เข้าสู่ระบบBy the second week of classes, Rhona had a routine.
She got to Class ten minutes early, always sat in the same spot in the back row, and always had her coffee from the café where the barista called her “Queen. “Priya called it “aggressively type-A behavior for someone who claims she doesn’t like mornings,” and Rhona told her that consistency wasn’t the same thing as liking something. “It’s called discipline,” Rhona said, sliding into her seat one morning while Priya trailed in behind her, visibly less awake. It’s also called “you’re scared of being late and it manifesting as showing up an hour early.” “Ten minutes.” “An hour, emotionally.” Rhona rolled her eyes, but she was smiling when she opened her notebook. “Okay, don’t look now,” Priya said one morning, not lowering her voice nearly as much as the words suggested she should, “but the guy three seats over has been staring at you again.” “Priya.” “I said don’t look.” “You said it in a way that guarantees I’m going to look.” Rhona didn’t look. Not right away. She’d noticed him before — hard not to, in a lecture hall that size, with him sitting close enough that she caught him at the edge of her vision more often than she wanted to admit. Dark hair, always dressed like he’d put more thought into looking effortless than most people put into actually trying. He asked sharp questions in class, the kind that made the professor pause before answering, and he had this way of leaning back in his chair like the whole room existed at a comfortable distance from him. She’d catch him looking. Then he wouldn't be. “It’s probably nothing,” Rhona said, mostly to convince herself. “Maybe I have something on my face.” “For two weeks straight?” Priya raised an eyebrow. “That’s a very persistent stain.” “Okay, unhelpful.” “I’m just saying.” Priya shrugged. “Boys don’t usually stare at a girl for two weeks because of a snack in her teeth. What’s his name, anyway?” “I don't know.”Priya asked “You don't know?” Priya looked genuinely scandalized. “He’s been staring at you for two weeks, and you don’t even know his name?” “Why would I know his name? We’ve never spoken.” “Rhona,” Priya said it slowly, like she was explaining something to a child. “This is New York, This is law school. You are going to be in classes with this man for the next three years. At some point, you will need to know his name."l" “Fine.”Rhona sighed, glancing — carefully, briefly — toward where he sat. “I’ll find out.” She didn’t get the chance to ask around. The professor called on him not ten minutes later, cold-calling him about a case Rhona hadn’t even finished the reading for, and he answered so precisely, so unbothered, that half the room seemed to lean in without meaning to. “Mr. Cole,” the professor said, nodding once, satisfied. “Good.” *Cole.* “His last name’s Cole,” Rhona whispered, and Priya immediately turned to stare at her like she’d produced classified information out of thin air. “Okay, detective.” “I didn’t do anything. The professor said it just now”. “Still counts.” After class, they walked out together in the loose, meandering way they always did, in no rush to actually get anywhere. “So,” Priya said, falling into step beside Rhona, “are you going to talk to him?” “About what?”Rhona asked curiously “About the staring! You can’t just let a man stare at you for weeks and not say anything.” “It’s not that deep.” “It’s a little deep.” Priya looped her arm through Rhona’s. “If it bothers you, say something. If it doesn’t—” she raised an eyebrow, letting the implication hang. “It bothers me,” Rhona said, a little too quickly. “Sure it does.” “It does! I don’t like being watched. It’s unsettling.” “Unsettling,” Priya repeated, clearly unconvinced. “Is that what we’re calling it?” “What else would we call it?” “I don’t know,” Priya said, grinning. “Interesting, maybe. Suspicious. A little bit exciting, if we're being honest.” Rhona didn’t answer that. She didn’t entirely trust what she’d say if she tried. But that night, lying in bed while Priya’s side of the room stayed quiet and dark, she found herself thinking about it anyway — the staring, the “Mr. Cole”, the particular way he’d looked almost amused when the professor called on him, like nothing in that classroom could actually surprise him. She told herself she was only curious. That it didn’t mean anything beyond wanting an explanation for something strange. She almost believed though.Rhona ignored Adrian's text for two days, she kept wondering why she ignored them or why she was angry because she doesn't have the right to get angry.Hey, you disappeared. You good?That's all it said. Simple, Casual. Like he hadn't just been in the library kissing someone who looked like they belonged in a magazine.She didn't respond because she didn't know how to respond. What was she supposed to say? "Yeah, I'm great, just watched you kiss your girlfriend right after asking for my number, so that's cool"?She couldn't do that. So she just didn't do anything.Priya noticed immediately, of course."You're being weird," Priya said on Friday morning, while they were getting ready for class."I'm not being weird.""You've checked your phone like thirty times since we woke up. That's weird."Rhona didn't argue because Priya was right. She was checking for texts from Adrian even though she'd decided not to respond to the one he'd already sent."Did something happen in the library that
Rhona spent two days working up the courage to do what Priya had suggested.Two days of sitting in Contracts, thinking about how to make it not obvious that she was looking for a reason to talk to him. Two days of Priya texting her things like "just ask him already" and "you're overthinking this" and "he literally answered your last question, he's not going to bite."By Wednesday afternoon, she'd decided that if she didn't do it today, she wasn't going to do it at all. And she was tired of not doing it.She found him in the library around 3 PM, sitting at one of the study tables with his laptop open and a stack of case files beside him. He looked focused, in his own world, the kind of concentration that made her think about interrupting him feel like a big deal.She walked over anyway."Hey," she said, and then immediately felt stupid because "hey" was the laziest way to start a conversation.He looked up, and something in his expression shifted when he realized it was her. Not a bad
The conversation about case law shouldn't have stuck with Rhona the way it did.It was just a question, a clarification, the kind of thing any classmate could have answered. But the way he'd explained it — like he actually gave a shit about whether she understood it or not — had stayed in her head throughout the rest of the dayShe found herself replaying it in her head while walking back to her room, which she knew was stupid. He was just a guy who answered a question. That was it."You're doing that thing again madam rhona," Priya said the second Rhona walked in. She sat comfortably on her bed ,with her laptop open in front of her, probably procrastinating on readings she had due tomorrow."What thing?" Rhona replied"The thinking thing. The one where you look like you're mad at something but you're actually just confused.""I'm not confused.""Okay, so you're mad."Rhona dropped her bag by her bed and didn't answer, which was apparently answer enough because Priya closed her laptop
ADRIAN’S POV Adrian Cole had a problem he couldn’t solve, and it was sitting three seats over in a back row of Contracts.He’d noticed her the first day of classes — actually, he’d noticed her before that, at some point during orientation when he’d walked past a circle of students and caught her laughing at something someone had said, the kind of laugh that seemed to come from somewhere genuine instead of the practiced social performance most people defaulted to. He’d kept walking, hadn’t thought much of it at the time.Then she showed up in his lecture hall, and suddenly not thinking about her became significantly harder.The staring wasn’t intentional at first. It was just — she sat there, took notes like she was having a conversation with her own handwriting, asked sharp questions that made the professor pause before answering. She had this way of tucking her hair behind her ear when she was concentrating that made it hard to look anywhere else once he'd noticed it.After about a
She waited three more days before she actually did it.Not because she was nervous — or that’s what she told Priya, at least, who raised an eyebrow every time Rhona claimed she was “just choosing the right moment” instead of stalling.“The right moment,” Priya repeated, unpacking her lunch across from Rhona in the library café. “It’s been three days, Rhona. How many ‘right moments’ does a hallway offer exactly?I want to know”“I have a strategy.”“Your strategy is avoidance with extra steps.”“It’s called patience.”“It’s called you’re scared.”Rhona didn’t argue that one, mostly because she didn’t have a good comeback for it.But that afternoon, walking out of Contracts, she saw him ahead of her in the hallway — alone, for once, not surrounded by the usual cluster of people who seemed to gravitate toward him without him doing much to earn it. It felt like the kind of opening she wasn’t going to get again anytime soon.She caught up to him before she’d fully decided to.“Hey.” Her voi
By the second week of classes, Rhona had a routine.She got to Class ten minutes early, always sat in the same spot in the back row, and always had her coffee from the café where the barista called her “Queen. “Priya called it “aggressively type-A behavior for someone who claims she doesn’t like mornings,” and Rhona told her that consistency wasn’t the same thing as liking something.“It’s called discipline,” Rhona said, sliding into her seat one morning while Priya trailed in behind her, visibly less awake.It’s also called “you’re scared of being late and it manifesting as showing up an hour early.”“Ten minutes.”“An hour, emotionally.”Rhona rolled her eyes, but she was smiling when she opened her notebook.“Okay, don’t look now,” Priya said one morning, not lowering her voice nearly as much as the words suggested she should, “but the guy three seats over has been staring at you again.”“Priya.”“I said don’t look.”“You said it in a way that guarantees I’m going to look.”Rhona d







