LOGINAmara has tried everything for her family to love her, to accept her. Yet, she still remains the unwanted daughter of the Alpha…the outcast..a reject. Born prematurely, her mother dying in childbirth, Amara’s wolf failed to shift which meant her young sister, Catherine, took over her role as Alpha heir. They’ve taken everything from her, her title, her lands…her blood. Amara’s blood is the only thing that keeps Catherine alive. But they take it forcibly…and now they’ve taken her mate. The rogue that Amara pleaded with her father to save at the borders seems destined to be with Catherine, but with the pack’s reputation on the line her family force Amara to exchange her own mate…she has nothing left. After an attack on the pack, Amara is surprised to find that her new mate isn’t who he claimed to be…he was something more dangerous than just a rogue…and he’s come to avenge for what is his.
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My blood was unique and for some reason it was the only substance that could help cure Catherine’s rare heart disease. It’s the only thing they valued about me, I knew it…even as they at times take it forcibly. Today the entire pack was to celebrate the news that only I was dreading. The news that my sister would be named as the future alpha of the pack. It would be a grand ceremony, enough money had been thrown into it, a night fit for the princess that she is. A night the pack will never forget. All would attend, it was expected by the alpha and luna. All but me. I was the illegitimate daughter, the one my father wishes to forget. My sister, Catherine, is to be the next alpha. Yet, I am older than her…I was meant to be the heir. She would be the one to inherit my lands, inherit my title…and he would do it in front of everyone to prove the point, yet keep me away. He was in charge; he was the big scary alpha of the Mystic Hallows pack. Nobody dares defy him, not even me. They were all celebrating…yet I was numb. They had forgotten that today was my 19th birthday, ironically Catherine turning 18 only last week. Not one person has wished me happy birthday, not one person has shown affection…but why am I surprised, it’s been like this for as long as I can remember. Nobody celebrates the weak, the undeserving, the outcast. I remain in this pack’s community but only by the gracious clemency of my father, mainly keeping to the fringes of society. I had been born prematurely; my mother dying in labour. I think that’s why I am weak, powerless. My wolf presented herself to me as a teenager, but the connection hadn’t been strong enough to shift, to try and bond fully with her. She has never come forward enough to answer me, to shift…I suppose how could I be an alpha, when my wolf is defected. Catherine had the exact opposite first time with her wolf. Only two days after I had failed, she shifted perfectly for the first time. A seamless shift, that many would be envious of, myself included. What better wolf than to lead the pack than a strong white wolf that emulates strength and nobility. The alpha house became a cold residence for me, I wasn’t welcomed…they just didn’t express it verbally in public. Behind closed doors was a different story; piles of dirty clothes, stacked high dishes that were left for me each night; showed me where my place was within the alpha family home. He had been downgrading me to an omega all along. One dirty plate at a time. “I can’t believe it, of all the nights…Catherine really didn’t deserve for that to happen.” My ears perk up at the mention of my sister’s name as I attend to the dishes that the cook had ordered me to do. I may not be at the celebrations, but I’m expected to still contribute in some way. “She was fuming, did you see her face…” I recognise the voice of the house maid, her tone holding humour at some kind of commotion that happened at the celebrations. I press my ear against the door, trying to hear more when I am pulled by the scruff of my neck backwards. “What are you doing?” The cook roars at me, as she flings a tray of dirty plates into the sink. The suds and water splashing all over me. “Nothing…I was just…” “If I catch you slacking again…goddess help me.” She grips my wrist, forcing it into the dirty water before storming out through the back door towards the pack hall. I grit my teeth as I try to endure the pain. As soon as she has gone, I pull my wrist out, pain radiating up my arm from the open wound. It was bleeding again, the bandage soaked through. That sickly sensation of panic spreads through me, I reach for a clean cloth, tearing the wet one off me to discard it. I can’t afford to get an infection…they will punish me. I don’t think the pack would even care if they knew what happened behind closed doors, this secret is the reason my wound never has a chance to heal. The secret that I believe is the only reason I am alive today. The pack aren’t allowed to know, not that they would stop it…they respected their alpha, they wouldn’t dare go against him for some lowly, unknown, pathetic omega daughter of his. Not when I was the one that kept Catherine alive. They won’t let me die because Catherine had a heart attack when she was 13 years old, and she needs my blood to survive. I don’t know why she suddenly got sick, why her heart gave out. But from that day onwards I had become a personal mobile blood bank to my own sister. By the time I had completed the chores in the kitchen, I was beat…exhausted. I didn’t care it was my birthday anymore, I just wanted to sleep. I lay sprawled out on my bed, not even bothering to remove my scuffed shoes. I reach for the bedding, wrapping it around me loosely as the call to sleep becomes all too powerful. As soon as I shut my eyes, they fly back open from a loud knock on my door. Jason, it must be Jason…he hasn’t forgotten my birthday after all. A smile spreads out onto my face as I take one last look at myself in the mirror before opening the bedroom door. I looked a bit scruffy after such a long day, but Jason was used to me like this, he knew how many hours I worked. I open my bedroom door with excitement, only to be disappointed. It was the house maid. “Quick, the Alpha is asking for you, and I couldn’t find you.” She reaches for me, flustered. “What?” I yawn out slightly, my eyes casting on the clock in my room. 11.30pm, I had thirty minutes left of my birthday, surely, he wouldn’t be cruel enough to give me one last chore to complete. “Just tell him you couldn’t find me.” I whisper out to her, trying to close the door on her. “What and be reprimanded, not a chance…come.” She was little older than me yet pulled my sore wrist in her hand…my hand snatching away only for her to grab my other one. I could see the sweat across her brow, hear the panic in her voice and sense her dread at having to return to him without me…yes, I couldn’t put her through that. When it came to Father’s demands, nobody ever dared delay. Standing by the door, I steady my nerves with a deep breath in before placing my hand on the handle. Whatever greeted me on the other side was never a pleasant experience. I push the door open, Catherine and Stepmother sitting in the office by a roaring fire. Stepmother’s eyes cast upon me with disdain as she holds a sobbing Catherine by her side. “You wanted to see me, Father?” I ask, bypassing her glare only to find another in the room. It was the rogue that I had pleaded with Father to save at the border the other night. He turns at my arrival, his cold eyes locking on to mine…sending chills down my spine. His eyes were amber, perhaps the only warm thing about him. “I need you to do one thing.” Father’s deep low voice drags my attention away from the rogue and on to him. “Okay…” I nervously respond, trepidation overwhelming me as I try to hide my hesitation. “Since you’ve been giving Catherine blood transfusions it would appear your scents have become similar….” “I don’t follow.” My gaze turns from my father to my sister, who remained huddled next to her mother on the sofa. “With Catherine being the future alpha of the pack, it would be highly scandalous for her to be mated to a rogue.” My eyes dart back to my father, not missing the way the rogue’s jaw tenses, his eyes remaining on me. “You need to switch your mate with Catherine!” Father commands at me.Chapter 44 – Just one taste “I want to taste you.” “What?” “Taste you, just one little taste….open your mouth. Wider…” Somehow, I’ve become a puppet and he, my puppeteer. He removes his hands from me below, my lowercase craving for his touch once more. He moves his finger to my lips, pushing further in as my mouth widens at his command. “Tell me you don’t taste good.” A purr emits from the back of his throat, his finger laying on my tongue as I taste the saltiness of myself. He pulls his finger back out, dragging on my bottom lip that juts out from his movement. My body was completely under his control; in this moment he was possessing me….my mind unable to give a clear thought. Any anger that I held against him, any resentment is forgotten as he places his finger to his own lips, his eyes bleeding out crimson red with passion. “Erik!” I gasp out as his hand moves to my throat pinning me against the speaker as a wildness takes over him, a hazy layer coating
Amara POV “Everybody out!” He roars out, his pack members wincing at his command as they quickly file out of the pack house communal area, either heading upstairs or going back to their houses. “Explain yourself!” “Erik, she just wanted…” Greta tries to step between us but it was no use, she stood no real chance in fighting his command. “I wasn’t asking you. Get out now Greta, or so help me…” He seethes through clenched teeth, her eyes shooting my way apologetically as she flees for the front door. “What is all this?” His eyes interrogate the room, disgust forming upon his face. His glare was a sobering contrast to my alcohol induced mood, snapping me out as if I had been drenched by a cold bucket of water. Now that the music has stopped and the lights have been turned on, I take in the state of the room. Empty beer cans littered the floor, the smell of pizza lingered in the air and evidence of spillages stained the carpet. “We had a party.” I boldly shrug out, trying to
Amara POV What was I thinking, I couldn’t pull this look off. It was a far cry from the maid girl that used to run around the alpha house, always chasing her tail. I always used clothing to hide how skinny I was, how undernourished. Now, I was wearing a black dress that was doing quite the opposite. Not only was it above the knee, it showed a glimpse of my cleavage…but more importantly, with my hair tied up, it showed off my mate mark. There was a gathering at the pack house tonight, the warriors that had been in hospital returning home. The pack celebrating the return of their fighters. I questioned with attending would be appropriate; after all they were attacked because of me, defending the borders because Catherine kept sending Mystic Hallow warriors to poke Erik. However, Greta has assured me that my presence will lift the warrior’s spirits, that they will appreciate my attendance. I’m just second guessing my outfit choice now. “A luna has to show authority and luxur
Amara POV It takes me a moment to remember where I am. I have no recollection of going to bed last night, certainly no memory of yesterday afternoon at all. The last thing I remember is being in the gym, when Nina approached me and… I leap out of bed, my hands searching at my body as I half expect to find the sword still plunged into my stomach. I lift my top up to find intricate stitches just above my belly button. If they weren’t there, I would suspect I had imagined the entire thing. I wasn’t in any pain; the wound was already almost healed. At the Mystic Hallows pack I would have been out for days, if not weeks with a similar injury. Torn between anger towards Nina and appreciation for whoever healed me; I race down the stairs, taking two steps at a time. I stalk towards the kitchen, hearing laughter as I find the household at the dining table, including Nina’s father Augustus. That anger bubbling away wins, overtaking appreciation as I find Nina sat too clo
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