Chapter 1

That morning I screamed my loungs out of my body. I had a terrible nightmare. I lost everything in there. I killed many People. Blood was everywhere, but how I did it was a Blur.

Still most of the things seemed so real. Was it really me who had killed all those people. I knew some of my dreams came a live sometimes. I hoped this one wouldn't come true.

When I finally had the strength to stand I went to the badroom and I hit some water in my face. It felt like a releive and everything washed away from what I had seen. Still the scary feeling I felt kept pushing on my heart. It kept racing and racing. I tried to get it under control and while I tried to think about happy things it Helped to calm me down.

It was still early morning and I was still tired but, when I tried to fall asleep I just saw the same blood bad over and over again. I was just to scared to close them again the first minutes I was laying down, but my eyes where getting heavy and I gave in to the tiredness that I felt.

I must have fallen a sleep again I thought by hearing the sound of my alarm. I searched with my hand on my night table and tried to put the alarm off. I heard a hard bounch on the floor. My phone had probably fallen on the ground. Then I relized that I needed to be in time for school today.

"OH no, today we have Misses Dom. If I am not on time I will have detention for sure."

Finally I Found my phone on the ground. Luckily it didn't break from the fall.

When I saw the time it was obious that I would have detention. It was already eight and school would start in half an hour.

I sped to my closet and took the first cloths I could find. I didnt have time anymore to chose.

My thoughts went crazy when I looked in the mirror. "I look like a child."

"Now Ellen has more reasons to bully me."

I ran to the badroom and brushed my teeth as fast as I could. My hair was a Mess to make it better I Brush it a bit. Still it looked like a birdsnest and the rainy weather in Belgium didn't make it better.

I ran downstairs and opened one of teh curtains in the living room to see it was raining.

Ugh again, I thought.

I took my rain jacket from the closet by the door and put it on me. It looked like a trashbag but, I had to go by bike and I had no normal jacket that could witstand this weather.

When I went outside and jumped on my bike to go to River College, I directly felt the rain fall down on me, but I knew I would be dry coming to school. 

Almost at school, I had bad luck because the rain changed into heavy rain and I bad, I saw something coming towards me. It came closer and closer. Till I felt a heavy bounce and I fell onto the ground. 'Ouch.' I yelled to the person who hit my bike. The person that hit me had followed the same faith as me. I didn't see who it was because of the rain still falling heavily in my eyes, but when the person yelled at me, "Are you crazy?!" I did know he was a guy to hear from the tone of his voice.

'Hey, don't you see how hard it is raining, anyone could hit you out of nowhere. Even a car.' I said with a frown he probably couldn't see because of the heavy rain.

I tried to stand up, but my knees hurt so much that I couldn't even stand for a while. I tried to push me off the ground again. 

When I finally found the strength to stand, the guy was already gone. I didn't even hear him take off. The rain was that heavy.

I know it didn't matter anymore what time it was. I was already too late for school.

My bike was a mess. My break broke from the impact of the hit. I could better walk to school, so. I tried as fast as I could to hurry to River College.

Arriving at school, I felt a bit dizzy because I had run a bit, so I could get less detention. 

I hoped Mrs. Dom was in a good mood today, so it would be even less. Even if my bike was a mess she wouldn't understand why and how I could be that late. She knew where I lived, so she knew it was not that far from the school.

When I arrived at her class, I saw her sitting at my seat making notes. 

Oh no, I totally forgot. Presentation day was today and I didn't even make one. What do I do now? Nobody would save me because they all hated me. I couldn't even sneak in and sit in my place by the window. She sat in my seat, so she could see me directly. My plan had failed, so, now I had to undergo the consequences. Still, hoping Mrs. Dom would understand. I gave a knock on the door and when I saw she looked directly at me, and she said, "Come in." 

I walked inside and everyone was looking at me. They started laughing. I felt so ashamed. Ellen, my biggest bully, took the lead and gave a comment to Mrs. Dom. 

'I guess detention will follow now.' Ellen said.

Mrs. Dom gave no comment to that, but she gave Ellen an angry glare.

Out of nowhere, Mrs. Dom said, 'both of you dentation.'

Ellen looked angry at me, and she wanted to come to me, but Mrs. Dom hold her back.

Then out of nowhere, someone broke the tension by also coming late for class.