Chapter 66 - Professional

I froze after hearing Gina say that. Lost my glow? Was I glowing before? "It's not my position to say this, but if you're having trouble about something, we're all here to listen. Since you're our precious Lia, after all." 

Gina pats my shoulder, but instead of feeling comfort, I feel jealous. They're all here for Lia, but not for me. This all belongs to Lia and not mine. 

It added such dirty feelings inside me, and it couldn't beat the emptiness still. 

I'm already looking at Lia's reflection, but I can't seem to feel happy about it. She's the only one I need, but why am I acting as if I'm tired of hiding from her shadow? And this thing called jealousy, I shouldn't feel such ugly feelings even though I know that I'm already ugly. 

There's no way I would feel like that if I'm still the same person I was before; that's why I can't understand this. Am I not in the