His hand tightens around my wrist, stopping me in my tracks. “Where did you go, wife?” “The bathroom?” I frown, scratching my head. “Don't play dumb Alessandra, we both know you're not stupid and neither am I.” “I don't know what you mean, Enzo.” I glare. “ I was here.” “Did you think I wouldn't notice who was in my house? I played dumb when you let her come over but you let her in our bed, Sasha. Did you expect me to fuck her too?” “I-” the words get caught in my throat, I don’t know what to say. This is it, Enzo is going to kill me, I’m dead. . . 🦋 When Alessandra Romano's sister angers the next Capo dei Cap Enzo Valenti, he picks her to replace Sofia. However, the only relationship Alessandra knows is that between her hand and her blade, she has secrets, secrets that will make Enzo kill her. But what happens when Alessandra finds out she's not the only one holding secrets in their marriage? Will their love withstand the chaos life sets around them, or will they break when push comes to shove?
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There's something in the air tonight, something bitting and cold like the empty space where my heart should be. I went from carving a masterpiece for my collection to rushing to a family dinner. I'm late, but nobody notices me most of the time, I'm practically invisible wherever I am. I'm the darkness that shadows your nightmare while my sister Sofia on the other hand is the opposite. She's summer wrapped in a thousand rainbows which makes sense to me that she gets all the good stuff, i.e. our parent's soft nurturing while I get tossed to the side where no one is looking. But father notices me, he always does and I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing yet but the blemishes on my soul tell me different. I swallow the bitter test of memories and daddy issues as I walk downstairs to my father's office, where hushed noises emit. We are having dinner with the Valenti family, our last dinner together before their son marries my sister. Uninterested in the negotiations happening in that room, I find my way to the living room area. Nobody notices me enter, but they're all here. I take a quick sweep of the room, analyzing my sister's future family like I do targets. The mother is here, his cousins, his plastic ever so fake sisters, and oh, my ever so fake family too. My brothers, their wives, my mother, and my sister. My gaze lingers on Sofia, she shouldn't be her. She should be in that room making noise, by now she should be signing her life away to the cold hearted prince of hell. Pretty cool nickname I have for him huh? Yeah, Sofia likes it too. My sister is chewing on her bottom lip while my mother evidently nags her. I find them quickly, grabbing her by the arm. I'm the one who ends up hurt when she angers Father. “Sasha,” her lip quivers like it does every time she needs my saving and I take the heat off her from Dad. Usually, I pay for that in blood, but I'm not in the spirits to end up there. "What.did.you.do, Sofia?” “I told him the truth,” she whispers. The truth being she's been fucking around with one of his enemies who she now feels a tragic emotion she names love and oh, she is forty percent sure she has procreated with the man. This is the truth she has dared to admit to not only our father but the her murderous fiance. Father might not kill her but her fiance will, he is very vengeful and she has crossed him in a way no man in our world can tolerate. Maybe she has lived as the millionaire's daughter so long that she forgot it was an act. She is a mafia princess, we do as we are told and wait until you're an asset to the family. Maybe it's just I that is an asset because Sofia has always been their daughter, nothing else. “Damnit Sofia you had one job, one!” I whisper yell, wondering how the hell she messed that up. She was going to marry Enzo Valenti but she chose to go a different path like she hadn't been obsessed with him half her life. “Don't yell at your sister, you little demon. You're so rude, why don't you just our guests. You've done enough, this is all because of you.” “Mom, Sasha has nothing to do with this. I don't want to marry that robotic devil.” I excuse myself, letting them bicker amongst themselves. My mother hates the idea of me, she never wanted twins, she has hated me since I was in her womb, absorbing more nutrients than her perfect little princess to whom I'm the spare. A blonde woman appears in my view, gasping as she looks me up and down. “Sofia, you changed clothes?” “Yes.” I blankly reply, trying to get away from her as quickly as I can. She's Gianna, a mean girl who gets off on bullying those who benefit from her company. “Gia, I don't think that's Sofia.” her handsome, and yet soothingly deadly cousin Alessio Valenti coos. He has a little adorable darkness about him, the one that makes me want to reel him and carv- “Alessandra.” Gianna snaps he fingers, stealing my attention from Alessio. Andrea nods, “Right. You have been M.I.A, I forgot Sofia has a twin.” Gianna studies me, trying to find what it is that Sofia has that I don't, the answer is life. “Isabella thought you got married.” A laugh erupts around us, but it's not mine. I swallowed mine. When I turn, my brother Luca is laughing. “Sorry, that's too funny a joke. Our Sasha is not marriage material.” he grins, ever the loving brother—not. “I wouldn't dare wish her on any man, she is too quiet, too boring to talk to, imagine bedding her.” Gianna gags, taking a step back from where he and I stand. “You're weird. You can't say that about your sister.” “Unless you've fantasized about it.” Alessio chimes in, triggering my brother's defense. He tries to justify himself and I slip away, fetching myself a cup of water as I watch them argue. Good, they're occupied, my other brother has now joined in on the conversation, siding with the Valenti's. Nobody notices I'm not with them, except my sister who offers me an apologetic look just as Mr Valenti and his heir enter the room, with our father close behind. I adjust myself in my seat, silently watching the drama unfold. “Enzo, reconsider.” Father nearly chokes, running after him. “We had a deal, Don Romano, and you let your daughter screw you over but I want my end of the deal fulfilled.” Interesting, the sadist in me hopes for a little bloodshed or more... “Son.” Mr Valenti tries to calm him, but it only seems to infuriate him more. Good, maybe I will see a good old-fashioned beat down. “You owe me a bride, I will not take that spoiled brat, I'm not raising another man's child, much less a Yakuza.” he snaps, causing gasps to erupt around the room. I can't help but roll my eyes at their reaction, it's not like she killed someone. No, this is somehow worse. She has crossed the next capo dei capi of the cosa nostra and boy will he punish them both. “I will make it up to you, anything. Just name it!” Enzo squares up with my father, touring a few inches taller than him. “The wedding is in five days, I will not be ridiculed. You let your daughter play fast and loose that's on you, but I want the dutiful, cultured virgin bride I was promised.” “How about Luna,” Mother chimes in from afar. These are men's matters as her husband has said so many times and so everyone is shocked. “Or Reina,” she adds, volunteering my barely legal sister. Laughter bubbles in my throat and I swallow it down with a sip of water. The entertainment tonight is especially good, I've never been happier to be the fly on the wall that nobody notices. At least I think no one does until Enzo Valenti speaks, “I want her.” the heat of everyone's gaze finds me just as I turn to see who it is that he chose. Fuck no.Enzo “We’re taking bets!” my cousin Marcello announces as I load my weapon, trying to get a glimpse of my wife. “Fifty bucks say she takes you out first, Enzo,” Sergio says, loyal to a fault but he saw the shot Alessandra fired in the training yard and he's seen me with her, there's no god-damned way that I'm going to fire at my wife so one of them better fire when I'm not looking because I don't care if they're on my team, I will be taken out. “Hundred says she takes you out,” I grin, loading my paintballs. “Better hope your wife still likes you after this,” my sister Isabella grins, pulling her hair back into a bun. “I saw how she adjusted her scope. That was personal.” I'm about to tell her I'd rather it be personal but then the horn blares across the field, loud and sharp and we all scatter. We are in teams of six and somehow Alessio ended up on my wife's team, claiming that it was a random draft. I take cover behind a rusted barrel, heart hammering in my chest, not b
Picolina talks to her dolls as she lays out several of them on top of a huge dollhouse rooftop, where there's a pool and beach umbrellas. I watch in awe, I don't remember ever playing with them, but I reckon kids name inanimate objects. “Do they have names?” I ask her.“Yes but this one doesn't,” she grabs a doll, handing it to me. It feels strange to hold a doll, not even when Reina was little did I touch one. “I just got her yesterday so you can name her.”“Umm,” my heart starts pounding. I've never had to name anything before, even my favourite blade is called Freedom, I am terrible at this but Picolina stares at me expectantly. “Elsa,” I blurt out.“Like frozen!” she beams.“Yes.” I nod, proud I know one cartoon. I related with Elsa for a little while but then she was free and got her happy ever after, something I never get because girls who hurt people go to hell.Picolina grabs a doll, a pretty doll dressed like Sofia, all pink.“Hello Miss Elsa,” Picolina says, the pitch of her
Alessandra Everything is going great, Father told me he's fully assembled nearly everyone he needs for his plan of cancelling out Enzo as the next Capo dei Capi, some refused to join the 'movement' as he's calling it, those are wise men. Enzo has yet to catch wind of what is happening right under his nose, and I must say, I find it thrilling to hold such power over him. He's a man that will never get up control, not in the bedroom, not out here and so taking it from him is the only way out. Speaking of out, I want out of this union before I fall deeply in love with him. If I hadn't heard what he thinks of me that morning when he thought it was just him and his right hand? I would believe he loved me. He says it with such ease and is devastatingly affectionate with me, the whole I've between us has changed since he rescued me from myself four days ago. Tomorrow is Saturday and we get to play paintball with Alessio and almost the whole family, he's made it into a competition, and
“It's an example, Dolcezza. There are no women.” “I would hope not,” she calmly says. “I thought it went without saying you can't have other women along with me.” “There are no other women, Dolcezza.” I try to assure her. Maybe I should've voiced that differently because the look in her eyes makes my chest tighten. “I love you, you're my wife and if I wasn't clear enough before? You're the only woman I want, Alessandra Valenti.” “What about those other women you're talking about?” “It was an expression,” I tell her, trying not to smile at her adorable glaring. “The wrong expression, I'm sorry but I was trying to say is that you're not reacting like I thought you would.” “How was I to react?” her eyebrows crease.“Scared,” I tell her, hardly ashamed I tried to scare my wife into cuddling me. “A friend of mine saw this with his wife a while ago and she was calling him until he ran back home to her. I was expecting you to leap into my laugh not giggle at the screen.”Her lips twit
“You have no idea what I've been through thanks to you.” I do, and I hate that she didn't have anyone to protect her. “You should have told me, Usagi-chan.” “Told you what?” she asks, a hint of worry of worry in her tone. I hesitate before I speak the words that have been haunting me in the dark. My wife has chosen not to have children until she's forty, she's made all the necessary medical backup preparations In case it doesn't happen naturally and I respect that, it being her body and all. We're both thirty-three, and I'm willing to wait, but knowing Sofia had my baby inside her feels unreal, it feels like destiny, a destiny Enzo swooped from us. “You should have told me you were pregnant, that you were carrying my baby inside you.” Silence, that's what I hear for the next few seconds, accompanied by heavy breaths. “I wasn't carrying your baby,” she says, and for a second I'm wondering if her father lied to me. “I was carrying the grief, regret, betrayal and shame that y
Sang-Yeon Ever since Don Dante Romano left my home four days ago, I've felt an unfamiliar unease. I don't want to say his visit brought about my thoughts of his daughter Sofia, but it may have contributed. I often think of her, but never this much. Sofia was engaged to Enzo when I met her, I commented on her being pretty little did I know I was setting the trap for us both. Enzo is smart, there's nobody I hate more than him but I'll give credit where it's due. Baiting me into fucking his fiance was good, he got a whole new territory, broke my fucking jaw and took over my shares in a new real estate merger all in the name of being the heartbroken fiance. My wife is asleep in our bedroom, snoring soundly as I toss and turn, knowing what happened to Sofia makes for newfound guilt that I can't even stomach. I've done horrible things, things that would get me sent straight to hell but even then I've had no trouble sleeping, only thoughts of her keep me awake. I grab my phone and chec
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