LOGINMonday came faster than I expected.
Then again, I moved in on a Sunday, so that was probably on me. I stared at the ceiling for a moment before it all came back to me. New apartment. New start. Right. I sat up slowly. To be honest it was the first time in a while I’d slept that peacefully. No tension sitting on my chest before I even opened my eyes, no feeling like I had to brace for something. Just quiet. And somehow that felt stranger than anything else. My gaze drifted toward the door without permission. And without meaning to I found myself replaying him. The way he stood there like the space rearranged itself around him. The way he looked at me like he was already figuring something out. The way his presence had settled under my skin like it had decided to stay without asking. I exhaled sharply. “Yeah. No,” I muttered, pushing the covers back. “Absolutely not.” It hadn’t even been twenty four hours. I got up, stretched, and walked straight to my boxes. My first mistake was opening all of them at once. I stood there staring at the mess I’d created, hands on my hips. Eventually, I found it. The red blazer. I pulled it out slowly, smoothing the fabric between my fingers. Paired with a fitted skirt that stopped just below the knee. Simple. Sharp. Intentional. By the time I was done I stopped in front of the mirror. And just looked. The blazer sat against my brown skin like it was made for it. The red rich and warm, pulling out something in my complexion that felt deliberate. It nipped perfectly at my waist, the kind of tiny waist that made the flare of my hips feel almost unfair. The skirt followed their curve obediently, fitted enough to say something without saying too much. I was five foot four on a good day. But right now I felt taller. I packed my hair into a sleek bun. Concealer, contour, mascara nothing excessive, just enough to look polished. Then I reached for my lipstick. Red. Bold. The kind of color that didn’t ask for attention, but just took it. I applied it slowly, watching the way it pulled everything together. There she is. I reached for my bag. The Chanel one. My fingers paused on the handle for just a second because it was a gift. From a time I wasn’t particularly interested in thinking about right now. I picked it up anyway. Some things you keep not because of who gave them to you but because they’re yours now. “Okay,” I said softly. “First day. Don’t embarrass yourself.” I said as I reached for the door. It wasn’t quite easy locating the company considering i wasn’t used to the neighborhood. After a forty five minutes bus ride, I found it. Vanta PR Group sat on the street with a quiet kind of authority. All clean glass and sharp edges, the kind of place that didn’t need to announce itself because it already knew what it was. I looked up at it for a second. Then down at myself, feeling a little nervous, but I walked in anyway. The lobby hit me immediately. Cool air, marble floors, the low hum of conversations happening too fast for anyone to be fully listening. Everyone moved with that particular kind of purpose that made slowing down feel like a personal failing. “You look new.” I turned. A girl stood beside me, smiling. Easy. Unbothered. “Is it that obvious?” I asked. “Little bit. I’m Maya.” “Isabel.” “Come on,” she said, already moving, “I’ll show you around before the building swallows you whole.” She talked as we walked, pointing out departments, dropping casual warnings about who to avoid, telling me which printer jammed every single time without fail. By the time she stopped at a clean desk near the window I’d relaxed slightly. Just a little. “This is yours,” she said. I looked at it. This is real. “Before you even sit down,” she added, dropping her voice, “there’s a meeting in a few minutes. You’re joining.” I blinked. “Already?” She smiled. “Welcome to Vanta.” As we passed a glass office she nodded subtly. “That’s Ethan. Your direct boss.” I glanced over. Tall. Sharp. The kind of man who commanded a room without raising his voice. You could tell just from the way he stood. He was looking down at a document, one hand braced against the desk. As if he felt it, his head lifted. His eyes found mine immediately. Direct. Unhurried. Holding a beat longer than necessary. Then, “Isabel, Meeting. Conference room. Now.” “I’m on it,” I said. I turned to leave. And caught it, just barely. The faintest shift of his gaze. Not to my face. Lower. Gone before I could be sure I’d seen it at all. I kept walking. First day, I reminded myself. Focus. The conference room was already full by the time I arrived. Voices overlapping. Laptops open. Documents spread across the table like controlled chaos. I stepped in quietly, scanning for an empty seat — And then everything slowed. Not the room. Not the voices. Just me. Because I felt it before I saw it. That specific stillness. That particular presence that didn’t announce itself it simply was. My eyes lifted. And there he was. Nate. Seated at the far end of the table like he’d always belonged there. One arm resting along the back of his chair. Relaxed. Unbothered. Like a man who had never once wondered whether he was supposed to be somewhere. Then his eyes lifted. Found mine across the table. And stayed. Not surprised. Not confused. Just aware. Like he’d already known. Like I was the only one still catching up. My chest did something I was going to pretend didn’t happen. Of course, I thought. Of course it had to be him. I found an empty seat and sat down. Calm. Composed. Like I hadn’t just temporarily forgotten how to function. Like I wasn’t suddenly very aware of the exact number of seats between us. Not enough. That was the answer. “This is one of our priority clients,” Ethan said from the head of the table. “Mr. Carter” Something about hearing it like that formal, clipped, professional did something strange. Last night he was just Nate. A man standing in my doorway like boundaries were optional. Now he was Mr. Carter. Somehow that made it worse. The meeting continued around me and I tried, genuinely tried to follow it. Rumors circulating. Media picking things up. Controlled statements and managed appearances. But every few minutes I felt it. His gaze. Not constant. Not obvious. Just there. Like a hand resting somewhere it technically shouldn’t be. Warm. Patient. Completely unbothered about the fact that we were sitting in a room full of people. I kept my eyes forward. Took careful notes. Crossed my legs under the table. You are at work, I told myself firmly. This is your first day. Get it together. My body offered absolutely no response to that. The meeting wrapped up and the room began emptying. I gathered my things quickly already composing the story I was going to tell Olivia “Isabel.” Low. Unhurried. I stilled. Slowly turned. He was standing now. Closer than the table had allowed. Close enough that I became immediately aware of how tall he actually was from this angle how much space he occupied without trying to. My fingers tightened around my folder. “You work here,” he said. Not a question. “You live in my building,” I replied. Silence stretched for exactly one beat. Something moved through his eyes too fast, too controlled to name. Then, “Be careful,” he said quietly. I frowned slightly. “About what?” He held my gaze for a moment. One long, steady, unreadable moment. “Everything.” And then he walked past me. Close enough that I caught it that same clean warmth from the night before. Understated. Unhurried. Gone before I could do anything stupid with it. I stood there staring at the empty doorway. Then exhaled slowly. Looked down at my folder. Back up at the space he’d just left. This, I thought, is going to be a problem. Not the job. Not the new city. Not even the fresh start I’d promised myself. Him. Nate, Mr. Carter, who owned the building I slept in and apparently also the company I worked for and seemingly had no intention of making any of this easy. I straightened my blazer. Picked up my folder. And walked back to my desk like my pulse wasn’t doing something completely unprofessional. One day at a time, I reminded myself. But even that wasn’t sounding as simple as it used to.Isabel’s POVI almost didn’t go. I stood across the street from the café for a full minute, watching people come and go through the window, trying to convince myself that turning around now would be the kinder choice. To Camilla, to Nate, to myself. My phone buzzed. A message from Camilla. “I’m by the window. No pressure if you’re running late.”I looked up. She spotted me almost immediately and smiled, not because she’d caught me standing outside, but because she looked genuinely happy I’d come. There went my excuse. The little bell above the door chimed as I stepped inside. Camilla stood immediately. “I’m so glad you made it.” “So am I.” The lie came easily. She shrugged off her coat and sat back down. “I ordered water while I waited. I wasn’t sure if you’d want coffee or tea.” “I’ll take coffee.” “Good,” she said. “I’d have felt terrible if I’d guessed wrong.” I smiled despite myself. A waitress appeared, took my order, and disappeared again. For a second neither of us spoke,
Isabel’s POV I didn’t reply. Not that night. Not the next morning. Camilla’s message sat at the top of my screen like something alive, waiting for me to make the wrong decision. “Hi Isabel. It’s Camilla. Olivia gave me your number. I was wondering if you’d like to grab coffee sometime this week. It’d be nice to get to know you properly.” I read it three times before I finally locked my phone and got out of bed. It didn’t make sense. Nothing about this made sense. Out of everyone in this city, the woman whose life I was quietly helping unravel wanted to be my friend. My phone buzzed again while I was brushing my teeth. Nate. Morning. Another message appeared almost immediately. Are you okay? Then — Please answer when you can. I stared at the screen for a long moment then closed the chat without replying. Not because I was angry. Because I didn’t know what to say. For the first time since this started I was holding something back from him and the feeling sat uncomfortab
Isabel’s Pov Nobody moved. The knock came again, louder this time. “Nate?” Every muscle in my body locked. I looked at him and he was already looking at me, the colour drained from his face. Another knock. Then — “Nate, seriously?” “What do we do?” I whispered. His eyes darted toward the hallway then back to me. “I don’t know.” “You don’t know?” “I wasn’t expecting—” The door handle shifted. Not enough to open. Just enough to remind us it could. My pulse shot into my throat. “Nate.” He closed his eyes for half a second then opened them again. “Bathroom,” he whispered. “What?” “Go.” I stared at him. “If it’s her, me walking out of your bathroom is worse.” Another knock, louder. “Oh my God, are you dead?” Silence. I frowned. That didn’t sound like Camilla. Nate frowned too. Then almost imperceptibly his shoulders loosened. Relief. He crossed the room and unlocked the door. The moment it opened Olivia pushed past him carrying a paper bag in one hand and her phone in the other. “There
Isabel’s PovNeither of us moved. The apartment had gone so quiet I could hear the refrigerator humming somewhere behind us. Nate was still standing exactly where he’d stopped, close enough that I could feel the heat coming off him, far enough that he still hadn’t touched me. “I should leave,” I said. It sounded weak. Like neither of us believed it. His eyes stayed on mine. “You don’t mean that.” “No.” A breath of laughter escaped me, brittle and humourless. “No, I don’t.” Silence settled again. Heavy. Suffocating. Every second filled with the same four words. I thought so. Camilla hadn’t shouted, she hadn’t cried, she hadn’t demanded answers. She’d simply looked at me like she’d already reached a conclusion. That was the part I couldn’t stop replaying. “She knows,” I said. Nate dragged a hand down his face. “I don’t know what she knows.” “She knew my name.” “I know.” “No.” I looked at him properly for the first time since I’d walked through his door. “You don’t. You weren’t stan
The moment Ethan’s office door closed behind me, I knew tonight was different.Not the usual residue, something sharper.He didn’t sit behind his desk the way he normally did-that careful professional distance he maintained just enough to make everything deniable. Tonight he was already on the same side of the room as me, jacket off, leaning against the table like we were colleagues catching up rather than a boss and his employee alone at six pm with everyone else gone.“Henderson landed perfectly,” he said. “You should feel good about that.”“The team worked hard,” I said.“I’m talking about you.”I smiled carefully. “Thank you.”“I want to take you to dinner.” He said it like it was already decided. “Soren. Tonight. To mark it properly.”Something tightened in my chest.“That’s generous, but I have plans—”“Cancel them.”Not a suggestion.The word landed flat and certain, and the temperature in the room dropped several degrees.I looked at him steadily.“I can’t,” I said.He studied
He didn’t leave.I felt it before I even turned — that quiet, steady presence behind me, like the moment hadn’t ended yet.I paused with my hand still on the door.Then I turned.He was exactly where I’d left him. Leaning against the wall, arms crossed, watching me like he was waiting for something.Or deciding something.I don’t know what I expected — that he’d go upstairs, that he’d give me space, that he’d do the sensible thing.He didn’t.“You didn’t have to stay,” I said.“I know.”“I’m fine.”His gaze didn’t shift. “I know that too.”That was the problem.I held his eyes for a second longer than necessary.Then stepped aside.He pushed off the wall and walked in like leaving had never actually been an option.I closed the door behind us.Didn’t lock it.Didn’t trust what that would mean.The lamp was already on — low, warm light filling the room just enough to soften the edges of everything.He stopped a few steps in.Didn’t move closer.Didn’t sit.Just stood there like he was
I was so relieved when the day was finally over. It didn’t even feel like a first day, it felt like three compressed into one. And I didn’t want to think about what tomorrow was going to be like. One day at a time. That was enough. I called Olivia almost immediately, dropping onto my couch
I didn’t realize how much I owned until I was halfway up the stairs, questioning every life decision that led me here. One box in my arms. Another slipping against my hip. A suitcase dragging behind me like it had a personal vendetta. “For someone starting over,” I muttered, adjusting my grip,
I woke up feeling it immediately. The dull throb behind my eyes. The heaviness in my limbs. The particular kind of morning that arrives after one too many drinks and not enough sleep. Tuesday. Work day. I stared at the ceiling and did a silent inventory of my life choices.The drinks were a bad
Nate’s Pov I shouldn’t have come. The thought settled the moment I stepped through the doors. Too loud. Too crowded. Too careless. None of it suited me. And yet, I stayed. Camilla’s hand rested lightly at my arm, her voice smooth beside me as she said something about the bar, about drink







