เข้าสู่ระบบ*Isla*
Provisional.
It's not a rejection. It's not full acceptance. It's a maybe I guess. A test. My breath hitches. I'm in. For now.
Beside me, Liora lets out a small whoop of joy. "Look," she says, pointing to her own name. "Provisional too. We're in the same boat, Limpy."
I should be offended by the nickname, but coming from her it somehow feels loving, and it feels like an honor. A small, shaky laugh escapes me. "I guess we are."
"Looks like we're stuck with each other," she says, a genuine, fierce grin spreading across her face. "The Academy's going to regret this."
The night air is crisp and cool, carrying the scent of pine and damp earth. Most of the other successful, provisional, or simply surviving applicants have retreated to the celebratory bonfires or the quiet of their temporary barracks.
Liora and I, united by our shared 'provisional' status and the general exhaustion that has settled deep into our bones, find a quiet spot near the edge of the grounds, a fallen log offering a respite from the chaos we just endured. We sit in a comfortable silence, the crackle of the distant fires a distant, muffled roar.
My shoulder is a dull, throbbing ache under its bindings, and my leg screams with every small movement. But beneath the pain, a current of something unfamiliar and sharp runs through me: possibility.
"Provisional," I say, testing the word on my tongue. "What do you think that means? Extra work? More tests?"
Liora shrugs, taking a bite of a dried strip of meat she'd procured from who-knows-where. "Probably means they'll be watching us like hawks. One wrong move and we're out." She chews thoughtfully. "It's better than a flat rejection. Gives us a chance to prove them wrong."
I nod, my gaze drifting across the grounds, past the sparring rings now dark and empty, toward the cluster of buildings where the second-year students are housed. Torches line their walkways, casting long, dancing shadows. A group of them is gathered outside one of the larger cabins, their laughter carrying on the night breeze. They move with an easy, confident grace, the elite among the elite. My brother, Ian, is probably among them.
And then my eyes catch on a figure standing slightly apart from the others.
He's leaning against a wooden post, arms crossed, a study in contained power. Unlike the others, who are loud and animated, he is utterly still, a statue carved from shadow. The torchlight catches the severe line of his jaw, the unruly shock of dark hair that falls across his forehead. He's tall, broad-shouldered, filling out the simple training tunic in a way that speaks of coiled power. There's an intensity about him, a palpable aura of danger that sets him apart even from the other warriors. He isn't just confident; he's lethal. A wolf among wolves.
Something tight and hot coils in my stomach. It's an instinctive, primal reaction, a jolt of pure, unadulterated awareness that has nothing to do with thought and everything to do with the basest parts of my being. My body recognizes him as something potent, something to be… reckoned with. It's a feeling that is both terrifying and magnetic, an attraction that makes no sense.
"Who is that?" I ask, my voice barely a whisper, my gaze fixed on him.
Liora follows my line of sight. Her entire demeanor changes in an instant. The casual confidence evaporates, replaced by a taut, wary tension. Her shoulders square, and her friendly expression hardens into a mask of caution.
"Don't," she says, her voice flat and sharp. She doesn't turn to look at me again, her eyes locked on the figure in the distance. "Just don't. Don't look, don't ask, don't even think about it."
My own wariness spikes at her reaction. Liora is not easily intimidated. "Why? Who is he?"
She finally tears her gaze away, turning to face me fully. The firelight in her blue eyes is gone, replaced by a deep, serious gleam. "That's Caelen Fennec."
The name means nothing to me. The surname, however, sends a chill down my spine that has nothing to do with the night air. Fennec. I know that name. Every wolf in every territory knows it.
"From the..." I can't quite bring myself to say it.
"The Cursed Pack," Liora finishes for me, her voice a low, grim confirmation. "Yes. The only one of them to come here an to be allowed to train as a warrior. And that was only because the Alpha council decided it was better to keep an eye on him than let him run loose." She glances back at him, a quick, furtive movement. "He's the reason the fang squad win all the academy game. He's ruthless, Isla. He doesn't just fight, he breaks. No one has ever lasted a full five minutes against him in the sparring ring."
A cold knot forms in my stomach. The cursed Pack. A name whispered in fear, a cautionary tale told to pups to keep them from wandering too far into the wilder lands. Their pack is fairly small, isolated, and afflicted by a curse that's said to rot them from the inside out. It makes their wolves unpredictable, unstable. Uncontrollable. They are pariahs. And he is the only one here… the only one I have ever seen.
"I heard... they're dangerous," I say, the words feeling inadequate.
"Dangerous doesn't even begin to cover it," Liora mutters. "There are stories. Things he's done in trials, in practice. He doesn't have morals like the rest of us. He fights to maim. He enjoys it. Look at him. He's watching us."
I hadn't realized, but my gaze had been fixed on him, a stupid, magnetic pull I couldn't seem to break. And now I see it. His head has turned, just a fraction. The torchlight catches his eyes, and they are not brown or blue, but a pale, piercing green, the color of moss in the deepest shade of a forest. He's looking right at us. At me.
A jolt, sharp and electric, shoots through me. It's not fear, though it should be. It's worse. It's a dark, traitorous attraction that coils in my belly, hot and shameful. My body reacts to that cold, steady gaze in a way it never did to Cedric's warm, pitying blue eyes. This is raw. Primal. And it terrifies me.
"Don't look," Liora warns, her own gaze now fixed on her boots. "Don't give him a reason to notice you."
Too late.
*Isla* Liora steps inside with a basket hooked over one arm and a face like she has just threatened a surgeon. Behind her, Bran leans on a crutch, one arm wrapped hard against his side. He is pale under his freckles and furious about it. "What are you doing out of bed?" I ask. He gives me a look. "What are you doing out of bed?" "I am not the one with a hole in my side." "You were a wolf for the first time yesterday." "Technicality." Liora kicks the door shut behind them. "If either of you starts comparing injuries, I will throw you both down the stairs." Bran catches sight of the papers. His expression shifts. "What happened?" Tomas tells him. Not all at once. Nobody has the strength for that. A sentence here, a clause there. Veyr's harboring order. The trial. The choice that is not a choice. Bran lowers himself carefully into a chair. He avoids looking at me at first. When he does, his face has gone tight. "This is because of me," he says. "No," I answer immediately.
*Isla* There are eight guards outside Nightshade's barracks. Torven counts them from the window without moving the curtain more than a finger's width. He has taken off his wet outer coat and wrapped a strip of linen around the cut at his temple. The blood has soaked through already. "Two at the front stairs," he says. "Three in the yard. One at the rear passage. Two where they can see both exits." "Comforting," Lark says from the table. "They think we are organized enough to use both." "We are organized enough," Tomas says. "You tried to boil eggs in a kettle yesterday." "It worked." "It smelled like a corpse farting." I sit on the edge of my bed and listen to them bicker because it is better than listening to the guards shift their boots outside. Nightshade's rooms are too small for this many people and too familiar to feel safe. Wet coats hang over chair backs. A pot of tea has gone cold on the hearth. The air smells of old wool, antiseptic from bandages, and the bitter wa
*Isla* Nightshade's common room has become the safest place in the Academy by accident. The shutters are closed. A chair is wedged beneath the door handle. Tomas has drawn chalk marks across the window seams to show if anyone tries a ward-listening spell. Lark sits on the floor beside the hearth with three stolen archive books open around her, her damp hair braided badly over one shoulder. Nobody says the word custody. It hangs in the room anyway. I am at the long table with my leg stretched out on a second chair. The brace presses a red groove into my skin above the boot. My body is still weak from the shift, though I have spent the last hour refusing to admit it. The wolf sleeps badly beneath my ribs. Every distant footstep wakes her. Liora has gone to the infirmary to sit with Bran. She said she was checking on him. Then she called the healer a turnip and threatened to bite someone's hand off if they gave him poppy draught without food first. I believe both parts. Cedric i
*Isla*By midday, the Academy has washed the blood from the east yard and put guards at every gate.They have not washed the smell from me.It sits beneath the sharp herbs the healers rubbed over my skin, beneath the clean linen shirt they gave me when they burned my torn clothes, beneath the leather brace strapped around my left knee. Every breath carries wet stone, warg fur and Caelen's blood.The infirmary window looks over the practice fields. Rain has flattened the grass. Two gray-uniformed guards stand beneath the awning outside, pretending they are there to keep curious trainees away.They do not look at the door.They look at me."You are grinding your teeth," Liora says.I stop.She is sitting backward on a chair beside my bed, arms folded over its back. Someone found her a dry shirt, though her hair is still damp at the ends. Her knuckles are split. There is dried blood under one nostril. She keeps wiping it away like it has personally offended her."I am contemplating bitin
*Isla*Heat rises into my face. "Do not start looking pleased.""I was not.""Liar.""I was checking whether you were cold.""That is much worse."His mouth nearly shifts i to a smile. There and gone.The rain drums harder against the high window. Outside, boots splash through the alley. Someone tries the door. Caelen is across the room before the latch moves."Occupied," he says.A pause."Fennec," says the captain from the other side. "The Council has issued a temporary order.""Then leave it beneath the door.""This concerns the transformed trainee."Caelen's hand settles against the wood. "Her name is Isla Ulvehjerte."The captain does not answer at once. "She will be examined.""When she agrees.""By Academy law, an unregistered first shift requires supervision.""By Academy law, a conscious trainee may refuse an unapproved procedure."His voice stays level, but I hear the blade under it.The captain lowers his own. "You are overstepping.""Then record it."Boots scrape away.Cae
*Isla*The first guard through the yard gate raises his ward-lantern and sees us.Everything stops, and before I can stop it I have changed back to my wolf for.Rain taps on the iron frame of the lantern. Blue light spills over my fur, my blood-dark muzzle, the mud clotted between my claws. The guard is young, he.must be one of the newest graduates. His mouth opens. No sound comes out.Then someone behind him says, "Hold the line."The words carry across the yard with the flat force of a command practiced too often.More lanterns rise. Wet cloaks. Academy gray. Blades left sheathed for now, which is somehow worse. Nobody points a weapon at the dead wargs dragged from the passage mouth. Nobody asks why Nightshade is bleeding.They look at me.My wolf presses against the inside of my mind.Danger, she says.‘I noticed,’ I think back.The answer comes clumsy, more feeling than language. Her attention turns to Caelen at once. He has moved between me and the guards without appearing to mov







