chapter eighteen

Bloom

'Now you know why I didn't want a mate in the first place because she would be a fucking liability'

The words echo loudly in my head as I toss and turn trying to sleep but they can't stop replaying in my mind .

'listen Bloom I never wanted a mate and I still don't want a mate but I want to try because my wolf hates the thought of you been far'

I can't stop thinking about the pain those words bring as I close my eyes shut trying to force sleep on me . Maddox doesn't love me ,he is trying to be nice to me I guess and I'm a fool to think that he will accept me . Infact I need to kill what ever feelings I have for him .I need to kill the cravings I have to be near him . The need to touch him or the need to have him hug me tightly against his rock hard chest .

"Need mate ,"the voice inside my head whimpers which make me feel so sad and annoyed.

I don't need Maddox . I need to get out of here . I have no place probably I will just be mistreated like before . That's how it is .