Tonya
Gasps, scoffs and giggles filled the air as humiliation and betrayal washed over me.
I stared at Zeke on one knee, the velvet box open in his hand, the diamond ring glittering under the silver moonlight. One he had bought with me. But it wasn’t for me?
It was for Angie?
A strange ringing filled my ears. I blinked once. Twice. Maybe this was a dream. A cruel joke. I took a step forward. “Alpha Zeke?” I whispered.
He didn’t even glance at me.
“Alpha Zeke, what’s happening?” I asked again, louder this time. The crowd around us hushed, and yet his silence screamed louder. His eyes remained locked on Angie like she was the center of the moon and stars. Like I didn’t exist at all.
Angie tilted her head and smirked at me. She had that cold, smug smile curling her lips like she had just won a prize, like she knew this was going to happen.
“Will you be my mate and Luna, Angie Hill?” Alpha Zeke asked.
“Oh, Zeke, yes! I had been waiting for this,” she exclaimed, and with a graceful flick of her fingers, she extended her hand toward him.
What? My world shattered like a glass vase dropped from the sky. “No…” I tried to breathe, feeling suffocated. “No, please.”
Ignoring me completely, Alpha Zeke slipped the ring on her finger, his face soft, his expressions like that of a love-sick puppy as he looked at Angie.
As the scenario unfolded in front of me, my heart cracked. It didn’t just ache. It splintered and bled, raw and exposed. The butterflies that once danced in my stomach had turned to knives. My lips trembled. “Alpha Zeke,” I called again, desperation thick in my throat.
He stood up, cupped Angie’s face and kissed her on her lips as the entire crowd cheered for them. Disbelief blasted inside my chest, my entire world crumbling faster than a house of cards before my eyes. What was going on? I was confused. I thought Zeke loved me. I loved him with all I had. Tears welled in my eyes. Pain lanced in my chest. Was this how rejection felt?
Once he removed himself, I swallowed the lump in my throat and summoned the courage to walk up to him. “Why did you do this?” My voice broke. “You said you were going to announce us. You said you loved me. Why did you ditch me like this?”
His lips curled, but it wasn’t a smile. “Announce us?” He let out a dry laugh. “Tonya, don’t be silly.”
The crowd whispered around us. I felt hundreds of eyes pinching my skin like thorns.
“I never planned to propose to you,” he said in a cold voice. “How could I accept a wolf-less girl as my Luna? That’s laughable. Angie is an Alpha’s daughter, and was always the right one for me.”
I flinched like he’d slapped me.
My eyes widened. “But she left you! She chose someone else over you. I was the one who stayed.”
He shrugged like my words meant nothing. “That was a misunderstanding. Angie and I… we’ve always been in touch. We were just waiting for the right time.”
The right time? This Moonshadow Gathering? My knees weakened. The man I had loved since forever had been lying all along? He used me? I couldn’t breathe. The night air suddenly felt thick, suffocating me. Tears filled my eyes as I backed away. My dress felt tight around my ribs, my cheeks burned with humiliation. Laughter and murmurs echoed behind me. My parents were too shocked to react.
“Now don’t create a drama over here,” he growled. “We will talk tomorrow.” Saying this, he turned to Angie, who placed her hand on his chest possessively, staking her claim.
I couldn’t take it anymore. I backed away a few steps. Then I turned and ran.
I didn’t care where I was going. I just wanted to escape the whispers, the stares, the betrayal. Myself.
Alicia caught up behind me. “Tonya! Wait!” she yelled, panting. “Don’t go into the forest! They say Ezra, the rogue king, is lurking!”
But I didn’t stop. Not even the rogue king could stop me. They said that he killed first and talked later. Well, he could kill me if he wanted. At least, I’ll be relieved of this pain in my heart.
My feet carried me deeper into the trees, my dress brushing against branches, leaves scratching at my arms. My heart was a bird trapped in a cage, thrashing wildly.
I reached the lake outside the pack borders. The moon shimmered on the water, and without thinking, I unzipped my dress. It pooled around my feet like a fallen crown. I stood in my bra and panties, the cool air brushing my skin. Stepping into the lake, I let the water wrap around me like a blanket of ice. It was the only thing that could numb the fire in my chest.
I swam to the center, dunked under the water, and let the tears flow freely. No one could see them here. No one could hear the sobs that escaped my lips.
Why did he do this? He made me believe that he loved me while he was in touch with Angie all this time. Why wasn’t I good enough?
After a while, my fingers pruned, and my legs grew tired. I swam back to the shore, water dripping down my skin. I reached for my gown, only to find nothing. Gone. Stolen. I blinked, panic creeping in. I looked around wildly. “Hello?” I called. “Is someone there?”
That’s when I heard it.
A howl. Low, deep, and terrifyingly spine-chilling. It wasn’t from a wolf I knew. It sounded wild. Feral. Angry.
My blood ran cold. Was the Rogue King here?
Scared, heart hammering, I backed away. With no clothes to cover me but wet undergarments, I turned and sprinted through the trees, hugging myself. The forest seemed darker, ominous now.
When I reached home, I burst through the door of my room and slammed it shut, gasping for air. My parents weren't home yet. I collapsed onto the floor of my room, the tears starting all over again.
I cried until the moon disappeared and the sun rose.
I didn’t sleep. I couldn’t.
My thoughts kept spinning like a broken wheel. Why did he lie to me? How long had he been planning this? Why didn’t I see it?
By morning, something inside me snapped into place. I needed answers. I had to see him.
I dressed quickly in jeans and a hoodie, tying my damp hair into a messy braid. The bite of last night still sat fresh on my skin, but I forced myself to walk to Zeke’s house. My legs felt like stone, but my heart beat with a mix of courage and fury.
When I reached, the gate was ajar. The place looked unusually quiet. As I walked in, I heard low and rhythmic sounds coming from the courtyard. My brows furrowed. A soft moan followed. And then a growl. Skin slapped against skin. Someone was panting, gasping, groaning. “Yes, Zeke, yes!”
Confused, I tiptoed closer to the courtyard wall and peeked over it. And then I saw it.
Angie was on her knees and palms, wearing my blue gown, her neck tilted in submission. She had presented herself to Zeke.
And Zeke’s wolf was mounted on her. Pounding ferociously inside her pussy, his nose buried in my gown.
Stunned, I froze. Angie turned her face toward me and smirked. A fierce pain blasted in my belly.
Tonya Pain was like a star imploding, dragging me into its darkness. The council hall vanished, and Zeke’s voice receded. Rejecting Zeke was accompanied with tremendous pain, but I welcomed it because it tasted of freedom. When I opened my eyes again, there was no Council Hall or the noise. Soft morning light spilled from the window. I tried to move but realized I couldn’t. An arm was draped across my waist, which pulled me against a warm chest. I knew it before my mind focused. I was sleeping with Ezra.His breath was warm against the back of my neck, slow and relaxed. His palm rested over my chest like it had been made to fit there. Realization hit me that I was in his room. In his bed. In his arms.For a moment I just lay there, staring at the window, the curtains stirring with the morning breeze. His room smelled like him, like woodsmoke and pine. And I was wrapped in it, cocooned in his safety. Relief hit me so hard that tears pricked my eyes and slipped silently onto the pill
ZekeShe rejected me? Her words hung in the air like poison. They echoed in my head, slicing my heart over and over until I could barely breathe. My chest felt like it had been ripped open, with her every syllable. My hand clasped my chest and I felt like clawing it because the pain was too much to bear. I couldn’t move, couldn’t think as I just stared at her. It felt like she had turned into a stranger in a matter of a few seconds. I could see that she was also in a lot of pain, but how could she reject me? She was in love with me. I knew I committed a mistake by choosing Angie over her, but now I was here to amend it. And yet she rejected me? This wasn’t supposed to happen. My wolf whined and cried inside me. ‘Mate, my mate. She rejected us. I want our mate. Get her.’ “Tonya…” My voice cracked. “You can’t mean that. You can’t… you can’t be so cruel. We are bonded. We are moon mates.”In Ezra’s arms, she turned her gaze on me. But her eyes had turned cold and merciless. She looked
TonyaThough the world felt like it had split open beneath my feet and my heart pounded like a drum of war, as the weight of the situation sank in, everything was crystal clear. I looked from Zeke to Ezra. I was a mate to the brothers. How was this possible? The crowd’s murmurs were more than ever. Eyes wide, mouths parted, disbelief etched on every face. It was as though the entire world had turned to chaos, and I stood at the center of the storm. My legs trembled, my body refused to move, while inside my soul was spiraling out of control.When I said that I had to say something, every eye fell on me. There was a stunned silence around me. My knees quivered because a thousand weights pressed against me with judgment, confusion, and awe.I still couldn’t believe that after centuries of moon goddess not bestowing mates to our world, she had chosen me to have two mates. Was it a cruel melody of hers? I had thought Ezra’s pull was some kind of twisted fate, something my body betrayed me
TonyaMy hands trembled on the wooden railing of the stand as I awaited Elders’ orders. Zeke was my mate? And he took advantage of my feelings by never revealing it to me only so that he could marry Angie, and keep me as his mistress? My stomach twisted at the thought, and I retched. “No,” I whispered, shaking my head, my vision blurring with tears. My gaze went to Ezra. His eyes were full of fury and possessiveness and they were locked on mine. “I don’t want to go!” My voice cracked as I bared my soul before the Elders. “Please! Please don’t send me back to him. He’ll destroy me.”The hall had gone still. The Elders exchanged looks and the ground might as well have swallowed me because I knew what they were about to say. Elder Derek said, “In lieu of the current situation, we order Tonya Wilson to return to Alpha Zeke. We also order Alpha Zeke to mark her and complete his mating bond. It’s a bond we’ve been waiting for centuries.” Zeke smiled cruelly. His eyes glistened with trium
Ezra Tonya wasn’t beside me, and everything in me misfired. Every voice outside the Council Hall sounded far away, as if I stood under water. Shade paced impatiently in my skull with a maddening rhythm. I tried to stand still, but couldn’t so I pressed the heels of my boots to the ground.“Alpha,” Norton said quietly. “If the Elders press jurisdiction, we pivot to due cause. Zeke’s unlawful confinement, the bruising documented by our physician. If they argue territory, we—”I watched his mouth move and heard none of it. My gaze kept cutting to the main door. Tonya was somewhere behind that door, too far from my reach. Shade growled, wanting me to free him. I clenched my fists until the knuckles cracked. If I freed him, he would bring carnage. A soft ripple of laughter came from the opposite colonnade. Zeke stood there with Daniel and Angie, like he already knew he was going to win. He tilted his chin when he saw me, a slow, ugly smile dragging across his mouth. Angie, on the other h
TonyaMy words echoed in the council hall as everyone became quiet. I repeated what happened with me, and what Zeke wanted to do with me. “It was Alpha Ezra who rescued me from Alpha Zeke, and his nefarious intentions. Not only he took me to his pack, he gave me a safe place to live. Why wouldn’t I reject my old pack and live in my new one when that’s where I feel safe? Any sane person would lean toward safety. And Alpha Ezra is my safety net.” When the Elders didn’t reply, I prayed to the goddess that she listened to me genuinely just once.The Elders looked at each other. It seemed like they were talking amongst themselves through mind link. The next five minutes seemed like eternity. Like the judgment was about to come. Like they did not believe in me.Mentally, I remembered where my dagger was. My eyes went to Ezra who was still staring at me, shocked. His face was ashen white. But why? When my gaze met with Zeke’s he appeared to be on the edge, but not in shock.Elder Derek final