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Chapter 20

Author: 🌙✨ InkAfterMidnight
last update publish date: 2026-02-04 04:03:19

And miss?

Jesus.

I press a hand to my face. I feel sick. I’m not that guy. I’ve never been that guy. No one owes me anything. Not their time, not their body, not their yes. I hate that entitled crap. I’ve judged guys for less.

So what the hell happened to me?

I let nerves twist into something ugly. Let want turn into anger. I lost control because I didn’t get what I wanted.

That’s not desire. That’s a tantrum.

And now, with the haze gone, one detail won’t stop replaying.

His face.

Not mad. Not
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    He closes the distance in a few steps, but it feels like time breaks apart while he does it. Like the hallway stretches just to trap me inside this moment.When he’s close enough to touch, he turns slightly away.And lifts a hand.Slowly.Like he’s remembering something.He reaches behind his head.Ties his hair.Except he doesn’t put it in.He pulls the band free instead.Black. Simple. Familiar.Then he looks back at me.And offers it.Just like that.My brain short-circuits.I take it without thinking. Fingers numb. Heart hammering so hard I swear it’s audible.“What… is this?” I manage.Theo doesn’t answer right away.Instead, he steps closer again.Takes my wrist.And slides the hair tie onto it.Deliberate.Careful.Like he’s placing something that belongs there.M

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  • The Way He Looked at Me   Chapter 46

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  • The Way He Looked at Me   Chapter 47

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