LOGINWe stepped out into the cool Parisian night, the city lights casting a romantic glow on the cobblestone streets. She slid her arm through mine, and the simple touch sent a shiver of excitement through me.
"So," she began, her voice light and teasing, "what's the most adventurous thing you've ever done?" I thought for a moment, the warmth of her arm against mine making it hard to focus. God! How were we so comfortable with each other yet still strangers? "Well, I once took a spontaneous road trip across the country back home. No plans, no reservations, just me and the open road. But I guess I felt a little lost or out of place then." "That sounds incredible, not the lost part, I hope you found your best version on that trip," she said, squeezing my arm gently. "I love that kind of freedom." "What about you?" I asked, genuinely curious. "What's your most adventurous experience?" "Besides coming to Paris on a whim and meeting a charming stranger?" she teased, her eyes sparkling. I laughed, feeling more at ease with every step. "Yeah, besides that." The way we were walking hand in hand you'd swear we knew each other or that we were here together. You couldn't tell that we had just met in there over an hour ago. She thought for a moment, her expression playful. "I once rode my motorbike through the Alps. It was terrifying and exhilarating all at once. The views were breath-taking, but there were moments when I wasn't sure I'd make it through." "That sounds incredible," I said, admiring her even more. "You're braver than I am." "Maybe," she replied, her gaze softening. "But I think it takes a different kind of bravery to put yourself out there, like you did tonight." That made me laugh because she had no idea that I didn't even want to be here, " actually, my mother convinced me to go out. She called me out for always being indoors and going out only with my colleagues. Told me that I'll probably never get a chance to come here again, so I should make the best of it. Even if it's sleeping with a stranger one time and never seeing them again." She chucked, "your mother said that?" "I can't put it right, but yes she meant exactly that. Sometimes I wonder who's the parent between me and her. But hey, I have to thank her today because now I'm taking a walk in Paris with a beautiful stranger." She squeezed my hand as we walked in comfortable silence for a few moments, the night air filled with the distant sounds of the city. I felt an increasing desire to be closer to her, to feel her warmth and share more than just words. As we turned a corner, she stopped and looked at me, her eyes full of an intensity that made my heart race. "Can I tell you something?" "Of course," I replied, my voice barely a whisper. "I've been wanting to kiss you again since we left the bar," she confessed, her cheeks flushing slightly. I felt a rush of heat and leaned in, unable to resist any longer. Our lips met again, this time with more urgency, the kiss deepening as our desire intensified. Her hand slid up to my neck, pulling me closer, and I wrapped my arms around her, losing myself in the moment. When we finally pulled back, it was because of the sound her helmet made when it hit the ground. God it slipped off her hand. We were both of us were breathless. "I can't believe how much I want you right now," I admitted, my voice husky. If she was going to be direct, I could also be. I mean she was probably going to be my one night stand now. "Me too. Same, same," she whispered, her fingers lightly tracing the line of my jaw. She planted a small kiss on my jaw line before whispering, "so much." We stood there, wrapped in each other's arms and kissing like there was no tomorrow, the rest of the world fading away. It felt like we were the only two people in Paris, and I wanted nothing more than to take her back to my hotel and see where this night could lead. Was I crazy? Yes! I could later blame my mother. But just as I was about to suggest it, her phone buzzed in her pocket. She glanced at the screen, her expression shifting from desire to frustration. "I'm sorry, I have to take this," she said, pulling away slightly and picking up her helmet. She answered the call, her tone shifting to something more serious. I watched her, feeling a pang of disappointment as the magical moment was interrupted. "Yes, I'm still out," she said into the phone, her eyes meeting mine with a mixture of regret and longing. "Fine, I was lost but I can go back now. Yep, soon. okay then. " She ended the call and sighed, turning back to me with an apologetic smile. "I'm really sorry, but I have to go. Something came up." I nodded, trying to hide my disappointment. "I understand. It’s okay." She stepped closer and kissed me softly, a lingering goodbye that left me wanting more. "Tonight was incredible. I wish we had more time." "Me too," I said, my heart aching a little. There goes my one night stand. "Maybe we can pick up where we left off another time?" "I'd like that," she replied, her eyes sparkling with promise. "I'll find you, okay?" Then she kissed me again before letting go. As she walked away, I watched her go, the night feeling a little colder without her already. Despite the abrupt end, I couldn't help but smile. The connection we had felt insane and intense, and I hoped this wouldn't be the last time we saw each other. For her, I would break my rules. As I walked back to my hotel alone, the night's chill seeped into my bones, amplifying the sense of disappointment gnawing at me. Some reality settled in soon. I couldn’t believe I hadn’t gotten her number or even her name. The memory of her touch, her laughter, and the warmth of her kiss lingered, but it felt like a dream slipping away. Back in my room, I kicked off my shoes and collapsed on the bed, staring at the ceiling. The frustration of not being able to take her back with me, coupled with the realization that I might never see her again, weighed heavily on my mind. I pulled out my phone and decided to call the one person who always knew how to make me feel better, my mom. I hit the video call button, and after a few rings, her cheerful face appeared on the screen. She was in the kitchen, her favourite place, and I could see her hands were covered in flour. "Hey, sweetheart! How's Paris?" she asked first thing, a big smile on her face. "Hi, Mom. Paris is... it's something," I said, trying to master some enthusiasm. She raised an eyebrow, sensing my mood. "Uh-oh, what happened? You look like someone stole your croissant. Was the blind-date that horrible?" I laughed despite myself. "Well, I got stood up by your blind date tonight." Her face fell into a mock horror expression. "No! Who would dare stand up my beautiful daughter in the City of Love?" "I know, right?" I said, rolling my eyes. "It was pretty embarrassing, sitting there for almost an hour, looking around like a lost puppy. I blame you for all this. If it wasn't for you, I'd have stayed here in my hotel and watch some movies." "You cannot blame me for trying to spice up your boring life," she pointed out, her eyes twinkling. "But something must have happened if you just got back now. Why haven't you taken off your bra?" I couldn't help but smile wider before laughing at the bra comment. I was about to ask how she knew that I just got home, but this was my mother. She knew me like the back of her hand. "Yeah, something did happen. After I realized I was stood up, this other woman came over. She thought I was someone else at first, but we ended up talking." "Oh? Do tell!" Mom leaned closer to the screen; her curiosity piqued. I told her everything, from our conversation to the first kiss in the bar. I didn't get into details about it because my mom was going to mock me about it later. As I spoke, I felt the excitement and happiness of the evening return, despite its abrupt end. "She sounds amazing, am I going to get credit for letting you meet this woman?" Mom said when I finished, her expression thoughtful. "Also, do you think you’ll see her again?" "I hope so," I admitted. "But I don’t have her number or even know her name. I just have to hope our paths cross again. And no mom, no credit for you because your date wasn't there." "But I advised you to get out and you did. You ended up finding someone to make you smile. Which was my goal. So, this is all my doing." I couldn't help but laugh at what she was saying. Even if I could loudly tell her she had nothing to do with this, truth was she kind of did have everything to do with it. If she hadn't suggested I go on out, I'd have never met the beautiful stranger. "I'm like the love guru or something." She kept going making me laugh even more. "Okay, you can take some credit for this. If it weren't for you pushing me to go out, I would have spent the night in my room, sulking." "Exactly," she said with a triumphant grin. "Just remember, life's too short to play it safe all the time. Live your life my child." "Thanks, Mom," I said, feeling genuinely grateful. But then I remembered something about the mysterious woman, she looked a bit older than me. I mean she was sexy and she took care of herself but she definitely was not 29 years old like me, worse since she said she has lived in the US for 30 years. So, I decided to give my mom a little bit of a heart attack, "Oh mom, she's actually 40 years old." I watched as my mom almost dropped the phone, I could see the shock on her face, "what?" I laughed, "I just had to mention the age in case she was older. I don’t know how old she is, I just said 40 to give you a heart attack or just to make sure that you don't get shocked if she's that old." She rolled her eyes, "will see who your cheerleader will be when I'm gone." Oh my God! I forgot she was dramatic, "I am so sorry mother. I love you so much and please don't be gone. We both know you always know how to make me feel better." "That's my job," she replied more seriously, brushing flour off her hands. "Now, promise me you won't give up. Paris is a big city, but if it's meant to be, you will find each other again. Or find someone else." "I promise not to run to every woman I see." I said laughing. "And thanks for listening. You always know what to say." "That's because I know you so well," she said with a wink. "Now, get some rest. You have more adventures waiting for you tomorrow." We said our goodbyes, and I ended the call feeling lighter. Despite the disappointment, the night had held a spark of something special, and my mom’s words gave me hope that it wasn't the end. As I drifted off to sleep, I replayed the evening in my mind, focusing on the way she made me feel—giddy, excited, and alive. I knew that no matter what happened next, I wanted to see that stranger again and do more than just kiss her this time.We chose a Tuesday in December, the kind of gray day that makes indoor spaces feel like shelter. Alex drove me to the café my mother had suggested, neutral ground, public enough to prevent scenes, quiet enough for conversation. She parked but didn't turn off the engine."I'll be here," she said. "However long you need. If you want me to come in, text. If you want to leave alone, text. If you want to walk and think, I'll follow at a distance. Whatever you need."I looked at her, this woman who had learned, finally, to ask instead of assume, to support instead of decide. To communicate instead of thinking for herself only. "What if I don't know what I need? In this case.""Then you'll figure it out while I wait." She smiled, small and certain. "I'm not going anywhere, Darling. That's the promise. Not that I'll always know what to do, but that I'll always be here while we figure it out."I kissed her, brief and grounding, and stepped into the gray day.My mother was already inside, at a
The letter arrived on Saturday, slipped under my door while Alex and I were grocery shopping, returned to find it waiting like a small bomb.She and I were moving around from apartments. Hers was closer to my work but mine was my home. So whenever I said I wanted to see what was up back at my place she never refused, she agreed and moved with me. She was cuteSo back to the letter at my door.No envelope. Just folded paper, my name in my mother's handwriting, that familiar slant, the way she crossed her t's with small flourishes, the handwriting of grocery lists and birthday cards and notes left on kitchen counters.I stood in the doorway, holding it, feeling Alex's presence behind me, her hand on my lower back, ready to support whatever I needed."Do you want me to read it first?" she offered and walked past me to put the groceries on the counter. She came back and took my plastic bags."No." I unfolded it with fingers that trembled slightly. "I need to know what she has to say. Even
The second week was easier than the first, and harder.Easier because the rhythms returned, Alex's hand finding mine in the dark, her voice in the morning, the particular weight of her head on my shoulder as we watched something mindless on television. The language of us, which I had thought forgotten, proved to be only dormant, rising to my lips like a mother tongue I hadn't realized I still spoke.Harder because the rhythms returned. Because each time she reached for me, some part of me flinched backward, remembering the months of empty space where that hand had been. Because trust is not a switch to be flipped but a bridge to be rebuilt, plank by plank, and I was still testing each step before I put my weight on it.She knew. She always knew. She would feel my hesitation in the tension of my shoulder, the fractional pause before I leaned into her touch, and she would pull back, give space, wait for me to bridge the distance myself. Never pushing. Never demanding. Simply present, pa
I woke to the smell of coffee and something else, clean cotton, warm bread, the particular scent of a morning that had been prepared by hands other than my own. For a moment, I lay still in the half-dark, my bedroom curtains filtering the early light into something soft and gray, and I couldn't remember what day it was. Couldn't remember why my chest felt both hollow and full, why my eyes were sticky with tears I'd cried in sleep, why the space beside me in the bed was empty but still warm.Then memory returned. Not in a rush, but in pieces. My mother's face crumpled in confession. The bath water cooling while Alex held my hand. The way she'd helped me to bed, pulled the covers to my chin, kissed my forehead with a tenderness that felt borrowed from a future we hadn't earned yet.Friday. It was Friday. I had to work.I sat up, and that's when I saw them, clothes laid out on my chair, my navy blazer and the gray slacks that always made me feel capable, the silk blouse that didn't wrink
The pizza box lay on my floor like a fallen bird, cheese and sauce seeping into the wood, and none of us moved to save it.My mother's face had gone the color of old ash. She stood frozen in my on the middle of my room, her keys still clutched in one hand, her mouth opening and closing like she was trying to remember how air worked. "Miranda," Alex said again, and her voice had changed. It wasn't angry anymore. It was tired. It was finished. "Tell her the truth, please."My mother's eyes found mine, and I saw something break in them. Something I'd never seen before, not in all my years of knowing her. Not when my father died. Not when she talked about losing Alex. Not even when she'd caught me sneaking home drunk at sixteen and sat me down for the talk that lasted three hours.This was different. This was a crack running through the foundation of everything."Elizabeth," she whispered. Not Lizzy like she used to. My full name. This made my heart skip a bit."Mom!!!" The word ca
I stared at Alex until the silence between us grew teeth.I waited for her to laugh.I kept looking at her face, waiting for that little smile she gets when she's about to make a joke. The one that means she's playing with me, that everything is okay, that the world hasn't just turned upside down.But the smile didn't come.Her face stayed serious. Too serious. Like she was carrying something heavy and didn't know how to put it down.Something inside me broke.I laughed.It erupted from somewhere deep and broken, a sound like glass shattering against concrete, sharp, jagged, utterly without humor. The noise bounced off the walls, too loud, too wild, feeding on the hysteria that had begun threading through my veins. "Funny, Alex," I managed, my voice cracking around the edges. "You're really funny."She didn't move. Didn't blink. The stillness of her was somehow worse than any reaction, worse than anger, worse than tears. It was the stillness of someone who had already crossed some th
The morning came slowly, quietly. Soft light slipped through the curtains and warmed the room as I opened my eyes. Somewhere outside, the city was waking up, but in here, everything felt still. Safe.Alex was asleep beside me, curled under the covers, her face calm and open in the early light. Seei
After dinner, the candles seemed to flicker more intensely as the atmosphere between us deepened. The room was hushed, save for the soft sounds of our breathing and the faint music playing in the background.As I stood to clear the table, but Alex gently took the plates from my hands and set them a
I didn’t know what to do. The happiness we had been feeling just minutes before had been completely swept away by this sudden wave of fear and uncertainty. I felt helpless, wanting to take her worry away but knowing there was nothing I could do except be there for her."Do you want me to drive?" I
I was gently woken by the faint, mouth-watering aroma of something cooking. Shifting in bed, I turned over, my body still warm from the comfort of sleep. As I blinked my eyes open, the softness of the morning light filtered through the curtains, casting a golden glow across the room. The other side







