MasukIt was Raining season and the rain never seize to stop. Eva who's always dedicated to her work who heartedly never comes in late. Even when her colleagues misses their shifts, she'll always cover up for them.
Treating people and seeing the sick healthy again is what keeps her life going. At least, the only two things that gives meaning to get life was Audrey and her work and ooh yh, her boyfriend, or maybe not always.
Eva wiped her palms on her scrub top as she stepped into Room 5 to do her duty but this time reluctantly.
Here, he was just pale skin against white sheets, a wrist tethered to an IV line, his lips cracked, the arrogance muted but not gone.
“Still alive,” he murmured, eyes half-open. “That’s promising.”
Eva’s tone stayed professional. “Your vitals are stable. Your doctor will be here any moment.”
He tilted his head, studying her. “The famous nurse who doesn’t smile. It's You again. Why are you always coming in, why can't you assigned another nurse to fill up for you since you don't like me?" He muttered. " I pray I don't die in your arms even though death is not far from me anymore. But come to think of it, maybe you like me but it's hard to admit so you keep coming every time to see me" he teased.
She ignored the remark and everything he was just saying, all she was doing was to check his vitals along side the monitor. He smelled faintly of antiseptic and expensive cologne—the kind that lingered even after a collapse on stage.
The door opened. Dr. Raymond Pierce entered, rainwater dripping from his coat, face carved with exhaustion and worry. He’d driven straight from his clinic when he heard Nathan’s name on the emergency report.
“nurse Eva right?,” he said, giving her a short nod. “Thank you for staying with him.”
“I’m on shift,” she replied. “Just doing my job sir.”
Nathan’s eyes flicked between them. “You look like someone’s about to break bad news, Doc. Should I brace for impact?”
Pierce motioned to Eva. “I’d like you to stay. You’ve been monitoring his vitals and you're the only one aware of his case.”
She hesitated, then folded her arms. “Of course.”
The doctor placed a folder on the table and sat down beside the bed. His voice was low, the tone doctors reserve for truths that cut.
“Nathan, we received your latest test results. The MRI confirms what we feared. The tumor has grown.”
A beat of silence. The beeping of the monitor filled the room.
Nathan smirked faintly. “How big are we talking? Golf ball? Baseball? Something dramatic?”
“Stage Four,” Pierce said. No softening. Just the clean slice of honesty.
Eva felt her chest tighten. She’d read the preliminary report earlier, but hearing it aloud twisted the words into something heavier.
Nathan exhaled a short, humorless laugh. “Stage Four. Top of the charts. Guess I’m still hitting number one. Booomm”
Pierce didn’t smile. “It’s spreading faster than expected. You need to make serious changes—no alcohol, no stimulants, no late nights. No frequent sex nathan You’ll require constant observation.”
“I told you,” Nathan said, looking away, “I’m not interested in dying on a hospital bed while everyone watches.”
Eva spoke quietly. “You collapsed on stage, Mr. Ward. If you keep ignoring treatment, that’s exactly what will happen.”
He met her eyes; his gray irises looked almost silver under the fluorescent lights. “You always this comforting, Nurse Eva?”
“I’m realistic.”
Pierce cleared his throat. “You’ll need a personal nurse. Someone who can monitor your medications, manage your symptoms, keep the press away.”
Nathan turned toward him, brow raised. “You’re saying I need a babysitter now? Oh wow. Some one call me my mama" he mocked.
“I’m saying you need someone you can trust. Someone who's capable of nursing you strictly and monitoring you. Someone who's only aware of your case Nathan.”
Nathan let the words hang, then glanced back at Eva. “And you’re recommending her.”
Pierce nodded. “i heard She’s competent, discrete, and already aware of your condition. That limits exposure.”
Eva’s heart skipped. “Wait... I didn’t agree to.......”
Nathan cut in. “How much does it pay?”
“Money isn’t the issue,” Pierce began, nodding his head side ways.
“For her, maybe it is,” Nathan said softly, eyes still on Eva. “Everyone’s got a price, right?”
She flushed but kept her voice steady. “I’m not for sale, Mr. Ward.”
He grinned faintly. “Didn’t say you were. Just that saving rock stars probably isn’t in your job description.”
Pierce pushed the folder toward her. “This is a confidentiality agreement and the care contract. The compensation is substantial.”
Eva scanned the figures and felt her breath hitch. It was more than three months’ pay. Her rent notice flashed in her mind, and her other bills.
Pierce’s tone softened. “You’re one of the few nurses I trust with something like this. You’d be saving his life, Eva.”
Nathan chuckled under his breath. “If she can put up with me long enough.”
She looked from the doctor to the patient, torn between duty and instinct. “Why me? You could hire a private team.”
Pierce answered, “Because he doesn’t want the world to know. Not yet.”
Nathan’s gaze was steady now, stripped of its usual arrogance. “I need someone who won’t sell the story to every gossip column in town. You don’t even like me, so that’s perfect.”
Eva closed the folder. “I’ll think about it.”
“You don’t have much time,” Pierce said gently. “Neither of you do.”
***
The doctor excused himself to make calls. The moment the door clicked shut, silence thickened the air.
Nathan watched her with half a smile. “So, Nurse Eva, are you in the business of charity or self-preservation?”
She met his eyes. “I’m in the business of staying alive.”
“Then we’re in the same business,” he murmured.
She sighed, gathering the charts. “You should rest.”
“Rest,” he repeated, as if tasting a foreign word. “You make it sound easy.”
“Most people find it easier than dying.”
He laughed quietly, then winced, pressing fingers to his temple. For a moment the mask slipped, pain stretched across his face.
“You need the morphine drip adjusted,” she said, stepping closer.
“Don’t fuss.”
“I’m doing my job.”
He looked up at her, voice suddenly quiet. “Then do it. Just… don’t look at me like that.”
“Like what?”
“Like you feel sorry for me.”
Eva froze. “I don’t.”
“Good.” He leaned back, eyes closing. “Pity’s useless.”
For a while only the monitors spoke. The rain softened outside. Eva finished adjusting the drip and turned to leave.
His voice stopped her. “You didn’t answer the question.”
“What question?”
“Whether you’ll take the job.”
She hesitated, hand on the door. “You’ll have my answer in the morning.”
He smiled faintly, eyes still closed. “I already know it.”
***
Morning.
The corridors smelled of coffee and disinfectant. Eva found Dr. Pierce by the nurses’ station.
“You’re taking the contract,” he said before she spoke.
She nodded slowly. “I need the money. But this stays professional.”
“That’s all he needs,” the doctor replied, though his eyes held pity she didn’t want. “Keep him stable. Keep him alive as long as you can.”
Eva signed the papers. The ink felt heavier than it should have.
***
Back in Room 5, Nathan was awake, sunlight spilling over his face. He was scrolling through his phone, pretending to read messages.
When she entered, he looked up, that same half-smile playing on his lips. “So, Nurse Eva. Did I win the lottery?”
She placed the clipboard on the table. “I’ll be your nurse. Temporarily.”
His smile widened. “Knew you couldn’t resist me.”
“It’s the paycheck, not you.”
“Whatever helps you sleep at night.”
She folded her arms. “There are rules. No smoking, no alcohol, no reckless behavior. You follow them, or I walk out.”
“Bossy,” he said. “I like that.”
“Not flirting,” she snapped. “Following medical protocol.”
He chuckled, then coughed, the sound sharp and sudden. Eva instinctively reached for the water glass, steadying his hand as he drank. For a second their fingers brushed. Heat prickled up her arm before she pulled away.
“See?” he said, voice hoarse. “You already care.”
She glared. “Don’t mistake professionalism for sympathy.”
He looked at her for a long moment, the teasing fading into something quieter. “You really don’t like me, do you?”
“I don’t know you,” she said. “And that’s fine with me.”
“Maybe,” he murmured, “that’s why I want you around.”
She turned to leave, her heart pounding harder than she wanted to admit. “Rest, Mr. Ward.”
As the door closed behind her, Nathan stared at the ceiling, the smirk slowly dying on hi
s lips. For the first time, silence didn’t feel like peace; it felt like a countdown.
The shower’s steam clung to my skin long after the water stopped. It fogged the mirror, hid my reflection, and for a few merciful minutes, it hid me from myself. My fingers trembled as I wiped a clear circle on the mirror opposite to me. I saw a clear reflection of myself with my hair damp and water dripping on my shoulders.My face appeared flushed, wide-eyed and for seconds I admired my lips.Then I recalled i wasn't in my bathroom but in Nathan's bathroom, that moment struck me a little.I hurriedly dry my hair with my towel and wore my cloth back. A dress that wasn't meant to be called a cloth cause it doesn't cover one's body. I stood at the mirror again adjusting the cloth and I became shy of the thought that came to my head.' how am I gonna stand like this again in front of him, oh Jess'.I had to remind myself again that I'm a nurse and He’s my patient. I have a boyfriend, Henry.Henry who brought me daisies last Tuesday.Always trying to check up on me and I wondered how
EVA POVI stood in the center of my dark bathroom, the silence throbbing in my ears. No water. No way to wash away the evidence of my embarrassment. For a long minute, I just breathed, staring at the dry faucet as if my will alone could make it work.Panic was a cold hand around my throat, but I forced it down, trying to stay calm.Think, Eva. Think....My eyes landed on the pack of bottled water by the mini fridge in the corner, the one Maria kept stocked for late-night hydration. Six small bottles. It would have to do.I moved quickly, quietly, locking the bedroom door before stripping off my stained scrubs. The fabric clung unpleasantly, and I avoided looking at it directly, bundling it into a tight ball before stuffing it into the bottom of my laundry bag. In the dim light from the hallway slipping under the door, I could see enough to clean myself—a clumsy, inefficient process, but it was all I had.The water was cool, shocking against my skin. I used one bottle to rinse my butt,
Luna found me in the library.It was past ten, the house quiet in that hollow way that made every sound feel like a confession. I’d been sitting in the armchair by the window, a medical journal open but unread in my lap, just staring out at the dark garden. I heard her before I saw her the click of heels on hardwood, slow and deliberate.“Still working, Nurse Eva?” Her voice was sugar-sweet, the kind that coats a blade.I looked up. She stood in the doorway, dressed in a silk slip dress the colour of red wine, her hair falling in perfect waves. She looked like she belonged in the mansion’s oil paintings, all curated beauty and cold elegance.“Just reading,” I said, closing the journal.She stepped into the room, her eyes scanning the shelves as if she were taking inventory of what was hers. “Nathan used to love this room. Did he tell you that?”“No.”“He’d play the piano in here for hours. Sometimes I’d sit on that couch and just watch him.” She trailed a finger along the spine of a l
EVA POV The morning light came in soft through the tall kitchen windows, laying pale gold stripes across the marble countertops. I was measuring Nathan’s medication into the small weekly organizer when Maria walked in, her eyes wider than usual.“He’s up,” she said, voice low as if sharing a secret. “And he’s in the dining room. Asked for breakfast to be served there. For everyone.”I paused, a capsule pinched between my fingers. “Everyone?” I turned looking at her in surprise as my eyes wideneds “You, me, Luna… even offered to call in James and Theo from the garden.” She shook her head, a faint smile touching her lips. “Said, ‘If we’re all living here, we might as well eat like we mean it ”That didn’t sound like Nathan at all. The Nathan I knew took his meals alone, if he took them at all. More often, he’d grab something on the way to the studio or skip entirely. A shared breakfast felt strangely… domestic. And dangerously inviting.“I have his meds ready,” I said, avoiding Maria’
AUDREY POVThe scent of Henry’s cologne lingered in the air of the bar long after he’d gone, a ghost of a moment that refused to fade. I wiped down the counter one more time, the cloth moving in slow, absent circles. My phone buzzed in my apron pocket, and I already knew who it was before I saw her name glowing on the screen.Eva....I picked up on the third ring, pressing the phone to my ear as I walked toward the back room where the noise of the cooling units could drown out my own restless thoughts.“Hey,” I said, trying to sound light. “Everything's okay?”There was a pause on the other end, the kind that told me she’d been rehearsing what to say.“yeah I'm great over here. Just some drama and work ” she said, her voice low." As expected" I giggled a bit. "So tell me, what's the drama about? Hope you're not being... Yunno, yourself around Nathan?" I continued " Arghhhhh Audreyyyy, seriously?""Common Eva, it's All mighty Nathan Ward. You really don't know the opportunity you ha
AUDREY POV The bar smelled like last night’s whiskey and some trace of lemon polish. I liked that smell..... It was honest and familiar. The kind of smell that reminded you the world was still moving while everyone else was pretending it had stopped.I slowly wiped down a glass one more time, careful to catch every speck of dust. My shift was already halfway over, and the crowd had thinned to the usual late-night regulars who knew better than to get sloppy with the tabs. I let my mind wander a bit, thinking about Eva, thinking about my family more especially me.Eva,My best friend is Over there in that huge, silent mansion, probably hovering over Nathan like she had a clipboard permanently attached to her hand. She didn’t need a boyfriend, not really. But she deserved someone who’d stick, someone who could see her without her having to announce it to the world. I’d do what I could. I always did.The bell above the door jingled, sharp and clean.I looked up.It was Henry.The sight of







