The hall stretches before me, it's dark entrance engulfing me as I walk through the doors. Gabriel's growl, "Come out here, girl. “We're not finished”, echoes in my mind, a sharp snap that frays my nerves painfully.
My boots scrape the stone, every step more burdensome than the one before, the dagger abandoned in my room a phantom heaviness on my chest.
He’s standing still, a massive figure in the wavering torchlight, his hair streaked with silver gleaming like the fur of a beast. His eyes sparkled, malice honed to a razor's edge, and I halted a few steps away, chin raised even with the quaking in my legs.
“You still imagine yourself as his daughter?” he mocks with a smirk, his voice saturated with disdain. Before I can respond, his hand darts forward, seizing the leather string around my neck, Father's charm, a crescent moon sculpted from bone.
My final fragment of him. I reach for it, but he pulls strongly, the chain digging into my skin before it breaks. The pendant falls to the ground, and I reach out, too late.
His boot stomps on it, pulverizing it to powder beneath his heel. "You're worthless," he remarks, a twisted joy curling his mouth.
My throat tightens, a sob rising, but I swallow it down, tasting blood from biting my lip too hard. That tether’s gone, Father’s gone, and Gabriel’s smile implies he understands it cuts deeper than any blade.
He doesn’t allow me a moment to relax. His grip seizes my arm, pulling me into the pack square like a sheep to its doom.
The night is chilly, yet the crowd’s gazes are chillier, a great deal of them congregated beneath the twisted oaks, their features illuminated by moonlight and malevolence.
“Kneel,” he growls, pushing me down. My knees collide with the ground, jagged stones pressing in, and I clench my jaw as he looms above me. “This is not the child of an Alpha!” he bellows, his voice a storm that rattles the foliage.
He tosses a clump of dirt at my face, damp, coarse, irritating my eyes. Laughter bursts forth, loud and uneven, cutting through the mist. Kael is present, grinning alongside the others, and a cub I don't recognize mocks, "Trade bait!"
Shame heats my cheeks, intense and weighty, yet underneath it, anger boils. My hands ball into the muck, fingers carving half-moons into my hands.
Why does he want me to be shattered? A week until the Sun Pack, and he’s wearing me down to nothing first, why? I blink away the dirt from my eyes, glaring at him through the haze.
His smile wavers for a moment, as if he notices the spark I'm concealing, and that just drives him to push harder, dust settling on my tongue. The audience's laughter diminishes as I maintain eye contact with him, challenging him to escalate his actions.
He certainly does. At dawn, I'm pushed into a storage room beside the hallway, the door crashing shut with a bang that resonates in my head.
No windows, no daylight, only wet stone and the stench of mildew. “Now you’re insignificant,” he hisses through the bars, his expression a darkened grimace.
I extend my hand, fingertips grazing the metal, and his foot crashes down. Pain erupts, blazing, scorching through my arm as my fingertips crush. I stifle a scream, holding my hand while he walks away, his laughter echoing off the walls.
The darkness envelops me, dense and stifling, as I lean back against the stone, gasping for air. My fingers ache, twisted at unnatural angles, yet his words penetrate further, he’s concealing something.
I’m not a garbage to him; I’m a threat. But, what is the reason?
Time drips into quietness, my stomach eating away at itself, my tongue parched like the soil still stuck on my face.
A shuffle disturbs the silence, gentle footwear, a metallic sound. A young, nervous guard passes a tin cup of water through the bars.
His gaze flickers, then he whispers, “He’s always despised you, ever since your father picked her.” I stand still, the cup shaking in my hand. Who was selected? Evelyn? My mother's expression appears, her quietness from last night, her turned-away eyes.
“What do you…..” I begin, but footsteps thud down the corridor, loud and intentional. He runs away, water splashing over my injured hand, giving me a fragment of truth that I can't assemble.
Gabriel despised me ever since Father picked Evelyn. Wasn’t she compelled into that relationship? My mind whirls, inquiries stacking like rocks on my chest.
The door slams open at twilight, and Gabriel’s figure, his outline filling the space. He tugs at my hair, pulling me up, roots ripping, scalp crying out, and hauls me into the dimming light.
I trip, my legs feeling numb, and he pushes me into the wall, a knife glinting in his grasp. Chilly metal rests against my neck, the blade grazing my heartbeat. “Six days,” he snarls, breath warm and pungent.
"Hope Jason puts you down swiftly." His grin is wild, teeth exposed like a wolf over its catch, yet his eyes glimmer, fear, not victory. My heart falters. He’s not only heartless; he’s desperate.
Eager for my departure, wishing I never arrived at the Sun Pack unharmed, or aware of something I'm oblivious to.
The edge pierces, a slight prick, and I grit my teeth, “What frightens you?” His hold becomes firmer, yet he remains silent, merely pushing me down and walking away, leaving me lying in the dirt.
I stagger to my room, each step a struggle, my hands swollen and painful, my head pounds, and the cut on my throat bleeds red onto my shirt.
The room is vacant, moonlight pouring in through broken windows, and I rest against the wall, inhaling sharply through clenched teeth. Six days. He’s dismantling me little by little, yet that fear reflected in his eyes, it’s a fracture in his shield.
I’m a danger he can’t handle, and Evelyn is caught up in it, her silence more powerful than his shouts. I set off, hobbling toward my door, when a shadow moves in front.
I become stiff. Evelyn is positioned at the end of the hall, her dark silks merging with the shadows, her expression inscrutable. Her blue eyes fix on mine, chill, motionless, an emptiness where a mother's affection ought to exist.
She remains still, silent, simply observing. My heart races, the atmosphere around us heavy with an unexpressed sentiment, one that connects Gabriel’s anger to her treachery.
"What is it that you want?" I murmur, yet she moves back, stepping into the shadows, leaving me with the heaviness of her gaze. Yet, I could still sense her silhouette hovering nearby as if she were observing me.
A flood of echoes following Eli's breaking voice, sent chills down my spine. The guard's torch flashed past his face, and his eyes were filled with fear, or perhaps something I recognized from Tessa's gaze before Kade’s kick busted the door. My heart drops, I lunge at the statuette, its frayed edges grazing my palm, its map to the man in the hill's hut now a mockery behind doubled guards. But I was ready to risk everything, what the worst to happen? Getting caught or betrayed? It's nothing I haven't felt. So I insisted “We still attempt it,” my tone a steady, fierce sword, cutting through the night's cold air. Eli wavers, his slim figure taut, his generosity, the bread, now a doubt written across my faith. His fingers trembled, nothing like Tessa’s guilty cringe but laden with a silent weight, and I clutch the statuette more firmly, its wood heated from my incessant carving, my swollen hand aching beneath dried blood. The hills are calling, the man's figure a phantom in
His footsteps pounded like my heartbeat, keys twirled around his fingers sent sharp clinking waves to my ears. “....from the first day you stepped your foot here” he continued, his smile stretched from ear to ear, freezing me to the core like a frozen lake as he opened the cage. His teeth shining in the starlight, the molded wolf statuette in my hand, a heavy burden. His hold, made of steel shoves me through the Sun Pack's camp for the third time, on the third day. My heavy boots landed with a shaky gait. I staggered on the frost heaved ground, chains rattling like a funeral dirge. The glade unveils, a circle of torches spattering blazes, and Jason stands at its center, his slate-gray eyes cut across the gloom of the forest. His right hand raises “someone’s prying,” he breaks the silence, his tone carrying a quiet growl, as his fingers pointed to the hill where that same man stands, motionless and alone, a dark shade against the early morning’s light. My heart races, ho
Tessa's face, a stream of emotions I couldn't feel “They'll kill me if I didn't”, her confession cracks through me, deeper than the shack’s fractured walls, her statement a dagger turning in my heart as Kade’s silhouette hovers, the door still vibrating from his forceful kick. My heart shatters, Tessa’s warmth from our apple was just a deception, her remorseful gaze flickering away as guards grab my arms, their holds bruising through my cloak. Kade raises the journal, its aged leather shining in the torchlight, taken from my sleeve, by her? “Jason will adore this,” he scoffs, his marked face curving into a smile, the Sun Pack tattoo throbbing like a battle drum on his neck. I lunge, chains rattling, my strong hand grasping at the air, yet they tug me across the camp, boots soaking in mud, the carved wolf statuette, placed from Tessa’s quaking hands, searing in my grip. My inflamed hand aches, tender and ineffective, yet I grasp the statuette, its sharp corners stinging, a delicate
Kade’s growl shoves me from the shack, his hold, a clamp on my arm, chains rattling as he pulls me through the Sun Pack’s camp. My boots slip on cold lifeless stones just as many as the questions I want to ask, the truth to the lies I've been told, the things I've lost; father's pendant has fallen between cracks again, its absence a void in my heart, but I promise to get it back. Torchlight flashes over the rocky hills, the Sun Pack’s growling, wolf gates sinking into the fog, behind us as we arrive at Jason’s hall, its stone walls towering like a monument. My puffy hand aches, sore from the cuffs hold, my bruised cheek numb from the night's sting, yet the fear in my gut burns wild, one day earlier than Gabriel said, and I’m already given away. Jason reclines on a throne carved from bone, his gray eyes, dark and sharp, cutting the moon light as he raises a letter, its my Pack’s seal shining red in the firelight. I recognize the slanted scrawls like shadows on a wall, it's Gabri
Even the air feels the weight of Jason's voice, a frigid order that sends a shiver through my veins as Kade’s firm hold drags me from the cart, my feet tripping over sharp stones. The gates of the Sun Pack stand imposing in front, etched with fierce wolf faces, their stony eyes shimmering in the torchlight as if they are sentient, ravenous. My wrists feel crushed, cord digging into the skin, sore from holding out against kade in the forest, something I regret, what did it lead to.....a reality of nightmares.I startled, on the qui vive when the caravan stops, and wolves encircle, their taunts a tempest, “Behold the Moon traitor’s offspring!” their tones jagged like the broken tree branches spread across the camp borders. Against my ribs, my heart pounded, like a hammer to the head of a nail; I had envisioned freedom, of escaping from the strong hands of cruelty and slavery to a place of safety, yet this is a prison, filled with iron bars and sneering faces. I search high and low
My swollen hand is a painful mess as I struggle, nails scraping his wrist, spilling blood that shines darkly under the stars. "Jason's fed up with waiting," he snarls, his scarred visage a contorted mask.His power surges like a tide I cannot resist, my boots slip in the mire, thorns piercing my skin as I was hauled through the mud, yelling, desperate to stop him. The torchlight of the Moon Pack dwindles behind us, a faint brightness engulfed by the darkness, and fear consumes me. They're taking me now, a day ahead, tearing me away from my plans, my evidence, my struggle. Kade's hold constricts painfully, leaving marks, and his pale eye sparkles sadistically as he pulls me toward an unknown destiny. A hill rises amid the trees, and I catch sight of them, Gabriel, outlined against the dimming Moon Pack flames, his grin a victorious cut, and Evelyn next to him, motionless, her blonde hair shimmering in the light like a spirit’s shroud. My heart races, anger spilling out. "You convi