CHAPTER 33

"But you're right. I can't push back all my feelings for you, but this is all they are; forced. I have to feel love for you because you are my mate, I have to feel that pull, that desire in my gut, my heart automactically skips a beat when I'm near you, and with you, and all I can think about it how much I want you, but it's not by choice. It's all forced, because, were mates. You ruined my life by rejecting me, and now you want me back because I have big boobs and a slim waist? Yeah right Kol."

I told him, anger lacing my voice. "So you can forgive Ace, your own brother who hurt you like I did, and not me? your mate? You know you only wrote out that you accepted my ejection, it's not official." He asked angry too. "I haven't forgiven him yet, stupid! I need time, I just want time, why can't anyone give me a break!" I shouted and put my head in my hands. "Kat, give me time too, please. Let me show you I can do better, I need you in my life. I died a million time when I felt tha