Mag-log inAllera's POV
I should be losing my mind. I should be worried, asking myself "what the hell did I just do? Asking a stranger for sex?!" I should be pacing the floors, thinking of ways to undo what I just did. None of that is happening. Instead my head is occupied with thoughts of him. Devon Sinclair. I'm sure if I looked up "handsome devil" In a dictionary, I'll see his face next to it. After a brief conversation with Grandma Glenda, which ended in me getting a new job offer, aka the role of Rosen's shiny new Director, I was too exhausted to keep up appearances for the night. I'm half tempted to find Devon, drag him off to a bathroom and have sex with him. Take a picture. Or a video. Send it to my husband just to spite him. The temptation is real, but my feet hurt, and I honestly need to rest. Also, he doesn't fuck married women. Without saying goodbye to Daphne or anyone, I leave the gallery and take a cab straight to Grandma Glenda's mansion. I'm sure Carter can find some entertainment for the night. On second thought, I take my phone out and dial his number. "Where are you?" He asks, his voice restless. I can hear him pacing, soft jazz music in the background. "I've been thinking about your open marriage nonsense," I start, leaning into the seat. "Let's do it. What are your rules?" There's silence on the other side. It stretches for nearly twenty seconds. Then his voice comes, a squeaky little: "What?" "You heard me. I can fuck anyone I want, right?" The driver gives me a judgemental look. One glare makes him shudder and pin his eyes back on the road. "That's not... Look, what happened to earlier today? You were angry, you said I cheated on you. And now you want to cheat back on me? " The audacity of this man. "You said it's not cheating." I reply. "Ally. Where is this coming from? Where are you? You're hurt, I understand . You're not thinking straight either. Tell me, I'll come and pick you up right away." I let out a heavy sigh. He's so damn wrong. I am thinking straight. I am hurt. I still can't believe he did this to me. But no point in crying over spilled milk. It's better to make the best of my circumstances, that's what Grandpa Kazuo would say. I don't want Daphne to win our bet either. "Can I make my own rules?" "Look, baby...let's talk about this in person." "No. I found someone, I'm going home with him. You were right. We do need some fun and adventure in our marriage, it's terribly boring. How about this? You keep Niko and whatever her name is, and I keep my guy too. Sounds fun yeah?" "Allera! Stop this play. Where are you? Don't you—" I end the call, a wide smile on my face. "Bitch." He calls back immediately. I can see his face, filled with worry and anger. I watch the call ring out. Then turn my phone off and stuff it into my purse. Maybe Daphne is right and I can't feel love. Maybe for five years I've deluded myself into thinking I love Carter. Or maybe I'm not thinking straight and will later regret this decision. I arrived at Grandma Hale's mansion, memories fill my mind at the sight of the rococo styled modern mansion. Daphne grew up here. Sometimes I wonder what my life would have been like if I was raised by Grandma Hale too. When Daphne and I were five, our parents did something incredibly stupid that nearly ended our lives. Dad messed with the Yakuza, after he had sworn he would never do it again. It was so bad their parents had to step in and take us out. Grandpa Kazuo, dad's father, took me with him to Japan. Grandma Hale, mom's mother, took Daphne with her and raised her here in the heart of New York. She tried to take us both but Grandpa Kazuo refused. When I was twenty, I returned to America and met Carter. The rest is history. As for our parents, I have no idea where they are, I don't care either. They're probably off making each other's lives hell. I push the doors open and walk into the grand lobby. It's dark and quiet. I make my way to the downstairs living room. The closer I get, the louder some strange noises coming from the living room get. At first I think it's a burglar. Then I hear Daphne's sweet giggle. "Slow down mister. This dress cost ten grand." "I'll get you a new one." An oddly familiar voice replies. I creep closer to the door, which is thankfully ajar. The living room is cloaked in darkness and I can't make out the figures well. "Like hell you can afford it." Daphne shoots back, her words broken up by a loud moan. "You're still a bitch after all these years." Carefully, so as not to make a noise, I reach for the light switch and turn it on. Daphne screams, startled at the bright light. "What the hell?!" She spins around, throwing an accusatory look at me. "Can't you knock?!" "Really?" I sigh. "At least take this to your bedroom." She's half naked on the couch, straddling a man. The man peeks out from over her shoulder, baby blue eyes clashing against mine. His fair hair is tousled, Daphne must have ran her fingers through it countless times. "Mrs Stein! What a pleasant surprise." He drawls, shamelessly checking me out. The ego reeks from him. "You're welcome to join us." My fists ball up at my sides. "Niko." I spit the word out like it's venom. This has to be a cruel joke by the universe. There's no way Niko fucks my husband and my sister in the same damn day! "Wait?!" Daphne jumps to her feet, clutching her dress to her bare chest. "You know him?!"Allera’s POVGrandma Hale set me up for failure!“Grandma! Where are you please?!” I can’t recognize my voice because of how fucking scared I sound right now. All around me; everyone is in equal states of distress. Phone calls going left right and center, a dozen voices overlapping each other, and poor Ashley, grandma Hale’s assistant, pacing behind me like a scared mother hen. “Allera sweetie?” Grandma Hale’s calm voice sounds windy. “What’s the matter?”“The matter?! You…you left me a dying gallery!” “Whatever do you mean by dying?” She laughs, her signature nostalgic laugh but one I don’t have the energy for right now. “Rosen Gallery is dying, grandma. The accounts are a total mess, we haven’t had any profitable shows in literal months and don’t get me started on the vultures waiting to feast on our corpse!”“I’m sure you can handle everything, Allera. You’ve always been the one with the sensible head! There’s nothing you can’t fix, no?”I bite my lip till it bleeds, glaring at
Allera’s POV Fuck. Here it comes. Turns out I was right after all. Keeping my face straight, I calmly push my gelato to the side and focus on Devon. “Yes. I’ve noticed it. It was pretty obvious and after last night…so I want to know. What happened?”Devon chuckles. “Why are you serious?”My back straightens and I become very interested in the space between his brows. “Because this isn’t a laughing matter, Devon. It’s fucking serious.”“Believe me, Pretty, nothing in the Stein family is ever and I mean ever that serious.”My chest rises and falls rapidly and my fists curl in on themselves. My heart picks up, and for the first time, it hits me just how heartless this man before me is. He thinks sexual abuse is not that serious?! Between brothers for that matter?! I’m going to be sick. Why did I even—“Fine. I’m going to tell you everything. But only because I suspect you’ll combust if you think about it a second longer.”I inhale through my grit teeth. “Go on.”“Fucking hell. This
Allera’s POV I don’t know why my legs carried me out of the villa. I shouldn’t even have done that, or considered the strange text for one second. But my body knew who it was even though his number wasn’t saved. And my feet knew where to carry me to. Excusing myself from Carter was easy. Cynthia came up to him and lured him with wine and dance. Using that opportunity, I slipped away. After getting the largest coat I could find, I made my way outside. Devon’s car is the first thing that surprises me. I expected something over the top and flashy. Instead I find a simple sleek, black car. Quiet in the way that truly expensive things are. But upon closer inspection, I find it’s a Panamera. The car I’ve always wanted to have. Simple yet luxurious.That automatically earns him a point in my good books. His promise of gelato is too interesting to give up. I tell myself I should indulge in the delacies of the land because I’ll be gone tomorrow. Really it’s just an excuse to be close
Devon’s POV“You’re just going to sit back, son?! And watch your friend get devoured by that devil?!”“That devil is my mother. And once upon a time, she was your wife.”“Like I give a shit! If you knew half the things that woman did, you’d disown her!”I rub my temples, hoping that by doing so it’ll stave off the headache brewing in my skull. It doesn’t. This is exactly why I changed my last name to Sinclair. After twenty seconds of silence, I face him. Marcus Stein. My father. I haven’t seen him in over a decade, not since he and mom ended things off in the messiest divorce I’d ever witnessed. I still remember how distraught Carter was during that period. Terribly dark times. “Look, I know she’s crazy. I know she’s done a lot of—““Trust me, son, you don’t know half the shit your mom has done.”Gritting my teeth, I inhale slowly, counting to eight seconds before I exhale. I’m not going to sit here and pretend Cynthia Stein is an angel. She’s not. And she has proven it to me m
Allera’s POV A man walks into the arena. His gait is strained, his shoulders droop down like he’s carrying the weight of the universe. Looks wise, he’s very attractive. His long black hair streaked with white is tied loosely at his nape. His eyes are a molten gray, like fire and ash mixed together. He’s tall, and there’s a familiarity in his shoulders I can’t shake of. Where have I seen him before?He walks up to the altar, his eyes lifted towards Cynthia. She makes a strangled scream, stumbles back and crashes into Alexander’s arms. “What are you doing here?!” She screeches, her voice high pitched and full of panic. “Who let him in?! Get out! Get him out of here!”“Fuck!” Carter hisses, jumping to his feet. “How did he…”I glance at him, my brows furrowed. The guests become agitated. Murmurs fill the air, like a silent hum. Everyone starts whispering, some take discreet photos. The man stops before the altar. “Cynthia. You look good after all these years. Is this what you’ve be
Allera’s POV“Did you and Mr Stein have another fight?”“No.”In the mirror, my eyes meet with Daphne’s. She doesn’t look one percent convinced, her arms on her hips, her head tilted. “Then why did you sleep here last night?”Last night flashed through my mind. Devon. Then Carter. Then Carter moaning Devon’s name and fucking himself. I pick up my mascara wand and run it through my lashes. “I missed you.”Daphne scoffs. “You’re still a fucking terrible liar.”My phone resting on the vanity buzzes with a text. I pick it up, my heart skipping a frantic beat as I see who it’s from. [Princess, how is your health? Your sister said you’re stressed. Do you need my help?]I glance at Daphne. “What did you say to Grandpa Kazuo?”She shrugs, raising her arms in surrender. “I may have mentioned how worried I’ve been about your stress levels. I mean seriously, you’re getting a bald spot already.”My hand flies to the top of my head, feeling around for the bald spot. A short laugh bursts out of







