Masuk
NINA
I watch the sun set on the horizon, mesmerized by the warm colors painting the sky. Today is my last day in my small village. Tomorrow, I’ll leave for Morbovia—the kingdom of vampires. I sigh, trying to empty my mind and see the bright side of the situation, but there isn’t one. I’m being given to the vampires like a lamb to the slaughter. Even while still in my mother’s womb, I was promised as a feeding mate to Eros, the crown prince. My parents saved my life only to give me a fate that might be even worse. I have no hope of ever coming back from that place, no matter how much my mother believes otherwise. “So this is where you’ve been hiding!” I hear my mother’s voice, and moments later, her arms wrap tightly around my neck. “My wings, Mother, please don’t squeeze me,” I beg, feeling them crushed in her embrace. They’re a daily reminder that I’m alive thanks to the vampires, since my feathers are red as blood because of the potion the witch made. I was dying, and only the blood of a born vampire could save me. I can only imagine how hard that choice must have been for my father—to hand me over to the vampires once I turned eighteen, knowing my fate was to feed the prince during his transition into adulthood, or to watch my mother die with me still in her womb. A cruel choice, both options full of pain and consequences. But my father chose the witch’s potion and went to Morbovia to ask the king for permission to take the blood of a born vampire. The king, of course, agreed—at a price: me. I am a hybrid—half fae, half Aerwin, a shapeshifting race that can transform into birds. Because of that, I can heal faster. The king decided that, due to my lineage, I’d be stronger and capable of withstanding the task of feeding Eros. A prince I’ve never seen and, truthfully, never wanted to. The transition, as far as I know, is painful for born vampires. They must feed on fresh blood for a time until their strength grows and they become adults—usually around twenty-five or thirty years old, when their full power finally runs through their veins. My role is simple: to offer my blood and let Eros feed on me until he’s satisfied, while I pray to the Goddess that he doesn’t drain me dry and end my existence. “I’m sorry, dear, but come on. I baked a chestnut cake for you.” She smiles, though I can see the sadness in her eyes. “Sit here with me. Let’s watch the sunset,” I ask, and she sits down beside me, holding my hand. “Sweetheart, everything will be fine. You’re strong, and when all this is over, you’ll come back home.” She smiles toward the horizon, and I smile too. “I’ll be back soon, Mother. By the Goddess, don’t make me cry.” She hugs me and strokes my hair. “You’re my treasure, Nina. My precious daughter.” “If you keep talking like that, it won’t help,” I say, trying to sound strong. “I’m so sorry you have to go through this. I didn’t want to, I…” Before she can start crying and saying how she regrets agreeing to my father’s decision, I hug her tightly, brushing my crimson wings against her delicate, translucent fae ones. Like a dragonfly’s—so different from mine. I shouldn’t even have visible Aerwin wings. In fact, I can’t transform into a bird like my father and brothers. I believe the potion brought out that part of me while suppressing my shapeshifting ability. “It’s all right, Mother, don’t worry.” She wipes her face and smiles, holding back her tears. “Let’s go before your brothers eat everything.” I get up quickly, and she smiles. I have two younger brothers who would eat the walls of the house if they could. “Then let’s go,” I say, helping her to her feet.NINAA few minutes ago, Eros went to speak with the king after being summoned, leaving me alone in the room with our son. It’s a strange feeling—my body is different, lighter than before, and I know it’s because of my vampiric side that is now fully with me.Finally, I am whole, and curious about this new life I will have from now on.Amun is beautiful, my perfect son. I can hardly believe it happened like this, so quickly. I feel a little sad that I didn’t see my belly grow, but I did see my vampiric self with him in her womb, and I felt him kick. The important thing is that my son is healthy, big, and strong.I place my son at my breast to nurse him. It’s as if I instinctively know I have to do this—even though he is a pure vampire, as the healer said, I feel certain inside that he needs my milk. He needs to be breastfed.“That’s it, my son,” I say, feeling him suckle strongly, and I notice my body releasing milk.Eros opens the door to our room. I see how anxious and worried he loo
ADRIANI arrive at the castle disheartened. Once again, I went looking for my sister, and once again I didn’t find her. Months have passed, and she vanished without a trace—I can’t even pick up her scent anymore. And that’s not good, because if there’s no scent, it means she’s using magic.Ancient and forbidden magic.I didn’t leave the castle, even though shame burns across my face like the sun every time I see my cousin. I punished him so many times, and in truth, my sister was the guilty one.I’ve buried my feelings for Nina deep inside myself. No matter how difficult it is, I have no right to feel anything for her. Especially now, after everything that happened. And the worst part is that I still don’t have the courage to tell the king about my sister—or about what she did. But with Nina’s current situation, everyone has set Marian aside. No one has asked about her more than twice.I push open the castle doors and enter slowly, wearing the same tired, lifeless expression as always
EROSSeven months have passed since Nina last opened her eyes. Seven months of watching over her day and night, not knowing when she will wake. Seven months of torturing myself with guilt for putting her in this state.No matter how hard I try, I’m not sure I’ll know how to rule the kingdom like this. I’ve been trying to think more carefully about my actions, about everything. Even Adrian has been helping me a little—reluctantly, more withdrawn, silent, as though he’s drifting in some distant world.After that conversation where he laid bare his feelings and desires, we never touched the subject again. He only speaks to me about kingdom matters now. And he said that as soon as Nina wakes, he will leave.Marian disappeared too. I found it strange that she vanished overnight; it’s not like her. But I know the cousin I have, and she probably didn’t want to deal with the situation. She already suffers from the loss of the parents she barely knew—I can only imagine how devastated she must
NINAI open my eyes and find myself surrounded by darkness. A darkness so deep that I can’t make out anything in front of me. The cold invades me, making me tremble and shiver. I take a deep breath, trying to calm my racing heart. Am I dead? Is this the world of the dead? But if I’m dead, why is my heart still beating?So many questions I can’t answer.Marian’s words echo in my mind like knives tearing through my chest. She betrayed me, deceived me, used me. She wore a mask of kindness, hiding her true cruel face. And what about Eros? Did he lie too? Was our marriage just a means to produce a child?A sharp pain stabs through me at the thought that he might have only followed his father’s orders, that he never truly felt anything for me. That everything was a farce—just like Marian, who only knew how to lie.For a long time, I stand frozen in silence. A silence so deafening it terrifies me. Am I alone in this place? Is there any way out? Finally, I gather my courage and begin to walk
ADRIANI stared out the glass windows of the library, watching the moon shine bright in the sky. The air was cold and damp; the smell of mold and dust lingered, but I didn’t care. A shiver ran down my spine, though it wasn’t from the chill. It was the anguish consuming me from within.My decision had already been made, but that didn’t make things any easier. I knew Marian would suffer from my departure, yet I had no other choice. I couldn’t stay here, watching the woman I loved in Eros’s arms—even though he was her mate and I was not.I needed to leave, to start my existence somewhere else, far from them, far from everything. Perhaps in two or three weeks, I would go. Just long enough to know that Nina was well and safe. Just long enough to convince myself that my choice was truly the best one—and deep down, I knew it was.The library is rarely used, and I love this place. It’s my refuge, my sanctuary, my escape. The book I’m looking at shows possible places where I could retreat and
EROSI head to the library, Adrian’s favorite place. As soon as I open the door, I see him seated in a leather armchair, surrounded by ancient scrolls and old books. He has always been fascinated by history and magic—far more than I ever was. I prefer action and adventure, which I once thought made me a natural leader for Morbóvia. At least, that’s what I believed until I realized I still lacked certain things—qualities I need to learn if I’m to become a good king in the future.The air is thick with mold and dust, as though no one has entered here in centuries. I feel a slight tickle in my nose, but I ignore it. I walk calmly toward my cousin, trying not to make a sound. I want to surprise him, but I also don’t want to startle him.Adrian only lifts his eyes from the book he’s reading—an old volume about places in Morbóvia, locations not every vampire dares to visit. He stares at me with a cold expression, then returns his gaze to the page, pretending not to notice my presence. Adria







