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"It's been ten years, Julian. Grandfather is getting weaker. His only wish is to have a grandson from you before he dies."
"Grandfather always favored you among his grandchildren. He cared for you the most. Didn't you once say that Grandfather meant more to you than your own parents? So why aren't you fulfilling his lifelong wish?"
"Listen to us, Julian. Grandfather chose you to be the heir. His only wish now is to see you with a child before he goes. It's part of your responsibility—to have a child. This would also strengthen your position among the elders."
"Why are you all pressuring Julian? The reason they haven't had a child isn't his fault—it's that woman's! If it were you, could you bear to have children with someone so hideous?"
"If she were my wife, I couldn't even bear to be intimate with her, not even with the lights off."
"It's been ten years, Julian. You've repaid her enough just by being her husband for that long. It's time you two got divorced. Don't pity her. She's lived a life far better than she deserves."
"He's right. Please listen to us. That sick woman is using the scar on her face to shackle you to this marriage!"
Danice cowered behind the wall as she listened. She had heard all of this countless times—both to her face and behind her back.
But... it still hurt. Every time.She tightened her fists and stepped away.
Julian's relatives had come to visit again—for the nth time. Usually, they said all this in front of her. And they were more violent and aggressive then. But she toughed it out. She endured their scoldings and even their harsh beatings.
This time, it seemed they had finally brought the matter directly to Julian.
Danice walked upstairs to her room. She closed the door, sat on the bed, and stared blankly into the space until the sun set.
The light outside her window gradually dimmed. Her room began to darken.
But like a statue, Danice remained still, thinking about the past ten years.
Suddenly, a light flickered outside her window.
Danice, like a robot, stood up and walked toward the floor-to-ceiling window. It faced the back entrance—where Julian's car came and went.
As she expected, Julian's car was leaving.Like every other day, she watched numbly as the man drove off. Without a word to her.
It had always been like this—for ten whole years.
She could count on her fingers the number of times they had actually spoken. In those ten years, he had never stayed in the same space with her for more than an hour. They never shared a meal outside of family banquets. And the only physical contact they ever had was on their wedding day—when he took her hand.
He had been estranged from her since the very first day of their marriage. And even after ten years, nothing had changed.
Those people were right.
She was his wife in name only.
And that name... was laughable in front of those who could see clearly.
As Danice stared out the window, she suddenly caught her own reflection in the glass, snapping her out of her thoughts.
The burn scar on the right side of her face had lightened over the past ten years. But the textured, deformed skin remained."If it were you, could you bear to have children with that hideous woman?"
"I couldn't even bear to be intimate with her—not even with the lights off."
She had heard those words countless times. And she thought she would get used to them.
This scar—she had never been ashamed of it. Despite the criticism and being hidden away from the public, she wore it as a medal of honor. A reminder of one night's bravery—of how she had saved the life of the man she loved.
But... she had fooled herself for ten years.
"This wasn't a medal of honor... this is a shackle." She let out a bitter laugh, tears forming in her eyes.
Wiping them away, she went to the bedside table, opened the drawer, and pulled out a divorce paper—one of many that Julian's relatives had given her over the years.
There was a pile of them inside. The oldest one dated back to three days after their wedding ten years ago.
The most recent was from just last week.
"It's enough—enough lying to myself for ten years," Danice muttered. "He can't love you... and he never will. It's always just been pity..." She gripped the divorce paper tightly.
How many times had she held that paper, convincing herself that they still had a future? That, in time, Julian would open up to her... and love her—even just a little?
She had cried many times over it.
But now, she felt nothing. Just numbness.
She had realized it long ago—this was a loveless marriage.
But she'd been delusional, hoping she might one day crack open a small space in his heart.In the end, she couldn't.
She had become nothing more than a bottle cap, sealing away the family he truly wanted.
Danice picked up a pen and began to fill out the form.
Julian's relatives were truly diligent—everything was prepared. All she had to do was sign.
She placed the signed paper on the bedside table. The knot in her chest and the heaviness on her shoulders... seemed to lift.
Right. This is the right decision.
I've devoted ten years of my life to someone who couldn't even look my way. It's time to look at myself in the mirror—and love myself.
If no one in this world can love me... then I will.
Danice began packing. It didn't take much.
Her luggage held only the clothes she had brought ten years ago—which still fit her—a pair of sneakers, a few photographs with her grandfather, and an old ring he had given her.
Looking at the single bag, Danice was struck by the realization:
She had lived in this house for ten years... but owned almost nothing in it.That made it easier to leave.
As she passed the living room, several maids glanced her way—then looked away.
No one greeted her. She didn't greet them either.She left the mansion like that.
No one asked where she was going, or why she carried a suitcase.
The driver didn't come. The guards didn't help her.
But that was okay.If they had come and asked... she wouldn't know how to explain.
After all, it had always been rare for her to even speak inside that mansion.And so, Danice walked away. No one knew where she was going.
No one cared enough to ask why she was leaving.She even wondered...
Would Julian notice she was gone?
. . .
But Danice's new life didn't last long.
Two months later, she was hit by a truck—and died.
95The smoke was beginning to disperse as the firefighters sprayed water all over the set.Director Choi was busy reviewing the footage on the monitor, while Danice sat at the side with a towel draped over her head. Because the fire had spread too much, the firefighters had immediately turned on the hose and showered the entire set before Director Choi could even call “Cut.” Fortunately, he was satisfied with the result. The parts they couldn’t capture properly were filmed separately—most of which were Zarius’s scenes.Director Choi spotted her and called out, “Don’t go home yet, Danice. Let’s have a small celebration party tonight with you and Zarius. You both did a great job.”Danice was taken aback, then her eyes curved in delight. “Thank you, Director Choi.”That single praise made all her struggles feel worth it.……Director Choi was very generous. He brought them to a high-end restaurant and rented a private room. He even said his usual catchphrase, “Order as much as you want.”
The camera began to roll, and Zarius fell to his knees, coughing.“Nathaniel, in!” Director Choi cued.Danice took a deep breath and rushed forward, breaking down the door as it collapsed onto the set. Director Choi was satisfied with the impact — that was the kind of strength they needed for the shot.She rushed inside, splinters scattering from the broken door. But the moment she entered, the heat struck her like a wave. When she looked up, she was met by blazing fire. Her face turned pale — in her eyes, the flames seemed to grow taller, fiercer, merciless. They loomed toward her as if about to swallow her whole.She froze. Terrified. As if the fire would devour her again — just like before.“Team, put out the fire!” Director Choi’s voice cut through the air, followed by the hiss of extinguishers and the rush of firefighters moving in.Danice finally snapped out of her daze, glancing around in confusion.“Danice,” Director Choi called out firmly, “the fire will spread fast. I need
After dinner, the three of them went back to the apartment complex where they were staying.Facing the “poorly maintained” building, Zarius froze. He had been imagining a hotel—with a grand reception desk in the lobby and an elevator. But this place… was this even a hotel?“Which floor are you staying on? I got my room on the third floor,” Danice asked.Zarius’s disbelieving eyes turned to Gilbert. The latter felt his boss’s prickling gaze and chuckled awkwardly. “...Fifth floor. I thought there was an elevator…”Zarius: “…”When Danice walked a bit ahead of them, Zarius hissed under his breath, “Why didn’t you tell me the place was like this?”“Boss, you didn’t ask. You just said to find a room quickly.”Zarius: “…” So it was his fault?!Unfortunately, he had already told Danice he was staying here. Canceling the room now might offend his new “brother.” What if Danice thought he was too picky or looked down on places like this? That would give a terrible impression!Zarius gritted hi
Thirty minutes later.“Zarius, are you ready?” Director Choi asked from behind the monitor.Zarius, seated at his desk, nodded solemnly. After Danice left him on the rooftop, he had mulled over her words again and again. ‘Live as Zeke. Only you will understand.’ Perhaps he hadn’t given life to Zeke as much as Dani had given life to Nathaniel. For the remaining time, Zarius spent it alone, thinking about Zeke’s life—and the life behind the script, the one that couldn’t be described in a few words.He took a deep breath, adjusted his mental state and closed his eyes.“Action!”The room fell silent. The ticking of the clock echoed, its sound magnified in the still air.Zeke opened his eyes. He looked tired, exhausted—his gaze dull as he stared blankly into space.Slowly, his gaze dropped to the knife in his hand. From the emptiness in his eyes, a faint flicker of emotion began to surface—pain, hesitation, fear.His hand trembled as he tightened his grip on the handle. The blade hovered
Zarius shut the script. Scene 45—this was one of the hardest scenes he had ever had to play. He could only hope all his preparation for it would finally pay off.“Action!” Director Choi shouted, and the camera began rolling.Zarius stared into the empty air, his gaze fixed on the clock. He recited Zeke’s inner monologue in his mind, channeling those emotions into his eyes. Then, slowly, he lowered his head to look at the knife in his hand.“Cut!” Director Choi’s voice boomed through the megaphone. “Zarius, you’re about to kill yourself — end your only life with your own hands! What do you think a person should be feeling inside?!”Zarius: “...” He followed the script flawlessly — what had he done wrong this time?For this scene, he had interviewed many suicide survivors, watched countless films and documentaries, and even talked with psychiatrists about it. But knowing something and expressing it the way Director Choi wanted were two very different things.Zarius tried again — and aga
In an all-boys school in the countryside, the production team had moved in, setting up lights and cameras everywhere. The students crowded outside a certain classroom, eager to catch a glimpse of the shoot. Despite the staff’s attempts to isolate the area, they couldn’t stop the curious boys from gathering near the set. Fortunately, none of the troublemakers managed to sneak inside.It was the first time the school had ever been used as a filming location. Being a public school, its facilities were far from ideal — some rooms were vandalized, several chairs were broken, and the equipment was outdated.This was exactly what Scriptwriter Kelly and Director Choi envisioned — a raw, imperfect place that captured the rough reality where the upright yet stubborn protagonist had grown up.When Zarius arrived, the students immediately gawked at him. Despite wearing a worn-out uniform, his hair messy and face bruised for the role, his handsome features and celebrity aura still stood out.“Is t







