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TRACY SCOTT**. Jimmy loves me. I should not be considering that with everything that's happening and all that's at stake, but in some weird way I can't help the tingles all around me with the realization that Jimmy loves me.

He's actually in love with me. I know that because what we about to do is similar to jumping off a cliff with no safety on, he's willing to do that.

I think he is. Maybe he'll just walk me up to it, tell me what to do then leave me hanging.

He'll remain neutral in the dealings and I'll face the music myself.

I would not blame him. It's typically the smart thing to do.

Ethan. Antony. They should all stay away from me. The best thing to do is taking it all head on.

In fact involving anyone else will just make matters worse.

I'm the center piece of everything.

It started with me. It should end with me.

"Are you reconsidering it? I won't lie to you, it's

political suicide, that what we would call it