His hand tightens around my wrist, stopping me in my tracks. “Where did you go, wife?” “The bathroom?” I frown, scratching my head. “Don't play dumb Alessandra, we both know you're not stupid and neither am I.” “I don't know what you mean, Enzo.” I glare. “ I was here.” “Did you think I wouldn't notice who was in my house? I played dumb when you let her come over but you let her in our bed, Sasha. Did you expect me to fuck her too?” “I-” the words get caught in my throat, I don’t know what to say. This is it, Enzo is going to kill me, I’m dead. . . 🦋 When Alessandra Romano's sister angers the next Capo dei Cap Enzo Valenti, he picks her to replace Sofia. However, the only relationship Alessandra knows is that between her hand and her blade, she has secrets, secrets that will make Enzo kill her. But what happens when Alessandra finds out she's not the only one holding secrets in their marriage? Will their love withstand the chaos life sets around them, or will they break when push comes to shove?
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There's something in the air tonight, something bitting and cold like the empty space where my heart should be. I went from carving a masterpiece for my collection to rushing to a family dinner. I'm late, but nobody notices me most of the time, I'm practically invisible wherever I am. I'm the darkness that shadows your nightmare while my sister Sofia on the other hand is the opposite. She's summer wrapped in a thousand rainbows which makes sense to me that she gets all the good stuff, i.e. our parent's soft nurturing while I get tossed to the side where no one is looking. But father notices me, he always does and I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing yet but the blemishes on my soul tell me different. I swallow the bitter test of memories and daddy issues as I walk downstairs to my father's office, where hushed noises emit. We are having dinner with the Valenti family, our last dinner together before their son marries my sister. Uninterested in the negotiations happening in that room, I find my way to the living room area. Nobody notices me enter, but they're all here. I take a quick sweep of the room, analyzing my sister's future family like I do targets. The mother is here, his cousins, his plastic ever so fake sisters, and oh, my ever so fake family too. My brothers, their wives, my mother, and my sister. My gaze lingers on Sofia, she shouldn't be her. She should be in that room making noise, by now she should be signing her life away to the cold hearted prince of hell. Pretty cool nickname I have for him huh? Yeah, Sofia likes it too. My sister is chewing on her bottom lip while my mother evidently nags her. I find them quickly, grabbing her by the arm. I'm the one who ends up hurt when she angers Father. “Sasha,” her lip quivers like it does every time she needs my saving and I take the heat off her from Dad. Usually, I pay for that in blood, but I'm not in the spirits to end up there. "What.did.you.do, Sofia?” “I told him the truth,” she whispers. The truth being she's been fucking around with one of his enemies who she now feels a tragic emotion she names love and oh, she is forty percent sure she has procreated with the man. This is the truth she has dared to admit to not only our father but the her murderous fiance. Father might not kill her but her fiance will, he is very vengeful and she has crossed him in a way no man in our world can tolerate. Maybe she has lived as the millionaire's daughter so long that she forgot it was an act. She is a mafia princess, we do as we are told and wait until you're an asset to the family. Maybe it's just I that is an asset because Sofia has always been their daughter, nothing else. “Damnit Sofia you had one job, one!” I whisper yell, wondering how the hell she messed that up. She was going to marry Enzo Valenti but she chose to go a different path like she hadn't been obsessed with him half her life. “Don't yell at your sister, you little demon. You're so rude, why don't you just our guests. You've done enough, this is all because of you.” “Mom, Sasha has nothing to do with this. I don't want to marry that robotic devil.” I excuse myself, letting them bicker amongst themselves. My mother hates the idea of me, she never wanted twins, she has hated me since I was in her womb, absorbing more nutrients than her perfect little princess to whom I'm the spare. A blonde woman appears in my view, gasping as she looks me up and down. “Sofia, you changed clothes?” “Yes.” I blankly reply, trying to get away from her as quickly as I can. She's Gianna, a mean girl who gets off on bullying those who benefit from her company. “Gia, I don't think that's Sofia.” her handsome, and yet soothingly deadly cousin Alessio Valenti coos. He has a little adorable darkness about him, the one that makes me want to reel him and carv- “Alessandra.” Gianna snaps he fingers, stealing my attention from Alessio. Andrea nods, “Right. You have been M.I.A, I forgot Sofia has a twin.” Gianna studies me, trying to find what it is that Sofia has that I don't, the answer is life. “Isabella thought you got married.” A laugh erupts around us, but it's not mine. I swallowed mine. When I turn, my brother Luca is laughing. “Sorry, that's too funny a joke. Our Sasha is not marriage material.” he grins, ever the loving brother—not. “I wouldn't dare wish her on any man, she is too quiet, too boring to talk to, imagine bedding her.” Gianna gags, taking a step back from where he and I stand. “You're weird. You can't say that about your sister.” “Unless you've fantasized about it.” Alessio chimes in, triggering my brother's defense. He tries to justify himself and I slip away, fetching myself a cup of water as I watch them argue. Good, they're occupied, my other brother has now joined in on the conversation, siding with the Valenti's. Nobody notices I'm not with them, except my sister who offers me an apologetic look just as Mr Valenti and his heir enter the room, with our father close behind. I adjust myself in my seat, silently watching the drama unfold. “Enzo, reconsider.” Father nearly chokes, running after him. “We had a deal, Don Romano, and you let your daughter screw you over but I want my end of the deal fulfilled.” Interesting, the sadist in me hopes for a little bloodshed or more... “Son.” Mr Valenti tries to calm him, but it only seems to infuriate him more. Good, maybe I will see a good old-fashioned beat down. “You owe me a bride, I will not take that spoiled brat, I'm not raising another man's child, much less a Yakuza.” he snaps, causing gasps to erupt around the room. I can't help but roll my eyes at their reaction, it's not like she killed someone. No, this is somehow worse. She has crossed the next capo dei capi of the cosa nostra and boy will he punish them both. “I will make it up to you, anything. Just name it!” Enzo squares up with my father, touring a few inches taller than him. “The wedding is in five days, I will not be ridiculed. You let your daughter play fast and loose that's on you, but I want the dutiful, cultured virgin bride I was promised.” “How about Luna,” Mother chimes in from afar. These are men's matters as her husband has said so many times and so everyone is shocked. “Or Reina,” she adds, volunteering my barely legal sister. Laughter bubbles in my throat and I swallow it down with a sip of water. The entertainment tonight is especially good, I've never been happier to be the fly on the wall that nobody notices. At least I think no one does until Enzo Valenti speaks, “I want her.” the heat of everyone's gaze finds me just as I turn to see who it is that he chose. Fuck no.He pushes my dress up to my midriff, leaving me in just my thong. “What are you doing?” I whisper, my voice thin. He doesn't respond, his hand trails higher beneath my dress, and he grips my panties, sliding them aside. “Enzo—” “Shh,” he whispers, lips brushing my throat. “You don't talk when I actually need you to but suddenly you have so much to say?...” “I—” I want to say no but it's too late, my body betrays me. My pussy lacks loyalty to the plans we make when he's not around. “You’re not eating right, Sasha,” he murmurs. “You won’t talk to me still and now you're picking fights to subdue how wet you get when I'm with you,” he says, thrusting a finger inside me, and then another. “ “It's okay, Dolcezza. I want you too, I always do.” My lips part but I stifle the moan, squeezing his arm tighter, trying to compose myself as I remember where the hell we are. “We are in the dining room, Enzo.” I gasp, feeling him twist his fingers inside me. “Anyone could walk in.” I remind h
I swallow hard and reach for my water. “I must have filled up on cherries while making dessert with Mama.” I lie, my voice quiet in case she hears me. I did accompany her in the kitchen as she made a cherry pie for dessert because her father-in-law loves it and I had a couple of cherries there. Enzo frowns, leaning closer. “On what, five cherries?” I open my mouth to respond but quickly press my lips shut, my stomach is doing something odd again. I feel a twist low in my belly that’s more unsettling than painful, it's been happening a lot lately and I'm scared it could turn into something serious if I give it attention. Maybe the stress is getting to me, I've never handled this much stress and anxiety and it's taking a toll on my body now. “Eat something,” Enzo says. “Or would you like me to ask Ma Constantia to prepare you something?” he asks, watching me closely. “No,” I blurt out. Ma Constantia is probably in her quarters now, and I just don't want anything to eat right no
Alessandra My father contacted me this morning, he's willing to overlook my stupidity and forgive me but I don't want to play these nasty games anymore. I don't even care that he has people for me to kill or torture, I just don't want to be caught in this mess between him and Enzo. The godfather invited us to dinner tonight because he wanted to speak with us. I assumed it was just going to be Enzo and me, but his entire family is here—well, those with rankings, that is, and their wives, and somehow Gianna and Picolina made it here tonight. I'm tense in my seat, fingers toying with the rim of my wine glass as I watch the men of the family I married into. They're all in suits tonight, and even now they don't appear relaxed. My father-in-law has ditched his calm demeanour because he's in the presence of the Capo dei Capi, who sits at the head of the table with Picolina in his lap. “Your inauguration is coming up soon,” the godfather, Angelo Valenti says. His voice doesn’t rise a
"Is that what you want?" I swallow. Her face furrows with confusion, and her head tilts as she stares down at me. "What?" "You asked me not to touch you," I remind her, words that cut through the wound already pulsing. "You're bothering me about things of no importance." "You're my wife, Sasha. Everything is of importance when it comes to you." "And I say it's not," she grimaces. "You made it very clear I'm not your wife in this room." She says, averting my gaze. I reach underneath her dress, my hands caressing her skin without pausing like I did earlier. "You are mine, Sasha.” I tell her, it seems she forgets sometimes but she's been mine since the day I first saw her. She looks at me like she doesn't believe a single word I said but still leans down, her lips pressed to mine. "You're mine everywhere," I whisper against her lips. "In this house, our parents' homes, and more so in this bed," I tell her, pressing her hips down so she can feel my cock and I know she does bec
Enzo Alessio invited himself over for dinner at our house today, and he brought Gianna despite my request not to have my sister and her nose in my business. Thankfully, Gianna chose to have dinner with Renata and her other friends. I was sure my wife would jump at the opportunity, but she didn't seem in the least bit interested in leaving the house. The dinner table is being set when Alessandra walks into the room, I instantly pocket my phone and divert my attention solely towards her. There's something different about her today, and when she sits down, beside my cousin, I notice her wrist is bandaged. "What happened to your hand, Ale?" Alessio asks, beating me to it. Sasha's gaze momentarily drops to the bandage, and then she shrugs, "Oh, this. It's nothing, really." Alessio doesn't respond, his gaze finds mine as I inspect her hand from across the table. “That doesn't look like nothing." "I hurt it when I was being clumsy." She sighs, not bothering to look at me when sh
Trigger Warning(S.H) Looking at myself when I don't have the strength to convince myself I'm still here is the worst part. This is not me, I'm an illusion right now, one I can see through. My heart is pounding, and there's a lump in my throat, yet my eyes are dry. From the outside I'm perfection, I'm the wife my sister was moulded into just for Capo. I look like I could go out to dinner with a bright smile and pretend but my wrist itches. The left one. I don't know why but it’s always the left, itching on the same spot but I never give in to that itch, I did that one time and Father penalised me. Fighting the urge has grown stronger so I don't, My hand reaches for the drawer on my top left and I reach for the scissors. There's no tremble or hesitation in my hand as I place the cool steel against my skin, pressing hard as I stare at my reflection, waiting… I wait for the tears, some pain but all I get is relief. I move on to the edge of the tub and drag the scissors, this ti
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