just sitting in my room replaying the hospital over and over. The beeping. The pushing. The silence when the baby didn’t cry. Elias’s hands on my neck. Or maybe not. I don’t know anymore.One afternoon the door opens and Yuto walks in. He looks nervous but determined, glancing over his shoulder before closing the door.“Harper,” he says, coming straight to me. “I heard what happened. I’m so sorry about the baby.”Fresh tears start even though I thought I was done crying. “He’s gone Yuto. My little boy is
HarperThe beeping starts first. That steady annoying hospital monitor sound going beep beep beep like it’s counting down to something bad. My eyes snap open and I’m on a bed with my legs up in those stupid stirrups and doctors all around me yelling numbers and pushing on my belly. Sweat is pouring down my face and my hair is stuck to my neck. I’m pushing so hard my whole body shakes but nothing is happening right.“Come on Harper push!” one doctor yells right in my face. “You’re almost there!”“I am pushing!” I scream back at her because what does she think I’m doing, napping? My belly feels like it’s splitting open and the pain is everywhere but I keep going, teeth clenched, groaning like an animal. “Get this baby out of me already! I want to see him! I want him to live!”Elias is beside me holding my hand too tight. His face looks blurry through all the sweat and tears. “Keep going baby, you got this.”I push again and again and again until my throat is raw from yelling. The doctor
Harper Elias moves closer to me, not touching but close enough that I feel his warmth. “You heard her. Time for you to leave.”Ryan looks at me for a long moment, disappointment all over his face. “If you change your mind, you know how to reach me. Don’t wait until it’s too late.” He turns and walks out without another word.The second the door closes I let out a shaky breath and drop onto the couch. My hands are trembling. Elias sits next to me, careful not to crowd. “You okay?”“No, I’m not okay,” I mutter. “Some guy just asked me to send my husband to prison while I’m sitting here the size of a house. And I said no. What kind of idiot says no to that?”“You’re not an idiot.” Elias reaches over and puts his hand on my knee. “You’re protecting our family.”“Our family,” I repeat and laugh once, sharp. “God, that sounds so normal when you say it. Like we’re not completely messed up.”We sit there for a while without talking. I keep rubbing my belly and the baby finally settles a bit.
HarperI wake up with my heart trying to punch its way out of my chest and my belly feeling like it weighs a hundred pounds already. The bus seat is sticky under my thighs and somebody’s backpack keeps bumping my elbow every time the driver hits a pothole. School is done for the day but my brain is still stuck somewhere between last period and whatever the hell is going on with my life. Elias made breakfast this morning like some sitcom husband, then helped me shower without even trying to cop a feel, which is so not him that it makes my skin crawl. Now I’m on the bus heading back and all I can think is how fast everything flipped. One picture. One stupid picture and suddenly he’s playing nice guy while I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop and crush my toes.I rub my belly and the baby kicks back hard like he’s agreeing with me. “Yeah, you feel it too, huh?” I mutter under my breath. The lady next to me gives me a weird look but I don’t care. Let her stare. My husband might be a ref
Harper The door to our room swings open way too early the next morning. I am already half out of the bed in my head. The card from Raymond burns a hole in my palm under the pillow. I think okay this is it. I am going to fake another dizzy spell if I have to. I plan to slip out during the shift cha
~Harper~I’m curled up on the couch pretending to scroll through art blogs on the tablet Elias gave me, but really I’m listening to every word because Aurora’s voice is blasting through the speaker on his phone, high and demanding like she owns the place, and he didn’t even bother taking the call i
~Elias~I know she’s breaking away from me again because I feel it every time she looks at me now, that mix of hate and fear that’s sharper than before, like the file and Aurora’s call cracked something I can’t glue back together, and it’s eating at me because I need her to need me, to want me, eve
~Harper~I’m digging through the dresser for my favorite hoodie, the one I took from him when my hand hits something lacy and weird.I pull it out.Black lingerie. Tiny. Expensive-looking. Tags still on, but the kind of set that screams “I’m here to ruin your life.”Not mine. Definitely not mine. I







