LOGINAva ~~~ Adrian is sitting on the bed, looking out a small window. The urge to kill him strengthens. His voice is gravelly as he speaks, “Nurse? I told you I don’t need anything right now. My nose will heal. I have to be getting back to my son-“ the words die on his lips as he finally looks at me. My heart jolts the second we lock eyes, and the anger is knocked out of me, leaving me feeling gut-punched. Something flashes in his green eyes. Green eyes so much like mine. I thought I was going to pounce on him and rip him to shreds, but now I just feel small and exposed. This room is tiny; a single gurney bed and a window in the wall. Everything - from the wall to the floor - is excessively white. In fact, the largest thing in here is Adrian. I try to remember if he was this bulky when I was a child. As you get older aren’t your parents supposed to seem smaller? No. My father got massive, full of muscle that should scare me for what he could do to me. But I’m not scared. A b
Ava ~~~ He left. The bastard left me. That isn’t what hurts. At least that's not what hurts the most; it’s the fact that I was going to get him. The silly plan I made with Nicco about following the river comes to mind, and I feel so stupid, so so stupid, that I let myself be drawn in by both men; by the writer and my dad. I round the corner where the nurse wheeled him, my bare feet pounding against the cold tiles, until she and Adrian enter a room, shutting the door as they go. Irritation spikes through me. I don’t want to wait for the nurse to assess him before I get to him, I want to cause my damage now. My breathes come out in rapid pants, and I have to bring my hand to my chest to calm myself. In. Out. In. Out. “Mrs Sinclair?” I hear someone say tentatively. I snap my eyes open and spin around to find a nurse staring at me. I know what I must look like to her; barefoot and in a wedding dress, the reality of my marriage scandal already spreading on the news.
Ava~~~Now I’m on fire.Now I’m alive.My lips move against his quickly, and Leonel is forced to do the same. I don’t have time for any slow, sultry bullshit.Well, it’s not like Leonel’s complaining. A low growl rolls out of him, and I feel his large palm on the back of my neck, pulling me closer.The restlessness in my chest changes. It’s no longer about Jaxon’s death, it’s about my desperate need for him.“Fuck it.” He growls, and his hand leaves my neck, tightening around my waist.Surprise and desire bubble out of me in a small gasp.“I thought you were injured,” I mutter against his lips.“I don’t know, suddenly I’m feeling much better,” he mutters back, and before I can ask him if anything hurts, he pulls me back to him.He licks my bottom lip, coaxing me to open for him again, and I do. Heat pools on my underwear as his tongue slides against mine. I press my legs together, frustration winding in my chest. I need more.“I would have straddled you if I wasn’t wearing this fuck
Ava ~~~ There is a part of me, a very sick part of me, that wants to laugh. It takes over every other feelings till I feel nothing at all. Only the static in my chest. Here I am in my wedding dress with the man I intended to marry against everything; against friends warning me and press harassing me and our exes torturing me, even against my own instincts trying to hold me back, and yet he’s the one who is trying to leave me now? The look on his handsome face is miserable, but whether it’s from being ill or breaking up with me, I have no idea. Most likely both. “I’m sorry, our separation?” I utter, incredulous. He sighs, “The second I saw Jaxon standing there… I understood how bad our situation had gotten.” He pauses, then lets out a humourless chuckle, “Actually, I’m lying. The second you ran off at the Sinclair Soirée I knew. I knew the mess I made with you but I still needed you, because I love you, and I thought… maybe if we stayed together long enough we would be able
Ava~~~ We get to the hospital a little past 3 am, and by then everyone has melted into tired or stressed silence.I’m both.Images of the back of Jaxon’s head swell in my memory. I see the hole from the gunshot wound with blood surrounding it, I remember it pooling on the ground.I remember my father holding the gun.For a father who seems to care so little for me, he certainly wasn’t holding back on killing for me. The thoughts make my head bang and my heart heavy. I stick my face further out the car window. Seeking the relief of the harsh breeze.Then, there’s the issue of tomorrow. I’m sure every news outlet in the world already has this story, but it’s tomorrow - or later today - that all of us are really going to feel the consequences. A man died at our wedding. We didn’t even get married. I hate the small part of me that thinks that may have been a good thing.I try to calm myself by remembering Leonel’s greatest enemy, Genevieve, wouldn’t report this case, seeing as she’s g
Leonel ~~~ I manage to sit up with Bella’s help, something that takes longer than I expect. I flinch a lot from my shoulder wound, as its sting somehow seems to have poisoned my whole body. Yet, not once do I take my eye off Nicco. His sheepishness has melted away, and in its place is that cool, charming smile, the one I’m sure all the women in America fall for. It even worked on Ava once upon a time. Would it work on her now? The thought only increases my irritation as I growl, “Why the hell should I trust you?” His brown eyes shine with a sort of mischief I don’t like. “Trust? Who said anything about trust? You don’t have to trust a thing about me to accept my help.” Bella’s eyes remain narrowed, “The same way you helped us by setting Jaxon free?” If he feels shame, he doesn’t show it. He remains maddeningly smiley. “I can explain that.” He answers coolly. “There’s no need for whatever lie you want to conjure up,” I say, remembering Ava told me he broke int







