Ashley’s POV
"Then you'll be the happiest widow in the world, won't you? You did say those words to me on our wedding night."
Maybe it was the way his lips brushed my ear sweetly as if the words he’d just uttered were in the most scathing tone I’d ever heard, or the lazy smile that followed as he stepped back but I could only stare at him, stunned as he climbed onto his horse and charged into the world, following in the wake of Adam and Thomas.
What sort of married life was Ashton living with this man? It shouldn't be any of my business but with each interaction, I was more curious.
As I turned to rejoin the others under the canopy, who were already engaged in animated conversation with Margaret while Alfred was engrossed in a book, a cold dread settled in the pit of my stomach.
Something had not been right with that map, and the more I pictured it in my mind, the more certain I became of my suspicions.
Returning to the map stand, I found the steward watching me as I advanced towards him, shifting from one foot to the other nervously as I approached. "I'd kike to have a word with you.” I started, keeping my tone neutral and he nodded almost too eagerly.
“What would you like to know, my lady?”
“Is it possible that the maps were altered?" I asked, my voice steady despite the churning in my stomach.
He froze and opened his mouth to respond, hesitating slightly with his eyes darting around nervously. "No, ma'am. The maps are accurate," he replied, his words hurried but pitched higher than usual; a telltale sign that he wasn’t honest.
I leaned in closer, attempting to make my voice sound menacing. “Your facial expression begs to differ. Now, you have a choice; to tell me what actually is going on here. If you don't tell me the truth, I can assure you, I will find a way to have you removed from this position. And if you think I'm bluffing, I can be very persuasive."
His eyes widened in fear. "Master Andreas's map was altered slightly," he confessed, his voice trembling. "It's become a tradition of sorts. His older siblings enjoy making his route and tasks more challenging each year."
"And what does that mean?" I pressed, my brows furrowing in confusion.
"As long as he stays on the marked path, he should be fine, even though his route might be more tedious than the others. There are no dangerous animals in the designated hunting area," he explained.
His answer was supposed to reassure me but instead, I found myself reaching into my pocket for my phone and dialing Ashton's number. The call went straight to voicemail. Did my twin sister really plan to leave me with her family this entire weekend by myself even though she promised to always stay in contact? Of course, she did. Typical Ashton to never keep to the promises she made.
Checking our message history for her husband’s contact which she’d sent to me, I dialed his number and it didn't go through.
“If you're trying to call Master Andreas, I'm afraid that it might not go through. The service is not so good in the middle of the woods,” The steward whispered, quickly shutting his mouth when I leveled him with a glare.
Turning to the large table behind me where other maps were spread out, I grabbed another copy. "Mark the original route and the altered route with different colors," I instructed the steward.
Eyes wide, the burly man stared at me, disbelief and something akin to fear flashing across his face. "You want to venture into the woods? Women don't usually go on hunts," he exclaimed.
"Then maybe it's time for that to change," I replied, my voice firm. "Or perhaps you'd prefer I march over to that table and paint you in a light that isn't very favorable."
He nodded, his hands shaking as he complied. As he worked, I studied the map, trying to identify any potential differences in both routes.
Why was I even doing any of this?
When the steward finished and handed me the canopy, I gestured towards the stables, “Find me a horse.”
He hesitated, his gaze flickering between me and where the rest of the Thornes were seated. Finally, he sighed. "As you wish, ma’am" he muttered.
Returning to the table, I slid into my seat, my heart pounding with adrenaline. The silence was deafening, the only sound the soft music that played in the clearing and I took a deep breath, mentally asking myself again if it was really necessary for me to be so bothered about any of this when Ashton had only asked me to survive the weekend pretending to be her, but if Andreas was being treated unfairly, surely I couldn't look away, even though he had a personality as cold as ice.
“You look like you have something to say,” Amarinth drawled, her brows raised as she gave me a smile that didn't reach her eyes.
Well, here goes nothing.
“I have reason to believe that my husband’s map was altered and that he was given a more tedious route than the other men,” I said, keeping my tone casual even though I wanted to cringe at the fact that I'd just referred to Andreas as my husband.
The silence in the circle was deafening and I studied everyone’s reactions. While Annabel was the only one who looked remotely interested in what I'd just said, Margaret and Alfred looked like I'd just told them that the sky was blue. Amarinth narrowed her eyes at me while Sansa seemed to suddenly fixate on her nails.
Alfred folded the newspaper he was reading, his gaze settling on me, "Andreas is a capable man. I chose him as my heir for a reason. He will be fine," His voice was steady, his tone showing no hint of surprise at what should have been a serious accusation.
Looking around again, I realized that the aura of indifference I'd perceived after my allegation remained, as if such incidents were a common occurrence.
What kind of family had my sister married into?
Ashley’s POV“Thank you,” I managed, taking the bouquet from Andreas, my fingers trembling slightly. “You… you came.”He chuckled softly, nodding. “Wouldn’t miss it. I’m proud of you, Ashley. You’re amazing. The book…it’s incredible.” He paused, and the warmth in his eyes made my heart race. “I’ve already read it, by the way,” he added, a hint of teasing in his tone. “I couldn’t put it down.”A small, awkward laugh escaped my lips, a nervous sound. “You read it?” I asked, almost incredulous. “All of it?”He nodded, his gaze unwavering. “Every word. You have a real talent, Ashley. I’m not just saying that because of…well, because of us.” He gave a small smile, almost sheepish, and I swallowed, fighting the urge to reach out and kiss him. “You’ve always had it in you. I’m just glad the world gets to know the face behind the work.”I felt a warmth in my chest, the kind that had been absent for so long. I opened my mouth to thank him and paused, wondering if he’d leave after I responded a
Ashley’s POVThe book launch venue was everything I’d hoped it would be—a cozy, intimate setting with an air of understated elegance. The soft glow of chandeliers reflected off the polished wood floors, and the tables were lined with white tablecloths, their centerpieces adorned with my favorite flowers. It was the kind of place that felt warm and welcoming, just like the people who had supported me along the way. As I stood outside for a moment, taking in the sight of it all, a nervous flutter took over my stomach. The event was finally happening. This was real. I rushed to the back entrance, slightly out of breath as I adjusted my dress. It was simple but elegant, a soft blue outfit that felt just right for the occasion. I had done everything to plan, but of course, I was running behind. The chaos of getting ready and the last-minute checks on everything had left me feeling a bit frazzled, but beneath the nerves, there was a sense of excitement I couldn’t ignore. This moment was f
Ashley’s POVA Year LaterThe air was crisp, but the sun cast a warm, golden glow over the gravesite. I sat on the bench near Ashton’s tombstone, the scent of fresh flowers mixing with the earthy smell of the cemetery. In my hands, I held a bouquet of bright flowers and a box of cookies—the kind we used to love as kids.I arranged them carefully at the base of the stone, each movement slow, deliberate. I knew Ashton wasn’t really here, but I couldn’t shake the feeling that she was still with me—somewhere, somehow. Sometimes, I liked to think she could hear me, or at least, feel my presence. So, I began speaking aloud, as if she were sitting right beside me, just like when we were younger, chatting about everything and nothing at all.“It’s been an eventful year, Ash,” I murmured, feeling the weight of the words as I spoke them. “I guess you know that already, but I still need to say it. I’ve been doing a lot of things I never thought I’d do.”I paused, looking out at the rows of grave
Ashley’s POVI swallowed hard, my throat tightening. The words felt like a punch in the gut, but in a way, they were also the relief I hadn’t known I was waiting for. My sister, my twin, had always been larger than life. She had overshadowed me in everything—her beauty, her confidence, her charisma. It wasn’t always intentional. She hadn’t known the effect she had on me, the way I always felt like I was just trying to catch up, just trying to exist beside her.“I’m sorry for all the times I overshadowed you, even without meaning to. You were always the best part of me.”The words blurred as tears welled up in my eyes. I hadn’t realized until that moment how much I had needed to hear them. I had spent so much of my life feeling like an afterthought, living in the space that Ashton’s brilliance had left behind. But now, as I read those words, I allowed myself to believe them—for the first time in my life.“I hope you can forgive me for all the times I wasn’t there, for all the mess I le
Ashley’s POVThe room was quiet, save for the hum of the heater, a soft background noise that reminded me that I was no longer at the mansion. I sat at the small desk in the corner of my now shared apartment with Liv, staring at the blank page of my journal. The pen in my hand felt foreign, like I was holding someone else’s tool, meant for someone else’s purpose.It had been weeks since I left Andreas, though it still felt like I was living in the aftermath of that decision. The pain was still there, a constant presence in the pit of my stomach, but there was something else, too—a strange, bittersweet peace. I was no longer just pretending. I wasn’t living in the shadow of Ashton’s life, her successes, her untimely death. I was just... me.I shifted in the chair, pulling my knees up to my chest as I let my gaze drift out the window. The lights of the city twinkled below, but the sky above was dark, as though it mirrored the way I still felt inside. Despite the nights I cried myself to
Andreas’s POVMoving to the bedroom, I laid on Ashley’s side, feeling the coldness of the sheets where her warmth had once been. Without her, it felt wrong, everything felt wrong. But I couldn’t change it. Not yet, at least. She had made her choice, and I had to respect that.I had to admit it, even to myself: I didn’t think I could live without her. But as much as I ached for her, chasing after her now would only drive her further away. She needed time, space to figure herself out, and I wasn’t about to make her feel cornered. I wasn’t about to be the one who trapped her. She had already sacrificed so much for me, for Ashton. If I was going to love her the way she deserved, I had to let her go.I knew that she didn’t ask me to wait. She hadn’t asked me to do anything, really, except to give her what she needed. But in my heart, I couldn’t shake the resolve that I would wait for her. Time would pass, and maybe she’d find her way back to me. Or maybe she wouldn’t. But no matter what, I