LOGINM“You want to stop? Fine. I’ll stop. But at the end of the day, pretty, you’re the one that’ll come begging.” “Want to bet?” My voice comes out shaky. Just like my legs. Devon’s gray eyes light up, his lips curling into a smirk. “Bet. Which one of us gets to break before the wedding night.” This is a bad idea. Everything in me is screaming not to take it. I know. I fucking know. Devon is a blockbuster curse. I’ve gotten a taste of him and I want more. Heat and wetness floods my pussy. I want him again. I should refuse. I should walk back to Carter and pretend to be a loving wife. Instead, I nod. “Deal.” **** I caught my husband, Carter Stein, having sex with a man and a woman. His reply? “Our marriage is open now. This is normal. ” I tried to leave but he wouldn’t let me. Every opportunity to get a survive failed, and I was left at my wits end. Until I met him. Devon Sinclair. My husband’s older brother. A man soaked in danger and sex. I thought to myself “my perfect revenge.” But Devon wasn’t the savior I thought he was. No. He was the wolf. And I was the lamb naive enough to wander into his den. He sunk his teeth into me. Mind, body and soul. I can’t escape him, not even in death. I taste my blood on his kisses. He’ll ruin me, totally and beyond repair. I shouldn’t have crossed his path. I shouldn’t have kissed him. But I did. And the worst part? I’ll walk into his den again with an invitation taped on my forehead.
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What will you do if you came home after a sixteen-hour surgery to find your husband sandwiched between a man and a woman? It's the kind of thing that only ever happens in movies, and those raunchy books I used to read as a teenager. The scene before me doesn't feel real. Our wedding bed. The one we've shared for three years. In that same bed is my husband, Carter, fucking a woman and getting fucked from behind. The air swelters, thick with the smell of sex and sin. The sounds in the air are profane, skin slapping skin, loud moans, the woman is screaming for more, her voice like a poorly made porno. In our bed. Exhaustion eats away the corners of my mind. My eyes are shutting down. The entire drive home, all I could think about was crashing into bed and getting much deserved sleep. Vomit rises in my throat. I swallow it down so hard it feels like swallowing stones the size of my fist. Our marriage bed. "Ah fuck—" Carter groans, throwing his head back. "I'm gonna cum inside you." "Yeah, fill m-me up," The woman giggles. Tears sting the back of my eyes. The sounds swirl around me like smoke, distant but close at the same time. I can't deal with this now. They didn't even notice me, too engrossed in their vile act to care. As I turn to leave, my shoulder bumps into the door. The sound is a dull thud, but one that registers. "Allera?!" Carter calls behind me. The woman screams, I hear ruffling and scrambling. The man curses, loud enough for me to hear. "B-baby! What are you doing home so soon?!" God in heaven, give me strength. More strength that I've ever needed. Wet hands touch my shoulder, causing me to recoil and pull away. "Don't," I hiss, my voice coming out soft and small. I turn around, facing my traitorous husband. "Don't touch me." He has the good graces left to look ashamed. But it doesn't help. His cheeks are flushed, his eyes misty with lust, his lips swollen in a way that I've never seen before. He breathes hard, sweat and musk slicking his skin. I want to vomit. "How...how did the surgery go?" He forces a smile, his cloudy blue eyes a tad too bright. I scoff. "Wow. I'm surprised you even remembered, given how occupied you've been." I glance over his shoulder. The other two are still there, staring at us. The woman looks horrified, clutching the sheets to her chest. The man leans back, like he couldn't be bothered, not even covered up. This has to be a dream. Maybe I died on that operating table and this is my hell. "Hey," Carter reaches out, his touch brushing my arm. "This...this is not what it seems like. I swear I can explain." "Not what it seems like?" I echo, disbelieved. "I just had surgery, Carter! I called you! I needed you the most in that God forsaken hospital bed. And this....this is what you're doing? In our bed? Where is your shame?" "I think we'll leave now," The man says, getting to his feet and throwing some clothes on. "Come on Cherry, let's leave the couple to their issues." "Sorry," The woman whispers, casting guilty eyes my way before she gets up and hastily gets dressed. Hand in hand, they leave. I don't miss the look the man casts at Carter. One that said "fix this shit and call me." Carter shakes his head, his eyes apologetic. The man scoffs, annoyed. What the hell has my life turned into? I inhale deeply, my fists clenching at my sides. I know, I've always known that Carter didn't love me. I wasn't going to delude myself. I knew he had someone else in mind whenever he kissed me, or touched me. At night he'd whisper a name that wasn't mine. He'd come home reeking of a stranger's scent. I knew. It was one thing to know, and it was another thing to have the truth violently thrown in your face. Like a bucket of acid. "Carter," I call, trying to sound brave. But my voice cracks, betraying my emotions. My head explodes in a dull ache, my legs scream for me to take a seat, dark spots encroach the corners of my vision. "See you lovebirds later." The man says, and they're gone. "I'm really sorry, Ally." Carter sighs, his eyes falling back on me. "But this, our marriage, it's not been working anymore. You know me, I love adventure and fun. Lately, everything has been stale. It's not my fault. I'm losing my mind, Ally. I can't take this anymore." Wow. Just wow. "And this," I gesture to the messy bed, "is how best you thought to tell me?" "I was going to tell you today." He says. "I think we should open our marriage." I blink. Shock shoots through my veins like raw voltage. "Excuse me? Can you come again? I'm sure I heard you asking to open our marriage." He lets out a sigh, raking a hand through his light brown hair. His eyes dart around our bedroom before they meet mine. They're harder now. All traces of guilt gone. "You heard me right. Those two will be joining us. That's—" My vision swirls, I lose my balance and fall, grabbing the closest wall to steady myself. Carter doesn't take a step, doesn't offer a hand, just watches me stumble. This can't be happening. My life hasn't always been perfect, far from it. But what is this? It's like someone remembered my voodoo doll and is now using it for practice. This can't be real. I'm asleep. Or I'm dead. There's no way that Carter, the love of my life, just asked to open our marriage. "Allera. I have the documents prepared. All you have to do is sign it. You'll love them, I'm sure you will. Jonas may seem like a—" "I don't want to hear it." I whisper. My voice shocks me. The sound of utter defeat. I look up at him, my eyes watering. "I will not open this marriage." He sighs, a pitiful look on his face. "I'm sorry, Ally. I truly am. That's unfortunately not your choice to make."Allera’s POVGrandma Hale set me up for failure!“Grandma! Where are you please?!” I can’t recognize my voice because of how fucking scared I sound right now. All around me; everyone is in equal states of distress. Phone calls going left right and center, a dozen voices overlapping each other, and poor Ashley, grandma Hale’s assistant, pacing behind me like a scared mother hen. “Allera sweetie?” Grandma Hale’s calm voice sounds windy. “What’s the matter?”“The matter?! You…you left me a dying gallery!” “Whatever do you mean by dying?” She laughs, her signature nostalgic laugh but one I don’t have the energy for right now. “Rosen Gallery is dying, grandma. The accounts are a total mess, we haven’t had any profitable shows in literal months and don’t get me started on the vultures waiting to feast on our corpse!”“I’m sure you can handle everything, Allera. You’ve always been the one with the sensible head! There’s nothing you can’t fix, no?”I bite my lip till it bleeds, glaring at
Allera’s POV Fuck. Here it comes. Turns out I was right after all. Keeping my face straight, I calmly push my gelato to the side and focus on Devon. “Yes. I’ve noticed it. It was pretty obvious and after last night…so I want to know. What happened?”Devon chuckles. “Why are you serious?”My back straightens and I become very interested in the space between his brows. “Because this isn’t a laughing matter, Devon. It’s fucking serious.”“Believe me, Pretty, nothing in the Stein family is ever and I mean ever that serious.”My chest rises and falls rapidly and my fists curl in on themselves. My heart picks up, and for the first time, it hits me just how heartless this man before me is. He thinks sexual abuse is not that serious?! Between brothers for that matter?! I’m going to be sick. Why did I even—“Fine. I’m going to tell you everything. But only because I suspect you’ll combust if you think about it a second longer.”I inhale through my grit teeth. “Go on.”“Fucking hell. This
Allera’s POV I don’t know why my legs carried me out of the villa. I shouldn’t even have done that, or considered the strange text for one second. But my body knew who it was even though his number wasn’t saved. And my feet knew where to carry me to. Excusing myself from Carter was easy. Cynthia came up to him and lured him with wine and dance. Using that opportunity, I slipped away. After getting the largest coat I could find, I made my way outside. Devon’s car is the first thing that surprises me. I expected something over the top and flashy. Instead I find a simple sleek, black car. Quiet in the way that truly expensive things are. But upon closer inspection, I find it’s a Panamera. The car I’ve always wanted to have. Simple yet luxurious.That automatically earns him a point in my good books. His promise of gelato is too interesting to give up. I tell myself I should indulge in the delacies of the land because I’ll be gone tomorrow. Really it’s just an excuse to be close
Devon’s POV“You’re just going to sit back, son?! And watch your friend get devoured by that devil?!”“That devil is my mother. And once upon a time, she was your wife.”“Like I give a shit! If you knew half the things that woman did, you’d disown her!”I rub my temples, hoping that by doing so it’ll stave off the headache brewing in my skull. It doesn’t. This is exactly why I changed my last name to Sinclair. After twenty seconds of silence, I face him. Marcus Stein. My father. I haven’t seen him in over a decade, not since he and mom ended things off in the messiest divorce I’d ever witnessed. I still remember how distraught Carter was during that period. Terribly dark times. “Look, I know she’s crazy. I know she’s done a lot of—““Trust me, son, you don’t know half the shit your mom has done.”Gritting my teeth, I inhale slowly, counting to eight seconds before I exhale. I’m not going to sit here and pretend Cynthia Stein is an angel. She’s not. And she has proven it to me m
Allera’s POV“Did you and Mr Stein have another fight?”“No.”In the mirror, my eyes meet with Daphne’s. She doesn’t look one percent convinced, her arms on her hips, her head tilted. “Then why did you sleep here last night?”Last night flashed through my mind. Devon. Then Carter. Then Carter moani
Allera’s POVMy stomach sinks down to my shoes. An icy feeling floods my veins. All the warm emotions, the softness, the delusion, it all dissolves into background noise. My ears ring. And my vision tunnels on Carter licking his fingers, his eyes rolled back, an ecstatic look frozen on his face.
Allera’s POVLet me be delusional. For two minutes. Let me close my eyes and imagine that he’s my Carter again. The perfect husband everyone envied. The man that brought me flowers for no reason, danced with me at midnight and made people go “you hit the jackpot, Allera” with jealous eyes. Just t
Allera’s POVI slip back into our suite on shaky legs. Everything comes crashing down on me. How many crazy events can one person take in a single day?!I slipped back into our suite on shaky legs, thighs still slick, Devon’s thick load warm and heavy inside me from the terrace. My body buzzed fr












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