8pm“ Sasha, agree to marry me! “ I say kneeling, in the middle of the sea. There were two of us in white, in front of the beach. She wore a long lace dress, her hair flew in the wind. She knelt in front of me and held my face.“ A thousand times yes!He responded by kissing, holding my hand and putting the ring on my finger and kissing my hand, a tear fell from his face. With my left hand, I smoothed his hair behind his ear.“ How can you want to marry me, Marlon? I…“ Shiu... It doesn't matter, you're the most beautiful woman I've ever met! Affectionate, sweet, companion... everything I ever wanted.” I know a kiss on your face. “ And between us, I'm crazy tooWe both laughed, I made her blush, her cheeks turned red and her smile became radiant, her Japanese eyes became even more refined.“ I have to admit that you are crazy, because only a crazy person would marry a woman like me…We got up together, me holding her waist and her with her hands resting on my arm.“ I love you…” He wh
8 a.m tomorrowThe nurse hands me pills to take. Put it in my mouth and drink water. She tells me to open my mouth to see if I really took them, I do as she says and when I leave the room I take them out of my mouth, throw them on the floor and crush them with my foot, leaving them unnoticed on the floor. There was no way I was going to take that. I still wondered about the voices I heard last night, were they my hallucinations, due to the shock I received or were they really someone's voices. I hit my head with my hand, always trying to keep my wits about me.“ Navid, let's go for a walk. “ The nurse approaches, very kind.“ Where are we going?She approached me and held my hand.“ Come on, let's go to the activity room! You can't stay locked up all day!I got up and went with her. Along the way I came across other patients, some very happy, others horrified and others who were simply in another world. Some looked like the living dead, spoke nonsense, murmured and drooled until their
4 pmThey accompany me to Dr. Nancy’s office. I enter the room and sit down, while she was at the table staring at me. She felt her gaze fixed on me, as if she knew what had happened. She had the paper and pen in her hand.“ Navid….I breathed deeply, pressing my hands to the back of the chair. I looked away, as I didn't want to show how I felt at the moment.“ You attacked a patient today! “ He told me. “ Lucas.“ Betina. “ He said irritated. “ Today she was Betina!“ Are you so upset because of a simple game?"“ She swallowed the pieces! “ I hit the chair on impulse.“ Was it necessary to strangle her? Something else irritated you and made you compulsive.“ Nothing much... I just got irritated... “ I stared at her. “ And Mr JJones ordered this to be done.“ This me jones makes you someone compulsive and aggressive.“ I am not compulsive and much less aggressive. “ I stared at her, crossing my arms, still annoyed and bored.She took a deep breath and nodded, not knowing what to do wi
NancyI could have sworn there was someone nearby. I re”enter the room and arrange some patient documents in their proper places. I left the room bored, as the hospital was empty, luckily the patients were well behaved, as there are days when this is impossible. I walk through the corridors and the next thing I know, I'm near Navid's room. I peek through the small window in the door to see how he is doing. I see him walking around in the same place calmly, as if he was thinking something. Was she thinking about running away? I waited a little longer to observe her behavior, it was addictive to watch. He takes a deep breath, turns his back to me and takes off his shirt, demonstrating his physical structure, defined body, his back? My God, what a back and shoulders he was like, I could revise my anatomy classes just by looking at him. I take a deep breath and can barely contain myself seeing him like that. He might have a mental disorder, but he couldn't deny that he was handsome and at
MarlonI feel my body being touched by someone, I try to open my eyes, but I can't, I feel like I'm being overcome by a deep sleep. I saw everything around me blurred, I barely recognized faces. She whispers in my ear, I knew that voice. I take a deep breath and open my eyes, looking at her. She takes my mouth, while her other hand goes down to my abdomen, until it reaches the level of my groin. I hold her hand and look at her, making her stop.“ I know you want... “ She takes my mouth again and her hand invades my pants, I am caressed without permission, but I also can't help it because I'm dizzy, I can't react, as if a drug were in me. I let the pleasure carry me away and then I fall into a deep sleep. I feel time passing, my body remains asleep but my mind tells me to wake up.“ Navid.I hear my name, but I can't wake up, as if I don't have control of my own body.“ Navid wake up!I wake up scared and in agony, I take a deep breath trying to calm down. I didn't understand what just
11pmLying in bed, I waited for some sign of Mike, if he didn't come I would go back to the same place to see if I could find him there. I wait a few more minutes, get out of bed and start to feel anxious and impatient. I start counting to ten, while walking around in place. Soon I hear the door slam, I immediately open it and see Mike. I already knew how to differentiate Lucas's personalities.“ Shhhh “ Mike said with his finger in his mouth.I nodded positively. Without half a word, Mike turns his back on me and starts walking and I follow him, seeing where he takes me. Along the way I hear voices coming from far away, the voices that have been asking for help for days.“ Do you hear it too? “ I asked.“ Ever! “ Mike says, walking, lifting me to the door that crosses the red line, the same door as last night. I walk and look into my eyes, I see Nancy in one of the rooms.“ Do not look! Never look…."“ Why?"“ If you look, you'll end up giving up on continuing... Don't get distracted
Marlon“ Good morning Navid, “ Says the nurse entering.“ Good morning. “ I respond by lying in bed and pretending that I have just woken up. He just came back from underground and since then I haven't been able to sleep, thinking about how to get out of here.She shows me a smile approaching me, but soon becomes serious.“ My God, what happened to your hand? “ She approaches and holds my hand, which had blood on it and I hadn't even noticed. I was afraid she might suspect something.“ I...“ You bit yourself, Navid! “ He says paying attention to the bite mark.I remained silent, letting her think it would be convenient for me.“ Let's deal with this! “ She leaves the room in a hurry, going to get first aid. I look at my hand, seeing Mike's bite mark and it was ugly, but really ugly, it was the place where I was just now. I never imagined that could exist! It was about time I got the hell out, called Jason and reported this place. Sasha, I couldn't believe she was there all this time
MarlonI hear everything that Cíntia and Nancy talk about, I pretend to be asleep, but I'm listening to everything. Realizing that caution must be exercised, I would have to find a way to get out of here. I didn't have a cell phone, I couldn't use the phone in this place.Soon, a nurse comes in and looks at me, with a smile.“I see that you seem calm now. I'll let you go, but you'll behave. He is well?I nod my head positively, I couldn't even speak, because I had a mask on, like the muzzle of a wild animal.She gently removes the mask, sees that I don't react and continues to release me little by little with care and fear. I remain silent, I had no strength. My head hurt, my body felt like it had broken down."She's here because she's more of a warrior"... I remember what Mike told me. Sasha, my love, I wonder if she went through this. What I let you do to her. Every suffering of mine, I thought of her.(....)I am escorted to the hospital garden. I was quiet and cold, due to the med