MasukMy tires squealed as I peeled out of the parking lot and sped away.
Savannah! My long-lost sister, back from the dead.
My stomach roiled. I was glad she was still alive. Of course I was. It had been painful to watch the light go out of my parents’ eyes, their despair as week after week went by with no word.
I just wished she’d stayed away from Derek.
The look on his face had told me everything I needed to know. He was gazing at my sister with a tenderness and affection I had never seen before. Certainly not directed at me, and not even towards our daughter.
The seven years of our marriage—seven long, bitterly patient years—suddenly felt like a cruel joke. Now that Savannah was back, there was no place for me in Derek’s heart. No amount of compromise and devotion could compete with a ghost come back to life.
I’d spent years trying to prove my worth to a man who had never truly loved me. I’d buried my loneliness and swallowed my pride, trying to keep my family together. But now it was over.
The endpoint of despair left me feeling strangely calm.
Maybe it was time to stop fighting.
Maybe it was time to let go.
My phone buzzed.
I wiped my tears, blew my nose and reached for it. It was my daughter’s school.
“Mrs. Arden? It’s Principal Lawson from Greenfield Academy. I’m calling about Emma. There’s been… an incident. She got into a fight with another student. Could you come to the school?”
My pulse spiked. “Is she hurt?”
“Oh, no, no. She’s fine,” the principal assured me. “We’d just like you and her father to come in to talk about it.”
“Of course. I’m on my way.”
I stared at my phone and sighed, then dialed Derek’s number.
“Yes?” His tone was cold and abrupt, but that was usual for him.
“Emma got into a fight at school and they need us to come.” My voice did not tremble. I was proud of myself.
“I’m in the middle of something right now. Can’t you handle it?”
“She’s our daughter.” A slow-burning anger was kindling in my gut.
“I have an important client meeting,” he said. “I’ll come by later.”
Once, I would have believed him. That version of me died this morning. “Derek,” I said quietly. “Either you meet me at the school in thirty minutes or we’re done.” My tone was flat and even.
He hesitated, and that hesitation told me more than words ever could. “Fine,” he said. “I’ll be there soon.”
***
I waited in the principal’s office, twisting my hands in my lap and watching the clock. At three o’clock Derek’s thirty-minute window would be up.
At two fifty-nine he walked in. His expression was composed and, beside him, her hand on his arm, was Savannah.
My heart cracked open.
“Claire!” Savannah smiled at me, radiant as always. “How nice to see you! You look… well.”
Her hand stayed on Derek’s arm and he didn’t remove it.
“Savannah.” I tried not to show the storm of emotions that was swirling inside my mind. “What a surprise.”
“Aren’t you glad to see me?” She looked hurt. “After the accident I washed up on an island off the coast of Morocco. A kind elderly couple found me and took me to the hospital, but I couldn’t remember anything. Not my name, nothing! I only remembered a few days ago, and of course—” She smiled at Derek and took a tighter grip on his arm. “The first thing I did was visit my family.”
Just then the principal came in. She advanced towards the happy couple. “Mr. and Mrs. Arden, how nice to meet you!” she said. “Thank you for coming so quickly.”
A faint blush colored Savannah’s cheek. “Of course,” she said. “We’re both very concerned.”
And Derek, my husband and the father of my child, said nothing to correct her.
Something inside me twisted so sharply I almost doubled over. But I couldn’t show it. I wasn’t going to wash our dirty laundry at my daughter’s school and make her life more difficult than it already was.
Principal Lawson led us into her office. Another man, broad-shouldered with sandy brown hair, was already there, sitting in one of the chairs. He stood up when we entered and nodded at us. “Adrian Grady,” he introduced himself. “My son, Ethan, was the other student involved.”
I nodded at him.
Savannah smiled sweetly. He wasn’t as tall or as handsome as Derek, but there was something about Adrian, something strong and steady, that made him attractive.
And my sister could never resist an attractive man.
The principal began explaining the situation, but my attention kept being drawn to small, painful details. The way Savannah tilted her head towards Derek. The way his eyes were drawn to her. The way she brushed her fingers across his sleeve.
Before we could get the full story, Savannah jumped in. “I’m sure it was the boy’s fault,” she said. “Emma’s such a sweet child. I’m sure she’d never start a fight.”
“You don’t even know her,” I thought.
Adrian’s eyes narrowed. “Excuse me?” he said, his tone calm. “Were you there?”
Savannah blinked, caught off guard. “No, but—”
Another teacher came in, escorting the two children.
Emma ran towards me, hiding her head against my side. I put a protective arm around her.
I saw comprehension, along with embarrassment, dawn on the principal’s face. “Oh, so you are...”
Adrian’s clear gray eyes assessed the situation in a split second. He looked at Savannah, his expression cool. “I’d prefer to discuss this with the child’s actual parents,” he said evenly. “If you don’t mind.”
Savannah’s smile faltered and Derek shifted uncomfortably.
For the first time that day, I felt like someone was on my side.
“Mommy, I didn’t mean to fight,” Emma signed, sniffling. “He just pulled my hearing aid off.”
“That’s okay, sweetheart,” I said, brushing her hair back from her face. “Just tell us what happened.”
She glanced nervously at Ethan, who was standing beside his father with downcast eyes. “I told him my mom dropped me off this morning… And, and he signed I was lucky. I told him I wasn’t lucky, because Dad wasn’t there. Then he got mad and grabbed it.”
The boy’s lip trembled, but he didn’t say anything. He just clung more tightly to his father’s waist.
Adrian sighed softly. “I’m sorry,” he said. “He’s been having a difficult time. My wife passed away three years ago… He hasn’t spoken a word since then, and he’s sensitive to someone even mentioning the word—” He put his hand on his son’s shoulder, mouthing the word ‘mom’.
A heavy silence filled the room.
I looked at the boy, at the pain in his eyes, and all my anger drained away. “It’s alright,” I said. “They’re just children.”
***
After the meeting ended, I gathered up Emma’s things. Derek stepped forward, offering his hand. “Let me drive you both home,” he said.
I opened my mouth to refuse, but before I could say anything, Savannah spoke.
Her voice was light, almost teasing. “Oh, I’d love to come along! I haven’t seen your house since you got married. It would be wonderful to visit.”
My grip on Emma’s backpack tightened. I waited for Derek to say no, to show that there were still some boundaries between them.
He didn’t.
Instead, he smiled. “Sure. Why not?” he said.
I sat in the front passenger seat of Adrian’s car, trying to calm the storm raging inside me. My heart was still pounding from my confrontation with Derek. And I couldn’t imagine what Adrian was thinking. My face flushed with embarrassment; thank God he couldn’t see it in the dark. “You okay over there?” Adrian asked, his voice gentle and humorous. “I’m sorry for putting you in the middle of that ridiculous scene,” I said, twisting my hands in my lap. “You didn’t deserve that.” “No worries.” He glanced at me briefly before returning his eyes to the road. “I didn't mind. I liked getting to know you better.”“Yeah?” I said, feeling a little less self-conscious. He smiled. “You were standing up for yourself. That was good to see.” I swallowed through a suddenly tight throat. “Ummm…” I said. He was being so nice and understanding. I hope that didn’t change. “I lied to Derek about you.” “What about?” He still sounded amused.“I told him you were my boyfriend.” There. It was out.He l
That night, I still couldn’t come up with an answer. My mind kept replaying the scene, over and over. The sound of the slap, her voice breaking, the sting of her words. I poured another drink. The smoky liquid burned all the way down, but did nothing to dull the greater pain. The pain of knowing that she’d left with him. My cheek still throbbed from where she’d slapped me. I could still feel her lips against mine. Another drink would fix it. I’d need to open a new bottle soon. I was halfway through my glass when I heard light footsteps in the hall outside my study. Emma opened the door. She was wearing her pink pyjamas and her hair was mussed with sleep. Her hearing aid was blinking red with a dead battery. She signed something, her little hands fluttering in the dim light. “Emma,” I muttered, rubbing my forehead. “Slow down.”She frowned and signed again, her gestures slow and precise. I caught a few words—Mommy, sad, something about school—but I couldn’t keep up. Normally the
Adrian leaned closer to Claire, murmuring something I couldn’t hear. She laughed softly, the sound slicing through me. His hand brushed hers. My jaw clenched.Savannah noticed. She tilted her head, and a look of calculation flashed through her eyes. “You two seem close,” she said brightly. “It’s so nice to see you happy, Claire.”“Yes, we are close,” Claire replied. She picked up her fork and resumed eating. Adrian exerted himself to make polite small talk and Claire relaxed slightly. The atmosphere lightened. Anyone who walked in would think we were a normal, happy group. They’d be wrong. When Claire excused herself to go to the restroom, I acted on instinct and got up to follow her.She was already inside when I entered, washing her hands. “Are you following me now?” she said without looking up.“I need to talk to you.”“About what? Dinner etiquette?”“About this,” I said, stepping closer. “You showing up with him.”She raised her eyebrows. “I beg your pardon?” I caught her arm.
She was the last person I’d expected to see tonight. A wave of irritation rolled over me, leaving my shoulders tight and my stomach unsettled. My wife was standing by the entrance, her chin high, her hand nestled in the crook of another man’s arm. Adrian. I knew his type. Mister cool, calm, and collected. Look at him now, with that pleasant, relaxed smile on his face. They looked so comfortable together. It was all I could do not to rush over and separate them. Savannah’s sweet voice pulled me from my thoughts. “Claire’s family too! Let her in,” she said. That beautiful smile I loved so much lit up her face.Claire stiffened. “No thanks,” she said. “We already have plans.” The words were polite, but she faced her sister with a sneer that turned them into cutting sarcasm.Her father thought the same thing. “Don’t talk to your sister like that, Claire. Why are you being rude to your family?”An icy smile touched Claire’s lips. “Family?” she said. “No. You’ve only got one daughter, a
Adrian's house was on the edge of town. It had a big yard surrounded by tall trees, the perfect place for a child to grow up. Adrian greeted me at the door, Ethan peeking at me from behind his legs.“This is Ethan,” Adrian said. “He’s a little shy.” “I don’t mind shy,” I said, crouching down so I wasn’t towering over the boy. I’d read up on his condition since Adrian told me about it. Traumatic mutism wasn’t an uncommon response to witnessing a violent death, and Ethan had had a front-row seat for his mother’s accident. He’d managed to call emergency services, but that was the last time he’d spoken.To anybody. Ethan was a slender boy with Adrian’s gray eyes, along with high cheekbones and dark hair he must have inherited from his mother. His gaze darted away the instant I smiled at him and he clutched at the hem of his father’s shirt like a lifeline.“Nice to see you, Ethan,” I signed. “Emma says hi.” He shuffled his feet and looked down, embarrassed.“She says she’s seen you a
I froze for a second, then set down my fork. “He’s not here. We’re getting a divorce.” His expression darkened. “What?”“It’s been coming for a while.” I kept my voice even. “He’s with someone else now.”He shook his head. “That’s unbelievable. He shouldn’t leave you when you’re still so vulnerable, recovering from your injury.” “Oh, I’m the one leaving him,” I replied. “The divorce was my idea.” That made him pause. “It was?”“Yes.” I forced a smile, although my chest felt heavy. “I just ended a marriage that never should’ve happened in the first place.”He watched me quietly for a moment, studying my face like he was trying to read my thoughts. “You’re a strong woman, Claire,” he said.“I don’t feel strong,” I replied. “Mostly I just feel tired.” “You don’t have to pretend around me, you know.” He reached out and briefly laid a warm hand on my arm.The concern in his voice loosened the tightness in my chest. “Thank you,” I said. “For being here. For doing all this.” He smiled.







