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THE NIGHT BEFORE
“You’re a white wolf?” Nate asks me. He looks so sad, so defeated, so hurt.
“Ren.” I look to the warrior twin, the one who had spied on me, the one who had known my secret before I could tell him. “Why don’t you go check on Camilla.”
He looks at me, hurt in his eyes too. I just can’t seem to win today. “Please?” I plead with him.
I can feel Nate’s eyes still on me, and I can feel Ren’s hesitancy to leave us.
“Yea, okay.” He says before turning around and walking out the door without a glance back to us.
I turn to look at Nate and go to grab his hand, but he pulls back from me.
“Roo, no.” He starts, but I reach out again.
“Come with me? Let’s talk.” I take a deep breath and try to let my shield
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