Bella's POV
I stirred awake. I swear I keep fainting a lot these days. As I realised why I fainted, I jolted awake. My eyes scanned the right side of the room, and as I turned my head to the left, I saw two blue eyes that was filled with concern and worry which was directed at me. I quickly scrambled away from him. Hurt was evident in his eyes. But the only thought I had was the fact how he simply killed the wolf. Goosebumps run down as I think about it. Seeing my discomfort, he tried to reach for me. I just scooted away.
"I know it is hard to take everything in. But it is the truth. Please trust me." he said as he stared at my eyes. "Y-You ki-killed that wo-wolf." I said as I stuttered. As I said this, his features went rigid. His muscles visibly became tensed. My eyes still were wide. "I had to. If I didn't he would have hurt you. I could not let him hurt you. You were the only person that was in my mind at that time."I could not accept his reBella's POVIt has been 5 days since Xavier walked out of that door. 5 days since I have been stuck in this room. Everyday it is the same routine. I woke up at the bay window as I did not want to sleep in that bed. I take a shower with the spare clothes that were placed in the closets. I spend my day at the bay window, just staring out at the forest. In the morning, afternoon and evening, there would be a guy coming in to give me food and refill the water. And at night I will end up falling asleep with tears flowing freely.I had not touched the food that was brought to me, hence I could physically feel myself becoming weak. I have tried to escape. But it was up to no gain. I tried to break the window. But it was a bullet proof window. I tried banging the door but no one could hear and even if they did they did not care. I even tried asking for help from the person who brings my food. But all he does is give me a long sigh.After some time, I gave up
Xavier's POV (on the day that the incident happened. before the incident happened.)I sighed for the billionth time. I have no idea what I am supposed to do. She is scared of me. My mate is scared of me. I wouldn't blame her as she saw me that day tearing the wolf into two. I cringed at the thought. Before I met her, I would not have cared about what others thought of me. In fact it made me feel good that the people feared me. It showed me the authority I had on people.But the thought of my mate being scared of me made both my wolf and me want to crawl to one corner and cry our eyes out. My wolf has been quiet for the past 5 days. He completely shut me out as he was hurt by what had happened 5 days ago. I had waited for her my entire life. Bella and I were supposed to be cuddling and loving each other unconditionally right now. Bella. Her name was amazing. Her soft voice was like honey to my ears. It's taking every ounce of control in me to stop myself
Xavier POVAs she fell unconscious, I quickly grabbed hold of her tightly and pressed her to my chest and ran at a speed I have never run before. I dashed passed all the pack members while slowly growling at them to give me space, who had curious looks on their face. But I shrugged them off. The only person that had all my attention was the girl in my arms, my mate. I reached the pack clinic and I brought my mate inside as I laid her in one of the empty beds that the doctor, Andy, had told me. I had mind-linked him earlier about the situation. He went to examine her. As he was about to touch her, I growled out, not wanting another male to touch what's mine. "I have to examine her and in order to do so, I need to touch her. With your permission Alpha." he explained to me. I quickly grant him permission. As he examined her, he turned his head to me. "With all due respect Alpha, I need you to leave the room if I have to treat her." he said as he bowed his head to
Bella's POVAs I opened my eyes, all I saw was darkness. Nothing but darkness. I was not even able to see myself. "HELP. SOMEBODY HELP ME PLEASE!!!" I screamed in the hopes of someone hearing and coming to help me. But I saw and heard no one. I started to get scared. "Please help me." I started to sob. I try to grab onto something, but nothing was there. I drop to my knees. There was no one to help me. Is this what hell feels like? Why am I even hell? If this is not hell, then where am I?I start to sob again. This is bad. I have to get out of here. Just then, in the corner of my eyes I saw something. As I took a closer look, it was a small dot of light. I began to have hope. I followed the light. As I got closer, the dot became bigger. Soon the ray of light engulfed me. I closed my eyes due to the brightness. I felt as if I was being pulled into something.When I opened my eyes, the scene was beautiful. It was a forest. It was filled with
Bella's POVWhat I saw made me have tears in my eyes. I cannot believe what I am seeing. He loves me? How? Why? I am just a mere human. Tears continue to drop. They were not tears of fears or sadness, they were tears that showed how happy I am."I told you that man loves you unconditionally. Trust him my dear. That man is broken. And only you can fix him, not anyone else but you. Don't give up on him cupcake." My mum said as she caressed my cheeks. I don't know what to say. I have never felt this overwhelmed in my life. He is not a monster. He was anything but a monster. He looked so vulnerable. Because of me. In fear he might lose me. "Mum I trust him now. I will fix him mummy. I promise you." I promised my mum. She had a full blown smile. It has been so long since I saw her this happy, that without realising I had a smile on my face too."I know you can. You are capable of anything. You will be a great Luna for the pack." my mum said."I
Xavier's POV"Don't leave." As she said this, she closed her eyes. My heart dropped. She asked me to stay. I started grinning like a mad man. " DOCTOR COMES HERE. BELLA IS AWAKE." I shouted at the doctor. I did not want to leave Bella, especially when she had requested not to leave.The doctor came running in. "She just woke up and talked and fell asleep again." I told him. He nodded his head at me. "If you don't mind, can you step aside so that I could check her." the doctor had asked me.I growled at him. "NO! Bella had told me to not to leave. I will not leave." I spat at the doctor. No way am I leaving Bella when asked me not to.The doctor just nodded his head and went to the other side. He started examining her. "She is all good now. She will be waking in about 15-20 minutes. When she wakes up, she will have a dry throat. just give her the medicine that will be brought in a few minutes. Once she has taken her medication, I will be coming in
Bella's POVAfter taking medicine, he sat down at the chair that was beside the bed. It was starting to get awkward due to the thick silence. I started to fiddle with my fingers. I did not know what to say nor what was going on in his mind.As I lifted up my eyes to look at his face, I frowned. His face features had turned into sadness. I did not understand the change in mood. He was grinning like a small kid just minutes ago.I did not dare to break the silence. Lucky for me he was the first one to break the silence. But I wished he did not. Because I was dreading the question."Why?" he asked in a small voice. I did not need him to finish the question. I knew the time would come when he would ask that question. But was I ready for that question? No. But I had to be. I owe him.Before I could open my mouth to answer, "Do you hate me that much that you felt like you would rather die than to give me a chance?" he asked as I can l
Bella's POV " I want to give us a chance."Once I had said this, all the sounds in the room had died. He had stopped laughing. He turned the other side, hence I did not know his expression. I wonder if I had said the wrong thing. Slowly and cautiously he turned his face around. He had an expression that I was not able to read. His eyes were open wide. I realised that he was shocked. But I did not know if it was good or bad."Tell that again." He asked me. "You heard me," I said as I started to fiddle with my fingers. Why is he asking me to repeat again?" I know. I want to hear it again." he said, still in a daze. I was wondering why he was asking me to say again but nonetheless I said it again."I want to give us a chance." I repeated again. His shocked face turned into a grin. I was able to see all his white shining teeth."I wasn't dreaming. You really said it. You want to give us a chance, give me a c