LOGINNINA
Congratulations to me. Today is my birthday and I’m on my way to my destination. The carriage that came to pick me up sways as it travels along the road. With my hand supporting my head, I look outside, watching my village fade behind. Its simple wooden and thatched houses are now so far away that I feel the tightness in my chest almost suffocating me. I wipe away the tear that falls, remembering my mother’s last words. “Obey the prince and the king. Try to keep your distance from the others.” That’s what I’m going to do. I lean my head against the wood, carefully examining the carriage. The upholstery is blood-red, similar to my wings, while the exterior is black. The coachman didn’t even look at me when he opened the door for me to enter. Even so, I could notice how pale he is, with sunken and red eyes. I don’t know any vampires personally, only fairies, humans, and shapeshifters. All these races coexist in Meztli, and I know there are others in our great world of Helmel. I’ve always wanted to flap my wings and fly away, far off to explore the other kingdoms. But I couldn’t. My whole life was locked in the village with few people. Well-fed to be strong, while isolated because I belonged to the prince. The village people were afraid to touch me, to hurt me and thus attract the wrath of the vampire king upon them. My life has always been empty, dull, and without friends. No matter how hard I tried, when I said my name, Nina Meliovik, everyone pulled away in fear. No one ever wanted me around. I was just a burden, an offering. Morbóvia is a place nestled in the shadows between the lands of Meztli and Nada. It lies in a small village enveloped in darkness. There, the vampires found their refuge, a community where night is eternal. In this small vampiric enclave, desires are insatiable and the power of the vampire king echoes through every corner. It is a place where fear and fascination meet, where life and death dance a dangerous dance. The place to which I am being sent. When the carriage enters the Zamem forest, the cold embraces me like a specter. The trees twist like serpents, gray dominates this forest and the mist envelops it like a veil. Soon I spot some lit torches, illuminating the path like eyes of fire. Stone houses emerge from the shadows, revealing the village of Morbóvia. It’s my first time here, but I recognized the descriptions from my father. The white and gray stones on the ground contrast with the black stones that adorn the small houses. They look like tombs, where the vampires hide. Soon I see females and males in the streets, dressed in black like crows. Their skins are pale, and their red eyes stare at me with curiosity and disdain. The carriage stops with a jolt at the staircase of a large and imposing castle of gray stones. At the top of the stairs, the king’s family awaits me. King Vlademir Duskmire, his wife, Queen Silvane Duskmire, and their two sons—only born blood can procreate, while transformed blood cannot, rarely a half-breed succeeds. A chill runs down my entire spine as I look at them and see their severe faces, their bloody eyes, and their white skins. The coachman opens the door and I step out hesitantly, but before I can even take a step, he murmurs. “I hope you have luck in feeding the prince. This year alone, you’re the third feeding female I’ve brought here.” I glance at him from the corner of my eye and ask, whispering. “What happened to the others?” “They died.” I turn toward the family at the top of the staircase and my body freezes. Was I heading straight to death? I walk toward the royal family, feeling a sensation of cold coursing through every part of my being. Their intense and hungry gazes make me question if Mom is right, if I’ll come back. Now, I believe not. I am about to become the next source of food for Prince Eros, and after what I heard, after learning about the others, my prospect of death is almost certain, as if it hovered over me. Thinking about this, I look up, just in time to see a shadow of broad wings entering the castle, making me shiver all over. With each step I climb toward them, my mind fills with doubts. Will I be able to satisfy his thirst? Or will he drain every drop from me even without need, since they drink on average one glass of blood per day.NINAA few minutes ago, Eros went to speak with the king after being summoned, leaving me alone in the room with our son. It’s a strange feeling—my body is different, lighter than before, and I know it’s because of my vampiric side that is now fully with me.Finally, I am whole, and curious about this new life I will have from now on.Amun is beautiful, my perfect son. I can hardly believe it happened like this, so quickly. I feel a little sad that I didn’t see my belly grow, but I did see my vampiric self with him in her womb, and I felt him kick. The important thing is that my son is healthy, big, and strong.I place my son at my breast to nurse him. It’s as if I instinctively know I have to do this—even though he is a pure vampire, as the healer said, I feel certain inside that he needs my milk. He needs to be breastfed.“That’s it, my son,” I say, feeling him suckle strongly, and I notice my body releasing milk.Eros opens the door to our room. I see how anxious and worried he loo
ADRIANI arrive at the castle disheartened. Once again, I went looking for my sister, and once again I didn’t find her. Months have passed, and she vanished without a trace—I can’t even pick up her scent anymore. And that’s not good, because if there’s no scent, it means she’s using magic.Ancient and forbidden magic.I didn’t leave the castle, even though shame burns across my face like the sun every time I see my cousin. I punished him so many times, and in truth, my sister was the guilty one.I’ve buried my feelings for Nina deep inside myself. No matter how difficult it is, I have no right to feel anything for her. Especially now, after everything that happened. And the worst part is that I still don’t have the courage to tell the king about my sister—or about what she did. But with Nina’s current situation, everyone has set Marian aside. No one has asked about her more than twice.I push open the castle doors and enter slowly, wearing the same tired, lifeless expression as always
EROSSeven months have passed since Nina last opened her eyes. Seven months of watching over her day and night, not knowing when she will wake. Seven months of torturing myself with guilt for putting her in this state.No matter how hard I try, I’m not sure I’ll know how to rule the kingdom like this. I’ve been trying to think more carefully about my actions, about everything. Even Adrian has been helping me a little—reluctantly, more withdrawn, silent, as though he’s drifting in some distant world.After that conversation where he laid bare his feelings and desires, we never touched the subject again. He only speaks to me about kingdom matters now. And he said that as soon as Nina wakes, he will leave.Marian disappeared too. I found it strange that she vanished overnight; it’s not like her. But I know the cousin I have, and she probably didn’t want to deal with the situation. She already suffers from the loss of the parents she barely knew—I can only imagine how devastated she must
NINAI open my eyes and find myself surrounded by darkness. A darkness so deep that I can’t make out anything in front of me. The cold invades me, making me tremble and shiver. I take a deep breath, trying to calm my racing heart. Am I dead? Is this the world of the dead? But if I’m dead, why is my heart still beating?So many questions I can’t answer.Marian’s words echo in my mind like knives tearing through my chest. She betrayed me, deceived me, used me. She wore a mask of kindness, hiding her true cruel face. And what about Eros? Did he lie too? Was our marriage just a means to produce a child?A sharp pain stabs through me at the thought that he might have only followed his father’s orders, that he never truly felt anything for me. That everything was a farce—just like Marian, who only knew how to lie.For a long time, I stand frozen in silence. A silence so deafening it terrifies me. Am I alone in this place? Is there any way out? Finally, I gather my courage and begin to walk
ADRIANI stared out the glass windows of the library, watching the moon shine bright in the sky. The air was cold and damp; the smell of mold and dust lingered, but I didn’t care. A shiver ran down my spine, though it wasn’t from the chill. It was the anguish consuming me from within.My decision had already been made, but that didn’t make things any easier. I knew Marian would suffer from my departure, yet I had no other choice. I couldn’t stay here, watching the woman I loved in Eros’s arms—even though he was her mate and I was not.I needed to leave, to start my existence somewhere else, far from them, far from everything. Perhaps in two or three weeks, I would go. Just long enough to know that Nina was well and safe. Just long enough to convince myself that my choice was truly the best one—and deep down, I knew it was.The library is rarely used, and I love this place. It’s my refuge, my sanctuary, my escape. The book I’m looking at shows possible places where I could retreat and
EROSI head to the library, Adrian’s favorite place. As soon as I open the door, I see him seated in a leather armchair, surrounded by ancient scrolls and old books. He has always been fascinated by history and magic—far more than I ever was. I prefer action and adventure, which I once thought made me a natural leader for Morbóvia. At least, that’s what I believed until I realized I still lacked certain things—qualities I need to learn if I’m to become a good king in the future.The air is thick with mold and dust, as though no one has entered here in centuries. I feel a slight tickle in my nose, but I ignore it. I walk calmly toward my cousin, trying not to make a sound. I want to surprise him, but I also don’t want to startle him.Adrian only lifts his eyes from the book he’s reading—an old volume about places in Morbóvia, locations not every vampire dares to visit. He stares at me with a cold expression, then returns his gaze to the page, pretending not to notice my presence. Adria







