Mag-log inCassandraIt has been a few days since I decided to move out of the Kingsley family residence. I’m now living in an apartment provided by Sebastian.At that time, I just wanted to get out of that suffocating house. There were too many memories there that reminded me of this disgusting relationship. I always felt nauseous whenever I remembered it, because I had slept with Dylan.On top of that, Dylan had actually left the house before I did. I worried about him, but I understood that now there was a massive wall between us, one that had truly become a divider.Overwhelming fear, guilt, and disgust toward myself. The love that once felt so sweet now felt like a curse.Miles asked me about our sudden move, and I only told him that I had some business to take care of and that the house needed repairs.Honestly, it hurt so much to lie to him, and I had to force myself not to fall apart, at least not in front of him.I try to relax, glancing at Sebastian, who continues to stay here. Even th
DylanI woke up from a nightmare that made my whole body tremble. My breathing was heavy, and I was drenched in sweat.Fuck, I really hated that dream. A reality that kept haunting my mind and refused to let me rest.I felt like a fucking idiot, an absolute bastard. After hearing my parents’ confession that Cassandra and I share the same blood.She is my sister.Fuck! I love her so much. From the very first moment I saw her, I had already fallen for her. I wanted to have her, and every emotion I felt toward Cassandra was filled with sincerity.I couldn’t stand seeing her with another man, and having her completely was the thing I wanted most. We are lovers now, but that fact destroys everything.She is my half-sister, and what’s worse is that we slept together.As I looked at my trembling hands, tears streamed down my face. I couldn’t—there was no way I could stay calm when this truth kept haunting me.I slept with my half-sister… I’m truly filthy. I’ve ruined her even more.My stomac
CassandraI woke up with my body still feeling so weak and my head aching.As I opened my eyes, I searched for Dylan’s presence, but only Sebastian was there.His gentle eyes were watching me with worry. And I looked down, I didn’t want to face him, or even think about anything except wanting to be alone.But it wasn’t easy for me to ignore the fact that I was worried about Dylan. I clenched my hands tightly as the truth came back to me, that we were siblings.All that happiness disappeared so quickly and turned into my destruction. I wished it had all been just a nightmare, but it was painfully real.I felt my tears fall again and wiped them away harshly.Why did it have to happen like this?If Ellen hadn’t been so selfish in protecting herself, maybe I wouldn’t have been destroyed like this.Her terrible attempt to “protect” Dylan, hoping he could forget his feelings for me without telling the truth, ended up ruining everything.I bit my lip once more as I hugged myself tightly.“F
CassandraEven I was shocked when I heard it. Dylan must have been even more stunned. All this time, he had believed that Paul was his father, and now he was hearing that Paul was not.It felt like a blow to the very core of him.Seeing his face turn pale, Dylan seemed to lose everything that had once been his strength.I looked at Ellen, who kept crying, struggling to control her emotions.“Dylan, forgive me… forgive me. This happened before I married your father.”I had always seen them as a harmonious couple, complementing each other perfectly, and now, with such a shocking revelation, it seemed no one could live a truly perfect life.Damn it, this involved me again. I knew Ellen had suffered, but I was also in pain, and even now, I didn’t feel pity for her. I wanted the truth behind their words.“Please… this happened a long time ago. I fell in love with him when I was young, we slept together only once, and afterward I was engaged to Paul. I truly didn’t know I was carrying his c
CassandraI was incredibly nervous. When I came back, I already felt that something was happening. It was so tense, maybe something had gone wrong, and then I heard a shocking statement from Paul.“You two cannot be in a relationship.”The words were so firm, and I knew he meant them seriously. I couldn’t move from my spot at all, not even breathe. I felt like I was trapped in a small room, the walls pressing down on my chest.The pain made my heart race faster.I was so shocked and hurt that my lips trembled. I didn’t understand why I had to hear a statement like that, and before I could say anything, I heard Dylan shouting.“Why are you like this, Dad!? Telling me to break up with Sandra? That will never happen!”His anger made the atmosphere even tenser. And Paul kept staring at his son with eyes full of despair.It was strange; it should have been us feeling the devastation—we were the ones being treated unfairly, suffering like this.“You must break up, Dylan!” Ellen’s voice scre
SebastianMy concern for him was truly sincere, so something that felt off couldn’t just be ignored. I tried to stay calm, but it shattered instantly when Alden came to me with a pale face.He looked at me, saying nothing, but it was clear he felt pity for me.“What’s the matter? If you’re just here to waste my time, you better leave.”My mind was racing; I felt slightly confused, and when someone tried to give me one more thing to think about, it made me frustrated.He should have helped me immediately, he was my secretary.“Sir, this is regarding the report you requested.”I immediately forgot everything else I was working on and stared at the document he carried. If he wanted to discuss it, he should do it quickly.“Give it here.” I held out my hand.After several days of gathering that information, it already felt so long, making me impatient.Alden finally handed over the document. I read it quickly and then found something that made my mouth drop.This whole situation was truly







