LOGIN~Harper~
We barely make it out of the elevator before the cameras hit us like a wall. I forgot Elias is a hot shot Billionaire.
One second Elias is holding my hand, thumb rubbing over my knuckles like he can’t stop touching me now that I finally admitted I’m in this, and the next second there’s shouting and flashing and people shoving microphones in our faces.
“Mr. Voss! Is this your new wife?”
“Harper, over here! Smile!”
“Who’s the girl, Elias?”
Elias goes stiff beside me. His hand tightens on mine so hard it hurts and then he’s moving, pulling me into his side, arm locking around my waist like a steel band. He turns his body so I’m half-hidden behind him, shoulder blocking most of the lenses.
“Back off,” he snaps, voice low and mean enough that a couple photographers actually stumble.
But they don’t back off. They swarm closer. Questions flying over each other.
“Is it true you got married in secret?”
“How long have you been together?”
“Harper, are the rumors true? Did he pay you?”
I laugh. Can’t help it. It comes out sharp and bitchy. “Yeah, he paid me in threats and kidnapping. Real romantic.”
Elias shoots me a look shut up, Harper but there’s a tiny twitch at his mouth like he wants to laugh too.
He starts walking, dragging me with him toward the waiting car. The crowd moves with us, cameras clicking like machine guns. Someone grabs my arm and Elias loses it.
He whirls around, shoves the guy hard enough the camera goes flying. “Touch her again and I’ll break your fucking hand.”
The guy scrambles back, hands up. The rest hesitate but keep shooting.
Elias opens the car door, basically throws me inside, climbs in after me, slams it shut. The driver pulls away before the door’s even fully closed.
I’m breathing hard, heart racing. Elias is staring out the window, jaw clenched so tight I can hear his teeth grinding.
“Hey,” I say, poking his thigh. “You okay?”
He turns his head slow. Eyes dark. “No one touches you. Ever.”
“Possessive much?”
He grabs my face, pulls me into a hard kiss. Quick but bruising. “Yes.”
I pull back, wipe my mouth even though there’s nothing there. “They got pictures. It’s gonna be everywhere tomorrow.”
“I don’t care.”
“You should. You’re the reclusive one, remember?”
He snorts. “Was.”
We’re supposed to be heading to some gallery opening my first public thing since the wedding, some artist friend of his or whatever but now I’m wired and pissed and kind of want to go home and hide under the covers.
The car stops outside the gallery anyway. More cameras. Less than before but still enough to make my stomach drop.
Elias looks at me. “We can skip it.”
“No,” I say, because fuck that. “I’m not letting them ruin this night.”
He nods once, gets out first, comes around to my side. Opens the door and holds out his hand like a shield. I take it and step out into the flashes again.
He keeps me glued to his side the whole way in, arm around my shoulders now, hand splayed across my collarbone like he’s claiming territory. Inside it’s better, dim lights, pretentious art on the walls, people in expensive clothes pretending they understand it.
We make it ten minutes. Ten whole minutes of sipping champagne and Elias introducing me as “my wife” with this proud edge in his voice that makes my chest tight.
Then she shows up.
Aurora.
Tall, blonde, legs for days, red dress that screams look at me. She spots Elias across the room and makes a beeline, smile sharp as a knife.
“Elias, darling,” she says, loud enough half the room turns. She leans in and kisses him on the cheek. Lingering. Lipstick and everything.
I feel it like a slap.
Elias pulls back fast, wiping his cheek with the back of his hand. “Aurora.”
She ignores me completely at first, eyes only on him. “You look good. Married life agrees with you.”
Her gaze finally flicks to me. Fake smile. “And this must be the child bride I’ve read so much about.”
I smile back, all teeth. “And you must be the ex who can’t take a hint.”
She laughs, high and fake. “Feisty. Cute.”
Elias steps half in front of me. “We’re leaving.”
“No,” Aurora says, grabbing his arm. “We need to talk. Privately.”
He shakes her off. “Nothing to talk about.”
I’ve had enough. Champagne glass hits a passing tray hard enough it sloshes. I turn and walk. Fast.
I hear him call my name but I don’t stop. Push through the crowd, out the side door, into the street. More cameras but I keep moving, ducking into the alley beside the building because I need air and space and to not punch someone.
Footsteps behind me. Fast.
“Harper!”
I spin around. He’s there, breathing hard, eyes wild.
“What the fuck was that?” I yell.
“She’s nothing,” he says, stepping closer. “You know that.”
“Do I? Because she kissed you and you just stood there!”
“I pulled away!”
“Not fast enough!”
He drags a hand through his hair. “I didn’t want a scene.”
“Yeah, well, too late!”
I try to push past him but he grabs my arms, backs me up against the brick wall. Not hard. Just firm.
“Let go.”
“No.” His voice drops. “You’re jealous.”
“Fuck you.”
“You are.” His mouth twitches. “It’s hot.”
I shove at his chest. “Don’t you dare smile right now.”
He doesn’t. Just stares down at me, hands sliding from my arms to my waist, pinning me there.
“I hate this,” I snap.
“Hate what?”
“Fuck you! You kidnap me, force me to marry you and now bring in some bride to mock me.”
His eyes go dark. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.” My voice cracks on it.
He groans low in his throat and then his mouth is on mine.
Hard and desperate and punishing. I kiss him back just as mean, biting his lip, nails digging into his shoulders through his jacket.
He presses me harder against the wall, thigh sliding between mine, hands everywhere my hips, my ass, my hair. I wrap one leg around his hip and he grinds into me and I moan into his mouth like an idiot.
We’re messy. Breathing ragged. My dress riding up, his tie yanked loose.
I’m shaking already and he hasn’t even touched skin.
He pulls back just enough to pant against my lips. “Tell me to stop.”
“No.”
“Harper.”
I grab his face, pull him back in. “Don’t you dare stop kissing me.”
He growls and dives back in, tongue fucking my mouth until my knees buckle. He holds me up easy, one hand under my thigh, the other tangled in my hair, tilting my head how he wants.
I’m soaked. Embarrassingly. My whole body on fire. I rock against his thigh shameless and he hisses.
“Fuck, baby.”
“Don’t call me that right now,” I gasp. “I’m still mad.”
“Liar.” He nips my neck. “You’re dripping on my suit.”
I shove his shoulder. “Shut up!”
He laughs against my skin, low and rough. Then kisses me again, slower this time, but deeper. Like he’s trying to crawl inside me.
I’m trembling head to toe when he finally pulls back.
We’re both wrecked. Hair messed up. Lipstick everywhere, mine on him, hers probably still on his cheek. Suits wrinkled. Breathing like we ran a marathon.
He rests his forehead against mine, hands still on my hips, thumbs rubbing slow circles.
“I’m sorry,” he says, voice hoarse. “About Aurora. About all of it.”
I swallow hard. “You better be.”
“She’s nothing. You’re everything.”
I snort, but it comes out wet. “Cheesy bastard.”
He smiles small. “Your cheesy bastard.”
I roll my eyes but don’t argue.
We fix ourselves best we can smooth dresses, retie ties, wipe lipstick with his pocket square. He keeps touching me though. Hand on my back, fingers in mine, like he’s scared I’ll bolt again.
Back inside we avoid Aurora completely. She watches from across the room but doesn’t come near. Smart.
We leave early anyway. Car ride home is quiet but his hand stays on my thigh the whole time, thumb stroking.
In the elevator up to the penthouse I’m checking my phone burner one I keep hidden and there’s a text from Sofia.
Don’t trust the gallery owner. He works for Aurora.
I stare at it until the screen goes dark.
Elias notices. “What?”
“Nothing,” I lie, shoving the phone in my clutch.
He frowns but doesn’t push.
Inside he pours us whiskey. I down mine in one go. He watches, eyebrows up.
“Rough night?”
“You could say that.”
He steps closer, takes the glass from me, sets it down. Cups my face gentle.
“You okay?”
No. I’m jealous and horny and confused and scared because I’m falling way too fast and now there’s some shady gallery owner working for his ex and I don’t know what the fuck is going on and may be having this Stockholm syndrome thing.
But I say, “Yeah. Just tired.”
He nods slow, like he knows I’m full of shit but won’t call me on it yet.
“Go change,” he says. “I’ll wait.”
I go to the bedroom, strip out of the dress, throw on one of his T-shirts and nothing else because fuck panties right now.
When I come back he’s on the couch, jacket off, sleeves rolled up, whiskey in hand.
I crawl into his lap without asking. He sets the glass down fast, hands going to my bare thighs.
Harper “Come on Harper one more lap around the room,” he says one day holding my arm. “You got this. Pretend dream Elias is chasing you. That’ll make you run.”I glare at him but I’m smiling. “Shut up. Dream Elias would’ve locked me in the room and called it romance. You’re out here making me exercise like a personal trainer who actually cares. It’s suspicious. You sure you’re not the tyrant in disguise?”He laughs loudly. “If I was the tyrant I wouldn’t be bringing you those terrible hospital cookies every Tuesday. I’d make you eat kale or something evil.”“See? That’s exactly what a tyrant would say,” I shoot back and we both end up laughing so hard the nurse comes in to check if we’re okay.After a full year of recovery I’m finally out of the hospital and staying in a small apartment Elias helped set up. We’re sitting on the couch one evening when he gets all nervous and pulls out a little box.“Harper,” he says and his voice is soft but steady. “This past year and a half has been
HarperI make this huge gasping sound like I’ve been underwater for way too long and suddenly my lungs remember how to work. My eyes fly open and the room is too bright and everything feels wrong. There’s a tall guy sitting right beside the bed holding my hand gently. He looks a lot like Elias from my head but softer around the eyes and his smile is real and happy instead of scary. “You’re awake,” he says, voice cracking like he might cry any second. “Harper, you’re really awake. Doctor! Nurse! Somebody get in here she’s awake!”He jumps up fast but keeps one hand on my shoulder like he’s scared I’ll disappear. I blink at him and try to sit up but my body feels like it weighs a million pounds. “Back? Back on what? What happened to me? Where was I? I was… I was somewhere else. There was a baby and pushing and then drowning and fire and… why does my throat feel like I swallowed sandpaper?”The doctors rush in and start poking and prodding and shining lights in my eyes. They’re all talki
HarperElias sighs like I’m the one being difficult. “It’s for your own good. You need help processing this. I’ll visit every day. We’ll get through it together.”“I don’t believe you,” I whisper but my voice cracks. Everything feels fuzzy now. Did he really strangle me or was that part of the trauma too? My head hurts trying to sort it out.They take me to the institution the next day. It’s all white walls and quiet halls and people who talk to me like I’m made of glass. I spend days just sitting in my room replaying the hospital over and over. The beeping. The pushing. The silence when the baby didn’t cry. Elias’s hands on my neck. Or maybe not. I don’t know anymore.One afternoon the door opens and Yuto walks in. He looks nervous but determined, glancing over his shoulder before closing the door.“Harper,” he says, coming straight to me. “I heard what happened. I’m so sorry about the baby.”Fresh tears start even though I thought I was done crying. “He’s gone Yuto. My little boy is
HarperThe beeping starts first. That steady annoying hospital monitor sound going beep beep beep like it’s counting down to something bad. My eyes snap open and I’m on a bed with my legs up in those stupid stirrups and doctors all around me yelling numbers and pushing on my belly. Sweat is pouring down my face and my hair is stuck to my neck. I’m pushing so hard my whole body shakes but nothing is happening right.“Come on Harper push!” one doctor yells right in my face. “You’re almost there!”“I am pushing!” I scream back at her because what does she think I’m doing, napping? My belly feels like it’s splitting open and the pain is everywhere but I keep going, teeth clenched, groaning like an animal. “Get this baby out of me already! I want to see him! I want him to live!”Elias is beside me holding my hand too tight. His face looks blurry through all the sweat and tears. “Keep going baby, you got this.”I push again and again and again until my throat is raw from yelling. The doctor
Harper Elias moves closer to me, not touching but close enough that I feel his warmth. “You heard her. Time for you to leave.”Ryan looks at me for a long moment, disappointment all over his face. “If you change your mind, you know how to reach me. Don’t wait until it’s too late.” He turns and walks out without another word.The second the door closes I let out a shaky breath and drop onto the couch. My hands are trembling. Elias sits next to me, careful not to crowd. “You okay?”“No, I’m not okay,” I mutter. “Some guy just asked me to send my husband to prison while I’m sitting here the size of a house. And I said no. What kind of idiot says no to that?”“You’re not an idiot.” Elias reaches over and puts his hand on my knee. “You’re protecting our family.”“Our family,” I repeat and laugh once, sharp. “God, that sounds so normal when you say it. Like we’re not completely messed up.”We sit there for a while without talking. I keep rubbing my belly and the baby finally settles a bit.
HarperI wake up with my heart trying to punch its way out of my chest and my belly feeling like it weighs a hundred pounds already. The bus seat is sticky under my thighs and somebody’s backpack keeps bumping my elbow every time the driver hits a pothole. School is done for the day but my brain is still stuck somewhere between last period and whatever the hell is going on with my life. Elias made breakfast this morning like some sitcom husband, then helped me shower without even trying to cop a feel, which is so not him that it makes my skin crawl. Now I’m on the bus heading back and all I can think is how fast everything flipped. One picture. One stupid picture and suddenly he’s playing nice guy while I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop and crush my toes.I rub my belly and the baby kicks back hard like he’s agreeing with me. “Yeah, you feel it too, huh?” I mutter under my breath. The lady next to me gives me a weird look but I don’t care. Let her stare. My husband might be a ref
~Elias~I know she’s breaking away from me again because I feel it every time she looks at me now, that mix of hate and fear that’s sharper than before, like the file and Aurora’s call cracked something I can’t glue back together, and it’s eating at me because I need her to need me, to want me, eve
~Harper~I’m digging through the dresser for my favorite hoodie, the one I took from him when my hand hits something lacy and weird.I pull it out.Black lingerie. Tiny. Expensive-looking. Tags still on, but the kind of set that screams “I’m here to ruin your life.”Not mine. Definitely not mine. I
Harper The door to our room swings open way too early the next morning. I am already half out of the bed in my head. The card from Raymond burns a hole in my palm under the pillow. I think okay this is it. I am going to fake another dizzy spell if I have to. I plan to slip out during the shift cha
~Harper~I’m curled up on the couch pretending to scroll through art blogs on the tablet Elias gave me, but really I’m listening to every word because Aurora’s voice is blasting through the speaker on his phone, high and demanding like she owns the place, and he didn’t even bother taking the call i







