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I turned. He was standing a few feet away now, hands in his pockets, his expression unreadable. There was no softness in his face. Just cool detachment. The kind that made the evening breeze feel warmer by comparison. For the first time since he arrived, he looked directly at me and held the gaze. And for some reason, that felt worse than the silence. “This marriage,” he said evenly, “is one of convenience.” I stared at him. He continued like he was laying out office policy. “It is not a love story. It is not a romantic arrangement. And I need you to understand that from the beginning so there are no misunderstandings later.” I said nothing. Not because I didn’t have anything to say. Because I had too much. And none of it was safe to release. He glanced briefly toward the house behind me, then back at me. “You will be comfortable here,” he said. “Anything you need can be handled through the staff.” The staff. Not him. Of course. “I won’t be here often.” That one landed harder than I expected. Something small and stupid in me had still been waiting for him to say something remotely human. A sentence with warmth. A sentence with room in it. Instead, I got terms and conditions. “You are free to live your life as you please,” he continued. “You will have privacy. Space. Access to whatever you need.” He paused. Then added, “But I expect the same in return.” There it was. The real point. I folded my arms slowly. “And what exactly does that mean?” His expression didn’t shift. “It means you do not ask questions about my schedule.” Strike one. “You do not monitor my movements.” Strike two. “And when I am here, I do not like being disturbed unnecessarily.” Strike three. I blinked at him. Then looked past him at the massive house again. Then back at him. “You married me,” I said before I could stop myself. “Or did you forget that part on the way here?” Something unreadable flickered in his eyes. Gone too quickly to name. “This arrangement benefits both of us,” he said. Arrangement. Not marriage. Interesting. “And if I decide I don’t like the arrangement?” I asked. His gaze stayed on mine for one quiet second too long. Then he said, “You’ll adapt.” Oh. Oh, he was insane. Good to know early. A laugh almost escaped me, but I swallowed it. Because what exactly was I supposed to do? Scream? Cry? Beg him to care? No. I had already humiliated myself enough for one lifetime in front of people who didn’t deserve the performance. So I just nodded once. “Anything else?” I asked. He studied me for a second, as if trying to figure out whether I was being sarcastic or simply exhausted. Maybe I was both. Then he said, “No.” And just like that, he turned away. Walked back toward the car. Got in. And left. I didn’t move. Didn’t blink. Didn’t breathe properly. I just stood there in the middle of the driveway, in my wedding dress, watching my husband disappear into the evening less than ten minutes after dropping me off at his house like a package he had signed for under protest. The car vanished through the gates. Then I turned slowly toward the house. Toward whatever this was. Toward my new life, apparently. The front doors stood tall and silent, waiting. I climbed the steps. One after the other. Pushed the doors open. And the second I stepped inside I was shocked by what I saw.Dave’s POVI did not expect Lydia to answer me that quickly.Honestly, after listening to the rules in the restaurant, I had fully prepared myself for delays. Complications. Maybe even emotional punishment stretched out over weeks just because she could.And truthfully?I would have deserved it.So when her message came exactly when she said it would, telling me my first meeting with the children would happen in three days, I genuinely sat there staring at my phone longer than necessary.No games.No manipulation.No dragging things out.Typical Lydia.Even the contract itself was painfully precise. Behavioral expectations. Emotional boundaries. Consistency clauses. Communication regulations. At some point while reading it, I almost laughed because it genuinely looked like the onboarding process for a multinational company.Still, I signed everything immediately.No negotiation.No edits.Because honestly, she could have added “donate kidney upon request” somewhere in the middle and I
Lydia’s POVBy the time I finally got back to work, the entire morning already felt like three separate days stitched together badly.The meeting with Dave had dragged longer than I expected, emotionally and physically, and even though I had walked out of that café composed, the exhaustion settled into me properly the second I stepped into my office building.Not emotional exhaustion exactly.More like mental fatigue.Like my brain had spent too many hours holding itself upright carefully.The receptionist greeted me immediately when I walked in, and I smiled automatically before heading toward my office. My heels clicked steadily against the marble floor while my phone buzzed nonstop in my hand with work notifications I had ignored during the café meeting.Normal life.Deadlines.Consultations.Campaign revisions.Client complaints.Honestly?Thank God for work.Because work didn’t care about emotional devastation.Work just kept moving.The second I entered my office, my assistant s
Dave’s POV Lydia stayed silent across from me, watching me with those painfully calm eyes of hers. God, she looked composed. Not cold. Somehow that made it worse. If she had shouted at me, maybe this would have been easier to survive. Instead, she just looked… done. “I want to be in my children’s lives.” The sentence sounded unfamiliar coming from me. Children. Mine. I swallowed hard before continuing because if I stopped talking now, I genuinely did not think I would start again. “I’ve already missed too much.” My voice roughened despite myself. “Their first words. Their first steps. Their first birthdays. Their first day of school. Their first everything.” A humorless laugh escaped me. “Hell, Lydia, I didn’t even know they existed while other people were probably teaching them how to ride bikes and helping them with homework and showing up for school events.” The image hit harder than I expected. Another man standing where I should have been. Another person hearing the
Dave’s POV“Did you keep the pregnancy?”The second the words left my mouth, I knew there was no taking them back.Lydia went still across from me.Not dramatic. Not emotional. Just still in that dangerous way she gets when something hits deeper than she wants people to see.Her fingers tightened slightly around the cappuccino cup in front of her, and for the first time since she sat down, she didn’t immediately respond with another sharp remark designed to cut me open efficiently.The café suddenly felt too quiet.I could hear the low hum of the espresso machine somewhere behind us. Cups clinking softly. A chair scraping faintly across the floor near the counter.And all I could think was:Please say no.God.Please say no.I had spent close to six years convincing myself not to think about it too much.Because thinking about it meant confronting what I had done.Thinking about it meant remembering Lydia standing in front of me with tears in her eyes while I accused her of trying to
Lydia’s POV“Oh my God, Lydia…”Dave finally leaned back in his seat like the air had been knocked out of him completely. His hands dragged slowly over his face before settling against his jaw again, and for once, he genuinely looked lost.Not CEO lost.Not corporate scandal lost.Just… human lost.“Please,” he said quietly. “Please, Lydia.”I stayed silent.“I want to be in my children’s lives.”Children.Not pregnancy.Not babies.Children.Real people.I watched him swallow hard before continuing.“I’ve already missed too much.” His voice roughened slightly now. “I missed their first words. Their first steps. Their first birthdays. Their first day of school. Their first everything.” He laughed once under his breath, but there was nothing humorous inside it. “Hell, I didn’t even know they existed while other people were probably teaching them how to ride bikes and helping with homework and showing up for school events.”Something tightened briefly in his expression before he looked
Lydia’s POVFor a second, I genuinely forgot how to breathe.Not because I didn’t expect this conversation to happen someday. Honestly, somewhere deep down, I had always known this moment would eventually come. Dave Ashton was many things, but he was not a man who stayed buried in the past forever. Eventually, he would ask. Eventually, the truth would stand between us fully formed, impossible to avoid.Still, hearing it out loud felt different.The question landed heavily between us, and I just stared at him for a moment, my fingers tightening slightly around the warm cup of cappuccino sitting untouched in front of me.The moment I used to fear was finally here.And strangely enough… I was not as afraid as I thought I would be.Maybe because of my children.Maybe because I had already told them the truth. Maybe because after that conversation, after hearing Ava and Eli tell me so simply that they were fine with just me, something inside me had settled. Even if this somehow turned into







