LOGINEva POV
Rain beat against the hospital windows like a tired rhythm, soft and steady.
Eva Meadows sat at the corner desk of the emergency ward, chin resting on her palm, watching water streak down the glass. Her shift had stretched past nine hours, and every muscle in her back ached.
The fluorescent lights hummed. The smell of antiseptic clung to her scrubs as usual.
She could hear the faint tick of the clock above the nurses’ station.
"Almost midnight" she thought while yawning. "Just an hour more and I can go home and sleeeep". That night was stressful as hell, for a moment, she wished no one had an emergency that required treatment for just the space of one hour. After her shift, who ever wants to die should die.
Her phone buzzed. A message from Audrey.
> AUDREY: You still alive, nurse girl?
EVA: Barely.
AUDREY: You’ll be fine. Sleep, eat, breathe. Repeat. That’s life.
Eva smiled faintly. Audrey always had a way of sounding light, even when things weren’t. She has been her friend since highschool and like a sister to her. It's true relationship grows as time moves.
If anyone saw them alone, one would think they'll lesbians but they're just girls who always got each others back.
> EVA: You make it sound easy.
AUDREY: That’s because I don’t have a boss screaming “stat” every five minutes.
EVA: You just have drunk men screaming “another shot. One more round pls”
AUDREY: Exactly. Much better than patients.
Eva laughed quietly, shaking her head. “You’re impossible,” she murmured to herself.
She tucked her phone away just as thunder rolled outside. The rain poured harder, blurring the world beyond the glass.
That was when the doors slammed open.
A stretcher burst through, pushed by two paramedics. The man on it was unconscious, pale, and motionless. His hair was damp with sweat, his chest rising shallowly under an oxygen mask.
“Male, late twenties,” one of the paramedics said quickly. “Collapsed on stage. Possible seizure or head trauma.”
Eva was already moving. “Get him into Room 5,” she ordered, her voice steady even though her pulse had jumped.
As they wheeled the stretcher past, she caught sight of the patient’s face—and froze.
"Nathan Ward ?"
Even she, who didn’t follow celebrity gossip, recognized him. The posters in cafés, the endless songs on the radio, the arrogant smile across billboards.
The crowd outside the hospital entrance confirmed it, paparazzi flashing cameras, fans screaming his name through the storm.
Eva sighed. “Great,” she muttered. “even stars fall one day.”
****
Inside Room 5, the machines beeped softly as she worked beside the doctor. They stabilized his vitals, started fluids, checked for concussion. Eva kept her movements precise, professional, like she always did.
Hours passed before he stirred.
His eyes fluttered open, hazy grey under the harsh white light.
He blinked, disoriented, then groaned. “Where… am I?”
“You’re at St. Mary’s Hospital,” Eva replied, adjusting his IV. “You collapsed during a concert. You need rest.”
He squinted at her, “You a fan?”
“Of who?” she asked flatly.
A faint grin curved his lips. “Of me.”
Eva didn’t even look up. “Not in the slightest.”
He studied her face, waiting for the usual giggle, the blush, the spark of interest he was used to. There was nothing. Just calm professionalism and a pair of eyes that refused to be impressed.
“That’s a first,” he murmured. “Most people faint when they see me.”
“I can arrange that,” she said dryly. “But you’ll have to clean up after yourself.”
He laughed, a low sound that turned into a cough. She handed him water, expression unreadable.
“Try not to talk too much,” she said. “You hit your head.”
He sipped, still watching her. “You’re not very nice, are you?”
“I’m not paid to be nice. I’m paid to keep you alive.”
That caught him off guard. He grinned wider, the kind of grin that usually melted people.
“You’ve got an attitude, nurse.”
Eva set down the chart. “And you’ve got an IV. Don’t move it.”
Their eyes met—his full of amusement, hers of quiet annoyance. The air between them felt like the moment before a match flares.
He leaned slightly forward. “What’s your name?”
She hesitated, then answered, “call me nurse Eva.”
“Eva,” he repeated, rolling it on his tongue like a lyric. “Pretty name.”
“Don't make it sound like one of your songs.”
He chuckled again, softer this time. “You really don’t like me, do you?”
“I don’t even know you,” she said, turning toward the monitor. “But I’ve seen enough people like you.”
“People like me?”
“The kind who think charm is a personality.”
His grin faltered for a second. “Ouch.”
“Good night, Mr. Ward,” she said, heading for the door.
He watched her go, half amused, half irritated.
Every other woman he’d met that year had tried to get closer; this one couldn’t get away fast enough.
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The next morning, Eva sat in the staff lounge, sipping cold coffee. She decided to observe double shift because one of her colleagues was absent and it's a plus income for her.
At least, that would reach her to get somethings.
The rain had stopped, leaving the sky pale and washed out. Audrey called, her voice bright through the speaker.
“Girl! I saw the news! You treated Nathan Ward? Like the Nathan Ward? Omgggggg”
Eva rolled her eyes. “You make it sound like I performed surgery on royalty.”
“Well, he’s kind of music royalty girll,” Audrey teased. “What’s he like? Tell me, is he asleep cute as we see in TV? Yunno...., the charms and all that”
“He’s… tolerable.”
“That’s nurse code for gorgeous.”
Eva laughed. “More like exhausting. He’s too full of himself.”
“Come on, Eva,” Audrey said. “Not everyone gets to meet a rock star. Maybe it’s a sign.”
“A sign of what?”
“That you need something exciting in your life.”
“I already have enough excitement—broken bones, crying patients, and caffeine.”
“Still,” Audrey said softly, “you work too much. You should let yourself feel something once in a while. You deserve it.”
Eva smiled, though her eyes stayed on the rain-streaked window. “Maybe.. someday.”
“Promise me you’ll try,” Audrey said. “Try to live, not just work.”
“Sure,” Eva replied.
***
Later that day, Eva returned to Nathan’s room with his medication.
He was sitting up, scrolling through his phone, a blanket thrown lazily over his lap. He looked annoyingly perfect for someone who had collapsed less than twelve hours ago.
“Back already, Nurse Eva?” he said, glancing up.
“Your vitals need monitoring,” she said, setting the tray down.
He smirked. “I think I’d recover faster if you smiled at me.”
“Then you’re going to be here for a long time,” she replied.
He laughed quietly. “You’re a tough one.”
“Take your medicine,” she said.
He obeyed, still watching her with that unreadable expression. “You know,” he said slowly, “I’m used to people treating me like I’m… special which ofcourse I am”
“You’re a patient,” she answered. “Nothing more, nothing less.”
Something in her tone—gentle but firm—made his chest tighten unexpectedly. He didn’t know why, but it felt like she’d just stripped away the part of him the world worshipped. He stared blankly at the glass of water he was holding.
When she left, he stared at the door long after it closed.
He should’ve been annoyed or Maybe he was But under the irritation was curiosity—a sharp, unwelcome pull.
Nathan lay back against the pillow, running a hand through his hair.
“She really doesn’t care,” he muttered.
A small smile tugged at his mouth.
" Why should I care either. Son of a bitch, asswhole" he said rolling his eyes . " Where the fuck is pierce, aaggghhhh I need sex right now. Some bitch ass would do, maybe her's " be added with a faint smile at the last sentence he made.
At some point he couldn't relate his actions as his personality or his mental condition.
For the first time in years, he didn’t know whether to hate her… or to want to see her again just to find out why she didn’t. But at that point, all he wanted was to leave the hospital.
The shower’s steam clung to my skin long after the water stopped. It fogged the mirror, hid my reflection, and for a few merciful minutes, it hid me from myself. My fingers trembled as I wiped a clear circle on the mirror opposite to me. I saw a clear reflection of myself with my hair damp and water dripping on my shoulders.My face appeared flushed, wide-eyed and for seconds I admired my lips.Then I recalled i wasn't in my bathroom but in Nathan's bathroom, that moment struck me a little.I hurriedly dry my hair with my towel and wore my cloth back. A dress that wasn't meant to be called a cloth cause it doesn't cover one's body. I stood at the mirror again adjusting the cloth and I became shy of the thought that came to my head.' how am I gonna stand like this again in front of him, oh Jess'.I had to remind myself again that I'm a nurse and He’s my patient. I have a boyfriend, Henry.Henry who brought me daisies last Tuesday.Always trying to check up on me and I wondered how
EVA POVI stood in the center of my dark bathroom, the silence throbbing in my ears. No water. No way to wash away the evidence of my embarrassment. For a long minute, I just breathed, staring at the dry faucet as if my will alone could make it work.Panic was a cold hand around my throat, but I forced it down, trying to stay calm.Think, Eva. Think....My eyes landed on the pack of bottled water by the mini fridge in the corner, the one Maria kept stocked for late-night hydration. Six small bottles. It would have to do.I moved quickly, quietly, locking the bedroom door before stripping off my stained scrubs. The fabric clung unpleasantly, and I avoided looking at it directly, bundling it into a tight ball before stuffing it into the bottom of my laundry bag. In the dim light from the hallway slipping under the door, I could see enough to clean myself—a clumsy, inefficient process, but it was all I had.The water was cool, shocking against my skin. I used one bottle to rinse my butt,
Luna found me in the library.It was past ten, the house quiet in that hollow way that made every sound feel like a confession. I’d been sitting in the armchair by the window, a medical journal open but unread in my lap, just staring out at the dark garden. I heard her before I saw her the click of heels on hardwood, slow and deliberate.“Still working, Nurse Eva?” Her voice was sugar-sweet, the kind that coats a blade.I looked up. She stood in the doorway, dressed in a silk slip dress the colour of red wine, her hair falling in perfect waves. She looked like she belonged in the mansion’s oil paintings, all curated beauty and cold elegance.“Just reading,” I said, closing the journal.She stepped into the room, her eyes scanning the shelves as if she were taking inventory of what was hers. “Nathan used to love this room. Did he tell you that?”“No.”“He’d play the piano in here for hours. Sometimes I’d sit on that couch and just watch him.” She trailed a finger along the spine of a l
EVA POV The morning light came in soft through the tall kitchen windows, laying pale gold stripes across the marble countertops. I was measuring Nathan’s medication into the small weekly organizer when Maria walked in, her eyes wider than usual.“He’s up,” she said, voice low as if sharing a secret. “And he’s in the dining room. Asked for breakfast to be served there. For everyone.”I paused, a capsule pinched between my fingers. “Everyone?” I turned looking at her in surprise as my eyes wideneds “You, me, Luna… even offered to call in James and Theo from the garden.” She shook her head, a faint smile touching her lips. “Said, ‘If we’re all living here, we might as well eat like we mean it ”That didn’t sound like Nathan at all. The Nathan I knew took his meals alone, if he took them at all. More often, he’d grab something on the way to the studio or skip entirely. A shared breakfast felt strangely… domestic. And dangerously inviting.“I have his meds ready,” I said, avoiding Maria’
AUDREY POVThe scent of Henry’s cologne lingered in the air of the bar long after he’d gone, a ghost of a moment that refused to fade. I wiped down the counter one more time, the cloth moving in slow, absent circles. My phone buzzed in my apron pocket, and I already knew who it was before I saw her name glowing on the screen.Eva....I picked up on the third ring, pressing the phone to my ear as I walked toward the back room where the noise of the cooling units could drown out my own restless thoughts.“Hey,” I said, trying to sound light. “Everything's okay?”There was a pause on the other end, the kind that told me she’d been rehearsing what to say.“yeah I'm great over here. Just some drama and work ” she said, her voice low." As expected" I giggled a bit. "So tell me, what's the drama about? Hope you're not being... Yunno, yourself around Nathan?" I continued " Arghhhhh Audreyyyy, seriously?""Common Eva, it's All mighty Nathan Ward. You really don't know the opportunity you ha
AUDREY POV The bar smelled like last night’s whiskey and some trace of lemon polish. I liked that smell..... It was honest and familiar. The kind of smell that reminded you the world was still moving while everyone else was pretending it had stopped.I slowly wiped down a glass one more time, careful to catch every speck of dust. My shift was already halfway over, and the crowd had thinned to the usual late-night regulars who knew better than to get sloppy with the tabs. I let my mind wander a bit, thinking about Eva, thinking about my family more especially me.Eva,My best friend is Over there in that huge, silent mansion, probably hovering over Nathan like she had a clipboard permanently attached to her hand. She didn’t need a boyfriend, not really. But she deserved someone who’d stick, someone who could see her without her having to announce it to the world. I’d do what I could. I always did.The bell above the door jingled, sharp and clean.I looked up.It was Henry.The sight of







