Tonya
Two days passed.
I didn’t know why there were black and blue marks all over my stomach. I experienced excruciating belly pain twice so far, and it was followed by these marks. Was I dying? Must be. It always felt like someone was slowly sawing my heart.
I lay on my bed, staring at the ceiling, not seeing it at all. My body felt like a hollow log—present, but empty. I hadn’t moved since returning from Zeke’s house. Not even a blink could slow the storm behind my eyes. The memory of what I saw replayed again and again, burning my heart until it felt like ash in my mouth. Of Zeke’s wolf mounting Angie. Was she his true Luna?
The wolf I loved had fucked another woman. Not with restraint or guilt, but with hunger. Like he didn’t remember me at all. His hands had once held me like I was made of starlight, delicate and rare. Now they gripped her lustily.
My heart cracked open. A burning lump lodged in my throat, but I couldn’t cry. The tears refused to fall, as if even they were too ashamed of how pathetic I felt. I had thought of giving my virginity to him as a gift on our first night together. My chest ached, and with every breath, my belly ached. I had become invisible. A ghost watching the death of her own dreams.
I heard footsteps, then the soft knock on the door before it opened. My parents walked in. Mom sat beside me and cupped my face gently. Dad stood at the doorway, jaw clenched tight. They looked older today. Tired, as if my pain had seeped into their bones.
“My baby,” Mom whispered, brushing my hair from my face. “I’m so sorry.”
“I don’t understand,” I croaked. “Why would he do this to me?”
Mom didn’t know what to say. “I don’t know…”
Papa exhaled heavily. “There’s something else, Tonya.” His voice was hard, but beneath it was sorrow. “Angie made a demand today.”
I sat up slowly, dread already crawling into my chest.
“She wants you demoted to omega status,” Dad said. “She claims a wolf-less girl shouldn’t be allowed to hold Gamma blood rights. She told the council you don’t deserve to live in the Gamma quarters.”
“What?” I gasped. “She can’t do that. Can she?”
Dad's silence was answer enough.
Mom took my hand. “They’ve assigned you to kitchen duties starting tomorrow. And you will be required to move to the omega quarters.”
I stared at them, shocked. “What? So suddenly I’m nothing now?” I whispered. “After everything?”
“You’re not nothing,” Mom said fiercely. “You’re everything to us.”
But to Zeke? I wasn’t even worth a second glance.
I launched myself in mom’s arms, fresh tears falling from my eyes. Why was Zeke being so cruel to me? What did I do to deserve this?
Mom stroked my hair murmuring soothing words as papa watched us with moist eyes. “We will talk to the Alpha and ask if you can stay with us.”
But I knew that it would be futile.
Later that day, Alicia came in, slamming the door open like a gust of wind. She hugged me without a word and then pulled away to look at my face.
“I swear I’ll skin Angie alive,” she hissed. “But until I can do that, we’re going to make Zeke regret ever letting you go.”
I blinked at her. “What?”
She smirked. “He’s marrying her on the next full moon. That gives us time.”
“Time for what?”
“To tame the Alpha. To make him regret.”
I gave her a dry look. “I’m not in a mood to joke, Alicia,” I said in a strangled voice.
“No, seriously,” she said. “Listen. This is war now, and the best weapon is jealousy. Zeke thinks you’re weak. Let’s remind him you’re not.”
I shook my head. I felt weak, and pathetic. Miserable and angry. The emotions were so enhanced that they took my breath away. Days looked bleary. “And how exactly do we do that?” I asked tiredly.
Alicia counted on her fingers, dramatic as ever. “Step one: Look hot. Like, jaw-dropping hot. Step two: Go out. Laugh. Be happy. Step three: Flirt with boys. Step four: Let every unmated male notice what Zeke lost. Step five: Ignore him like he never mattered.”
My eyes went wide. “That’s your master plan?”
“Do you have a better one?”
I didn’t. But… “Don’t be insane,” I said, flopping on the pillow, burying my head in it.
“No, Tonya!” she gritted. “All these years, you were the one who was with him. Supported him when Angie left. Nursed him mentally at the cost of your happiness. And when that bitch returned, he discarded you in a second, like a fly from milk?”
“He is an Alpha. I’m wolf-less,” I reasoned. “He can do anything.”
“He can’t,” she protested angrily. “He took advantage of your innocence. It’s time for payback!”
“He’ll throw you into dungeons. Don’t do anything reckless, Ali.”
“I’m smart enough to make an impact just enough to make him regret, Tonya. Don’t worry about me. Just focus on what we will do next.”
Even if it felt childish, a part of me wanted it. To rise from this pain. To feel seen. Alive.
Suddenly, Alpha Zeke’s voice filled my mind. ‘Come to my house.’
That afternoon, Alicia and I went to the Alpha’s house. While she had warrior training, I had… coffee duty. Those were Angie’s orders.
The head cook came to me to give me a tray of coffee. “Luna Angie is asking for it.”
Luna? Already?
“Go on,” Alicia whispered, squeezing my arm. “Head high.”
I walked to their bedroom with the tray in my hand, steam rising from the mug. I knocked at their door. “Come in!” Angie’s voice came.
As I stepped into their bedroom, I stiffened.
Zeke was sitting on a couch, shirtless. Angie was sprawled on his lap, her shirt barely clinging to her shoulders, her thighs bare, and they were kissing fervently. His hands gripped her hips, pulling her closer. Her fingers entwined in his hair, and their moans tangled in the thick, heated air. His tongue was thrust deep in her mouth as she sucked it.
I stood frozen, feeling like an intruder in a moment that should have been mine. My stomach twisted, each second branding his betrayal deeper into my skin. Their passion burned, and I was the ash left behind. I clenched my jaw and dropped my eyes to the floor, a familiar stomach ache rising.
Did Angie call me to show this?
TonyaThey didn’t notice me at first. Then Angie turned, spotting me, she slid off his lap.“Oh, perfect timing,” she said, reaching for the coffee. Zeke smirked and gave her a playful slap on the butt.She squealed. “Zeke!”He chuckled, standing up. “I’m off to training.” Then his gaze met mine, hard and cold. “Serve her well, Tonya. No delays.”I didn’t know where all my courage came from, but I placed the coffee tray on the table, and said quietly, “Alpha Zeke, it’s unfair. I’m Gamma-born. Why did you demote me to omega status?”He raised a brow. “Because I’ll do anything Angie says. Angie thinks since you are wolf-less, you are more suited for the kitchen duties. And don’t sulk about us.” He scoffed, “You were always temporary for me. Stop dreaming about me now.” Without another glance, he walked out.Even as he walked out, I couldn’t help seeing his toned body. How his dark hair was ruffled, and how beautiful he looked. I loved him so deeply. Did he not have the same feelings for
TonyaTwo days passed. I didn’t know why there were black and blue marks all over my stomach. I experienced excruciating belly pain twice so far, and it was followed by these marks. Was I dying? Must be. It always felt like someone was slowly sawing my heart. I lay on my bed, staring at the ceiling, not seeing it at all. My body felt like a hollow log—present, but empty. I hadn’t moved since returning from Zeke’s house. Not even a blink could slow the storm behind my eyes. The memory of what I saw replayed again and again, burning my heart until it felt like ash in my mouth. Of Zeke’s wolf mounting Angie. Was she his true Luna?The wolf I loved had fucked another woman. Not with restraint or guilt, but with hunger. Like he didn’t remember me at all. His hands had once held me like I was made of starlight, delicate and rare. Now they gripped her lustily. My heart cracked open. A burning lump lodged in my throat, but I couldn’t cry. The tears refused to fall, as if even they were too
TonyaGasps, scoffs and giggles filled the air as humiliation and betrayal washed over me. I stared at Zeke on one knee, the velvet box open in his hand, the diamond ring glittering under the silver moonlight. One he had bought with me. But it wasn’t for me?It was for Angie?A strange ringing filled my ears. I blinked once. Twice. Maybe this was a dream. A cruel joke. I took a step forward. “Alpha Zeke?” I whispered.He didn’t even glance at me.“Alpha Zeke, what’s happening?” I asked again, louder this time. The crowd around us hushed, and yet his silence screamed louder. His eyes remained locked on Angie like she was the center of the moon and stars. Like I didn’t exist at all. Angie tilted her head and smirked at me. She had that cold, smug smile curling her lips like she had just won a prize, like she knew this was going to happen. “Will you be my mate and Luna, Angie Hill?” Alpha Zeke asked. “Oh, Zeke, yes! I had been waiting for this,” she exclaimed, and with a graceful fli
Tonya ‘Only a true Luna can present herself to the beast of her Alpha in his truest form.”Shaman’s words rang in my head as I watched with stars in my eyes the love of my life, Alpha Zeke of the Blue Moon pack, coming toward me. He stopped in front of me, lifted my chin up and said in a soft voice, “Ready for the Moonshadow event tomorrow? I’m going to tell everyone about us.”Unmated werewolves of the pack assembled in the Moonshadow Gathering. It occurred once every four years. I nodded, a pale blush coloring my cheeks.He pressed a chaste kiss to my forehead, and walked away, leaving me with a violent nest of butterflies in my belly. I had come to meet him in the packhouse because I couldn’t help myself. He was preparing for the next day’s event with his council members, but he found time to meet me despite his busy schedule. Mates in our world were non-existent. The last mates that lived were over several centuries. The bond had become more of a myth than a reality. Most wolv