Prologue
I'm looking at the mirror in front of me. The mirror is showing me a beautiful girl in bridal attire.
The mangalsutra (nuptial chain) is hanging on her neck and Sindur (vermilion) is filled on her hair partition screaming that she is now someone's wife. She is taken and marked.
She is looking gorgeous with everything but her smile has faded away from her lips
Till now she was happy, really she was and why won't she be? After all she got married to the person she loved. Who loved her or she thought he did.
The room is decorated for my wedding night with my husband.
"why did you do this with me? Why? I loved you. I really did. I thought you also did but how wrong I was. From my childhood I got only the tag of being cursed. I believe that I am really cursed but then you came to change that but again you proved I'm cursed. Don't worry about me I won't be there to ruin your or my life any more. "I thought and took a candle stand and throw it on the mirror making it shatter in pieces just like my life and heart
The room is soundproof so no one will hear it, it's not like anyone else is here except us.
I looked at the room once again that had our pictures decorated on the walls.
I love you very much and it hurts to know that you don't. It's very painful. And I want to be free from this pain.
I sat on the bed our bed that is decorated with rose petals and a white silk sheet is placed
White sheet to be ruined with my blood, my virginity blood…
I looked at my hand that was holding a sharp glass piece.
I noticed my hand carefully. It is decorated with henna that has left a dark colour on my hand.
His name is decorated on my hand just like my heart…
Red and white chura bangles are giving my wrists a perfect look.
I got up and switched off the lights and blew off the candles making the room dark just like Me life..
I already wrote a note so he won't be in trouble after me.
I sat on the bed and made a gap in my chura bangles so my wrist can be seen clearly.
I again looked at the glass piece and then my hand…
Taking a long and deep breath I kissed his photo that was kept on the side table and I picked it up before switching off the lights.
"I love you," I said and made a big gash on my wrist making me hiss in pain
I laid down on the bed keeping my hand on the white sheet.
Blood is flowing down as the cut is deep…….
I can't see but I know that the bed sheet is now ruined with my blood. Not virginity blood but my life losing blood.
It must be looking red.. The colour of love and the colour of death….
Hugging his photo close to my heart I kept remembering our time together that we spent until my vision started to get blurry making me know that I'm losing it.
Finally I'm losing my life and getting the peace I wanted.
I closed my eyes, surrendering to the darkness with a smile on my lips.
Chapter 1Author's pov"ladies and gentlemen thanks for coming here and joining us. Today's evening is really special as we have completed 15 years of this award ceremony. We are going to present new talented actor and actress," the host said and the crowd cheered with rounds of claps" I hope you all enjoy the dance performances" The host said and leftTwo actresses came with junior dancers and performed in famous Bollywood songs.After their performance the host came again."So ladies and gentlemen I'm back again and now it's time to give the best actress award. The nominations are many but many of you know who she is so guess what?" the host asked and a girl sitting in the crowd smiledShe knows he is talking about her."The crowd screamed her name, making her smile more." You all
Chapter 2Mehak's povI have been waiting for the bus for the past 5 minutes but it's not coming.Guess what I think I missed my bus and I'm going to be late just great.After waiting for another 5 minutes the bus came but it was too crowded.But I don't have any other options. Sighing with a lot of trouble I hop in the bus.All seats are full and only mens are standing with two females including me.The other girl is a school girl.I was standing beside her and surfing through my playlist to find a good song.I had my earplugs in.. The driver is driving too rash or the man behind me is doing it intentionally?He is constantly hitting on me and touching me.It's nothing new for me because most of the d
Chapter 3Little mature content aheadMehak's povMy smile vanished hearing it."why?" I asked him"Why Mehak? He need your help now go otherwise director sir will fire you," Anand said and left"calm down Mehak nothing will happen," Anisha mam said and I noddedI can't be calm not when I'm going to meet the lion himself.Samar Randhawa is a popular and humble actor because of his looks and father's name.. That's what the world knows but I know what he is in real life.Raina shot me a pity full look and shook my head.I have to do this.. I took a deep breath and went to his room.He is a man, why does he need makeup?"he doesn't need makeup but you," my subconscious said and I know she is right&n
Chapter 4Mehak's povI came out and found the shot is still going on.No one needed me, that's a relief. Samar was taking a chance to touch Anisha mam during the scene which she avoided very coolly.If I was in her place if…The day passed in a blur and it's time for my night job as a waitress.I reach the hotel where I work. It's a typical Indian restaurant but a high class one.Everything is classing and authentic. We have to wear saree here when we serve the customers.And talk in Hindi no English.. And it's the perfect job for me.I changed into my uniform that is a blue saree with cream borders and the same pattern blouse.Tying my hair in a sleek bun and putting my bindi after doing my makeup completed my look.
Chapter 5Mehak's povI can't believe my eyes and ears. Is it true or I'm just imagining things?I know I must be looking like a creep but I care less for it."do you want to say something?" he asked meOh god he talked to me again.. The great Kiaan Mehrotra talked to me."no sir, I'm really sorry for running your clothes." I apologise for the mistake I didn't committedRhea the bitch you're so freaking dead today."it's perfectly alright Ms Mehak, I saw what happened so it's not your fault." He saidGod my name sounds so sexy from his mouth…Wait, how does he know my name?"gadhi tere batch pe name likha hai, wahi se dekha hoga zyada uchalne ki zarurat nahi hai.(Stupid, your name is writtenon your batch. He has seen from there...don't need
Chapter 6Mehak's povThe light fell on pihu mam and she fainted because it fell on her head. Blood is oozing out of her head.Everyone rushed towards her including me."we have to take her hospital," kiaan sir screamed as he picked her up in bridal styleWith him, the director sir also went to the hospital.It's not the first time that this kind of accident happened in the middle of the shooting but this time it's really risky as Pihu mam was drunk.God please save her…"today's shooting is wrapped up, you all can go," our assistant director sir said and we all packed our things and leftI have a lot of time before my shift starts in the hotel so I can go home. And take rest..I went and saw my brother was still studying.His exams are com
Mehak's povI finished my work shift in the hotel and now I have to talk about something to jatin.I changed my dress and decided to talk with him.But as usual that bitch has to be an obstacle for me…"ouch! Are you blind or what?" she screamedOh my poor ears! I don't know why she Is even here, only her face is beautiful but her voice it's like a crow screaming."I'm not blind it's you who has Two big buttons in the place of eyes," I repliedI decided to not fight and leave because honestly I had enough shit for today."where are you going you bloody whore?" that bitch screamedThank god no one is here otherwise it would be really bad."did you call yourself rhea? Because last time I checked it was you who was the certified whore here." I repli
Mehak's povEver happened when you want something to get canceled and it got canceled?Imagine the happiness that's what I'm feeling right now.