V.4

ROGER WILLIS

I threw myself straight into bed right after having a nice and hot shower. Lying supine with my face on the pillow felt good and soothing somehow after that long and excruciating training. My weekend didn’t go as I planned and thanks to Idris, I’ve got some muscle fatigue to think about. I thought I’m going to have an off time with Idris but yeah, he was taking the training quite serious than what I was expecting. I was exceedingly exhausted after that wild training but I was kind of surprised at how I did today. I managed to land an actual hit at Idris for the first time since we began and though he’s still way much stronger, I’m glad that I succeeded somehow. I guess that pep talk I had with him gave me enough strength and reason to give something.

I began thinking about my family. I don’t want to pull them in this quicksand of danger that I’m currently sinking in. Of course, I still want my mom and dad to repair their bent relationship. They’ve come a long way from the