This had never happened

Chapter Nineteen

Eleanor's Pov

Okay, so the good news was that Alpha Jett wasn't dead, he had collapsed and while I blamed myself for what had befallen him, Gavin tried to convince me otherwise while Zayn rocked and soothed me.

"I really hope he's okay, I'm so scared. I feel like I caused this' 'I said, grabbing my fingers from Zayn's and wrinkling them tightly in my grip. I was definitely panicking and I didn't know what to do about it. Seeing Alpha Jett, laying down still after the dream I had about us, made my pain and anger increase. Maybe, just maybe if he was awake, he could have done something about it.

My train of thought was interrupted when Gavin suddenly took my hand—a gesture he did to stop me from fidgeting. Once our fingers were laced, I looked up at him, with the sole aim of planting my neck on the crook of his neck, crying out my fears and pain. The look on his face was more of pity than concern. I knew my eyes were full of so much fear but I didn't know why. Something