LOGINNathan's hand trembled as Valentino's engulfed his, calloused, with rough tips like sand paper.
He shifted where he sat on the ground, his fingers curling and uncurling. The chill of the tiles bit at his skin, but he had no other choice. Valentino's breath filled the air, anything but soft. Each inhale and exhale exuded a pressure that tightened around Nathan's neck like a noose. He was in the man's room, but it felt like a den. A chamber. A territory. And he was a trespassing prey. The man's scent was at its most intense here, heady, yet... strangely tranquilizing. Nathan's eyelids fluttered slowly, threatening to be claimed by exhaustion. He flicked them open, his hand absentmindedly tightening around Valentino's huge one. He froze when the man's fingers twitched, snapping his eyes to his head, but he was still asleep. Thank God. This was a bad idea. A word slipped through his lips. A whisper. A curse. Why had Celyn done this to him? He heaved a sigh, mind wandering to how Valentino had reacted to the idea of them sleeping while holding hands. It was the angriest he'd seen him. A pressure had filled the air. Pressing. Enraged. Celyn shot up to her feet and backed away, as Valentino's breath slowed. Nathan stilled beside him, a knot of anxiety forming in his chest. He could almost taste the man's annoyance. "If you don't, you won't be able to sleep and he'll pass out," Celyn explained rapidly, a nervous smile playing on her lips. Valentino didn't speak, but his silence was enough to make knees buckle and hearts tighten with fear. And Nathan was his first victim. The boy's shoulders pulled inward, his head lowering. His heart ached, self-pity filling his emotions. Was he that bad? It wasn't like he asked to be tied to Valentino, but each look of annoyance and pure contempt drove him farther into an abyss of insecurity. He felt more depressed than he was when Mikhail introduced his mate. But, with it all... he was somewhat grateful. It was a twisted emotion that only he could understand. More than he liked to admit, the ongoing drama had saved him hours of bed rotting and constant wailing. If it weren't for the string, he'd have shut himself off completely. He almost scoffed at the absurdity. "Celyn." Valentino's voice was like steel, sharp and laced with venom. It cut through the tension filled air, forcing the hair on Nathan's body to rise. The woman chuckled nervously, grabbing her bag off the table. She backed away, clasping her hands. "Three hours while sleeping and that's it!" Then, she left. Nathan shook his head, fingers brushing Valentino's palm subconsciously. He still could not believe she left him like that. He glanced up at Valentino, taking in his sleeping form. Save for the permanent frown, the man almost looked soft. His eyes traced the thick lashes pressing against the rough skin of his cheeks, the thick eyebrows furrowed above, and his firmly carved lips. Now that Nathan was really looking at him, he could see some resemblance between the man and Mikhail. They had the same nose—high bridged, Roman-like, and similar ears. For the first time, he dared to think Valentino looked handsome. He shook his head, shuddering, before glancing at the countdown clock on the bedside table. An hour and twenty-four minutes remaining. Valentino had abhorred the idea. So much so that he had ordered Nathan to sit on the floor and watch him sleep instead. Once three hours was up, the boy would go to another room until it was morning and then, he'd leave. Nathan dared not sleep. He doubted he'd still be alive to see the light of day if he mistakenly fell asleep. His eyes were glued to the clock, staring weakly as each minute counted down, but... The air in the room was cool. Too cool, but it was comfortable enough for him to drift off to sleep. Nathan's eyes fluttered shot and this time they didn't flick back open. By the time he woke up, almost three hours had gone by and the night sky was starting to brighten up. And even worse. Valentino wasn't in the bed. The sound of running water reached his ears, alongside soft footsteps from within the bathroom. His eyes snapped to the direction, half expecting to see raging Valentino emerge from there. But, he didn't. One minute. Two. Three. The bathroom door remained shut. Nathan shot to his feet. He hurried silently to the door and slipped out into the hallway. His heart thumped with dread as he walked back to his room, feeling cold sweat seeping out of the palm of his hands. Had Valentino not notice him? Why had he not woken him up? Would he survive until the crack of drawn? A question mark loomed over his head as he entered his room and slid into the bed. He curled beneath the cotton blankets, unable to fall asleep despite feeling incredibly exhausted. Perhaps he could guard his door. Just in case. But the idea was even more exhausting. As more thoughts swirled in his head, he found his eyelids weighing heavier and heavier with each second until he drifted to sleep. Whatever consequences awaited him, he'd face them in the morning. ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ "The next time you fall asleep like that, I'm cutting your ears.""What are you doing under there?" Nathan mumbled, blinking slowly as his eyes adjusted to the morning light spilling in from the windows. It was subtle at first. A small trail of wet heat across his chest, before the familiar feel of Valentino's lips engulfed his nipple, dragging him out of a confused dream. For some reason, he was racing a horse riding a unicycle.Valentino reached up, pulling the boy's shirt over his head, his lips curled into a dirty smile. His gaze was warm, filled with an emotion that made Nathan's heart flutter."Exploring."Nathan couldn't help the chuckle that slipped out of him. He threw his head back and shook gently against the cool mattress. "Normally, the groom-to-be shouldn't be in the bride-to-be's room," he murmured, his eyes finding Valik's eyes again.Rising to his knees, the man rolled his eyes. Then he plopped down the bed, snuggling up to him, pressing his nose into the crook of his neck. His arm found its place across Nathan's belly."What a us
The sun had long since dipped below the horizon, leaving behind a canvas of wine and orange that stretched endlessly over the water. The beach had grown quiet, the distant giggles and splashes replaced by the gentle rhythm of waves hitting the shore.Nathan hadn't spoken a word since they returned to the villa.He'd walked ahead of Valentino, his shoulders rigid, his strides quick. The moment they crossed the threshold, he'd disappeared into the bedroom and locked the door behind him. Valentino had stood in the hallway for a long moment, his hand raised, hovering inches from the wood. But no words came. Nothing he could say would undo what he'd just revealed.Nothing he could say would erase the cruelty he'd inflicted on a boy who was already drowning in his own sorrows.He'd ended up on the couch.The leather was cold against his back, the cushions too firm, the space too empty. He'd stared at the ceiling for hours, replaying every moment, every harsh word, every time he'd watched
The crystal clear water glinted as it caught the light, its waves rippling, curling at the edge in white foams.In it, some students from Nathan's department played, passing a beach ball, their distant giggles drifting in the air. Nathan watched from the bench, his lips curling into a small smile. He brought the drink in his hand to his lips and sipped the sweet, orange liquid slowly. A shadow suddenly fell over him and he looked up, barely able to make out Mikhail's features. "For someone who crashed my engagement ceremony, you sure are having the time of your life."A chuckle bubbled in his throat. He set the drink down and shook his head, using a hand to sit upright. "Take it up to Valik," he shot back, watching Mikhail lower himself on the bench beside his. The boy gagged. "Stop calling him that."Another chuckle slipped out of him, his eyes squinting. "Whatever. Where's he?"It had been well over two months since the crashed ceremony. Two months since Nikolai had been esco
The grand doors opened once more. This time, Valentino's grandparents walked in. The guests and Nikolai's wench had since long spilled out.Valentino stood beside Nathan, his grip tightening on his hand as the elderly couple walked towards them. "My son," Eleanor, his grandmother said, her smile laced with both pride and grief, her arms wide open. Holding Nathan, the man closed the distance, chuckling as he pulled his mate into the hug. Eleanor chuckled, patting their backs gently. "Sorry I took too long," he murmured against her, his voice soft. Then, he pulled away and smiled. "No, you did what we couldn't do, and for that, we're greatful," George, his grandfather chipped in, and Eleanor nodded, her eyes gleaming. "Thank you." She glanced towards Nathan and reached for his cheek, pinching the rosy skin lightly."You're such a cutie." The boy blushed and chuckled, muttering thank yous. His head then darted to the back and Valentino followed his gaze to...Mikhail and Elena.Mi
Tonight, everything would change. In the Ivanov's mansion. Like it did once before. Like it did on the night he got tied to Nathan. The car pulled to a stop on the property and Valentino glanced towards Nathan, reaching for his cheek. Had he really moved on from his brother?Even though he never really thought about it much, tonight, he just could not help but imagine how Nathan would feel seeing someone he once had a longtime crush on getting engaged. Though amidst the sympathy was a jealous feeling he was trying to suppress.The boy placed his hand over his and smiled, his eyes gleaming with warmth. Perhaps he could feel it, too. This strange familiarity. The house that changed their lives in one night. "You okay?" He asked and Valentino smiled, his heart throbbing. He scoffed and nodded, before he leaned in and kissed his forehead.The man pulled away and unfastened his seatbelt, then he slid out of the car and rounded it to the passenger's side. Tonight, he was formally int
"You're still upset?" Valentino asked, his voice low. He pulled to a stop in front of his house and turned towards Nathan.The boy didn't reply; he simply rested his chin on his hand and looked out the window. He had been ignoring him since they left his apartment. "Should I open the door myself or what?" He mumbled and the man shook his head. "No, I'll open it," he replied, staring at his pouted lips for a long moment before he slid out and rounded the car. Valentino's lips curled into a bright smile as he opened the door and leaned in until their faces were mere inches apart. Then, with deliberate slowness, he unfastened his seatbelt and sliced his gaze towards him."A-are you done?" Nathan croaked, his eyes darting to the side as he leaned away from the man. "I'm sorry," Valentino said, his voice smooth, though he was anything but remorseful. If he went back in time, he would do it again. He leaned in towards the boy and held his chin, then he turned the his face towards his s
Nathan winced as he collapsed onto the threshold, tears pricking at the corners of his eyes. The pain in his wrist had intensified, its sting almost like a thousand needles pricking him at once. As the searing sensation lingered, deep and throbbing, Nathan wondered if Valentino could feel it too.
Nathan woke up the next day, his head pounding. The sheets rustled as he stirred, eyes fluttering open slowly.Then, the memories flooded in. He sat upright suddenly, eyes snapping to his left wrist.The string was still there.It was not a dream.Although now it was merely a bracelet, and Nathan k
Why?Why Valentino?The man loomed before him, his jaw clenched. His eyes traced Nathan, tinged with intense rage and disgust. Before Nathan could muster a word, Valentino pulled him up and dragged him into the room, then shut the door.Nathan's eyes widened, panicked and confused. The latter thr
The birthday party was in full swing that evening. The Ivanovs had thrown it to celebrate their son, Mikhail's birthday which he shared with Nathan, his best friend. A pop music blasted through the speakers as people danced, laughed and drank in the grand living room of their mansion."Happy birt







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