LOGINAmara POV
She was lying…yet why couldn’t I forget this niggling feeling deep within me. I couldn’t let her words get the better of me, I had too much to do. I had a breakfast to help prepare and I’d rather do it without the judgemental stare of the cook. I creep down the staircase, praying I wouldn’t need to fake a smile to anyone this morning. I just wanted to be alone, but then in being alone I would spiral. My mind would implode in on itself from her lies. Busying myself with breakfast, I didn’t even notice I had cut myself with the sharp kitchen blade until blood flowed onto the chopping board. “Damn it.” I say out to myself, running the cold kitchen tap before placing my finger under it. It wasn’t much of a cut but worry still washed over me as I placed a plaster upon it. I wasn’t allowed to hurt myself; I wasn’t allowed to get injured. Ever since they found out that my blood kept Catherine alive all my training came to an abrupt stop, also my private alpha training lessons with Dad. Even when I got injured during the attack on the pack as a teenager, it was my fault for being out of the alpha house…even though Stepmother had ordered me to fetch plants for her herbal tea. It wasn’t the attacker’s fault, but mine. It was a trick; she was trying to provoke me. But why was he blocking me out, why could I not reach him through the pack mind-link. He wouldn’t go against me, I knew he wouldn’t, he was the only thing in my life that kept me breathing. I had almost given up due to the tormenting years I experienced as a teenager when I found him on my 18th birthday. I had snuck out, nobody wanted to celebrate it, but that didn’t mean I was going to let it pass without at least tasting one drink in the pack bar. His scent, it’s the first thing I smelt when I walked into the bar, his gaze intensely watching me as I entered. His smile was so alluring, so authentically raw that I was already melting into his gaze by the time I reached the bar area. He loved me, as much as I loved him, I wouldn’t fall for her tricks. One look…I’ll take one look just to keep her quiet. To let her think she got the better of me, otherwise she won’t give up. No doesn’t seem to mean no to Catherine. Against my better judgement I found myself stalking towards her bedroom dead on 7am, like she had said. I try one last time to get through to Jason. One word from him and I’ll turn around, I’ll stop walking to her bedroom door…he’ll stop my spiralling mind. But still nothing. “Oh Jason.” I hear Catherine’s voice coming from her bedroom. The bedroom that I was now standing outside, the door slightly left ajar. Fake, she was faking it… I stiffen as his familiar scent overwhelms my senses…he was here. “That’s it, faster.” He moans out, my ears not believing what they are hearing. I slowly push upon the door, opening it slightly wider, my eyes not believing what they are seeing either. Jason, my Jason, standing with his back to the door as she kneels in front of him, satisfying him. She moans out, her hands gripping at his toned ass as she takes him in deeper, throating him. My breathing has stopped, my heart pounding hard against my chest to remind me to breathe. The scent of the room was musky, giving the sense that they’d been at it for hours, the crumpled-up bed sheets another clue. Her eyes fall upon me, a satisfied glint within her eyes before she looks back up at him, a pop sound occurring when she pulls back. “Is that good baby? Is that how you like it?” She asks him, his hands caressing her face before landing on her jaw. His thumb moving into her mouth as she bites down on it. “Just like that, shit…just like that.” He grunts out before a pleasurable moan escapes him again as she wraps her lips back around his hardened lower core. I couldn’t move, my body frozen in place. How could he do this to me. She takes his hand within hers, pulling him towards the bed where she lays on her back and he climbs on top of her. “Tell me you love me.” “I love you.” “If you could pick between Amara and me, who would you pick?” “You, always you.” He kisses along her neck, her body squirming beneath him with pretend pleasure. “Then reject her!” “I can’t she’s the daughter of the alpha.” He continues to kiss at her neck as his hands move under her skimpy top. “That won’t be a problem much longer…tell me I am yours.” Catherine orders out, in a sickening scene of powerplay as she wraps her hands around him instead, demanding for him to do as she says. “You are mine.” He growls out to her possessively. I gasp out, finally taking that much needed intake of air only for his head to turn, his eyes to catch me staring at him. His eyes hold a lustful haze that I had never witnessed myself before. “Do you mind?” Catherine roars out at me, as if I was the one intruding. As if I was the one in the wrong. “Explain yourself.” I seethe out at him, barely holding the tears back. I would not cry in front of them. I refuse to. Maybe he had been threatened, forced to betray me. “If they’ve threatened you, tell me…I won’t stand for it. I just can’t believe that you would do this to me.” “Well…” He climbs off Catherine, I turn my head away not wanting to watch him pull his trousers back up, he was still hard for her. Disgust burns in my throat. “There’s really not much to explain, we are together.” “Jason..” I take a step towards him, my hands clinging on to my chest. “Amara, I…” A level of softness returns to him, my Jason coming back to me only for him to be pulled back by Catherine. Her hands wrapping around his chest from behind, like she owns him. Like he is hers. “We should have come clean when we found out we were mates, but I didn’t know. You kept your relationship with him a secret. How was I to know?” She acts embarrassed, regretful. “Relationship? He’s my mate.” “That can’t be, he is my mate. Tell her Jason!” “Yes, we are mates, Catherine and I.” His voice is cold, avoid of emotions as he glares back at me. Who was this cold person before me. “You’re my sister Amara, you must understand how much I love him. I cannot give him up.” “You want my blessing?” I scoff out, she can not be serious. “He will mark me with or without it.” “I can’t believe what I am hearing.” I mutter to myself, my eyes closing to keep those tears back. My hands snake up into my hair, yanking at it. “Amara..” My name on his lips makes them shoot back open. “You need to reject her Jason, she’s in shock. Just get it over with, the quicker the better. Like a band aid, isn’t that right?” Her eyes cast down towards my wrist, my eyes following hers. I wasn’t ready, I would never be ready…I needed to get out of this room. “Do it now!” She screams out at him, his body taking a reactive sidestep. “No Jason, please don’t, you’ll all I have left..” I plea but it was too late, his lips were already speaking over my words. “I, Jason Greene, of the Mystic Hallows pack reject you Amara Bloodstone, as my mate.” He coldly declares, his eyes burning into me with hatred. Was it all a lie. I feel all hope leave me, my heart becoming heavy as his rejection spreads throughout my chest. Like mini daggers stabbing me at the same time before it turns into an unbearable heat that burns at my soul, the pain excruciating. “How could you be so cruel?” I sob out, not sure exactly who that was directed at. My heart was breaking into a million pieces from his rejection, I reach out for the wall to steady myself in fear that my legs would collapse from under me. The fire was only growing in size, threatening to take me away with it. “You need to accept it Amara for that pain to go away.” She pretends to be concerned for my wellbeing, her hands continuing to cling onto him. “Fine, I accept your rejection Jason Greene. From now on, you and I are nothing to one another.”Erik POV “Thank you, Finn.” I reach forward, picking up her plate, serving her food. I was sat at the head of the table, Nina on my other side, Amara’s setting adjacent to her. Estrid was usually sat to my left, but Nina made it very clear she should be by my side. “Are you always this dramatic Amara?” Nina smirks out, her eyes watching for my reaction to her words. “Pardon me?” Amara coldly responds to Nina. “This dramatic, do you come from a large family. Is that what it is…you needed to create drama to gain attention?” Nina clicks her tongue disapprovingly, placing the wine glass down only to refill it. “On the contrary….” Amara face shifts, coldness being replaced as she plasters on a beaming smile, her demeanour reeking of sarcasm. “…I prefer not to be seen.” “I think, sadly, that might be the most honest thing you have said to me. What do you think Erik?” Nina quirks an eyebrow, placing her glass down and reaching out to clasp my hand which is place
Erik POV Amara has been locked away in her room for the past three days. No one has seen her, not even Greta. She’s somehow barricaded herself in, refusing even to entertain my cousin. If I wasn’t mated to her, I would let her starve to death…if it wouldn’t be affecting my wolf, I would let her rot away. Another meal, another noticeable missing spot at the table. Estrid and Finn still aren’t speaking, Greta speaks enough for all of us, and Nina makes little digs on either how I run the pack or how I am behaving since Amara has disappeared. Estrid keeps telling me the pack members are walking on eggshells around me, expecting me to blow my top at any moment; they were absolutely right. That’s how much Amara’s actions have angered me, how the regret at placing my hands on her has been infecting my daily thoughts…my dreams…festering away at me non-stop. “Still playing offended I see…” Nina mutters out under her breath as she places the wine glass to her lips. Sipping back sl
Amara POV “Finn?” Estrid growls out to her mate, her eyes just as furious as her brother’s. “I followed her here.” My eyes are able to move even if the rest of me is frozen under Erik’s aura, they flicker to Finn…I send him a pleading look to not say anything, to fight that urge to submit. “And?” The Snow Mountain Alpha takes a calculated step forward. I can see the change in his beta, see the pressure applied for him to share what he knows…the problem is, what the beta knows has the potential to wipe out the entire camp behind me and it will be all my fault. “They were going to burn her with a hot iron rod…I yanked them off her.” Finn’s neck submits as he gives into his alpha. “Who? Who dared to touch her…” Fury explodes in his eye as he gazes upon the crowd. “They didn’t know who I am…it was my fault. I found a child in the streets; I came here on my own accord. They didn’t know who I was…” I try to defend them. “Does the mark on your neck not speak for itse
Amara POV“We need to leave!” Finn impatiently grunts out behind me. He refused to leave the small tent Ihad entered to help a young mother and her young child.“Not yet.” I seethe back to him; we still had time…besides this little one needed help.“Something is wrong, Alpha knows you are here.” He checks outside the tent again, the coldmountain wind starting to pick up. My fingers were like ice…I couldn’t feel them, and to makematters worse my nails were starting to turn blue…but I couldn’t leave this child with a fever.“You told him?” My voice sounding higher than I anticipated. So, what if the alpha knows I amhere…these were still his lands, these were still his people. He can’t ignore them, he can’tpretend they don’t exist.I can’t…I am them.“He is the alpha Amara, and I am his beta, I cannot lie to him.”He was right, I should know…I couldn’t keep things from my father, and his aura was no wherenear as powerful as Erik’s.“I’m nearly done…” I promise out to him. I know he
Amara POV I’m walking aimlessly, auto pilot taking control and as the only place I know outside of the alpha house grounds is main street in town, that’s where my body takes me. I don’t become aware of my location until a lorry honks its horn at me for walking in the middle of the road. The driver curses at me and raises his fist in anger. He was right, I should be more careful, especially as I do not have a wolf to heal me like the rest. Jumping back, I crash into somebody on the sidewalk, my hands gripping onto them for self- balance but to also prevent them from falling over. I do a double take, the female I am holding up is like looking in a mirror, she was the me from a few days ago. The Amara in the torn dress, run ragged from endless errands to the point of exhaustion. Same dark circles, same gaunt looking complexion. “I’m sorry miss…” I offer out, looking around me for someone who must be her parent. “Don’t bother…no one else does….” She mutters under her breath b
Erik POV Against my better judgement, I let her leave. Not because I want her too, but I can see it in her eyes…the hidden plea to be alone. “Finn?” I push on the pack bond to my beta, Finn’s mind link already open. “Alpha?” “Amara has left the alpha house; I need you to follow her.” “I’m in training at the moment.” His voice hits me back immediately. “She’s alone.” I put emphasis on the alone part, I wasn’t asking him, I was ordering him to follow her. “Right, of course Alpha.” “Keep her away from the alpha house for a while, Nina and Alpha Augustus are both here. She hasn’t eaten either yet.” “Leave it to me.” Fucked off is an understatement, I am furious with both Nina and Augustus. Who the fuck do they think they are… I storm out of my office, back into the dining room where I find the pair of them whispering secretly away. They both look up at me, startled as I find them both plotting at my dining table, as if they already owned it. I leave no room for error, t







