LOGINVivienne's POV
My face turned pale. I looked at Julian calmly. He was accompanied by a stunning woman who was his first love. What approach would Julian take to introduce me to Ophelia? Maybe, I would also feel conflicted if I were in his position. "Ophelia," was the name given by Julian after he looked at me with suspicion. She's…" He stopped for a moment before saying, "I have known this friend for quite some time." The word friend came across as oddly placed when he spoke it to me, maybe my imagination was constrained. My body trembled slightly. I tried to remain tranquil when I answered, "Had you been aware of this for a long time? Your relationship seems to have been intense since you were both young.” Ophelia's smile was a sweet reply to the question, "No way, we met when we were twenty. Back then…" Despite any thoughts she had, Ophelia smiled and laughed loudly before saying, "I thought Julian's hairstyle was quite amusing at that moment." The middle part was modified in its current form. Everyone immediately shook his head when he first arrived on campus. Julian looked gloomy and quipped, "What's the reason you're repeating this? What's wrong with that?” “My photograph of you is still intact. With a gentle tapping,” Ophelio teased Julian's arm, "Don't mess with me or I'll show you your wife." She had a bright and cheerful laugh. When the event erupted, Maximilian ran into Ophelia's arms and grimaced in amazement, asking her what photo they had taken. “What was it? And I want to see that too.” My chest tightened painfully. They caused me more pain than I could cope with. Anyone who saw Ophelia with Julian and Maximilian would assume I was an outsider. By fondling Maximilian's face with a gentle stroke, Ophelia smiled and gave him reassurance. "I'll reveal it to you at 2:30 pm," she whispered. Julian smiled faintly. He gazed into my eyes, focusing on my feeble and thin physique as I stood with my back to him. The image he had was one of someone so delicate that she could collapse with the help of a breath of fresh air. Immediately after, he trailed behind and took hold of my arm. "What the fact? Don't be mad at Maximilian. I'll handle it. Tonight at home I'll make him apologize to you.” I smeared my lip and delicately asked, "Have you perused the item?" Julian frowned. “What thing?" The letter was yet to be seen by him. My expression was one of a slight frown and I said, "Don't be upset. I'm going home now. Keep it in mind when you're studying tonight.” The driver was signaled by Julian, who said, "Let me take you home." But I refused. My hand was free and I wanted to leave by taxi. Just as the taxi was driving away, Julian stood there looking. Seeing him through the window, I saw Ophelia. They chatted happily, and Julian promptly smirked. I rapidly moved my face away. My palms ached. When I opened them, I saw faint purple marks where my nails had penetrated my skin as I tried to suppress my feelings. My desire was to no longer view them. I just wanted to leave. My doctor made a call upon my arrival home. He instructed me to go to the hospital for a pressure test in two days. To tell the truth, my aim was to have everything concluded without delay. The test was filled with an excessive number of individuals lining up, particularly the elderly who were getting ready for trips out of town but still had to fly. Due to my severe illness, I was among the many patients who required the test. Then I went back to the hotel. The driver brought Maximilian home at five in the evening. I was not present during that time. I can only imagine what happened when he suddenly decided to park his bag in the back and run inside, screaming "Mom! Do my homework now! My teacher should never rebuke me again!" I could picture his grouchy little face? He had been playing all night, and time seemed to fly by. Maybe he realized that I was the one who consistently reminded him to finish his homework at the age of eight before going to sleep. He frequently found me irritating for interfering with his playtime. Without that, he would not be eligible for gold-star stickers. Without that he might be left behind in class. The fact that Maximilian resisted ridicule was understandable to me. He might have been rushing upstairs and inspecting every single room, but I couldn't find my way. My phone rang, and the head maid was calling. I ignored it at first. I finally managed to answer after several attempts. He had a sharp, small voice. "Where are you, mom? Where'm I? Why aren't you home yet?" Two seconds passed before I quietly asked, "What's going on?" He gave me the cold shoulder I wanted and said, “I'm waiting for you to do my homework for you! Do you fancy me getting a second look at my teacher tomorrow? Come home quickly!" I held onto my phone with a sudden cold sweat. I had attempted to raise him well, but my son's behavior was discourteous. While others may view him as polite and charming, I find him lacking in genuine respect. I snapped at the end, “wondering if anyone had any attraction to Aunt Ophelia. Whenever you encounter any problems, seek her assistance. Don't come to me!" Immediately after, I terminated the call. He must be looking at his smartwatch with a split heart, unaware that I could be so unfeeling towards him. After a 30-minute interval, someone knocked on my hotel room door. It was just hotel staff, so I opened it casually. The incident happened around. The presence of a familiar, dark eye caused me to freeze. I can't remember why. I shook my head in wonder as I inquired, "How did you come across me?" Julian entered the room with a bowl of dumplings in hand. "Happened to eat? The crab dumplings I provided were cooked to your liking, with additional vinegar added as per your preference. Eat while it's still warm." His clean-cut work suit, which I used to iron on him, was still on me. Following that, Julian took off his jacket, rolled up his sleeves, and observed what was happening in the room. He retrieved my jacket that was hanging and opened my suitcase. With a soft voice, he said, "Come with me home, I know you're uncomfortable in this place. It's time to pass on the responsibility of teaching our son. Upon our return, we will address his situation. Don't punish him like this." I looked up and down at Julian, tears in my eyes, while he calmly kneeled down to help me put on my clothes. In an instant, I wiped my tears and turned my face away while whispering, "You haven't seen what I left on your desk, have you?" Julian stopped moving. He glanced at me with an empathetic expression, "What the hell is that?" You've mentioned it twice today."Vivienne's POV This morning arrived with a gentle light too gentle for a body that still felt unbearably heavy. I moved slowly around the small apartment, as if every step had to be negotiated first with the pounding in my head. Sea air slipped in through the slightly open window, carrying a salty scent that clung to my skin and hair. I usually loved it. Today, it tasted bitter. I took my morning medication with a glass of warm water, waiting for the nausea that always came late but never failed to arrive. I sat on the edge of the bed for a long while, counting my breaths, waiting for the world to stop spinning. When I finally stood up, my legs still felt foreign, as if they didn’t belong to me. I let the wall support me, moving slowly toward the living area. The apartment was quiet. Too quiet. There was no small laughter. No hurried footsteps. No innocent questions filling every corner. I swallowed the sting in my chest and forced
Julian's POV I hugged Maximilian, feeling his small body shake with emotion. “Yes, Maximilian. Today.”He hugged me back tighter than usual. As if he were afraid that if he let go, my words would disappear like a morning dream.“Dad, I miss Mom Vivienne,” he whispered, his voice breaking. “I miss her so much.”My chest tightened. I know, sweetheart. But I couldn’t say it. I could only rub his back and nod slowly.“Me too,” I finally said. “That’s why today we’re going to Mom’s place. We’ll see Mom Vivienne together.”He lifted his face, wet with tears he hadn’t realized were falling. “Really?”“Really.”But beneath that certainty, I felt nervous. Afraid. A mix of emotions I couldn’t fully explain.Because I didn’t know how Vivienne would react to seeing both of us. I didn’t know if it would make her happy or only make things harder for her. I didn’t know whether this was the right decision, or one driven by guilt that never stopped gnawing at m
Julian's POV Ophelia gave a faint nod and went to the bedroom to get ready. I stayed seated, staring at her untouched cup of coffee. Cold like her heart this morning. Flat, silent, and somehow making me feel like I was losing something I couldn’t fix with words.About half an hour later, Ophelia emerged, neatly dressed. Without much to say, she took her car keys and stood in the doorway.“Don’t forget Maximilian’s breakfast,” she said briefly.“Ophelia,” I called before she could leave completely.She looked at me for a moment. I wanted to tell her that I appreciated her. That I was sorry. That I didn’t want our relationship to fracture like this. That I wanted to do everything right. But no words came out.Because whatever I said would only sound like an excuse.“Take care,” I finally said.Ophelia gave a small, forced smile, trying to look fine. “You too.”Then the door closed, leaving behind a silence too large for this small living room to c
Julian's POV I woke up far earlier than usual. It was still dark outside, the curtains untouched, the room cold. But what pulled me from sleep wasn’t the air, it was the weight in my chest, the sense that whatever I had done last night hadn’t truly resolved anything.I had been honest with Ophelia. I had told her the real reason Vivienne was sick. A brain tumor. That was why I couldn’t walk away from her, even while trying to build something with Ophelia. That should have been enough, right? It should have made everything clearer. And yet, somehow, it didn’t feel that way.I stared at the ceiling, letting my thoughts drift without direction. The clock ticked softly, each second a reminder that time was moving forward while I remained stuck caught between two lives I couldn’t merge.Honestly, I had hoped that telling Ophelia the truth would bring some relief. Like loosening a knot that had been tightening around my chest for too long. Instead, what remained was a sha
Ophelia's POV Julian's answer didn’t ease the weight in my chest. It made it heavier. Because I knew what that fear meant: Vivienne still held a place too large in his heart. Not just as the mother of his child. But as someone he had once and perhaps still loved.I closed my eyes for a moment. A shameful, cruel envy crept in. Envy because Vivienne received the most honest version of Julian. The one who cried. Who regretted it? Who set aside his ego just to be by her side. A version that somehow had never fully been mine.When I opened my eyes again, my gaze fell on his hands. The same hands that once held mine with promises of a future. Now they trembled, as if they didn’t know where to hold on anymore.Inside my head, questions spun endlessly. Was I selfish for feeling hurt? Was I cruel for being jealous of a dying woman? Was my love strong enough to stand in the middle of this reality?I took a deep breath, trying to calm the tremor in my chest. Julian’s face
Ophelia's POV I wiped my tears quickly when I heard Julian’s footsteps outside the room. A soft knock on the door made my chest tighten.“Ophelia?” he called.I stood, staring at his silhouette behind the frosted glass door. My body trembled faintly. Part of me wanted him to pull me into his arms, apologize and reassure me that I still mattered most.But another part of me felt unready to hear anything at all.Because whatever came out of his mouth next might destroy me even more.I looked at Maximilian one last time, then whispered, “I just want to be loved. That’s all ”I wiped away the remaining tears, steadied my breath, and walked toward the door, hoping I still had a place in Julian’s life. Yet deep down, I was afraid the answer would no longer be what I hoped for.Hesitantly, I opened it.Julian looked exhausted, like someone who had just lost his sense of direction. But his expression changed the moment he saw my face. His eyes, once co







