Chapter # 9

He moved closer and held my chin. Indulging each moment, he lifted my chin and snaked his arms around my waist and pulled me close.

I let out a gasp as I looked at his eyes; clouded by crepuscular feelings.

Time passes slowly as if it has stopped. He moved closer and our lips brushed against each other. My dried lips made contact with his delicate lips as he kissed me. My first kiss to a guy who is almost a decade older than me.

My first kiss to a person who doesn't love me...

The kiss started with delicacy but held no emotions. He moved his experienced lips tenderly and dazzlingly.

But when he kissed me and I stood still; frozen as a tear threatened to fall but I didn’t let it.

His hand cupped my cheek to deepen the kiss- or I thought so. He wiped the tear that was present on the corner of my eye and pulled away.

‘What the- Does it even matter when I have sold myself?’

For a second I thought it was love but I know it better than anyone else that love is impossible in this toxic