LOGINCalvin
A tired exhale escaped my lips as I stared into the night. The moon is all out in its glory. I wish I could feel just as bright as that. But my entire world feels so gloomy I do not see any other way out of it. My heart is shattered and it feels as if I would fall apart if I continue this way. To avoid thinking, I buried myself in work. Drinking alcohol like it is some new found joy giver just to get myself to sleep. Not even the hard wo
Calvin“Hey, man. Why didn’t you answer the call at first?” Derek questioned from the speaker.I turned the car on the road that leads to the outskirt of the pack. “I was shopping.”He snickered. “Shopping? Did you finally lose your mind?”I rolled my eyes, grinning. “I don’t expect you to understand. Anyway, I went to get some things to give Clara. That is if she doesn’t smack my face with it.”“Clara? Does this mean you two are finally going to reconcile? What happened? What changed your mind?”“I thought that was the plan; for me to change my mind?”He cackled into the receiver. “My goodness! This is such a good news. I am glad you
CalvinA tired exhale escaped my lips as I stared into the night. The moon is all out in its glory. I wish I could feel just as bright as that. But my entire world feels so gloomy I do not see any other way out of it. My heart is shattered and it feels as if I would fall apart if I continue this way. To avoid thinking, I buried myself in work. Drinking alcohol like it is some new found joy giver just to get myself to sleep. Not even the hard work through the day makes me any better.I hate that I miss Clara and I wonder how she might be doing. Different times I had thought about driving down to the cabin since I know where it is, just to get a glimpse of her. But I know I would be betraying myself if I indulge in such thing. She stabbed me where it hurts the most. It is only right that I stay away from her to protect myself. I don’t want to be mocked. Such painful memory would stick to one like
Author’s POVLena let out a tired huff, throwing herself into the bed. She felt exhausted even though she did nothing. Her mind went back to Clara, hoping she was fine. Even though she is doing her best to hide it. Anyone with eyes can tell that Clara is sad and burdened by her situation. Anyone in her shoes would be like that. She can’t start to imagine the pain she carried. If there is anything Lena can do better to make her friend feel good, she would not hesitate to do it.Her phone rang loudly while she was lost in thought. A bright smile settled on her face when the caller turned out to be her mother. Answering the phone, Lena beamed brightly.“Hi, mum.”“My baby, how are you, Lena?” Amelia inquired on the other end. Her face fills up the phone screen.
Clara“How are you feeling today?” Lena asked as she arranged the plates on the kitchen island.“A bit better,” I replied settling on the stool.I had woken up quite exhausted. As if that wasn’t enough, all the food that I ate came back up my throat. I puked about three times before my stomach eventually settled. I don’t know, but it seems like the pregnancy symptoms that had hidden themselves in the first weeks of conception suddenly have the urge to show themselves to me. Morning sickness has become something that I am forced to mention because it is the only thing I am forced to experience now. Thanks to Janet’s herbs, I might have become a shadow of myself.“Are you sure you don’t need to rest more?” She inquired.“No, I think I
ClaraI woke up to some noises coming from the other room. My lashes fluttered open as I looked around the room confused on where I was. I don’t remember coming into the room last night. I had been so perturbed that i couldn’t move from the spot I sat in. I dragged myself out of the bed and stood still in concern that some strangers had found themselves into the house. The voice heard wasn’t that of one person. Went into the bathroom to wash my face first, my brain was too slow to catch up on everything happening. I eventually had the guts to peek from the door the strangers in the house.“hey you, stop peeking from there and come out here.” lena called out to me.I gasped in relief as I opened the door wider to find Janet, Derek and Lena in the kitchen. “you all are here?”“good morning, clara. Ho
ClaraI woke up to some noises coming from the other room. My lashes fluttered open as I looked around the room confused on where I was. I don’t remember coming into the room last night. I had been so perturbed that i couldn’t move from the spot I sat in. I dragged myself out of the bed and stood still in concern that some strangers had found themselves into the house. The voice heard wasn’t that of one person. Went into the bathroom to wash my face first, my brain was too slow to catch up on everything happening. I eventually had the guts to peek from the door the strangers in the house.“hey you, stop peeking from there and come out here.” lena called out to me.I gasped in relief as I opened the door wider to find Janet, Derek and Lena in the kitchen. “you all are here?”“good morning, clara. Hope you had a good rest?” derek asked, stepping forward to guide me to a stool.“how are you feeling?” janet inquired, patting my hair down.I stared at all of them in surprise. Had to swallo
CalvinSeeing Clara hurry away the moment our eyes met made me feel like the villain. Derek turned to me abruptly with a glare.“I was wondering what had her looking so anxious. How did I not know it was you?” he snarled.
Clara“Is everything alright, Clara? You look a bit pale.” Janet noted.I patted my cheeks gently. i noticed it when I woke up, but I was hoping the color would return after I must have had breakfast or got to work. “I had trouble sleepi
Clara“What? Beta Derek owns that large building?” I blurted in disbelief.“Keep your voice down, Clara.” Lena whispered, her darting around the restaurant like she fear someone might hear us.&ldqu
ClaraMy eyes felt tired as I opened them. the morning sun wasn’t making it easy either, it burned my face making me wince and shielding it with the bed cover. For the past few days, I haven’t felt good. My body is feels heavy and sore. Sometimes I get too restles







