FAZER LOGIN~Unknown~
I’ve been walking around campus for a while now. I came here and registered for the classes that father insisted on. I decided to register for online classes because I need my days free to find her. I’ve been keeping to the shadows, checking out the school. So far, everything I’ve seen has made me sure of my choice.
Loud music calls to me, and I make my way over to its source. Down the road, there’s a house that has a lot of people out front. They must be having a party, and I want no part of that. I hate being around a lot of people. Whenever I go out in public, I always block my scent to avoid drawing attention.
A car pulls up to the front of the house, and three people get out. I start to look away when one of the girls catches my eye. She has on a leather mini skirt and a halter top, but she looks so familiar, even though I can’t clearly make out her face.
I step closer, tempted to go inside so I can see her, but I’m stopped by the crowd. There are way too many people in there, and I can’t risk it. I watch the house for a while, trying to figure out what my next move should be.
I grow tired quickly because it’s a party, and there’s no telling how long they will be there. I walk down further, getting close to the nearby woods. Thankfully for me, this gives me a visual of the backyard area of the house. I catch a glimpse of the same leather skirt, the occupant standing next to a guy at the edge of a pool. Her back is toward me, so I still can’t catch her face. I watch them for a while, wondering why I’m drawn to her. Maybe I need to take the time to find out more.
~Akia~
I stand next to Matt in the backyard. We are standing at the edge of a pool, watching other partygoers getting closer to jumping in. Everyone is letting loose and having fun. I’m envious because I’ve never been able to be that free. I’ve spent my teenage years and past looking over my shoulder.
As I relive my sad existence, the hairs on the back of my neck raise. I feel goosebumps break out all over my body. I know this feeling, I remember it. I feel like I’m being watched.
His warm touch jolts me, and I take a step back without meaning to. “I’m sorry.”
“No, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to startle you.” I smile at Matt, my heartbeat increasing. “I’m really glad to be here with you. I’ve been wanting to spend time with you for a while, but I didn’t know how to approach you. I’m not really good at all this.” I risk a glance at Matt, and my heart melts. He looks so flustered, and it’s the cutest thing.
“I… I’ve been through a lot in the past. I’m still a bit scared to open up.” Matt moves closer to my side and reaches over for my hand. His warmth wraps around me, and a shiver goes through my body.
“I have no problem being as patient as I need to be. You’re worth the wait.” I raise my drink to my mouth, trying to hide my smile. This may be a major mistake, but I think I want to find out firsthand.
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We stayed at the party for a few hours before pulling Esme into the car. She had had a bit too much to drink, but had a blast with her crush. I’m sure she hated to go, but I wasn’t comfortable letting her stay.
Matt pulls up in front of our dorm building. Esme looks between us and exits the car, giggling as she moves. I know what she’s doing, and she isn’t funny. Matt turns in his seat and puts his eyes on me.
He lifts his finger and lets it graze my cheek. My body is responding to his touch, and I feel butterflies in my stomach. “I had fun tonight.”
“I did too, but next time a more secluded outing would be appreciated.”
“Next time? There’s going to be a next time?” I didn’t mean to say what I did, but I can’t take it back now. It’s already out there.
“I… if you want.” Matt leans in close, and my nervousness tries to take over. I can feel his breath on my face, and the butterflies are going into overdrive. Matt presses his lips to mine. His lips are soft, and the kiss is making me feel things. This is the second kiss I’ve ever had, and it’s everything. Matt pulls back much too quickly.
“I would love that. I’ll see you in class.” I nod and exit his car. I walk to the door of the dorm and open it. I stop in the doorway, that feeling washing over me again. I feel like I’m being watched. Maybe it’s Matt. Perhaps he’s watching me so hard that it’s evoking those same feelings in me as before. I shake it off and walk into the building, ready to go to bed.
~Third Person~
He follows the car to its destination. He didn’t want to be seen, so he stayed far away and stayed in wolf form. Something about that girl has him on edge, and he doesn’t like that. He wants to figure this out so he can focus on finding her again.
By the time he finds a good place to be, she’s walking to the door of the building. He still hasn’t seen her face, but there’s something about her that’s calling out to him. He can’t risk getting closer because he’d be recognized. If his father gets another call about him, he’ll probably be locked away.
It’s a big dormitory. It looks to be four floors, with who knows how many rooms on each. There’s no easy way to find her without knowing her name or having seen her face. He has to figure out what to do and how to find out who she is.
He shifts into his human form and moves closer to the door. The car has long driven off, and she’s been in the building for a while. He peeks into the glass doors, and there’s no one there. Maybe they don’t have anyone watching the door this late at night. That could definitely be in his favor.
He has none of his tools with him, so tonight will have to be stopped here. He plans to come back the next night and get himself into the building. How he intends to find her is still a mystery, but at least he’ll be in. He slips away into the night, using the shadows to hide him, finalizing his plan in his head.
*Three Months Later*~Akia~I turn and look at the closed door again, almost trying to will it open. I sigh and roll my eyes, turning back and walking down the hall. I swear it makes no sense. I have no idea what’s going on.Esme got in last night and was supposed to be up this morning to go shopping with me. She knows that I need all the help I can get, yet I haven’t been able to find her. I wanted to leave at ten so we could get in and get out. It’s going on noon, and I still have no idea where she could be.I let out a breath and slowly make my way down the stairs. I keep trying to think where she could be, where I could have missed her, but I can’t figure it out. I step off the last step and stand with my hands on my hips. Where the hell could Esme be?Sparks erupt on my arms, and his
“Ares laughed at me. He asked me if I understood yet. He told me that HE was the one who saw me and instantly had to have me. He said that Adolf was along for the ride, but the actions taken were his, Ares. He thought and decided before acting.” I notice the change in Atlas’s breathing and how his body reacts to what I’m saying. “I need you to understand, Atlas. Your brother, Ares, made the choices that impacted both of our lives so severely. He decided to try to hold on to something that wasn’t his. He decided to eliminate who he perceived to be a threat. Ares did all of this, not Adolf. He wasn’t corrupted by a wolf spirit, he was the corruption.” I push myself up and lean forward. My hands wrap around Atlas’s face. I pull it forward and let my lips rest on his forehead for a bit. “You saved us from more torment and pain. Even if Adolf was removed, your brother would have still been a problem all by hims
~Akia~I didn’t plan to fall asleep, but I couldn’t help it. Everything was a lot, and I was running on fumes. I can’t even remember how all of this started because it feels like I’ve been going for days and not hours. I guess life gets like that when facing circumstances like the ones I just escaped from. Settling against Atlas made me feel safe, and sleep came quickly.My body is moving slowly, but it’s enough to wake me out of my sleep. I blink rapidly, trying to get my eyes to adjust. When I open my eyes, I find myself gliding in the air, wrapped in the arms of one of my mates. I want to look and see who it is, but the exhaustion is overwhelming. I let my eyes close and snuggle against the warmth that’s surrounding me.⇱⇲⇱⇲⇱⇲⇱⇲⇱⇲⇱⇲⇱⇲⇱⇲⇱⇲⇱⇲⇱⇲⇱⇲⇱⇲⇱⇲⇱⇲⇱⇲I wake up startled and sit up in bed. I gently touch my head and find it
~Akia~I don’t know what to say right now. Ares is bleeding out on the ground right now. Apollo is standing over him, but there’s no emotion on his face. Atlas has passed out next to Ares’s body, the stress having gotten to him. I’m standing here, not knowing what to do.My mate is gone… one of my mates is gone. I should feel sad, heartbroken. My heart should be shattered, and I should be trying to figure out how to survive without him. This is what I should be doing, but I’m not. I’m actually okay, and that’s a bit terrifying to say.If I’m being honest with myself, it feels like there’s a weight that has been lifted off me. Ares and Adolf are gone, and I’m not even mad about it. It’s crazy how calm I feel, but the truth is what it is.I know that Ares is the first of my mates that I met, b
~Atlas~The pain in my chest was unlike anything I’ve ever experienced in my life. It didn’t hurt this much when I was told that my mom had walked away from us or when we found out that she hadn’t left, but she’d been killed. I never knew something could hurt this much.There’s a warm hand on my back, tracing small circles. The feeling is soothing, but I don’t want it… I don’t deserve it. My head rests on softness, but it’s different from a pillow.I’ve stopped screaming and begging for something different. My throat is dry, and there are no more tears. I’m just left with the horrific pain. I killed my brother. I ended the life of my blood brother. I can never face anyone again; I can never be forgiven. “It’s okay, my child.” I slowly lift my head, struggling against the intense desire to disappear.
~Nyx~I stand and watch Adolf lose his sh.it. He huffs and puffs for a while, his eyes shut. I’m sure he’s trying to contact his human, but that isn’t happening. His connection with Ares has been severed by me.When that doesn’t work, he runs toward the others, but he moves right through them like a gas. It’s kind of funny, and if this weren’t a dire situation, I’d probably laugh at him. I can laugh later, right now, I will let him exhaust himself.His growl is strong enough to shake the trees if they were in the same plane that we are in. Adolf turns his head toward us and sneers. All of his teeth are visible, and there’s saliva dripping off the sharp tips. What did you do?!I scoff and roll my eyes. “What are you talking about?”Don’t play with me, bitch! Wh
~Akia~On Fridays, I usually have two classes with Matt. I was excited to see him since we had gone on a date the night before. Matt wasn’t in class. I don’t remember him being sick last night, so I got worried.I walk into the dorm and plop on the couch. I pull my phone out for the millionth time,
~Unknown~I do my homework, and I do it well. I found the registration office in a short amount of time. I swallow the disgusting liquid I got from an acquaintance. It’s something I’ve used in the past, but I hate using it when I do.It’s a potion that doesn’t last too long, but allows me to distor
We were let right through the gate without hesitation. We were also given directions to reach the pack hospital. The moment we pulled up, I wasted no time in pulling the door open and jumping out. I’m not even sure that the car actually stopped, but I can’t be bothered with that now.I run into the
~Akia~My time in the woods was amazing. Atlas is someone that you never see coming, but when he does, he overwhelms you in the best way. We talked, and we made out a little. It was such an amazing time.I hate that he was called away to handle Alpha duties. I wanted to spend more time with him. I







