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I didn’t realize how much I owned until I was halfway up the stairs, questioning every life decision that led me here.
One box in my arms. Another slipping against my hip. A suitcase dragging behind me like it had a personal vendetta. “For someone starting over,” I muttered, adjusting my grip, “this is starting to feel like a punishment.” But I kept going. Because this wasn’t just a move. It was a reset. A necessary one. The kind you don’t plan for, the kind that gets decided for you, in a single moment, by a single person who had no business having that much power over your life in the first place. I pushed that thought down quickly. New place. New environment. No history trailing behind me like smoke. No familiar voices attached to things I was trying to forget. Just me. Finally. By the time I got inside, my arms were already sore. I set the box down with a quiet thud and took a slow look around. It wasn’t bad. Actually, it was really nice. Neat. Cozy. Warm in a way that felt intentional like someone had actually thought about how it would feel to live here, not just exist in it. A large window sat across from the door, and without thinking, I walked over and pushed it open. Fresh air slid in immediately. And for a moment, Everything felt still. My chest tightened. Calm wasn’t something I trusted anymore. It had a way of sitting right before everything fell apart, soft and quiet, like it was lulling you into forgetting to protect yourself. I knew better now. “Don’t get comfortable,” I murmured to myself. I turned around, And stopped. My door was open. And there was a man standing in it. Tall. Light-skinned. Dark curls falling slightly forward over a face that had absolutely no business looking like that. Broad shoulders. Relaxed posture. The kind of stillness that didn’t come from being calm, it came from someone who never needed to prove anything. He wasn’t looking around the apartment. He was looking at me. Steady. Unbothered. Like he’d been there long enough to already form an opinion. Something moved through my body that I did not ask for. Heat. Low and immediate, settling somewhere it had no right to settle within the first sixty seconds of meeting a stranger. I crossed my arms. “What are you doing here?” My voice came out even. Controlled. “Observing,” he said. “Observing what exactly?” “You.” I let out a small breath. “That’s not creepy at all.” Not even a flicker. Just that same steady gaze that made me feel like he was reading something written on my skin that I hadn’t put there. I stepped forward, slowly, closing the distance just enough to feel the shift in the air between us. He didn’t move. Didn’t step back. Didn’t react. And somehow that was the most irritating thing about him. I reached past him for the door handle, my arm brushing close enough to his side that I caught the faint warmth radiating off him. Something clean. Understated. I filed that away and pretended I hadn’t. “Is this how you welcome everyone here?” I murmured. “You’re not very careful.” I raised a brow. “And that concerns you?” “It should concern you.” The way he said it, calm, certain, like a fact and not a warning sat in the air a beat longer than it should have. I held his gaze. Then smiled slightly. “I’ll keep that in mind.” He stepped back. “You should lock your door.” He turned and started walking away. Unhurried. Like I wasn’t still standing there. “Wait.” He stopped. Didn’t turn fully. “You didn’t tell me your name.” A pause. “Nate.” “Nate,” I repeated softly. Something shifted in his eyes. There and gone before I could name it. “Isabel,” I added. He hadn’t asked. I gave it anyway. His gaze held mine a second longer than was necessary. Than was polite. Than was safe. Then, “Lock your door.” And he left. I stood there staring at the empty doorway. So that was the landlord. Olivia had mentioned a brother who owned the building older, quiet, kept to himself. She’d said it casually, the way you mention furniture. Like he was just part of the apartment’s features. She had undersold him. Significantly. I closed the door slowly. The click echoed softly through the apartment. I pressed my back against it. It hadn’t even been twenty four hours since I moved in. And I already needed a change of underwear. I pushed off the door and pressed both hands to my cheeks. “Absolutely not,” I said out loud. To no one. Just myself. To whatever version of me thought a fresh start meant uncomplicated. Because that man, Whatever he was, Was not uncomplicated. My phone buzzed against the box on the coffee table. It was Olivia, I answered immediately. “Tell me you didn’t die carrying your boxes,” she said. I dropped onto the couch. “Wow. No ‘hi’? No ‘how are you feeling’? Just straight to my survival rate?” “You’re dramatic. Are you in?” “Yeah.” I glanced around. “The place is actually really nice.” “Told you. My brother keeps everything in good condition, he’s very..”she paused, “particular about his space.” I opened my mouth. Closed it. “Already met him actually.” The line went quiet for a second. “…Nate came to your apartment?” “Mhm.” Another pause. Longer this time. The kind Olivia did when she was choosing her words carefully. “Isabel.” “Olivia.” “I’m serious.” Her voice dropped slightly, that soft but firm tone she only used when she actually meant something. “Nate isn’t someone you want to get complicated with. Like at all.” I frowned. “I literally just met him.” “I know you,” she said simply. I opened my mouth to argue and closed it again because honestly, fair. “He also has a girlfriend,” she added. Almost like an afterthought. Almost. “Has for a while. She’s very… present.” Something about the way she said present made me decide not to ask follow up questions. “I’m not here for complications,” I said. “I’m here for a fresh start, remember?” “Mhm.” She didn’t sound convinced. “Just be cool, okay? He’s my brother and you’re my best friend and I love you both and I would like to keep it that way.” “Olivia, relax.” “I’m relaxed.” “You don’t sound relaxed.” “Because I know you,” she repeated. I laughed softly. “I’m here for peace.” A pause. “That’s what worries me.” After we hung up, I set my phone down and leaned back into the cushions. The apartment settled into quiet around me. My eyes drifted toward the door. The same door he had walked through like boundaries were a suggestion. “Nate,” I murmured. The name felt strange on my tongue. Not bad strange. Just new. Like trying on something that fit better than expected and not knowing how to feel about that. I exhaled slowly. Because something about him wasn’t sitting right with me and not in the way things usually didn’t sit right. Not irritation. Not discomfort. Something warmer than both. Something that had no business being there on day one. I dropped my head back against the couch. New place. New start. New me. And somehow, within the first hour, I had already met the one person who felt like trouble in the best and worst way possible. I closed my eyes. Don’t, I told myself. But even I didn’t sound convincing.Neither of us moved.His hand was still at my jaw, his forehead nearly touching mine, his breath warm against my lips.And the silence between us felt louder than anything I had ever heard.“Tell me to leave,” he whispered.I should have.God, I should have.This was the last clean moment.The last second before consequences.Before Olivia, before Camilla, before everything became real.All I had to do was say the word.Leave.Instead, I looked at him.At the restraint in his eyes.At the conflict.At the wanting.At the fact that he was standing here fighting himself and still losing.And I realized I was tired.Tired of pretending.Tired of acting like this wasn’t happening.Tired of choosing the right thing when the wrong thing was standing this close, looking at me like I was the reason he hadn’t slept in days.So I whispered“Then stop asking.”Something in him broke.And then he kissed me.Not rushed.Not desperate.Deliberate.Like he had thought about this too many times. 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By night I was done pretending. Avoiding Nate had officially become a full time job and unfortunately I already had one of those. I left earlier. Came home later. Took the stairs like a woman avoiding both cardio and emotional collapse. None of it worked. Because no matter how hard I tried he was still there. In my head. In the hallway. In every quiet moment where my brain decided peace was overrated. The elevator. His voice. The way he looked at my mouth and then stopped himself like restraint was physically painful. It was getting worse. And the terrifying part? I wasn’t sure I wanted it to stop. I had just changed into an oversized hoodie and decided I was spending the night doing absolutely nothing when there was a knock at my door. I froze. Because some knocks your body recognises before your brain does. And this one felt like trouble. I opened the door. Nate. Dark jeans. Black shirt. Sleeves rolled up, the lean muscle of his forearms doing absolutely nothing to he
The office was already buzzing by the time I arrived. I slid into my seat, pulled up my screen, and committed fully to the performance of someone who had slept well and was absolutely not running on dry shampoo and willpower. The hangover had faded to a background hum by midmorning. I got through two briefs, a team meeting, and approximately forty emails. Normal. Focused. Professional. The fact that I’d spent the entire commute replaying an elevator ride that hadn’t even happened yet was completely beside the point. “Isabel.” Maya. That expression. “Ethan wants you.” I closed my laptop, smoothed my blazer, and knocked once on his office door. “Come in. Close the door.” He was at the window when I entered. Hands in his pockets, city stretching out behind him. He turned slowly. Unhurried. Like he’d been expecting me longer than the thirty seconds since he’d summoned me. “Sit.” I sat. He moved to his desk slowly, straightening a folder that didn’t need straighteni
His eyes moved over me once quick, controlled, then settled on my face. “Morning,” he said. “Morning,” I replied. Silence. The kind that immediately acknowledged last night without either of us saying a single word about it. “Maintenance flagged a water pressure issue on this floor,” he said. “Came to check if yours was affected.” I tilted my head slightly. “At this hour? On a work morning?” Something shifted in his jaw. Almost imperceptible. “I like to stay on top of things.” I looked at him for a long moment. He looked back. Neither of us acknowledged what we were both thinking that this was possibly the most transparent excuse in the history of excuses, and we were apparently going to proceed as if it wasn’t. “Water pressure’s fine,” I said. “Good.” He didn’t move. I didn’t close the door. “You should probably check anyway,” I said, before I’d fully decided to. “Since you’re here.” His eyes held mine for one steady beat. Then he stepped inside. He moved through t
I woke up feeling it immediately. The dull throb behind my eyes. The heaviness in my limbs. The particular kind of morning that arrives after one too many drinks and not enough sleep. Tuesday. Work day. I stared at the ceiling and did a silent inventory of my life choices.The drinks were a bad idea, I knew that the moment I woke up with a throb behind my eyes. Staying out that late was worse. But the part that was really sitting with me, the part I couldn’t shake loose no matter how hard I stared at that ceiling Was him.Nate. His hand on my waist. His girlfriend twenty feet away.Like it had happened to someone else and I’d just been watching.Except I hadn’t been watching.I’d been standing there not moving away.I closed my eyes again.Yeah.That was the part I was going to need a minute with. I got up, showered, and stood in front of my mirror wrapped in a towel, trying to give myself a serious talking to. The reflection was not cooperating. Because I looked fine. Normal.
Nate’s Pov I shouldn’t have come. The thought settled the moment I stepped through the doors. Too loud. Too crowded. Too careless. None of it suited me. And yet, I stayed. Camilla’s hand rested lightly at my arm, her voice smooth beside me as she said something about the bar, about drinks, about someone she’d spotted across the room. I nodded once. I wasn’t listening. Because my attention had already shifted. Not intentionally. But not accidentally either. She was across the room. Isabel. It took less than a second to find her, like some part of me had already done the work before I’d decided to look. She didn’t see me. Too absorbed in the music, the movement, the way she existed in a room without apologizing for it. Nothing restrained about her. Nothing calculated. She moved like consequences were someone else’s problem like her body knew exactly what it was doing and had stopped asking permission. The red dress didn’t help. Short. The hem feathering







