Chapter 5

Cassie’s POV 

My heart was still beating faster. No one ever licked me. But why did he? Did I taste that good? 

Shawn pulled away from me and I looked away in embarrassment as well, remembering how I came shamelessly before him. 

I was looking down so my eyes met with his briefs. I swallowed painfully, seeing his huge length poking the material of his little clothing. 

He brought his finger to my jaw and raised it so that I could look into his eyes. I shivered at his touch. “There’s still so much to explore but for now, you are going to do all that I say.” He moved his fingers from my jaw to my lower lip and softly caressed it. He leaned against my neck and whispered in my ear. “Shawn never loses.” He let go, after which he dashed into the bathroom. 

The moment the bathroom door was shut, I ignored my still throbbing core and wobbly legs, crashed on the chair beside me, and buried my face in my hands. “What have you done Cassie? Why did you let him touch you?” 

My mind instantly flashed back to the scene earlier and I softly caressed my cheeks which were starting to burn. I couldn’t believe that Shawn tricked me and won at the same time. My mind unconsciously flashed back to the bulge in his pants I saw earlier and almost immediately, I felt my nipples go hard. 

I mentally slapped myself in the face. “Get a hold of yourself, Cassie.” I heaved a deep sigh, then ran my fingers through my hair. “He makes me go insane. How the hell am I supposed to look into his eyes again?” 

I shook my head. “This can’t be happening to me. I don’t care if I lost the bet, he lied to me so we are ending this marriage. I can’t give up now.” I said to myself. 

I literally jumped to my feet  when the door to the bathroom flung open. I was almost looking away when something long, fat, huge, and wiggly caught my attention. My eyes went wide but I quickly composed myself and covered my eyes with my right hand. “What the hell? Can’t you find something to wear?” 

I don’t know why but my heart started racing as I heard him take steps towards me and soon enough his huge frame covered my body. I had no idea what kind of body wash he uses but I swear that he smelled so good right now. 

I mentally tapped myself in the head. ‘focus, Cassie’

“Open your eyes!” He said calmly.

I closed my eyes even tighter, still not letting go of my palm on my face.

“You lost the deal and you are bound to do whatever I tell you to.”

“Do not make me repeat myself!” This time, he said in a much more commanding tone and I lost it. I took my palm off my face, opened my eyes, and pointed at him, almost poking his chest.

“You will not command me or talk to me like you own me. The deal is off! The man I married is disabled so you’ve got no right to treat me like trash!” I said in all seriousness, trying so hard not to look below his face even though that was like the hardest thing right now. 

“I see! You would have jumped on me if I had appeared in the courtroom like this, wouldn't you?” 

“Oh please! You are no different from my ex-husbands who took advantage of me just because I’m some form of debt repayment. So no, I would not have taken a glance at you even if you were the most handsome man on earth.” 

For a minute, I thought I saw pain in his eye which was quickly replaced by an empty expression.

Shawn was about to say something but I beat him to it. 

“Just stay the hell away from me and don’t expect anything from me either!” 

I had no idea if Shawn heard me and chose to ignore me. He started to take slow steps towards me. I took two steps back and my bum ended up on the chair. I continued to glare at Shawn, ignoring my racing heart. 

He reached for my hand. I tried to pull out of his hold but didn’t succeed. He pushed me up against the wall behind the chair. I shivered, feeling his fat cock poke me through my silky nightie.

“You keep saying the opposite but your body seems to know what it wants.” He said, looking down at my breasts and face at the same time. 

“Fuck you!” I hit him against his chest and almost immediately, I regretted my actions because I unconsciously found myself salivating. 

“It takes me nothing to take you right now!” Seeing the seriousness mixed with desire in his eyes, I swallowed painfully. 

“You are not going to touch me!” I said those words one by one with gritted teeth even though they ended up sounding like a plea. 

“I won’t. You will be the one begging to have it.” Shawn said and once again, my stomach churned by his confidence. I had no idea when tears filled my eyes once more. He was about to caress my face but stopped halfway when he noticed my teary eyes.

“I don’t know who you think you are but I would never submit myself to you or have a baby with a man like you no matter how much you think you can seduce me.”

“And why would you think I was trying to seduce you?” He stared at me with creased brows. 

Shawn leaned closer to me and pushed me with his dick. It went straight to the face of my cunt, making me hiss. I could feel my core throbbing once more and I couldn’t help but mentally slap myself in the head. What the hell was so special about him? 

“Your actions. You are clearly in search of a way to ease yourself but I’m not going to be your submissive wife.” 

“But that’s what you are for. Don’t you want your father’s debt cleared?” 

A tear rolled down my cheek and I quickly wiped it off. “I’m not a bimbo.” 

“I never said you were one. You are my wife and I want you to act like it, Dammit!” For someone who had been calm all through the night, he raised his voice at me for the first time and I felt a knife pierce through my heart. Tears rolled down my other cheek. 

I saw Shawn bringing his hand to my face, probably to wipe my tears away with his thumb but I slapped his hand away. 

“Let’s go to bed. We’ve got a long day tomorrow.” 

“I’ll take the couch.” 

Shawn took a glance at the couch, then back at my face. “That’s not happening.” 

I glared at him. “I won’t let you control me.” 

Shawn stared deeply into my eyes for a couple of seconds. He wanted to say something but was holding back. 

I heaved a deep sigh when he got off me and made his way to the couch. For some reason, I couldn’t stop staring at his thick length. Not in lust. I just hated the fact that someone like him could be this good-looking. 

But wait, how can his dick fit such a tiny hole? I shivered at the thought of his length piercing through mine. 

I was so lost in my thoughts that I had no idea when Shawn appeared again before me. He was now in a pair of joggers but still shirtless. 

“Doing something dirty with me in your head, right?” 

I rolled my eyes. 

“Time for bed.” He gestured towards the king-sized bed in the middle of the room. 

“It’s sad you take my words for granted. There is no way I am sleeping close to you.” 

“You are scared you wouldn’t be able to resist me?” 

I scoffed, instantly rolling my eyes at Shawn. “You are so full of yourse…” 

Hardly was I done with my statement when Shawn lifted me in his arms as though I weighed nothing. I yelped, fighting him to let go but he just wouldn’t budge. He took me to the bedside and placed me on the bed, immediately lying beside me.

I was almost rolling to the other side to get down from the bed when he pulled me close to him and hugged my waist; in a spooning position.

I struggled to get out of his hold, ignoring his strong frame and his poking dick. 

Soon enough, I felt Shawn’s breath fan against my neck, making me shiver. 

“Stay still or we will end up making a baby tonight.” Shawn’s voice filled with desire came through as he held onto me even tighter.