DENIAL AND OUTBURST

RALPH

I woke up with the hardest erection I had ever had. I turned to lie on my side and caught a whiff of her scent. Gritting my teeth, I threw the blanket off me. I know exactly what to do. I have been playing around for so long. This was the time to set things right and teach everyone who the boss was around here. I would not let those desires for Jovita control me again.

For fuck's sake, I have been here for centuries and should know how to control all these pathetic feelings. I, of all people, should know how these things end. It never ends well. With wooden movements, I strolled into the bathroom for another cold shower to calm myself. After that, I would drink a good amount of blood, and I would regain control of myself, but something told me that I could finish all the pints in my blood bank, and she would still live rent-free in my head. I could not tell what crazy obsession this was.

The memories of last night still lingered, and the evidence was on my swoll