I wasn't supposed to fall in love. My job was simple, spy on him, and help break Capo Enzo Valenti but now, I'm the one breaking. He kisses me like he owns me, f*cks me like I’m the only thing holding him together, and I let him. Every.Single.Time. Because somewhere between the lies and the orgasms? The lines blurred and my loyalties conflicted. My name is Alessandra, and I’m holding a knife to my husband’s back while begging him to f*ck me like I still belong to him. . . 🦋 When Alessandra Romano's sister angers the next Capo dei Capi Enzo Valenti, he picks her to replace Sofia. However, she has secrets, secrets that would make Enzo bury her. But, what happens when Alessandra finds out she's not the only one holding secrets in their marriage? Can a love built on lies survive the truth, or will they destroy each other the moment the masks come off?
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There's something in the air tonight, something bitting and cold like the empty space where my heart should be. I went from carving a masterpiece for my collection to rushing to a family dinner. I'm late, but nobody notices me most of the time, I'm practically invisible wherever I am. I'm the darkness that shadows your nightmare while my sister Sofia on the other hand is the opposite. She's summer wrapped in a thousand rainbows which makes sense to me that she gets all the good stuff, i.e. our parent's soft nurturing while I get tossed to the side where no one is looking. But father notices me, he always does and I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing yet but the blemishes on my soul tell me different. I swallow the bitter test of memories and daddy issues as I walk downstairs to my father's office, where hushed noises emit. We are having dinner with the Valenti family, our last dinner together before their son marries my sister. Uninterested in the negotiations happening in that room, I find my way to the living room area. Nobody notices me enter, but they're all here. I take a quick sweep of the room, analyzing my sister's future family like I do targets. The mother is here, his cousins, his plastic ever so fake sisters, and oh, my ever so fake family too. My brothers, their wives, my mother, and my sister. My gaze lingers on Sofia, she shouldn't be her. She should be in that room making noise, by now she should be signing her life away to the cold hearted prince of hell. Pretty cool nickname I have for him huh? Yeah, Sofia likes it too. My sister is chewing on her bottom lip while my mother evidently nags her. I find them quickly, grabbing her by the arm. I'm the one who ends up hurt when she angers Father. “Sasha,” her lip quivers like it does every time she needs my saving and I take the heat off her from Dad. Usually, I pay for that in blood, but I'm not in the spirits to end up there. "What.did.you.do, Sofia?” “I told him the truth,” she whispers. The truth being she's been fucking around with one of his enemies who she now feels a tragic emotion she names love and oh, she is forty percent sure she has procreated with the man. This is the truth she has dared to admit to not only our father but the her murderous fiance. Father might not kill her but her fiance will, he is very vengeful and she has crossed him in a way no man in our world can tolerate. Maybe she has lived as the millionaire's daughter so long that she forgot it was an act. She is a mafia princess, we do as we are told and wait until you're an asset to the family. Maybe it's just I that is an asset because Sofia has always been their daughter, nothing else. “Damnit Sofia you had one job, one!” I whisper yell, wondering how the hell she messed that up. She was going to marry Enzo Valenti but she chose to go a different path like she hadn't been obsessed with him half her life. “Don't yell at your sister, you little demon. You're so rude, why don't you just our guests. You've done enough, this is all because of you.” “Mom, Sasha has nothing to do with this. I don't want to marry that robotic devil.” I excuse myself, letting them bicker amongst themselves. My mother hates the idea of me, she never wanted twins, she has hated me since I was in her womb, absorbing more nutrients than her perfect little princess to whom I'm the spare. A blonde woman appears in my view, gasping as she looks me up and down. “Sofia, you changed clothes?” “Yes.” I blankly reply, trying to get away from her as quickly as I can. She's Gianna, a mean girl who gets off on bullying those who benefit from her company. “Gia, I don't think that's Sofia.” her handsome, and yet soothingly deadly cousin Alessio Valenti coos. He has a little adorable darkness about him, the one that makes me want to reel him and carv- “Alessandra.” Gianna snaps he fingers, stealing my attention from Alessio. Andrea nods, “Right. You have been M.I.A, I forgot Sofia has a twin.” Gianna studies me, trying to find what it is that Sofia has that I don't, the answer is life. “Isabella thought you got married.” A laugh erupts around us, but it's not mine. I swallowed mine. When I turn, my brother Luca is laughing. “Sorry, that's too funny a joke. Our Sasha is not marriage material.” he grins, ever the loving brother—not. “I wouldn't dare wish her on any man, she is too quiet, too boring to talk to, imagine bedding her.” Gianna gags, taking a step back from where he and I stand. “You're weird. You can't say that about your sister.” “Unless you've fantasized about it.” Alessio chimes in, triggering my brother's defense. He tries to justify himself and I slip away, fetching myself a cup of water as I watch them argue. Good, they're occupied, my other brother has now joined in on the conversation, siding with the Valenti's. Nobody notices I'm not with them, except my sister who offers me an apologetic look just as Mr Valenti and his heir enter the room, with our father close behind. I adjust myself in my seat, silently watching the drama unfold. “Enzo, reconsider.” Father nearly chokes, running after him. “We had a deal, Don Romano, and you let your daughter screw you over but I want my end of the deal fulfilled.” Interesting, the sadist in me hopes for a little bloodshed or more... “Son.” Mr Valenti tries to calm him, but it only seems to infuriate him more. Good, maybe I will see a good old-fashioned beat down. “You owe me a bride, I will not take that spoiled brat, I'm not raising another man's child, much less a Yakuza.” he snaps, causing gasps to erupt around the room. I can't help but roll my eyes at their reaction, it's not like she killed someone. No, this is somehow worse. She has crossed the next capo dei capi of the cosa nostra and boy will he punish them both. “I will make it up to you, anything. Just name it!” Enzo squares up with my father, touring a few inches taller than him. “The wedding is in five days, I will not be ridiculed. You let your daughter play fast and loose that's on you, but I want the dutiful, cultured virgin bride I was promised.” “How about Luna,” Mother chimes in from afar. These are men's matters as her husband has said so many times and so everyone is shocked. “Or Reina,” she adds, volunteering my barely legal sister. Laughter bubbles in my throat and I swallow it down with a sip of water. The entertainment tonight is especially good, I've never been happier to be the fly on the wall that nobody notices. At least I think no one does until Enzo Valenti speaks, “I want her.” the heat of everyone's gaze finds me just as I turn to see who it is that he chose. Fuck no.ANNIKA I must have done some bad things in my past life, but still, I doubt anything deserves the Karma that im facing. No one deserves this, certainly not me, I'm a good woman, I've always donated to the church and given to the less fortunate. So, did I have to suffer the misfortune of having twin girls? Having the cursed demon-child who never should have lived and as if it wasn't enough, my Papa had to give her my mother's name. My mother was a saint, she was a virtuous and kind woman, she is nothing like her, Sasha brings shame to the name of my late mother. Sasha shouldn't be alive. My only regret is that I was unable to keep her here until she died, and the fact that I didn't inject more of the poison into her special food.' Had I done it right, then everything would have worked out, that girl Renata would have taken the fall for the murder and I would have been free! But no, she just had to survive like a cockroach crawling out from beneath the sewer, filthy and unwanted but
ENZO It's been three days since this incident and Alessandra keeps trying to sneak away with the worst excuses. I've not let her out of the house, I've brought her everything and everyone that she needs. Unfortunately, her brothers are doing well, except for Luca who happens to have been found with a punctured lung but like I said, he will unfortunately pull through as well. Im working on an email when I see my wife walk past me, nothing but a towel covering her. "Dolcezza," I call out, setting my laptop aside. Her head whips over her shoulder and she grins, "Yes, Capo?" "Going somewhere?" I ask, an eyebrow raised. "Yep," she nods. "I'm meeting with Sofia, we have to discuss something important." I nod, this is her second attempt to leave the house today and now she's using her sister as an excuse. "I will have someone pick her up, you're going anywhere. Come here." Sasha frowns, walking towards me slowly. "No, I'm going to meet her. Don't tell me what to do,” she says. “Wh
I blankly stare at him, I've been in a similar position already and he is right, but when I was attacked she didn't sit back because she knew I was capable of handling it, she came for me. She sacrificed her life for me and took a bullet for me."Enzo?""She doesn't have to," I shrug. "My wife need not concern herself with small insignificant pests, not when I'm here, I'll squash them for her.""Alessio, you're reasonable," Annika calls out again, "Te-tell him.""No. No. No." Alessio tsks, "I was not informed prior to poisoning her, I will not be involved now. Don't ask for my help, if you want mercy, you should be begging at his feet," he tells her, gesturing at me. "It's his wife that you endangered not mine and thank fuck because I don't like it when people touch what's mine.""Me neither," I heavily sigh. "Thus, we are here. ""Hmm, I don't see enough blood on that one," Alessio says, pointing at Luca. He is bleeding more than Dante is but Alessio has a special disdain for Luca,
“Capo, you can’t—” "Let that be the last time you bark orders at me." I warn, "Now let's watch." I say, patting her on the shoulder. "Watch what?” Dante asks, still wriggling in Igor's hold. I smile, “Annika will watch you, her sons will pay for your sins.” "What?" Her eyes widen, "No don't touch my children." I shake my head, feeding off the fear in her eyes, it's time for that lesson I promised myself I'd teach her. "We'll go child for child, Annika. I have two that you wanted dead, you also have two that I want dead? Let's even the score, seems fair no?" "No-no," she tutters, panic rising in her voice but this is merely the beginning, I've done nothing. "Leave my sons out of this, this isn't their fault." "Whose is it?" I pause, an eyebrow raised. If she takes accountability, I might go easier on their children. "Your wife," she spits, venom in her tone at the mention of her. "None of this would be happening had she not been born, Sasha—" "Okay," I nod. "Let's see if you
Enzo I was on my way to the airport when I got the call from Sergio, nothing could have prepared me for what awaited me here. Sergio said she passed out, I assumed it was because she's pregnant or stressed not poisoned! Someone tried to kill Alessandra in that house, that someone must have forgotten who her husband is and that someone is going to pay for every agonising second of pain that she's been through. If anything happened to her, I'd have set the Romano household ablaze. Every single person present when this happened wouldn't see the sun go down today. The only thing grounding me is the beeping of the monitors, I cling to them for hope and assurance. The doctor didn’t want me to stay while they observed her but I needed to be here, with her. I am watching the rise and fall of her chest, every beep on the machine infuriating me more than the constant walk in and out of the nurses and doctors. For hours I just sit there, hoping, waiting, until Sasha groans. Her head tilts,
"Why isn't anyone moving?!" Uncle Vito snaps, finally active at the mention of Enzo. "Get her a doctor, we will continue this meeting later." "We are taking her to the hospital," Igor says, already at the door with her. I move fast, but somehow Mother pushes me out of the way and runs up to Igor. "I can call the family doctor, he will be here sooner than the hospital." "No," Igor snaps. "I am taking her to the hospital." "It's not necessary," she insists, following him. "She's fine, I've been pregnant, had five children believe me she's fine. Get her upstairs I'll call the doctor." She says, trying to grab Sasha from him. "Dante take your sister," Igor stares blankly at Dante, scaring him enough for him to step back. He puts Sasha in the car and shuts the door. "No, something is wrong here, you don't like the girl but you're calling the doctor?" Uncle Nathan mumbles. Mama's mouth opens but she doesn’t say anything. "Come on, get in the car," Luna tells me, hooting from the
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