I told my parents I would marry her someday and I begged my brother to teach me how to make her fall in love with me. Justin told me: 'she's already there, bro'. And I fucking believed him.
I was about to make my move and have my first kiss with her... but then it all went to shit one day when the Blues pack showed up to our ball.My aunt Julia was standing with us when Alpha Asheron came to say hello.Then she shattered my little heart."Wait, I feel something," she said, making everyone stop everything they were doing. She grabbed Alpha Asheron and Georgie's hands and did her witch thing for a few seconds, "There is a bond here. A fated mates bond."The whole room gasped in shock, but I don't think anyone felt as shocked as me. I started to shake my head in disbelief. Justin walked to us, his worried eyes directly on me."That's impossible. Georgie is only fifteen," I said, trying to grab her arm and pull her away from Asheron, but his heavy eyes fell on me with a warning on them. He was way, way taller than me back then. He was my brother’s age and size. He could’ve very easily kicked my ass in a fight, so I moved back, "She doesn't even have a mature wolf yet, how can she find her fated mate?""I can feel the bond, even if it's not awake yet," my aunt said, throwing me a scolding look. She has always found me very annoying, "I'm not lying, the bond is strong. This is the first mated bond I've felt in years and it's undeniable."Well, turns out she was right.Asheron and Georgie became the it-couple, even if they were chaperoned the whole time to make sure Asheron didn't try anything funny on Georgie. But, of course he wouldn't, because he was the perfect gentleman.Fucker... I mean, rest in peace.Anyway, Georgie was instantly in love with him and she casted me aside very easily. I was just her best friend. But the worst part was, the few times I got to spent time with her after that, all she did was talk about 'Ash'.Of course I couldn't take it for too long. I told my mom I wanted to fucking leave and never come back. I'm not the first born son, I was already eighteen and I didn't have any responsibilities, so she let me go.I left Kallistar behind, I left Georgie behind and I swore I would make my life outside of the werewolf world because, what was even the point? Everything was super boring. Justin was the one handling everything important. Georgie was in love with another guy and I was just… the same, old, unimportant Cain.So, I decided to start a new life.I went to college just for the fun of it, and I did have a lot of fun. Human men are subpar to me in every way, so human women would fly to me like fucking wasps. None of them were as gorgeous as my Georgie, but at some point I managed to stop comparing everyone to her and just enjoyed the moment.I enjoyed the moment very much, right until stupid Justin had a breakdown and ran away.Now I have to act as the first born son, I have to become the Alpha and I have to be the prince, ready to become the King of Kallistar at some point.God, I really hope Justin comes back before that.But as if all that is not enough to send me to a downward spiral, now Georgie is my mate? After she broke my heart into a million pieces five years ago?Nah, this has to be a sick joke from my new enemy: The Moon Goddess.What the fuck have I ever done to her? I pay my respects to her, even when I was among humans. So why did she decide to make me Georgie's second mate? That's evil. Especially because Georgie is not even interested in having a mate anymore, not after perfect Asheron.She doesn't want me.I pull my phone out and text Justin."You need to come back home, please. I don't want to fucking be here. Please. Pleeease.”"You have to stay and take care of business, little bro. I can't come back," he texts back, making me groan out loud.If I told my mom Justin has kept in touch with me and we text almost every day, she would definitely find a way to track his phone and find him, but even now I can't bring myself to betray my brother.He has a good reason to be away, even if he doesn't want to tell me what it is. I know him so much, I'm sure he wouldn't do all this for nothing."What happened?" He asks a few seconds later, curious as ever.And of course, I describe everything about my newfound bond and about Asheron's death in case he hasn't heard about that.Justin takes a long, long time to reply. He is probably trying to find the right words to tell me."All I can say is, follow your heart. You two are fated for a reason and you’ve always been in love with her anyway. Don’t be a coward," he says and then he stops replying to my texts.I groan again and force myself to look up. I think everyone can tell I'm a shit mood because even though this is my party, no one is approaching me anymore. They only look at me from afar and talk in hushed tones, probably about my stupid second-fiddle bond.Around midnight, people finally start leaving until only my family is here. And Georgie's. So now I have to talk to people again. How fun."You had your tantrum, now come here," my dad growls. I have to get up from my seat for the first time in a long time and when I almost fall to the right, I realize I'm drunker than I thought, "This is not Alpha behavior, Cain.""That's because I'm not an Alpha, I'm just someone forced to have the fucking title," I spit out, not caring if everyone around us can hear, "What do we even have to talk about with them?""With your fated mate?" he asks, sarcastically, "A lot. This is important."Pff.I hate the way I felt when he called Georgie my mate. I hate that I like it. God, I really hate how I clearly didn't get over her in five damn years. Not even after fucking half the human population."Auntie," I shout, my aunt Julie turns to me, "Can we break the bond?"Of course, that creates a whole circus of people yelling at me in anger, especially my parents.But Georgie just looks at me with narrowed eyes full of anger, as if she wasn't the one who said she didn't want this shit."I don't like you, what are you doing in my palace? I thought I told you, your family is banned from my territory," she says that directly to me. "He showed up unannounced, babe." "I come here in peace," Cain says and takes something out of his pocket. It's a card. Nina frowns, but she can't fight her curiosity so she walks closer to grab it, "It's a 'shut the fuck up' coupon to use on my mom. You can give it to me at any point if you ever need to tell my mom to shut the fuck up. I will do it for you and I will be aggressive about it. She deserves worse for being such a bitch that day. I'll take the fallout for you." "To be honest, I'm not that scared to do it myself," Nina murmurs, but a smile starts to grow on her face, "However, this is appreciated." "Can we start over?" He asks, taking a step closer, "I am actually very, very cool. I swear." "Mhm, I’ll be the judge of that," Nina says, punching his arm like she usually does when she's play-fighting with her brothers. Cain tu
"I can't fucking believe I said that," he says, covering his face in shame, "It was extremely disrespectful, I'm truly sorry. And I guess you're right, this isn't new, I just haven't fully gotten over it. Of course I will one day, this is still new. But you're my girl, I do desire you a lot, you are very pretty in my eyes. I just can't wait for you to grow up some more." I nod with a sigh. "I'm not angry, not like last time," I assure him, Justin takes a deep breath in relief, "But I don't love to know I make you feel guilty or bad. It's good that we haven't had real sex yet, I don't want it to be a bad experience for either one of us. I want to feel wanted and loved. So, I think what we should do is... put a pause in the sexual aspect of our relationship." "What?" He gets tense and looks at me like I'm crazy, "That's not what I want." "Yeah, but it's what I want," I say, clenching a fist. It's not what I want at all, but fuck him for making me feel like wanting me is wrong, "Not
"I'm sorry you had to hear all that, I really am sorry," the King says, looking down in embarrassment, "My wife..." "Don't worry, I get it. Justin shouldn't have surprised any of us with this news, it's not something easy," I say, eyes set on my mate's. He's totally freaking out, "I think I've caused enough damage, can we just go now?" "Yes," he almost whispers and just gives one last look to his dad before grabbing a suitcase so we can leave, but he stays silent as we walk out, all the way to the car. And even when he starts driving, "I'm sorry, Nina." "You should be. This was 'that bad' and then some," I mutter, looking out the window, "About everything else you said… don't even say sorry. It's simply what you feel and I understand, let's leave it at that." "No, no, I don't want us to be at odds again," he says, his hands tightening on the steering wheel, "I want to clarify, I didn't mean I'm not attracted to your or that I don't like you, that's the opposite of the truth." "I
"Let's go," Justin wraps an arm around my waist and he leads me outside. "Wait, son, I'm sorry I haven't said anything. I was just processing and..." the King finally speaks and I try to stop and hear him out, but Justin keeps me moving. He doesn't even give his dad a look, he takes me all the way to the foyer. "Wait for me here, I'll go pick some stuff, then we're going back to Fox," he says and leaves, almost as fast as he brought me here. I sigh and look for a chair so I can get comfortable, but when a couple minutes pass and I realize Justin is probably going to take a long time, I start wandering a bit. It's so weird that this place has so many corridors and different living rooms. Like this one. It's exactly the same as the last one I entered. I don't know what specific purpose it serves but... I stand very still when I hear footsteps coming closer and then two different voices. I gasp and look around for a place to hide. I find a little closet and run to hide in there.
"Cain!" Justin roars and a couple of seconds later I feel some relief and I can breath again as the huge man gets lifted and my fated mate comes to my rescue. He grabs my arms and picks me up, "Are you okay, Nina?" "No," I complain, my whole body hurts, especially my ass and my chest. The guy crashed against me like he had a personal vendetta against me, "What the hell? Who is that hippopotamus?" "Nina," Justin sighs, still not happy with me. He moves away to let me see the guy and points at him. I know who he is as soon as I look at his face, "This is my brother, Cain." He looks like a younger, less manly version of Justin. "I'm so sorry, kid, I totally didn't see you," he says with a grimace, he's still trying to recover too. He looks at me deeply and frowns, "Since when do we hire minors, dad? Isn't child labor illegal here?" Great. Amazing. So, Cain is an asshole. I sigh and look at Justin, he looks even angrier now. I don't know how this is going to play out if my ma
During the drive to his pack, Justin tries his best to make me feel less nervous. I'm sure he can smell my stress, fear and nerves all mixed up in my scent. Thankfully, he assures me over and over everything is going to be fine and he asks me so many questions to get me rambling that I actually start to get distracted. Until we get to Kallistar and I enter the pack for the first time in all my life. I swear it's like a new filter is unlocked to my eyes. So much color, everywhere. There's even a big welcoming mural, as if a lot of people travel from Fox to Kallistar. The grass is really greener over here, the sky is bluer, the roads are so perfect and clean. This is a whole different world for me. I'm almost scared. Because I know this is basically my pack now. But I kind of like my ugly, old, messed up pack. It has character. It's full of working people who are always willing to help one another. No one thinks they're better than other people in Fox but I'm sure over here everyon