LOGINHusband? Aiden? Oh no, this joke had gone way too far.
Grace's heart hammered against her ribs. She gathered herself from the shock, blinking hard like that would somehow reset reality. "You're saying this man here is my husband?" Sophia answered with a sweet smile that didn't quite reach her eyes. "That's right. He's your husband." She tilted her head, her voice dripping with false concern. "Oh, don't tell me you don't remember your own man?" Grace stared at them. Really stared. Mason and Sophia were standing close together, too close, and Sophia's hand was resting on Mason's arm like she owned him. Like they were the couple here, not Grace and Mason. "Really?" Grace's voice came out flat. Mason shrugged. "Yeah, really. We're just here to visit you. Aiden here is your husband." His tone was casual, like he was discussing the weather. Aiden looked at Mason with pure disgust. His jaw clenched. Then, in one smooth motion, he switched the ring on his right hand to his left, the one that looked like a wedding band. He turned to Grace, picked up her hand with surprising gentleness, and said, "Yeah. That's right. I'm your husband." His touch was warm. Too warm. Grace felt her pulse spike. Sophia continued, her voice sing-song. "Your room is next door, by the way." Grace's mind raced. Can I still tell the truth now? Should I drop this act? What the hell is happening? Mason leaned close to Aiden's ear and whispered something Grace couldn't quite catch, but she saw Aiden's expression darken. Then Sophia tapped Mason on his butt. Casually. Intimately. Like it was the most natural thing in the world. "Come on, babe. Let's go. We've got games to play." Babe? Grace felt like the floor had dropped out from under her. Her husband just let another woman touch him like that. Right in front of her. And he didn't even flinch. He looked... pleased. Before Grace could process what she'd just witnessed, Aiden snapped her back to reality. "Come on. I'll show you to our room." Then he bent down and scooped her up in his arms like she weighed nothing. Grace gasped, instinctively wrapping her arms around his neck. His chest was solid against her side, his grip strong and steady. He carried her out of the medical room and down a hallway lined with wooden doors. The resort was beautiful, all polished wood and soft lighting, but Grace couldn't focus on any of it. Her mind was spinning too fast. They reached a door marked with a small bronze plaque that read "Pine Suite." Aiden pushed it open with his shoulder and carried her inside. The room was spacious, decorated in warm tones with a massive bed covered in white linens. A fireplace crackled softly in the corner. Floor-to-ceiling windows overlooked the snowy forest outside. Aiden set her down gently on the edge of the bed. Then he straightened up and walked toward the bathroom without a word. Grace just stood there. Frozen. Her thoughts were a tangled mess. Crap. What now? What am I supposed to do? She glanced around the room aimlessly, her hands fidgeting with the hem of her sweater. She heard the sound of running water from the bathroom. Aiden was getting ready to shower. The reality of the situation hit her all at once. She was alone in a room with Aiden. Pretending to be his wife. And she had no idea how far this charade was going to go. Footsteps. She turned. Aiden stood in the doorway of the bathroom, leaning against the frame. He was shirtless now. Just a white towel wrapped low around his waist. His abs were carved like marble, his shoulders broad and powerful. Grace's breath caught in her throat. She'd never really looked at him before. Not like this. All these years, she'd only seen him as the cold, arrogant brother who tried to ruin her wedding. But now... God, he was stunning. He looked at her with an unreadable expression. "You're just going to stand there?" Grace swallowed hard. She didn't know what to say. Aiden walked closer. Each step deliberate. His eyes locked on hers. "Do you wanna take a shower with me?" Grace's mind went blank. What do I do? He's my husband's brother! Why is he doing this? He hates me, doesn't he? Before she could answer, Aiden reached out and turned her to face him. His hands were firm on her shoulders. Grace looked up, and for the first time, she saw past his usual cold demeanor. His eyes weren't hateful. They were intense and almost... vulnerable. Then it happened. The towel loosened. It slipped. And fell to the floor. Grace's eyes went wide. She couldn't help it. She looked. And what she saw made her entire body freeze. He was huge. Impossibly so. Heat flooded her face. Her mind flashed back to the dream. The pool. His hands on her body. The way he'd kissed her. The way he'd touched her. Oh God. She screamed internally. Jesus, this is huge! Aiden's voice cut through her panic. "Hey. Why are you so nervous?" He tilted his head, his lips curving into the faintest smirk. "Nothing you haven't seen before, right?"Not the particular brightness of midday or the warm amber of the lamp in the evenings. The early morning light was specific in a way that Grace had understood since she was young enough to be up before anyone else in a house and stand in a room that had not yet been occupied by the day and feel the particular quality of being the first person in it. She had never fully lost her taste for that. The first person in a room. The room still entirely itself, before the day had made its claims on it.She had come to the studio at six.Aiden was still asleep. Katřina was still asleep with the complete commitment she brought to sleep, the rabbit beside her on the pillow where it had been placed the night before with the seriousness of a person ensuring a companion was settled. Grace had stood in the doorway of Katřina’s room for a moment before coming downstairs — not for any reason she could have named, just to be in the doorway for a moment with the sleeping child and the rabbit and the quie
The studio was quiet at eleven in the evening.The rest of the house was quieter. Katřina had been asleep for two hours. Aiden had been reading when Grace came to the studio and would, she knew, have drifted off by now with the book on his chest in the particular way he fell asleep when he was reading something good and was losing the battle with being tired. She would find him like that when she went up. She would take the book and put it on the nightstand and he would wake briefly and not fully and she would say: you were asleep. He would say: I know. This was a ritual they had not designed and had been practicing for two years.She was in the studio with the new sketchbook closed on the table in front of her and the lamp on and the house quiet around her.She was sitting with everything.She did this sometimes — not often, and never with a plan to do it, but on certain evenings the quality of the quiet and the particular configuration of where she was in her own understanding of th
She had not been counting the pages.That was not how she worked. She did not fill a sketchbook toward a completion she was tracking — she filled it the way she had always filled them, which was by working in it whenever the work required a sketchbook and stopping when the work was done for the day, and eventually sketchbooks ran out of pages the way all things ran out of what they were made of and you put them on the shelf and started a new one. She had a shelf of them going back fifteen years. The ones from the years inside the marriage were thinner than the ones before and after. She had noted this once and not noted it again because noting it once was sufficient.She had opened this one the night before her wedding.She remembered that specifically. She had been in the hotel room — not the room she and Aiden had taken, a different one, because they had been observing the particular superstition of the night before with the cheerful awareness that it was a superstition and the priv
The birthday was on a Saturday.But the last day of being three was a Friday, and it was the Friday that Grace had been thinking about, in the private way she had been thinking about such days since Katřina had been small enough to fit against her shoulder — the particular quality of a last that was also ordinary, that did not announce itself, that passed without ceremony because the child inside it did not know it was the last of anything.Katřina knew her birthday was tomorrow. She had known it was coming for two weeks and had applied to the knowledge the same systematic attention she applied to everything she had decided was relevant. She knew there would be a cake. She had opinions about the cake which had been communicated clearly and early. She knew Lily was coming from London, which she had received with the particular gravity of someone being informed of a significant event and determining that the event was acceptable.She did not know that today was the last day of being thr
The package had been forwarded twice.The first address was the old Seattle office, the one they had vacated eighteen months ago when the lease had ended and the new space had been ready. That office’s post had been redirected to the new address as a matter of course, which Jennifer had managed with the thoroughness she applied to administrative transitions. The second address was a building in London that Grace no longer used as her primary base, which had forwarded it to Seattle as a matter of course once it had sat uncollected for sixty days.The original postmark was twenty-two months ago.It arrived on a Monday in a padded envelope that had acquired, over its journey, the particular quality of a thing that had been handled by many pairs of hands and had survived all of them. Grace’s name was written on the outside in a hand she recognised from the correspondence — careful, deliberate, the hand of someone who had had a great deal of time to learn how to form letters with attention
Isabel met her at the airport on a Tuesday morning.She was standing at the arrivals barrier in the particular way of someone who had been in motion since early and had not slowed down and did not intend to. She was wearing the expression that Grace had come to associate with her over two years of calls and correspondence — the expression of someone whose attention was always partially occupied by the next thing, not because they were distracted but because there was always a next thing and they had made their peace with that being the condition of the work.They embraced. Isabel said: how was the flight. Grace said: long and fine. Isabel said: good, because I have things to show you, and they moved toward the exit.Grace had expected this. She had been receiving Isabel’s quarterly reports for two years and had been reading them with the particular attention she gave to documents produced by people who understood what they were reporting on, and the reports had been excellent in the s







