Reborn As The Lycan King's Hated Mate.

Raven:

I always believed the Moon Goddess had a sense of justice. That if I remained kind, loyal, and true to my pack, the universe would reward me, maybe not with glory or status, but at least with love.

I was always a dreamer. I always believed that love was the answer to everything that was around. It was a mistake that I always made, I knew that, but I always held on to it.

Little did I know that I was going to learn how wrong I was in a way that would tear my heart apart, in a way that would RIP my soul from me, and in a way that would scar me forever.

It was on my coronation day! I was about to be the Alpha of my father's pack. That sounds weird, right? My father only had two females as his children, and I was quite perfect for the position compared to my elder sister.

I was blessed with all the good things in the universe. 

I was about to meet the love of my life. He was going to rule right by my side, we both agreed to it and he loved the idea. I had prepared a gift for him, and I planned to show it to him before the ceremony started. 

My gown swept the ground, while my face beamed with joy and excitement.

The moment I opened the door to his quarters, I felt my heart shatter in a way I never thought possible. The scent hit me first, intoxicating and sharp, his scent, Killian’s, mingled with another. Familiar. My left hand clenched to my green ball dress tightly, taking in a deep breath.

Too familiar.

“No,” I whispered, taking one more step forward.

For a moment I debated on taking a step back. If I did not see it, if I did not see them, then it would not be real. I knew that it would not be real.

But I knew better than to live in denial. I knew better than to allow myself to live through that pain.

The heavy moan that rang out confirmed it before I saw anything. My chest ached with each step that I took.

My wolf urged me to step back, but I took a step forward anyway. I saw them anyway.

Selena. My sister. On top of him.

Her perfect hair tangled around her flushed face, her nails raking down his bare chest. His hands gripped her waist like she belonged to him. Her eyes on his, as if this was the one thing that he wanted. As if this was the one thing that the two of them wanted to live.

I stood frozen in the doorway, too shocked to speak, to breathe. I couldn’t make a sound. I couldn't bring myself to say a word. I couldn't bring myself to utter a sound. The wrapped present which I had for him fell to the ground grasping their attention. 

Selena’s head turned slightly, a low whimper escaping her before she could slap herself. and then she saw me. She didn’t scream or cover herself. No. She smirked.

 A cold, knowing smile.

She was already happy about this. She was signing in triumph when it came to this.

Killian followed her gaze lazily. When he saw me, his expression didn’t shift. He did not care about the fact that I saw him. He did not care about the fact that he was laying on our bed with my sister.

 There was no guilt. No shame. Just mild surprise, like I was the one out of place. But it faded just as far as it appeared, and his expression went from that of Grimm to a casual one, as if expecting me to tolerate this— whatever this was.

Does Killian have a twin which I didn't know about? I am definitely not dreaming, right!?

What the hell was going on? 

“I told you not to wait up for me,” he said flatly. “I had other things to take care of.”

“One would assume if those things concern my sister who is now laying on top of you.” I said, crossing my arms over my chest as I looked at the two of them, trying so hard to hold in the pain I was feeling right now. 

"That's the problem with you." He stood up from the bed slowly, while my sister sat on the bed, the duvet covering her up her chest as she watched the whole thing going on with a smile on her face. 

"Do you know how long I have to keep on with your bull shit? Huh?you treated me like I was nobody just because you were going to be the ruler of the pack." Killian mentioned, as he walked towards me slowly.

"I thought we loved each?  when did I treat you like—"

"There you go again, trying to act like you are innocent." He further mentioned. My hands shook in nervousness, I could feel my feet getting cold while my lips kept on moving, but without uttering any words 

I was trying so hard to act as if everything was okay. 

"How long has this been going on for? Huh?" I managed to ask, biting my lips as I tried to hold back my tears, funny how my emotions betrayed me more than I could ever imagine.

"I've been wanting to let you know about it. Do you think I was going to watch you climb up that position?" He scoffed. "I know you enjoyed stepping over me and seeing me at my lowest, but it was really hard for me." Killian continued.

"She's too gullible to understand what is going to happen. I wondered what my father saw in her." Selena mentioned, her towel wrapped around her chest as she walked towards me slowly.

They were both standing close to each other now.

"You are my sister, why are you doing all of these to me? If you wanted the position badly, you should have asked me." I expected her to say something at least, but she wasn't. 

My heart thundered so hard it hurt. “You’re my mate.” I diverted my gaze back towards Killian. 

His jaw tightened, but he didn’t look away. “Mistakes happen.”

Mistake.

He called me a mistake.

The one person that I trusted with everything despite her always overshadowing me. 

The one person that I gave my heart to, that I opened up to. He just ended up turning her back on me with everything that the two of us have endured, with everything that I endured for her sake. He was doing this to me. He was backstabbing me.

Something cracked inside me. I couldn’t scream. I couldn’t cry. 

My fists clenched. “You’re my sister.” I repeated myself again. 

“No,” she said sharply. “I’m the future Luna. You? You’re just in the way. And I believe that it is time for me to get rid of you.”

“what do you mean? What are you trying to do?” I stepped back as I realized she moved closer to me.

"Don't you think it is better if we put an end to this once and for all?" Another smirk appeared right at the corner of her lips. I hated this so fucking much. 

"Are you sure you want to do this?" Killian questioned her. Seemed like they have been planning this for way too long. 

I tried opening the door, but it was already locked. "I don't want to fight you, you know I will surely win if I—"  I felt a searing pain as the knife sliced into my side, just below my ribs. A scream tore from my throat as my sister twisted the blade, ensuring I couldn't move.

The knife was poisoned. I could feel my vision getting blurry when my knees got weak.  My chest tightened, the metallic taste of the blood touched my lips, as it dripped down my jaw. 

As I fell, I saw my sister's face above me, her eyes blazing with triumph. "You were always weak, Luna. Father was too blind and he couldn't see that I was the perfect choice." she spat, her voice dripping with venom. "Now, I'll be the one to lead our pack, together with Killian."

I tried to speak, to curse her, but my voice was barely a whisper. I could feel myself getting weaker 

As the darkness closed in, I knew I was dying. My sister had stabbed me, betrayed me, and now she would take my place as the leader of our pack. I wanted a second chance at the moment.

I wanted to fix everything that has happened. I wanted revenge! 

 The thought filled me with a bitter rage, but it was too late. The pain had won, and I was gone. Was this really the moon goddess plan for me?