LOGINVivienne's POV
My face turned pale. I looked at Julian calmly. He was accompanied by a stunning woman who was his first love. What approach would Julian take to introduce me to Ophelia? Maybe, I would also feel conflicted if I were in his position. "Ophelia," was the name given by Julian after he looked at me with suspicion. She's…" He stopped for a moment before saying, "I have known this friend for quite some time." The word friend came across as oddly placed when he spoke it to me, maybe my imagination was constrained. My body trembled slightly. I tried to remain tranquil when I answered, "Had you been aware of this for a long time? Your relationship seems to have been intense since you were both young.” Ophelia's smile was a sweet reply to the question, "No way, we met when we were twenty. Back then…" Despite any thoughts she had, Ophelia smiled and laughed loudly before saying, "I thought Julian's hairstyle was quite amusing at that moment." The middle part was modified in its current form. Everyone immediately shook his head when he first arrived on campus. Julian looked gloomy and quipped, "What's the reason you're repeating this? What's wrong with that?” “My photograph of you is still intact. With a gentle tapping,” Ophelio teased Julian's arm, "Don't mess with me or I'll show you your wife." She had a bright and cheerful laugh. When the event erupted, Maximilian ran into Ophelia's arms and grimaced in amazement, asking her what photo they had taken. “What was it? And I want to see that too.” My chest tightened painfully. They caused me more pain than I could cope with. Anyone who saw Ophelia with Julian and Maximilian would assume I was an outsider. By fondling Maximilian's face with a gentle stroke, Ophelia smiled and gave him reassurance. "I'll reveal it to you at 2:30 pm," she whispered. Julian smiled faintly. He gazed into my eyes, focusing on my feeble and thin physique as I stood with my back to him. The image he had was one of someone so delicate that she could collapse with the help of a breath of fresh air. Immediately after, he trailed behind and took hold of my arm. "What the fact? Don't be mad at Maximilian. I'll handle it. Tonight at home I'll make him apologize to you.” I smeared my lip and delicately asked, "Have you perused the item?" Julian frowned. “What thing?" The letter was yet to be seen by him. My expression was one of a slight frown and I said, "Don't be upset. I'm going home now. Keep it in mind when you're studying tonight.” The driver was signaled by Julian, who said, "Let me take you home." But I refused. My hand was free and I wanted to leave by taxi. Just as the taxi was driving away, Julian stood there looking. Seeing him through the window, I saw Ophelia. They chatted happily, and Julian promptly smirked. I rapidly moved my face away. My palms ached. When I opened them, I saw faint purple marks where my nails had penetrated my skin as I tried to suppress my feelings. My desire was to no longer view them. I just wanted to leave. My doctor made a call upon my arrival home. He instructed me to go to the hospital for a pressure test in two days. To tell the truth, my aim was to have everything concluded without delay. The test was filled with an excessive number of individuals lining up, particularly the elderly who were getting ready for trips out of town but still had to fly. Due to my severe illness, I was among the many patients who required the test. Then I went back to the hotel. The driver brought Maximilian home at five in the evening. I was not present during that time. I can only imagine what happened when he suddenly decided to park his bag in the back and run inside, screaming "Mom! Do my homework now! My teacher should never rebuke me again!" I could picture his grouchy little face? He had been playing all night, and time seemed to fly by. Maybe he realized that I was the one who consistently reminded him to finish his homework at the age of eight before going to sleep. He frequently found me irritating for interfering with his playtime. Without that, he would not be eligible for gold-star stickers. Without that he might be left behind in class. The fact that Maximilian resisted ridicule was understandable to me. He might have been rushing upstairs and inspecting every single room, but I couldn't find my way. My phone rang, and the head maid was calling. I ignored it at first. I finally managed to answer after several attempts. He had a sharp, small voice. "Where are you, mom? Where'm I? Why aren't you home yet?" Two seconds passed before I quietly asked, "What's going on?" He gave me the cold shoulder I wanted and said, “I'm waiting for you to do my homework for you! Do you fancy me getting a second look at my teacher tomorrow? Come home quickly!" I held onto my phone with a sudden cold sweat. I had attempted to raise him well, but my son's behavior was discourteous. While others may view him as polite and charming, I find him lacking in genuine respect. I snapped at the end, “wondering if anyone had any attraction to Aunt Ophelia. Whenever you encounter any problems, seek her assistance. Don't come to me!" Immediately after, I terminated the call. He must be looking at his smartwatch with a split heart, unaware that I could be so unfeeling towards him. After a 30-minute interval, someone knocked on my hotel room door. It was just hotel staff, so I opened it casually. The incident happened around. The presence of a familiar, dark eye caused me to freeze. I can't remember why. I shook my head in wonder as I inquired, "How did you come across me?" Julian entered the room with a bowl of dumplings in hand. "Happened to eat? The crab dumplings I provided were cooked to your liking, with additional vinegar added as per your preference. Eat while it's still warm." His clean-cut work suit, which I used to iron on him, was still on me. Following that, Julian took off his jacket, rolled up his sleeves, and observed what was happening in the room. He retrieved my jacket that was hanging and opened my suitcase. With a soft voice, he said, "Come with me home, I know you're uncomfortable in this place. It's time to pass on the responsibility of teaching our son. Upon our return, we will address his situation. Don't punish him like this." I looked up and down at Julian, tears in my eyes, while he calmly kneeled down to help me put on my clothes. In an instant, I wiped my tears and turned my face away while whispering, "You haven't seen what I left on your desk, have you?" Julian stopped moving. He glanced at me with an empathetic expression, "What the hell is that?" You've mentioned it twice today."Julians POVDylan. Pulled me into the room. The billiard table was all set, with bottles of alcohol lined up and smoke coming from a people's hands. I did not touch anything. I even refused the cigarette that Dylan usually handed me out of habit.We had barely started playing for five minutes when one of them said, "Hey why are you not drinking? Are you sick or something?"I just shook my head.Someone else said, "No cigarettes ? What is going on? Did you stop drinking and smoking?"Dylan cut in quickly which made me look at him. "Julian is just taking care of his health. He is going to be a father."The whole room erupted.Everyone was saying things like "What? Seriously?" and "Second kid?" and "Congratulations, Julian!"They all came up to me patting my back and hitting my shoulder to congratulate me. The room was really loud. Someone yelled for the bartender to bring out drinks to celebrate.I stood there
Julian's POV I let out a long breath and closed my eyes.If I go to see her now, what will I do? Stand at her door and say I'm going to be a dad again? That my life is going in a way that may take me from her for good?Her face showed up again. Thinner now, but still trying to grin. Her look always calm even when she was stopping pain.She never asked anything from me.That’s what makes this even harder.Ophelia, on the flip side, asks. I want to be sure. I need you here. Now holds a task that isn't big.I saw my own hands. The hands that once took Vivienne's in the room when Maximilian was born. The same hands that may now need to hold Ophelia's in͏ that same room some months from now.What kind of life is this?I got up fast and started walking around the room. The coat I had on felt too close, too binding. I yanked off my tie and tossed it onto a desk.“Why now?” I muttered in frustration.
Julian’s POVMy head felt like it was stuffed with heavy fog. Since coming back to the office this afternoon, I haven’t been able to pay attention to anything. The papers on my desk were just stuff I looked at without really seeing. Figures, reports, plans they all went by me without sense.What’s making my head spin isn’t work anymore.Not even exhaustion from lack of sleep.But Ophelia is pregnant.I leaned back in a chair, rubbing my head softly. Somehow, it seemed like the whole world was closing in, pushing against ͏my chest from all sides.How did this happen?We were always careful. Extremely careful.All this time, I never thought of that chance. Not even in my dreams!But yesterday, Doctor John said it with surety.Two months pregnant.That means it took place just after our big clash. When I was trying to mend a bond that was close to breaking. When I was still working hard to ke
Vivienne's POV I had never given myself time for things like that before. My life used to revolve around Maximilian, work, the house and then hospital corridors. There was no space for art that came from my heart. Everything was too full.Now in the middle of pain and loneliness that space existed.Space to get to know me.Perhaps the real me, the one who had never had the chance to surface.I held the flyer a little tighter, feeling it as a spark of hope.“This weekend." I murmured softly. "If my body is strong enough I’ll go.”The wind blew gently again brushing the ends of my hair and making me smile more. The sea seemed to be encouraging me. The world seemed to be saying there were still things for me to see even if everything had felt so dark not long ago.I looked at the flyer again. I read every word carefully afraid the letters might change if I blinked long. Art ExhibitionThe sea and s
Vivienne's POV I didn’t feel jealous of them.I just felt different.My hand unconsciously touched my stomach. Not because it hurt. Just a reflex. This body had endured much in the past few months: needles, medication, nausea, sleepless nights. It was still here with me.“Thank you." I whispered softly to myself.The wind blew again a bit stronger this time. The plastic bags rustled beside me. I turned toward the sea stretching across the road. Its color had changed as the sun rose higher. The pale bluish this morning is now brighter and more alive.I remembered the painting I had made earlier. The blue strokes not yet fully dry, the tilted horizon line. The ocean on my canvas looked restless. With light at its edge.Maybe that was what I was learning now life didn’t have to return to what it used to be to have meaning.My phone vibrated softly inside my bag. My heart jumped for a second as a reflex whenever the
Viviennes POVI grabbed my small bag, the one I usually took when I had to step out for a bit and checked that my wallet, phone and mask were inside. My breathing was a bit heavy. I could still go on. I had to go to the minimarket. I couldn’t wait for Julian to come at the end of the week. On days like this I had to stand on my own.As I closed the apartment door the sea breeze hit my face. The familiar salty smell calmed me down a bit. I walked slowly down the stairs. Each step echoed through my weak body but I kept going.The minimarket was a three-minute walk from the apartment building but today it felt longer. My head throbbed a bit, not pain tired. It was like my body was asking me to go and lie down.If I didn’t go now I wouldn’t have enough drinking water for today. The doctor had reminded me many times that hydration was crucial after chemotherapy.When the minimarket door opened, a cool air from the air conditioner washed over me. I







